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Now he is trapped in emotional barriers and cannot be freed. He has never been a generous person. He is a saint but not a saint.Now that he has been dragged into the abyss, how can he tolerate this person getting out easily?I hate this man for doing things that he can hardly tolerate over and over again.

Wouldn't Hongjun be angry?No, he is more vengeful than anyone else.But every time he wanted to punish, when he saw that person, the anger seemed to be extinguished by a basin of water, leaving only light smoke.He was helpless, helpless, helpless.

One night passed, and the first ray of sunlight came in in the morning light. Hongjun leaned against the wall behind him, his long silver hair like a waterfall poured down on the bed, his silver eyelashes drooped slightly, his complexion was as plain as water, without a trace of fireworks, which made people feel When you see it, you will feel inviolable.

When Fu Sheng struggled to open his eyes, his eyes fell into the vast silver universe.

——Hongjun...?

He was startled, a little confused for a moment, and forgot to get up.

"You're awake." Hongjun said.His voice is flat, cold, and the perfect timbre is like thunder in Fu Sheng's ears at this moment.

"...I'm awake." Fu Sheng only felt the veins on his forehead dance in the square.Originally, he was dizzy and dizzy when he was so drunk, and his temples hurt sharply, but when he opened his eyes and saw Hongjun, his head hurt even more.After feeling the pain, I realized that I was pillowing on Hongjun's lap, and I felt an urge to hit the wall immediately.He got up quickly, and the blanket slid down from his body. Then he felt dizzy, shook his head, and asked, "Why am I here?" After asking, he realized that he was naked under the blanket. Changed, eyes rounded: "My clothes..."

Seeing his reaction, Hongjun just said indifferently: "You came to Zixiao Palace when you were drunk. Yesterday you were hot all over, so I helped you take off your clothes."

Fu Sheng keenly noticed that the other party paused on the word "come", thinking that there would be a lot of question marks on whether it was "come" or "break" yesterday.He secretly scolded Dijun as a dead bird, if he hadn't been drunk, how could he have done such a stupid thing, he had an awkward relationship with Hongjun, but this time he got drunk and made a mistake and made it impossible to end.Fusheng, who was resentful and angry with Emperor Junzhong, ignored it on a conditioned reflex. Why did he come to Zixiao Palace instead of going somewhere when he was drunk?

He became more and more uncomfortable, hardly daring to look into Hongjun's eyes, and didn't know what to say, so he pursed his lips and said in a calm voice: "Yesterday... I'm sorry, thank you. I'll go back first." The clothes on the bed got off the bed and quickly put on.

He was naked at first, but now his back was facing Hongjun, he only felt his hands and feet were stiff, and felt that the clothes he was wearing that were not so simple were even more difficult to wear now.

There was a rustling sound behind him, and Hongjun actually got off the couch, helping him straighten the coat he had just put on from behind.Fu Sheng paused his fingers, and heard a flat voice behind him saying: "It was the same that day, you asked me to change your clothes."

Fu Sheng unconsciously put his fingertips into the palm of his hand, leaving a crescent moon mark.

"But you don't want to look for me after I get married, but you don't want to." Hongjun's tone was very flat, as if he was talking about ordinary trivial matters.

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Chapter 46

Obviously they are still the two of them, and they are in the same place, but it is completely different from the past.

Things are different, and nothing more.

Fu Sheng lowered his eyes and put on his clothes.

good.He admitted that until now, he has always had strange feelings for Hongjun.Not family, not friendship, not fledgling plot.

If this kind of emotion is the strongest, it is not love at first sight at first sight, it is not the blending of milk and milk after losing the memory, it is not the mutual comfort-comforting when the memory is broken, but the "integrity" today.When too many emotions collided, he couldn't restrain the sparks that collided.Maybe when he agreed to be with Luo Hu at the beginning, it was just a moment of anger and made an impulsive choice, but now he is on the verge of riding a tiger.

Luo Hu is very good, he doesn't want to disappoint.

Therefore, Fu Sheng just said in silence for a moment: "Luo Hu is still waiting for me in the Demon Realm." This sentence already contained a lot.He is now with Rahu.He has been possessed.they are very good.This kind of refusal is Fusheng's way of saying it as euphemistically as possible. In front of Hongjun, he is always powerless.

Hongjun fell into silence, and the strange and oppressive atmosphere made Fusheng hardly dare to take a step. After a while, Hongjun asked indifferently: "What about me? How long have I been waiting for you?"

Fu Sheng was stunned.

Hongjun's tone was very light. He always liked to speak interrogative sentences in a declarative tone. Fusheng was used to his way of communication, but when Hongjun said these words, Fusheng felt his throat was blocked. , speechless.

