Possessive relationship

As soon as Yang Ziyun left, Chen Zhiyao didn't even bother to put on a trace of hypocrisy, and looked at me so coldly that I didn't even dare to breathe out.

He stared at me without speaking, and I shrank my head and stood not far from him, my palms were covered with cold sweat.I don’t know how long it has passed like this, it seems to be just a few seconds, and it seems to be several years. I stared at the floor intently. When the direction of the tip of his leather shoe changed slightly, I immediately took a step back and subconsciously covered my head with my hands. He begged for mercy: "Master, I know I was wrong, if I want to beat him or punish him and go home, we can talk about it."

I kept the ridiculous posture of protecting my head with both hands for a while, only to find that Chen Zhiyao didn't make any movements, but just looked at me more coldly.He didn't move, it seemed that my posture was too ridiculous, I gradually lowered my hands, looked at him cautiously, still wary of his movements.

Of course I know I can't beat him, I just don't want to be taught by him here.

But Chen Zhiyao just stood there and looked at me with cold eyes, as if he was looking at a stranger. I also stared at him blankly, as if I had never looked at him carefully. Looked like him.I suddenly felt very alienated. After all, we have lived together for almost three years, but I don't seem to understand him, and he doesn't understand me.

Yang Ziyun just said that I was the person who stayed with him the longest. If I know him, I know him from experience. Experience tells me when he is angry, when he is relaxed, and when he is dissatisfied, but he Why I am angry, why I am happy, why I am dissatisfied, I don't know at all.When I think about it this way, I feel that my situation is actually very dangerous.

But when did I start to be able to sleep peacefully in front of such a person who I don't understand at all and who has complete control over me?I don't even think about who he is, what relationship he has with me, why he did this to me, because it's been so long that life seems to be like this.

It was like a divine enlightenment, and I was terrified.

Even the hatred that was like vomiting blood at the beginning has faded now.Qin Ruo, Qin Ruo, why are you so useless?

"Wait for me in the house, you are not allowed to come out without me telling you." He finally spoke, and I still did as I did, no matter what I did in this situation, it would be against me.

I walked into the room silently, closed the door, and began to seriously think about the relationship between Chen Zhiyao and me.In fact, we have lived together for so long, but no one relationship can define us.

That is, I am not a master-slave, because he did not demand me according to the standard of a slave; I am not a lover, he is unwilling to act in a warm scene, so what is it?At first I thought I was just raped by a man and a pervert, but gradually, I didn't understand.

I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't understand. Did Chen Zhiyao really just like my face and body, so he raised me like a canary for so long?

The only thing I can figure out is that I have to escape.If I stay any longer, even I will forget that I was forced to come here.People's inertia is really terrible. If you are used to the life of being enslaved, you will think that resistance is shameful.

I sat silently in the room, and didn't turn on the lights until it was dark, just feeling the invasion of the sun's sinking darkness bit by bit.After adapting to the darkness, the eyes can see clearly, but even the stimulation of a glimmer of light cannot bear it.Boiling frogs in warm water will kill them most thoroughly.

It wasn't until Chen Zhiyao opened the door of the room and the light from outside came in that I realized that it was already night.

He stood at the door looking at me, his figure looked very tall.Behind him is the light, and the whole person looks like a silhouette.He just looked at me like this for a while, and asked me in a tone of voice, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

I said, "Darkness helps me reflect better, Master."

"Get up, go home." He said this, and then never said a word to me again.

Even at dinner, facing Su Jinwen's pestering questions and protests, he didn't speak.I also buried my head in my food, ignoring Su Jinwen's constant questioning gazes.

Chen Zhiyao put down the chopsticks, and I immediately obediently put down my job and went upstairs with him.When I entered the room, Chen Zhiyao was already sitting on the sofa, reading a newspaper and lighting a cigar.

I tactfully took off my clothes at the door. Although it was still a little cold in the room, I knew that this would somewhat reduce Chen Zhiyao's anger.If it can arouse his other thoughts, then it can be regarded as a strategy.

I obediently knelt down in front of him, he glanced at me and continued to read his newspaper."Go get me a glass of wine," he told me after the first copy.

I got up to get the red wine in the house, looked around and chose a bottle that he always liked, brought it along with the bottle, poured him a glass and raised my hands to him.

He looked at me, picked up the bottle and filled the glass, and said, "You can keep it from spilling, and I won't punish you tonight."

I secretly groaned in my heart, not to mention how full the glass of red wine is, as long as I keep this movement, the red wine will spill out.As long as he didn't tell me how long he wanted me to lift, I knew that this punishment would not be able to escape, he was just tossing me in different ways.

There was no watch in the room, and my arms began to feel sore gradually. The muscles began to feel tired as they were at the beginning, and then my fingers began to weaken, and it became more and more difficult to keep my balance in my hands.Chen Zhiyao didn't even look at me. After smoking a whole cigar, he lit another cigarette. I didn't realize how addicted he was to smoking before.

