Possessive relationship

I don't know how I fell asleep, maybe I just passed out.But that night, I started to hate Chen Zhiyao like never before.I can bear his atrocities, and I can endure his moodiness, but what he did to me made me feel a kind of despair, in which only hatred can save me.

I hate him.

I want revenge.

I want to leave, only by leaving him can I have the hope of living well.

If I used to have a trace of gratitude to him for buying me from those people, now it has all turned into hatred.I thought, no matter whose hands I fall into, I will definitely be better than what I am now.Am I still a man?I can't even control my own body, my life has been ruined.

My only sustenance is hate.My pain and despair need a clear target, and that is Chen Zhiyao.I hate him, hating him can keep me going, hating can keep me from thinking about what will happen in the future, I just need to hate him.Hate him, I still have a glimmer of hope.

Maybe what Chen Zhiyao was thinking was to make me unable to leave him anymore.But from that night on, I made up my mind to escape no matter what the price.I can't bear this kind of possessive desire, my life is miserable enough, I can't bear such despair and bow to fate.But I can hate him.As long as I hate him, I won't give up.As long as I hate him, I have the strength to continue pestering.

When Chen Zhiyao began to tolerate my waywardness, I didn't feel happy, but a kind of fear.I deeply know that he just slapped me and rewarded me with a sweet date. I can't forget the pain of those several slaps just because of that sweet date.I can't forget the stigma of being locked up just because someone feeds it.

So I'm afraid of him, I'm afraid of his tenderness from time to time, I'm afraid of his kiss before going to bed every night, I'm afraid of his firm arms and embraces, those have made me fall into an unconscious dependence.Well now, now, I've made up my mind to hate him.I was very depressed for the whole month afterwards, I just cooperated dully in what he did, and Chen Zhiyao didn't force me, and he did what he should do, and I would not refuse, let alone resist.Anyway, the resistance will not succeed, so why should I give him excuses to torture me.

Later, he didn’t bother to watch me passively resist. One day after returning home, he threw me a suit of clothes and said to me, “Put it on, and I’ll take you somewhere.”

I looked, and what he gave me turned out to be a suit.The silver-gray suit, a close-fitting and casual style, as well as a matching black shirt and a striped tie, I can tell that the workmanship and materials are very good, but I can't arouse any interest. Could it be that he finally got tired of seeing it? I'm at home in my pajamas all day, what cosplay is I going to do?

I went to change into my clothes and found that the suit really fit me. Chen Zhiyao really knew my body well.I looked in the mirror in the bathroom, pale complexion, dark black hair, slender and dark eyes, sharpened face, but a very beautiful and delicate face, without any blemish, and without a trace of youth people angry.

Chen Zhiyao came in at some point, hugged me from behind, held my waist with both hands, and sighed: "I'm very energetic, if I can have some flesh."

He tied my tie and straightened my clothes himself. I looked in the mirror and felt that I was too thin. Although I exercised every day under his urging, compared to the strong muscles under his shirt, I myself am like a delicate puppet.

He pulled me into the car, and the car drove out of the gate and onto the main road. Only then did I realize that I hadn't seen the outside world for half a year.I looked at the street outside fascinatedly. Although there were few cars on the road and only a few street lights were on, I was so moved by this familiar and unfamiliar scenery that I wanted to cry.I have not known the taste of freedom for too long.

Chen Zhiyao leaned over from behind and gently embraced me in front of his chest.I sighed in my heart, can't I even look outside?So what was his purpose in bringing me out?

"I'm afraid you'll be stupid at home. What's so interesting about this street view? The place we're going to be will be interesting later." He whispered in my ear, as if looking forward to it.My first reaction to this kind of expectation is to resist. I'm afraid I won't be able to enjoy what he likes.

The car drove to the door of a bar that looked very desolate, and I knew it at a glance. The bar in the Wilderness Order was just a cover, and the real good show must have hidden holes.

As soon as Chen Zhiyao took me in, the waiter saw him and took us directly to the back door. After entering, we went down a few flights of stairs, and there was another metal door with a combination lock next to it. The waiter took Chen Zhiyao Zhiyao swiped the card he handed over and entered a few more numbers before the door opened.

After entering, it really is a different world.

Huge crystal chandeliers were suspended from the high ceilings, and the gaming tables were filled with people, and waiters in tuxedos and bow ties shuttled among the crowd to serve champagne drinks.I used to go to various places for fun, but looking at it now, it feels like a lifetime away.