Suddenly, Fusheng felt that he was very willful.

To be honest, Fusheng himself felt that it was incredible that Hongjun would be with him.He has always felt that Hongjun is the kind of outsider who is ruthless and desireless, and watches the world with cold eyes, the big-BOSS.It was Fu Sheng who approached at the beginning, and he didn't know what he was thinking at that time, but he tried to pluck the flower of Gaoling in vain.

In the end he succeeded.

Now he has lost.

why?What has brought them to this stalemate now?Fu Sheng thought about it.

About, probably out of fear.After Hongjun joins the Dao, he no longer represents just him alone. Hongjun is Hongjun, and Hongjun is the way of heaven. The agent of the way of heaven is Hongjun, but the way of heaven is not Hongjun.It seems that nothing has changed now, but Fusheng knows what he is afraid of. He is afraid that one day, he will have to choose between the important thing and Hongjun. The feeling of having to make a choice is very bad.He doesn't want to lose anything, he wants to have everything.

——So he made a decision, instead of waiting for that day to come, it is better to nip this choice in the bud.

coward.

He thought so.

It wasn't just Hongjun who was wrong, but Fusheng also had problems. He thought he had made the most appropriate decision resolutely, but in the end he realized that it was impossible.

Countless times I told myself no, and I forced myself to not allow it countless times, but Fusheng just couldn't help it, couldn't help not thinking about him, couldn't help not loving him.He felt like a clown, holding out until the end when everyone was looking at him with a knowing, mocking look that frightened him.

So far, he has missed himself, Hong Jun, and Luo Hu.

"You wanted a birthday present, I remember."

"You don't like others to know about our relationship, so I won't mention it."

"You can do whatever you want."

"Why, didn't you wait for me?"

Hongjun's tone was calm, and the question seemed to be just a normal chat in his mouth.His mind was in a mess, and Fu Shenghong turned his head to look at Hongjun. He felt that he was going crazy, and tried to suppress his emotions, but it was useless: "You are a high-ranking Taoist ancestor, do you want anything? No, in your opinion, everything is just floating clouds , you don’t care about anything, it doesn’t matter to you! I just want to be peaceful and secure, I give up, I know I’m wrong, why are you still pestering me? You want me What should I do?! Give up everything to be with you? Do you know what is right and wrong, what is promise?"

After crackling a few words, Hongjun's silver eyes fixedly looked at him, only the slightly constricted pupils could express his surprise at the moment.Like a closed bucket, water gushes out unscrupulously after a hole is poked out.

Fusheng said: "Before the catastrophe, I pursued you and you didn't give me a response. I lowered my self-esteem and tried to move you to believe that you are sentient, but you let me down and even despair again and again. You know I will be sad too. Yes? After I lost my memory, you accepted me. Why did you seal the past between us? What do you think of me? If you don’t want me to continue clinging, you can say it. Did you ever think about my feelings in that way? ?! That’s right, I was the one who courted you first, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have self-esteem and can be played around with by you!”

"You asked me to wait for you, why should I wait for you? What do we matter after you discarded our past as garbage? It's just a lonely and empty poor man who comforts each other. I'm waiting for you for 100 years, 1000 years , 1 years, or a lifetime?"

The belated venting made it difficult for him to hold on to himself, it was abnormal, and the crazy self was the real one.The truth is that he has always hated this person.

It doesn't matter if you hate Hongjun, but you hate yourself for not living up to expectations.

"..." Hongjun lowered his eyes slightly, he was always so bad at defending.Even though there are various reasons, he still can't speak.

Perhaps Fusheng was looking forward to his explanation, but what Hongjun gave Fusheng was always silent.Fusheng waved his hand wearily, as if saying goodbye to thousands of melancholy, his brows and eyes were full of tiredness: "You are always the Taoist ancestor who is admired by all living beings. What I want is only mine. Hongjun." He paused and looked at Hongjun, saying word by word, "But you can't give it. Can you?"

After finishing speaking, Fu Sheng wanted to leave.The cuffs tightened, and Hongjun pulled the skirt.Just as Fu Sheng was about to say something, Hong Jun slowly said: "I know it all. I ignored your thoughts. I want to make up for my negligence. Do you accept it?"

The gripped cuffs were tight on the thin forearms, and Fu Sheng could almost feel the strength of the opponent's grip.Feng Shui turns around, Hongjun's behavior like a child who is afraid of being abandoned makes Fusheng feel the joy of revenge.After the joy, I feel the impermanence of the world is full of bitterness,