Possessive relationship

This sudden quiet mixed with his eyes, made the atmosphere suddenly a little vague and ambiguous, and the presence of the thing he put on me on my lower body suddenly became stronger, which immediately made me more uneasy, and also This situation made me feel a little ridiculous. Chen Zhiyao has always been straightforward with me, never concealing or conniving, what kind of play is playing hard to get today?

I wanted to break this calmness, walked to the bed and lit a cigarette. I didn’t really want to smoke, but I just needed something to distract my attention. I had a terrible headache, thinking Come here, no matter what Chen Zhiyao wants me to do, I will do it quickly so that I can take the time to rest for a while, who would have thought that he would not say anything, he really looks like a patient, I am so angry that I have nowhere to go hair.

I smoked against the window, and after only a couple of puffs, I heard Chen Zhiyao said in dissatisfaction, "Since when did you learn to smoke, why are you so addicted to it now?"

I glanced back at him, took another two puffs provocatively, and then replied: "I'll be back soon, it's not an addiction, I just want to smoke."

Chen Zhiyao frowned, and said to me like an old man: "Before you get addicted, quit as soon as possible, it's not a good thing."

"Not all I learned from you." I muttered vaguely, but I didn't expect to be heard by him.Chen Zhiyao sneered, and asked in a low voice: "Is there nothing good about me?"

Not to be outdone, I met his gaze, choked my cigarette in the ashtray, sneered and imitated his voice on purpose, "Yes, it's a good thing to leave you."

Chen Zhiyao looked at me for a while, seeing that I didn't intend to back down, he lowered his eyes very rarely first, and said in silence for a while: "Then what are you doing here?"

It's okay if he didn't say anything, but when I mentioned this, I became even angrier, and I also lit the fire that I didn't scatter on Su Jinwen before, and couldn't help saying loudly: "How do I know what you asked me to do? Didn't you want to be on call? If you don't want to see me, I'll go and call Su Jinwen back for you now."

As I said, I was about to leave. Before I left the room, I heard Chen Zhiyao seem to open his mouth. Before he could speak, he started coughing. The coughing was not serious. Although it was not a serious illness, I was not serious. Just like that, I had to stop and look back at him.

Chen Zhiyao might have choked on the smoke, so I walked over and opened the window wider to let the cold wind blow in to blow away the smell of smoke, and then I went back and sat on the sofa, Chen Zhiyao had already stopped coughing.

He said he was about to leave but came back to open the window. I didn't need to look at me to know that Chen Zhiyao was probably looking at me teasingly. I scratched my nose embarrassedly and took out the cigarette case. After thinking about it, I stuffed it back into my pocket inside.

"It's so late, I didn't plan to call you, but as soon as the doctor said that I needed an infusion, Xiaowen insisted on asking you to come." Chen Zhiyao explained to me for the first time, sighing, as if feeling emotional, "It's the first time I've seen him so disobedient to me."

"That's it, that's really weird." I was really surprised, Su Jinwen was finally able to get along with Chen Zhiyao alone, why did he have to call me, a thorn in my side?Chen Zhiyao's illness is not a serious illness that only I can cure, even if there is a serious illness, I cannot cure it.

"So, are you going to just sit there and get angry all night?" Chen Zhiyao turned his head to look at me, and I kind of understood that he was still sick, so I asked, "What do you want to drink or eat?"

"Sit down here and peel an apple for me." There is a plate of fruit on Chen Zhiyao's bedside table. It is said that people should eat more fruits when they are sick, and the disease will recover quickly if they take vitamin supplements, so peeling an apple appears in the novel. It is the most common plot when taking care of patients in TV dramas. This kind of plot is usually warm and sweet, but I can hardly imagine that Chen Zhiyao used so much money and contacts to force me to listen to his call. The first request is actually Peel him an apple.

Fortunately, this request was not excessive at all, and it was easy to do, so I moved a chair and sat beside his bed, picked up the pocket knife and peeled apples for him.

After I got started, I realized that this activity is more difficult than I thought. I have never used a fruit knife to peel the apple. I was afraid of peeling my hands, and I refused to admit that I couldn’t do it. So I dealt with this apple very seriously. , No one spoke for a while, but since I was concentrating on peeling the apple and trying to leave some pulp, I felt that the atmosphere was a little more relaxed than before.