I am no longer the little young master who is complimented everywhere I go and who is ignorant of the world.I am now Chen Zhiyao's young master at home, as one of his pets to accompany him to such places.

I felt sad, Chen Zhiyao came over and put his arms around my shoulders, pushed me to a table, and asked me: "Can you play Texas Hold'em?"

"A little bit, no technology." I answered truthfully.

"Then it depends on luck, my luck has always been good." Chen Zhiyao seemed to be in a good mood, pushed me on the seat, and beckoned for the waiter to bring chips.

"But, my luck is very bad." I murmured.

He heard it, just smiled, and patted me on the shoulder, "Don't worry, I'll help you look after it, besides," he whispered in my ear, "I own shares in this casino, and I don't mind if I lose." Don't be afraid."

Since he said so, then I don't have any psychological burden, I will call if the cards are good, and if the cards are bad, it is not my money anyway.Chen Zhiyao looked at it, but didn't say anything.Later, I got a bunch of miscellaneous cards, the cards were 9, J, K, and I had an 8 and a 9 in my hand. I won’t win much against 9, but there was a competition in this round, and I followed every round. It's very big, I followed it twice, each time with ten weights, and each weight is [-] US dollars.I looked at Chen Zhiyao, he was sitting next to me and didn't speak, I thought it was almost done, and just about to throw it away, he suddenly held my hand and said: "It's been this time, let's follow, allin." (That's All follow the meaning)

I looked at him, I can't play like this even if I have a lot of money, a pair of 9s is obviously a loser.He looked at me and smiled sadly, "I said I was lucky, and I don't want you to pay if I lose, so go with it."

I listened to him and threw all the weights on the table.The rest of the people looked at each other in blank dismay, and they have followed for two laps. After I allin, they either called all of them, or they just threw away the previous one for nothing, so some people looked at their remaining chips and walked away, while others bit He gritted his teeth and followed.

The croupier dealt another card, another 9, plus I had three nines in total. I looked around and found that I really won.

A man threw out his cards angrily. He had a Q and a K in his hand. No wonder he was so angry that I narrowly won him.I piled all the chips on my side, and I wasn't too happy. After all, I have no place to spend the money if I win, but it's just fun.

Seeing how lucky I was, the excited few left just now in a bit of a disappointment. In the end, I was left to play with two other people. One looked like an upstart with a lot of money. He wanted to make the beauties around him happy and show his face. Continue. The one who didn't even look at it tossed chips, and the other looked young, wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, very gentle, and he was not soft on playing cards, so he probably belonged to another family.

I played a few more hands, lost and won, but I still had a lot of chips left.At this time someone came to look for Chen Zhiyao and whispered something in his ear, he got up to leave, I subconsciously grabbed him and asked, "Where are you going?"

"I have something to do, I want to lie down in the back, you continue to play."

Chen Zhiyao said that he was going to leave, and I also got up and followed him, "I'll be with you."

I can't explain why, but I don't want to be alone in this completely unfamiliar environment. Being with Chen Zhiyao is relatively safe, even if it's boring.

"Mr. Chen just looked at it a few times and left, don't you plan to try your luck?" At this time, the gold-rimmed glasses stood up and spoke, as if he knew him.

"Hey, Mr. Yang, I didn't recognize you just now. How are you doing, how are you playing? Why are you so free today?"

Chen Zhiyao stepped forward to shake hands with that person as if he had just recognized him, said some polite words, then turned around and pulled me away, it seems that this person is not very popular with him.But that person was very ignorant and continued to chase us and asked: "This gentleman, you look a bit unfamiliar."

I'm a little embarrassed, look at Chen Zhiyao, I don't know what this is with Chen Zhiyao, am I his lover?pet?bed linings?

"He is Chen Ruo, mine..." Chen Zhiyao also glanced at me, "Friend."

Haha, so it turned out that I was one of his friends, what a joke, a big joke.

A discerning person can see our relationship at a glance, but Mr. Yang came up to shake hands with me pretending not to know anything: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm Mr. Chen's friend. I'm Yang Ziyun. We met for the first time. This is my business card." .”

I didn't have time to say anything, the business card was already in my hand, so I had no choice but to take it, and looked down, it read: Interpol.

I was shocked that this person has such a background!He ran to Chen Zhiyao's place, and greeted me so casually with his business card, didn't he know something?

Thinking of this, I still had to pretend to be calm, and put the business card into the pocket of my suit casually, but quietly recited his phone number.

