Children

Toothpaste, looking at himself in the mirror brushing his teeth, looking in the mirror, his face seemed to be smaller, and he couldn’t eat on time without time star supervision, sometimes he had no money, sometimes he lost his appetite, he had intermittent anorexia, yes Since I lived in junior high school, my stomach was ruined by irregular meals. When my appetite was poor, I almost felt like vomiting when I saw meat.

When he was in college, he often skipped classes. After class, Shi Xing would call him to ask him what to eat and bring it back for him. He definitely brought a lot of snacks when he came back from the long vacation, because he knew that Yunxi would never go out in the dormitory, so he just waited for him to come back Feed, what Yun Xisa loves the most is "I'm hungry".

If the professional class was in the first period, Yun Xi would still struggle to get up and go to class, but at that time the cafeteria was very crowded, so he stood against the flow of people in the middle like a watershed, waiting for Shi Xing to buy breakfast and come out, and then the two ate while Go to the teaching building.

He can think of the shadow of Shi Xing in the college life, but he can't think of the feeling of wasting time in school.

After washing and changing his clothes, he picked up the key Shi Xing left on the table, took his mobile phone and went out. He planned to go around to see if there were any job opportunities. The failure of the last internship made him very disappointed with his ability. He wants to give up doing professional-related work, and wants to sell coffee or milk tea.

It took me two rounds to find the exit of the community after going downstairs. It was too dark to see the road when I came here last night, and the place feels a bit cold and deserted. There is only a long staircase to go out with the back against the mountain.

When he went down the stairs, he saw the plastic running track inside the iron fence, and there were groups of students in school uniforms. He looked like he was in high school, and he couldn't help but feel better. He felt better when he stayed in a place where there were many young people. There is vitality.

Walking along the road into a street, there are restaurants and milk tea shops on both sides. He was a little hungry smelling the aroma. When he walked to the door of a noodle shop, a man in an apron handed him a flyer. He took it and asked, "Where are you here?" Looking for a part-time job?"

The man was a little surprised, "Ah, I'm sorry, the store has just opened and there is no shortage of manpower."

Yun Xi was just hungry, and she had no money on her, because no one knew her in other places, and she was thick-skinned, "I forgot to bring money when I came out, so I'll help you hand out leaflets for a bowl of noodles, how about it?"

The man looked at him and handed him a stack of leaflets, "Students are about to leave school, you go to the school gate to hand out, it should be finished soon, I'll go and give it to you."

Yun Xi bowed twice, "Thank you, thank you."

He walked briskly to the school gate, and said thank you to everyone who received his flyers, with a bright smile on his face that never stopped. He was really happy, and he definitely couldn't do such a thing in school. He would rather starve to death than go out, but he came to this strange place and made some changes. He has to work hard to start life again.

The students poured out like a flood of gates, and the post was almost finished in less than 5 minutes. Some girls asked him where the store was, and he pointed to them. The girl said, "It's a new store, and you too It's new, I've never seen it before."

Yunxi told them the city of their alma mater, chatted with them a few more words, and took them to the store after distributing all the leaflets. There were already many customers in the store. The man brought a bowl of noodles from the back kitchen and greeted him to eat first. , the girls pointed to his face and said they wanted the same one, and the man answered "yes" repeatedly.

"Boss~" the girl and the man joked, "We are here for the little brother, he is so dedicated, do you want to give him a raise?"

The man laughed, "Up up up up up up."

When the peak lunch hour was over and the guests had almost left, the man really pulled Yun Xi aside to give him the salary, Yun Xi blushed and pushed and said no, but in the end she was forced to stuff it into her pocket.

"I think you are a college student who just graduated. It's not easy when you first come out. My child is about the same age as you. I don't know if he has suffered outside. If you don't accept me, I will feel uncomfortable." The man said, Yun Xi immediately had a sore nose.

After leaving the noodle shop, Yun Xi walked around again. There was a commercial center about a kilometer away, with standard KFC, Starbucks, Pizza Hut theaters, etc. He sat on a stone bench for rest, watching strangers come and go Often, the mood is so light that it seems to fly.

The phone vibrated, it was Shi Xing's text message, "Did you wake up, remember to eat."

He smiled and replied, "I've eaten."

"It's not easy to be so good."

"I'll change it too, okay?"

"Then I hope you keep it that way."

"it is good!"

In this state, Yun Xi is very confident that her life will be on the right track.

four

After Shi Xing came back from get off work, the two went to the mall.

Yun Xi pushed the cart, Shi Xing was in charge of picking vegetables, even if he asked for his opinion, even if he would not accept it, Shi Xing said that he was too picky and had to be raised by him, and he came here to beg for peace, so he had to Obedient.