Chen Zhiyao silently watched me peel the apple into irregular polyhedrons, sighed and said, "I haven't seen you for a few years, I haven't seen anything else, but my temper has grown a lot."

I was startled by his sudden opening, and the large piece of apple peel that was still connected with one hand broke off and fell, hitting the floor with an unyielding sound.I looked up at him in some confusion. Chen Zhiyao turned sideways and held my right hand with the hand that wasn't stuck with the needle. With the apple in my left hand, he slowly moved the knife as if lightly removing the rest. Peeled off the peel, wiped the juice on my face, looked at me and frowned, and said: "The ability has grown, and the ability to annoy me is getting better and better."

I lowered my head and didn't look at him again. I stared at the strangely shaped apple in my hand, which was narrow at the top and wide at the bottom, and whispered, "How dare I provoke you."

Chen Zhiyao listened, chuckled twice, pushed the strange apple to me, and said only: "To commemorate the apple you peeled for the first time, you can eat it."

I looked at Chen Zhiyao in a little confusion, the apple that I had worked so hard to peel, but he didn't eat it because he was ugly?Although I was a little jealous, I still ate the apple that was not much left. After adding some sugar, my headache was much better, and now my mood has eased a little, and I don't feel a little drowsy.

I secretly looked at Chen Zhiyao. Although he was leaning on the bed for the infusion, his complexion was a little pale, but he seemed to be in good spirits. His eyes were piercing, and when he looked at me, he was still very penetrating.I changed a bag of medicine for him, and I expected to wait a while before pulling out the needle, so I suggested, "How about I cut another one for you while this is the time?"

Chen Zhiyao raised his eyebrows to look at me, and said with a smile: "I think it's better to forget it, don't harm Apple anymore, go and get me a glass of water."

I turned around and poured him a glass of water, but I was unwilling to give up like this. I might have grown a rebellion against Chen Zhiyao. He said no, so I just wanted to try it, so I picked up another one. Apple said angrily: "Don't underestimate people, it was the first time just now, this one will definitely succeed."

After I finished speaking, I slapped my face, and almost peeled off a whole piece of apple with the first knife.Chen Zhiyao seemed to be looking at me helplessly, and pointed out: "You apply a little force downwards, and then move the knife sideways. Slow down, and don't use too much force."

I slowly figured out the way according to what he said, and gradually the peeled skin became thinner and thinner, and more and more meat was left. When I got serious, I was very serious. Peeling off the skin one after another, he happily held up the round apple and handed it to Chen Zhiyao, and said, "How about it, I think it's not bad, right?"

Chen Zhiyao looked at me holding the apple triumphantly, and couldn't help being a little dazed. He stared at me for a while, then shook his head and smiled helplessly, and said, "It's the first time you took the initiative to peel it for me. Apple, yes, yes indeed."

I'm used to Chen Zhiyao's sneer and uncertainty, but his smile just now made me tremble in my heart. Sitting in front of him, I was suddenly at a loss, almost looking at him nervously.Someone scratched me in my heart, it doesn't hurt to say it hurts, but it turned out to be a little sore, so sore that I wanted to leave here immediately.It must be my illusion, otherwise, how could Chen Zhiyao smile so happily at an apple, even a little satisfied?

I stood up subconsciously, almost frightening him. He looked at me a little suspiciously, and I was even more embarrassed when I got up. I looked around and saw the water he had just poured by the bedside and the apple in his hand. It landed on his infusion bottle, and he found out that the infusion bottle was about to run out.

I scratched my hair and said, "I'm about to lose, I'll pull out the needle for you."

Chen Zhiyao trusted me to pull out the needle for him. I put the tape on, took out the infusion bottle, etc. and threw them away. When I came back after packing up, I found that Chen Zhiyao had turned off the lights and there was only one desk lamp left. Only one corner could be illuminated, Chen Zhiyao leaned against the half-light and half-dark place, patted the pillow beside him, and called me naturally: "I've been tossing around all night, are you still not sleepy?"

I took off my suit jacket and trousers, and inside was the pajamas I had worn out. The black satin was smooth to the touch. Only then did I feel that the room was still a bit cold, so I went to close the windows, and when I closed the windows, I found myself out of bed. Sweaty palms.

I dawdled to the window, hesitating how to proceed, Chen Zhiyao glanced at me, there seemed to be something strange in his eyes, and said, "Why are you waiting for it?"

