Possessive relationship

I can't say why, I just feel guilty.Obviously we have said that we are no longer related, and we have never had any normal relationship, but I just feel guilty.I don't want him to see Qingqing, let alone being bumped into by him in this situation. I almost feel ashamed of being caught cheating.

Just when I was still flustered, Chen Zhiyao had already spotted me. He turned his head to this side, as if he was confirming something.As soon as he raised his hand, I shrank back subconsciously, only to find that he just raised his hand to let those people leave first.

They seemed to be in a meeting, and those people hurriedly left under his signal, leaving only the four of us in the hall, Chen Zhiyao, Su Jinwen, Qingqing, and me.

Chen Zhiyao raised one eyebrow and looked at me with interest, and walked towards me. Before I could react, Qingqing stood up and stood in front of me.

This move made everyone's eyes, including mine, focus on him, but he didn't back down. Facing Chen Zhiyao's sharp eyes that almost pierced him, his clear expression was at ease, as if he hadn't He didn't even pay attention to them, as if he was born to stand in front of me, protect me, and not allow any troubles in the world to approach.

"Hmm, Qin Ruo, I don't know, when did you raise such a little wolf dog?" Chen Zhiyao's tone was seven-pointed with interest and three-pointed with ruthlessness, and his eyes quickly swept across and fell on me. On my body, my heart sank for no reason, he took half a step forward, and moved his body to protect me more tightly.

"It seems to be very fierce?" Chen Zhiyao looked at him with a contemptuous smile, and asked me coldly as if joking: "Don't you only care about raising, not teaching?"

"Qingqing." I called out in a low voice, tugging at his arm not wanting him to get too close to Chen Zhiyao.Every inch he moved forward, I felt the danger getting closer.

"My master is very good to me, I don't need to be disciplined, I will listen to what he says." Qingqing ignored my calling him, and replied coldly.Although I was standing behind him, I could feel that Qingqing's aura had changed, cold, arrogant, even aggressive, even if he was facing Chen Zhiyao, he did not show any weakness.

I suddenly remembered that when I first bought Qingqing, the trainer told me that he was a slave who was not easy to discipline, and suggested that I let him continue training for a period of time. He is very obedient, so just being a trainer is asking too much.Looking at it now, is this the real Qingqing?

"Qingqing!" I stopped him, not wanting him to continue to provoke Chen Zhiyao, I saw that the temperature in Chen Zhiyao's eyes was getting colder and colder, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was getting colder, which was a very dangerous omen. "There are no rules at home, but you are still so unruly when you come out?"

"Master." Qingqing immediately turned around and stood beside me. I pressed his shoulders, and he took the opportunity to put his arms around me and act like a baby, as if the aggressive one just now wasn't him, and turned back to the one in front of me A shy and clingy boy. "Did Qing Qing do something wrong?"

I didn't answer this question, but looked directly at Chen Zhiyao and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, he's always been like this, he's been spoiled by me, don't be as knowledgeable as him."

Seeing that the temperature in Chen Zhiyao's eyes had completely disappeared, the sneer on his lips could hardly hold back. He seemed to be absent-minded for a moment, and there seemed to be some loss in his eyes.

I looked at Chen Zhiyao not to be outdone, but my heart was not as happy as I imagined.Although even this momentary absence is my achievement, it is the first time I have been able to take the initiative to influence Chen Zhiyao's emotions after so many years.But such emotions, such a lonely expression, shouldn't belong to Chen Zhiyao.

Disappointment flashed across such a cold-blooded and ruthless person's eyes at that moment, and I knew that I had no chance of winning against him.But I don't want to fight like this, I don't want to see him anymore, I don't want to face his deep eyes, I don't want to see him showing feelings that shouldn't belong to him.

It was only a moment before Chen Zhiyao returned to that cold and unapproachable state, and said condescendingly: "I never argue with slaves or dogs."

I tilted my head and caught a glimpse of the corner of Qingqinglu's collar outside his collar, and his earrings were also shining in the sun to declare his presence.I suddenly remembered the necklace dog tag that Chen Zhiyao gave me, subconsciously tugged on the collar with my hand, and felt that the neck was empty, and then I felt relieved.Chen Zhiyao noticed my movements, and his pitch-black eyes sank, making it even more difficult to see to the end.