Chen Zhiyao didn't know whether he saw something or just didn't want to see this person. I could feel his dissatisfaction, although he still had a polite smile on his face.The man shook my hand for a while, and I had to say, "Sorry, I'm out to play today, and I didn't bring my business card."

After speaking, he withdrew his hand and secretly glanced at Chen Zhiyao.He's calm, but I know he's upset.He would be angry if I went downstairs to eat with my clothes undressed, and he would be angry if the servant saw him. This man has held my hand for so long, he must be angry.He got angry and I was the first one to be fixed.Hey, I deserve it.

"Aren't you busy, let's go?" I took the initiative to ask, afraid that Chen Zhiyao would be more dissatisfied if that person continued to pester, but who knew that person really planned to pester to the end, sighed, and said: "Here After sitting for so long, I haven't played a game with Mr. Chen yet. I don't know why you are in such a hurry to leave? Or is it that I really can't get your eyes on it?"

"Mr. Yang is serious. His skills were not good just now. You didn't enjoy the game. Of course I want to accompany the guests to a game." Chen Zhiyao pulled up a chair and sat down, watching with a smile on his face. The man said: "After all, you have been guarding here for a week. It is because they are not high enough to catch your eyes. I am also the boss here. Of course, I want to let the guests have fun."

When I heard him say that, that Yang Ziyun happily took his cards and prepared to play.I don't know if that person is really stupid or has a real background. If I was sitting in his position and Chen Zhiyao said that, I would definitely want to run away.

No, I don't even need to sit in his position and be threatened by Chen Zhiyao, I want to run as long as I have a chance.

The dealer dealt the cards, and the cards on the table were 8, J, K.Chen Zhiyao bet without even looking at the cards, and that person followed him without looking at the cards in his hand.Chen Zhiyao signaled the croupier to deal another card, another 8, he still didn't look at the card and bet.

That person looked so happy that people couldn't tell whether he was good or bad. He followed as much as Chen Zhiyao pressed.I wondered in my heart, is Interpol so rich these days?

The croupier dealt another card, which was a 10.

Chen Zhiyao smiled, and asked: "The last one, Mr. Yang?"

The man also laughed, and said: "Since we've all played, of course we will follow. I will follow all of them."

Chen Zhiyao took two chips and played with them in his hands. Hearing what he said, he threw the chips back on the table and pushed them all out.

"Then look at the cards."

Yang Ziyun first showed his cards. In his hand was a 9 of hearts and a Q of clubs, plus 8,10, [-], J, and K on the table, which happened to be a straight.

Such a card is definitely considered a big card in Texas Hold'em, and only a flush or four of a kind can beat him. Unless a trick is played, the probability of a straight flush or a royal flush is too small.Chen Zhiyao was not nervous at all, he held two cards and handed them to me and said, "Come on, blow one."

"What?" I looked at him wonderingly.

"You narrowly won just now, which means you're lucky. I'll take advantage of your luck, give me a blow, and let me turn out a good hand."

He smiled innocently, as if he really believed in such unrestrained superstition, but I had no choice but to refute him in front of everyone, so I had to gently blow at the two cards.Chen Zhiyao flicked the two cards and smiled at me: "If you still lose this time, it will be your fault."

Before I could argue, he had already turned over the cards, a 6 and an 8, not big cards, but they happened to be spades.Together with the cards on the table, a flush hand is made.

In Texas Hold'em, a flush just beats a straight, no matter how big it is.

Chen Zhiyao smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, I've accepted it. It just happens to be a little older than you."

Yang Ziyun was also generous, shaking his hands and said: "It's nothing, it's a great honor for me to have Mr. Chen play a game with me. Besides, it's really an honor for me to meet such an outstanding friend today." .”

As he said, he came around to shake hands with us, and I stood behind Chen Zhiyao without showing any signs of expression.That always-smiling look on his face disturbed me.

Chen Zhiyao was fine, shook hands with him, and then told him to charge all his expenses here to his account, and said goodbye to him politely.

After getting up, Chen Zhiyao looked at me again and said, "Ruoruo, I have something to attend to. If you want to play, you can play a few more games with Mr. Yang."

Of course I know that if I dare to promise now, he won't immediately turn his back on me and take me away, but once Yang Ziyun leaves, I will definitely suffer a big loss.So I said decisively: "No, I don't want to play anymore, I'll go with you."

I left with Chen Zhiyao, and when I left the hall, I looked back. The man was still watching us leave meaningfully, and when he saw me turn around, he gestured for a phone call.

I don't know what he meant, I just hope Chen Zhiyao doesn't find out.Out of nowhere, I thought maybe that person could help me.