The cigar was smoked very slowly, so he smoked this one carelessly, and most of the time he just kept it on his hand as a decoration, and only took a puff when it was about to go out.

I just watched the cigarette getting shorter and shorter, and only a blue smoke floated up from the lit red dot. I watched and watched until I found that the muscles on my arms began to tremble, and my fingers almost couldn’t even hold the wine glass. Come on.

Only then did Chen Zhiyao take a look at me, calmly turned a page of the newspaper, then flicked the cigarette ash, shook off the excess ashes after burning, and naturally twisted the cigarette on my shoulder.

I don't know how hot the burning part of the cigarette butt is, but when I watched his movements, I didn't even move to avoid it. I just felt a sudden pain, and there was an extra scar on my skin.When I opened my eyes again, the glass of red wine had been completely spilled on the floor, and the carpet was stained with a large area of ​​wine red, and I hugged my shoulders and screamed and rolled on the carpet in pain.

I covered the burnt area with my hand, but I didn't dare to touch the wound with my palm. The moment just now was too sudden, and now I just feel more pain when I recover.

"Get up." Chen Zhiyao coldly ordered me to get up and kneel down. I covered my shoulders and knelt up tremblingly, not knowing what he was going to do next.

"You spilled the red wine." There was no emotion in his voice, as if he wasn't the one who twisted the cigarette with his human body just now, as if he didn't hear my screams at all.

I was very afraid of him like this, and I didn't dare to cry out for pain, so I just replied in a low voice: "It's my fault, please punish me, master."

"Come here and lie on my lap."

I obediently crawled over, lying on his lap, like a child who has done something wrong and is waiting to be punished.I hate this pose, but I have no right to refuse.

Chen Zhiyao's palm slapped my butt with the wind, although the palm didn't hurt very much, but this posture and the crisp sound aggravated my shame.

Seven, eight, nine, ten...

"Do you know that you are wrong?" His voice came from above his head.

"I see, Master."

Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen...

"What's wrong?"

"I shouldn't have spilled the red wine." I didn't know how to answer, so I had to say the most obvious one first.

37, 38, 39...

"What else?" He continued to hit mercilessly, every time he struck hard, I felt that there was already heat behind me.

"Also...I shouldn't...shouldn't let Yang Ziyun in." I chose the most vague way to say it. I only felt numbness and pain behind me, and I really wanted him to stop.

"and also?"

besides?I closed my eyes and thought for a while, but Chen Zhiyao's slaps kept falling behind me, the crisp pain and ruthless movements made me unable to think.

"Master, I don't know."

He had hit him at least 50 times. I trembled and shook his trouser leg lightly. I really didn't know what else to say.I just hope he can stop, I don't want to be beaten by him like a child, I'm afraid of such a cold Chen Zhiyao.

"Think about it."

"I...shouldn't I have poured him coffee?" I hesitated, almost knowing I was wrong.

Chen Zhiyao sneered, and hit harder, each time with the same frequency and strength, without stopping or ending, just like a beating machine, constantly creating pain.I begged in a low voice, but he hit me harder.I couldn't help but started to twist my body, but every time I moved, the pain in my shoulder was getting worse.Even without any props, the constant hits accumulated a lot of pain, and he didn't show signs of stopping, which made me even more scared.I started talking nonsense, I said everything I should not feed the pigeons and not talk to Yang Ziyun, but it was still wrong.

My sweat dripped down to my shoulders, the place where the cigarette butt burned was rustling and painful, and the skin behind me was hot, as if it would split open at any moment.

I'm feeling hopeless again, I feel like he's just looking for an excuse to fix me.I really can't think of where else I'm going wrong.I was not wrong, except that I wanted to use Yang Ziyun to escape.

In the end, I received more than 200 slaps on my buttocks. I was choked up and couldn't speak. I just kept begging for mercy, and kept saying meaningless words like "stop hitting" and "I was wrong". Chen Zhiyao also seemed a little tired, and finally told me the reason out of kindness: "Next time you dare to seduce others, I'll put the cigarette directly on your face."

I was about to confess that I shouldn't have thought about running away, but I heard him say that.I'm a little surprised, when did I seduce others?

Before I was overwhelmed by surprise, Chen Zhiyao had already stood up and let me roll on the ground. I accidentally touched the pain on my shoulder and gasped. He glanced at me and said, "Put on your pants, I Have someone bandage your shoulders."

After he finished speaking, he went out, and I took out the pajama pants and put them on.My back hurts badly, but I know that this level of slapping will not cause any real damage at all. Instead, the burn on my shoulder may become inflamed if it is not treated properly.But is that the end?

After a while, someone came up to treat my wound, and it was very painful when it was disinfected. I tried not to cry out, and almost bit my lip.

After that person left, I finally breathed a sigh of relief and sat on the ground, not knowing what instructions Chen Zhiyao had.If you just let me go like this, it would be much easier than I imagined.

But I waited until very late, and Chen Zhiyao didn't come back.