"Take care of your dog, Qin Ruo, if he bites someone, others will only care about you." Chen Zhiyao seemed to be warning me, but his tone was so casual. "However, it's hard for anyone to tell whose family he belongs to. Don't you think so?"

I was shocked in my heart, and managed to stabilize myself so that I didn't retreat. I turned my head to see that there was nothing abnormal in my expression, so I was a little relieved.Chen Zhiyao never does meaningless things, let alone say meaningless words. Does he know something when he asks this question?

"Of course I will take good care of him, don't need outsiders to worry." I said this with a guilty conscience, and took Qingqing's hand to leave.

Chen Zhiyao looked at me with deep meaning in his eyes, and the gentleman stepped aside to make way for us.

My palms were covered with sweat, but I still refused to let go of Chen Zhiyao's gaze.Qingqing held my hand back hard, interlocking her fingers, which is said to be a special way for lovers to hold hands.The walk from the restaurant to the elevator is almost the longest walk in my life. I can feel Chen Zhiyao's gaze just behind my collar, which stabs my back like a real pain, and makes me have to He straightened his back, not daring to relax at all.

After finally waiting for the elevator to arrive, I breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't wait to walk in, but the elevator door closed extremely slowly, and I happened to be facing Chen Zhiyao's deep gaze, which fell on my face, I felt Chilling from the inside out.At this moment, Qingqing squeezed my hand and looked at me with a kind of clear and slightly worried eyes that were completely opposite to Chen Zhiyao. I looked into his eyes, which were as clear as water and could melt my heart. The cold can block my fear.

As if sensing my heart, Qingqing held my shoulders, and at the moment the elevator door closed, she slowly lowered her head and kissed me.

I don't know if Chen Zhiyao saw it, I don't even know why I care about him watching, I need a kind of comfort, either let me run forward, or let me sink down.I just don't want to face Chen Zhiyao, his meaningful eyes.

Qingqing's lips are soft, and his body is very warm. I kissed him frantically in the elevator until I couldn't breathe, think, or have reason.Qingqing kissed me cooperatively, as if he knew that what I need now is the most real physical comfort, he also kissed me frantically, until the smell of blood appeared in our mouths.

With a sound of "ding", the elevator arrived, and the people waiting outside looked at us in astonishment, but I didn't care anymore.I generously took Qingqing's hand and strode away together in front of everyone.

Back in the car, we hugged each other for a long time, neither of us willing to let go first.If it weren't for my cell phone ringing all the time, I hope I can sit here forever, don't have to think about anything, don't have to think about anything, hold Qingqing until we all become a speck of dust in the ashes of time.

I let go of the hug, but still held his hand and sat in the driver's seat. I didn't drive. I just watched the crowds of people and cars coming and going with him. Everyone seemed to know where they were going. Everyone is walking forward so firmly and anxiously, who knows if they are advancing or fleeing?

"Master," Qingqing said first, "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," I squeezed his hand tightly, only to realize that my voice was trembling as soon as I said it.I closed my eyes and felt myself calming down bit by bit. It took me a long time to open my mouth again, "Qingqing, I'm afraid, but I don't know what I'm afraid of."

Qingqing looked at me seriously, I don't know why I told him that I was afraid, but he easily expressed my confusion: "Master, sometimes, the body is clearer than the mind, and the memory of the body is stronger than the mind." Stronger. Master, do you also have desires that you don't want to face, but are real?"

I turned my head to look at him in surprise, Qingqing smiled at me calmly, and said lightly: "Master, if it wasn't for you, maybe Qingqing would never be able to get rid of the status of a slave, but you also told me , desire is not shameful, light will always come, Qingqing...Qingqing can also be loved."

He hesitated a little when he said love, and I repeated his words almost subconsciously, and even asked without thinking: "If I don't love you, what will you do?"

Qingqing froze for a moment, looked at my face and replied word by word: "Qingqing, I will still love you. This is the same as my desire. It is destined and cannot be escaped. Qingqing is grateful only for allowing me to love you." , have the ability to love. After all, to you, a slave has nothing at all. The only thing Qingqing has is a heart."

What he said was sincere, and I was moved when I heard it.The only thing he owns is still unreservedly dedicated to me.

The clear answer is love, so what about mine?

Sometimes I even envy Qingqing, his clarity, his confusion, his calmness and peace towards misfortune, but I can't do it, maybe because there is no relationship between me and Chen Zhiyao, maybe it's simply because I can't ignore A body that cannot be freely controlled.