Hearing what he said, I was more or less willing to take the quilt and go to bed. Anyway, I have never done it with him. I could bear those grievances back then, and now I can bear them for the sake of Qingqing.

But that night, Chen Zhiyao once again baffled me. As soon as I went to bed, he rolled over and turned off the light, and lay quietly beside me without doing anything.

In the darkness, we could hear each other's not-so-calm breathing. I was always afraid of this dull darkness, but because I knew that Chen Zhiyao was by my side, the two fears offset each other, and I was not afraid anymore.The worst has already happened, what else can he do?

After a day of tossing around, I was already tired, but now I relax and feel sleepy very easily.I took an extra pillow and hugged it in my arms, and asked sleepily, "If you don't plan to do something, I'll go to sleep."

Chen Zhiyao's voice sounded from beside me. I could only see his outline in the darkness. He turned to face me and asked, "What do you want me to do?"

I was at a loss for words, hesitated for a while and decided to ask: "Are you going to make me be ready to peel apples for you all year?"

"Hehe," I saw Chen Zhiyao trembling twice, laughed a few times in a low voice, and said with interest: "This proposal is not bad, then you, the director, will be responsible for Apple this year. , after one year, your company can change its name to Apple Inc."

What a bad joke, colder than the winter wind in the middle of the night.I didn't even know that Chen Zhiyao could tell jokes, and they were jokes at minus ten degrees.

It was only after a long time that I realized that there was actually a lot more about Chen Zhiyao that I didn’t understand at the time, not just cold jokes, but also too much that he didn’t want others to know. Only when you let go of your defenses and are willing to let you know, can you follow the clues he gave you and approach the real him step by step.After getting closer, you may find that his heart is a lonely treasure.

However, I didn't know that at that time, so I just laughed twice and wrapped the quilt tightly, and at the same time wondered, is there such a relationship between us that we will lie on the same bed and sleep without doing anything?

"Chen Zhiyao," I couldn't help but said, "Why?"

"what why?"

"Since you are not interested in me anymore, why can't you just let me go?" I was a little confused, my memory should not have been biased, until the last time we met, he didn't even like me, why Now insist that I accompany him?

"Is it very important to you to know why?" He asked quietly.

"Not really, I'm just, like this now..." I didn't know what to say, after all, I just really didn't understand him.

"Just like now, after one year, after one year you don't have to worry about me anymore, just go live your own life, is it so difficult?" Chen Zhiyao's voice was very low and there was no ups and downs, like this paragraph He had already expected the conversation, he suppressed his mood and asked me tastelessly, "It won't be difficult, and it won't be long, you will be by my side at ease this year, don't always think about running away, is it difficult?" ?”

I didn't speak, I put my chin on the pillow in my arms and lay quietly.

Chen Zhiyao sighed, and continued: "You can hate if you want, but this year, I will never let go."

I buried my face in the pillow, my body was a little weak, and my voice was weak when I spoke, I asked him: "Why do you want me to hate you? You know that what I hate the most is... why do you still want to do this? "

"This is just to remind you that you are mine now." Chen Zhiyao said firmly, and I also knew that what he decided could not be changed, so I could only sigh, hug the pillow and lie down with my back facing him I don't even have the will to struggle.I have neither the capital nor the strength to struggle, so that's it, one year, it's not too sad.

I have never been an extreme person, as long as there is room, I will not fight him to the death. Chen Zhiyao probably knows this, and he has calculated everything very well.

Seeing me turning my back to him, Chen Zhiyao hugged me from behind, hugging me tightly so that it wouldn't make me uncomfortable, but he didn't give me room to refuse.

I cannot refuse.

Chen Zhiyao's embrace is like his whole body, it is a curse to me, I am excited by his side, and I am also calm by his side, just like now, he hugs me in his arms domineeringly and rascally, but I just feel calm.

This kind of peace is not a shelter from the wind that I can only find after running for a long time. It is the cross that crucifies me when the universe is still in chaos and there is darkness in front of my eyes.Heaviness, pain, and because I can't escape, I don't want to escape.As I hid in the dark and shivered, I knew he would always hold me and be my axis.

"Qin Ruo, you have your pillow, and I want mine too." That's what Chen Zhiyao said when he held me in his arms.

I thought I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, I thought I'd have nightmares again, but there was nothing, Chen Zhiyao's arms wrapped me around his chest, and I fell into the most peaceful sleep I've had in three years like a pig.Deep and peaceful, like a peaceful death.