When passing by the snack area, Shi Xing asked him if he wanted something to eat, and he quickly shook his head. Although he really wanted to eat snacks, play games and watch movies at home, but the current economic conditions do not allow it, and it is cheaper to stop eating.

In the end, there were only vegetables and some daily necessities in the cart. When Shi Xing wanted to buy anything else, he shook his head and said no. Xing smiled and leaned into his ear and asked softly, "Want this?"

Yun Xi blushed, and seeing that no one was paying attention to them, she lowered her voice and replied, "I just...just take a look..."

Shi Xing still smiled and didn't speak, he took a box and threw it into the shopping cart as if angry, in order to look like an adult, he told himself that there was no need to be shy about these things, he just thought about it There is nothing embarrassing about the question of what to do between men.

Unexpectedly, Shi Xing pointed at the bottle next to him, and asked him teasingly, "Do you want this?" Yun Xi's face turned from red to black, and she put that into the shopping cart angrily. Holding back a laugh, "Why are you so cute?"

With a straight face, he said stiffly, "It's cute, let's go."

Yun Xi doesn't think he is gay, but if Shi Xing wants to be gay, he thinks it's okay, and he always feels that he owes Shi Xing, and wants to give him something, but he has nothing but himself.

So, I can only give myself to him.

He thought that buying a condom was a clear indication, but after taking a bath, Shi Xing still lay beside him unmoved, with no intention of doing it at all.

Yun Xi turned sideways and poked his waist under the quilt. Shi Xing grabbed his hand and turned over to face him. He couldn't see his expression clearly in the dark, but he knew he was smiling, "You are very Want to do it?"

"I..." he choked, "I thought...you wanted to..."

"Think, why don't you want to." Shi Xing said, "You and I don't know yet, you will regret it after a while, and then I can still compensate you?"

Yun Xi's character is quite repetitive, he often does things in a hothead, and he doesn't think about the consequences at all, and he can't express what he means by contradicting himself. He keeps hinting to himself about one thing and makes himself believe that it is true. I don't know if it's true or not, it's just a person who doesn't understand himself.

But when Shi Xing said this, he felt that he was being suspected, so he was inevitably unhappy, and pursed his mouth, "I like you after I say it."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was kissed. Shi Xing stuck the tip of his tongue into his mouth, propped his hands on the bed and pressed on his body. It happened so suddenly that he didn't have time to react. He pleases him.

"Everyone will like me from now on, only me." Shi Xing bit his lower lip, touched his waist and put his hand into his clothes, making him tremble like an electric shock, "If you change your mind, don't Come to me, you know."

Yun Xi sobbed "Yeah", actually a little frightened by Shi Xing's aura, in the end it was what he said and what to do, completely under his control, the body's pleasure was controlled by others, he Fluttering, I just feel that my soul is about to be lost.

Shi Xing even asked him to remove the condom by himself, he was so ashamed that he wanted to hide it, how could he think that Shi Xing would embarrass him so much, he lost his temper and threw it on Shi Xing when he failed to fix it twice, Shi Xing took it apart Lai put his mask on, pressed him on the bed and kissed him, and said in a low voice, "You are so sincere, it's not enough."

"Fuck..." Yun Xi gave him an elbow, and said angrily, "You fucking want me to move by myself?"

"What a bad temper." Shi Xing pulled out the tie from somewhere, grabbed his hands and tied him up on top of his head. Yun Xi couldn't help crying and kicked him non-stop, Shi Xing didn't Let go of his meaning, "You regretted it before you did it, how can I trust you?"

"Fuck...I don't know...you fucking love this..."

"I didn't learn this from you. In the past four years, you have lost your temper with me less often? Throwing books at me, pouring hot water on me, telling you to eat and flipping the table, huh? I just want you to remember, In case you feel that the consequences are not serious and you want to regret it, you can try it if you dare."

When he said this, Yun Xi immediately fell silent, and begged pitifully, "You... Take it easy..."

Yun Xi's voice became hoarse from crying all night, and she thought he was so gentle, and she was just waiting for the day of revenge.

五

Yun Xi didn't feel well and spent a day brushing up her resume at home.

During the period, I found the noodle restaurant from yesterday on the ordering software. Because I was a new user, I got ten yuan free, which was equivalent to buying a bowl of noodles for two yuan. Fortunately, he still had two yuan on Pay-Pay-Bao. After ordering, I immediately felt that I had picked up a big bargain.

The one who came to deliver the meal is the boss.