Possessive relationship

I woke up from the darkness and found that it was all just a dream.I crawled on the desk and fell asleep, breaking out in a cold sweat.I've only drank two cups of coffee since morning, so I must be suffering from hypoglycemia again.My head felt like someone was chiseling with a hammer, so I quickly opened the drawer and took out two pieces of candy and put them in my mouth.

I don't know why I dreamed those, if only it was a dream too.Unfortunately, since that day, I have never been able to sleep well.I became extremely afraid of the dark, and I could sleep well only when Chen Zhiyao was around.Later, I even preferred that Chen Zhiyao could ravage me fiercely, so that I would faint, and I would never dream of the endless darkness again.

After eating two pieces of candy, the headache got better.I decided to go home early today, and it would be of no use to sit here any longer.What should come will always come, I can only be prepared to meet it.Before I left, I checked the company's stock, and the daily limit had already been reached.

I sighed, if it was really Chen Zhiyao, I didn't know whether I should relax or be more nervous.I know more or less about his methods, but no matter how I know it, absolute strength will always win a repressive victory.I greeted everyone and drove away, leaving behind me a group of people meeting and arguing.

When I got home, the sister-in-law who was cleaning the kitchen was stunned when I came back, and quickly explained: "Ah, I didn't know you would come back so early today. The meals are all ready, I will pack up and leave."

I nodded, "It's okay, I didn't know that today would end so early."

After listening to my words, Qingqing didn't greet me at the door. I changed my shoes by myself, and suddenly felt a little unaccustomed.Without him, it's really like something is missing.After all, a home is what someone is waiting for, and what is not waiting is just a house.

I think it's ironic. I used to want to wait for Chen Zhiyao at the door every day when I heard the sound of Chen Zhiyao's car. An emperor deserves to enjoy my service.Will he feel empty now that I'm gone?Or, has he already found someone to replace me?

I changed my shoes, took off my coat, and when I entered the room, I saw Qingqing lying on my bed quietly, still falling asleep in the same position in the morning.

I walked over and found that Qingqing was sleeping soundly, her face was a little red from the sun, and her lips were pouty, very cute.Looking carefully, I can find that Qingqing is actually very childish. Although those training made his body quickly experience sexual maturity, he is still only 17 years old after all, and he is still a child.

I blew air on his face, watching the bangs on his forehead fly wildly, he wrinkled his nose itchyly, and just about to turn his head to go back to sleep, he saw me.He was still a little sleepy, and greeted me in a nasal voice: "Master, you are back."

I pinched his face to signal him not to get up.

He was lying there looking at me, and I took off my shirt and pants, went to the closet, found pajamas and changed.Strange to say, I always hated being seen by others, but I didn't care about Qingqing.Maybe it's because I know he's totally mine, so I don't feel "someone else".As Xiaobai said, are slaves considered human beings?

I didn't agree or disagree at the time, because I knew that Xiaobai said it unintentionally, and it was not easy to expose him.Maybe Chen Zhiyao is closer to his thinking. He probably never regarded me as a human being, but only regarded me as a beautiful object, which can be collected or played with. As long as it doesn’t break, other things are not important.My feelings are even more unimportant, but now I am suddenly curious, what did he think the moment he learned that I was gone?

The process of raising Qingqing makes me seem to be getting closer to Chen Zhiyao.He's a psycho, a control freak.But I, who survived under his hands, was at least half a pervert.

After changing my clothes, I asked Qingqing: "You have been sleeping since morning? Didn't you wake up for lunch?"

"No, I didn't sleep until I ate the meal prepared in the kitchen." Qingqing remembered my instructions and quickly explained.

"Hey, you are very obedient."

When Qingqing heard my praise, she buried her head in the pillow shyly.I went over and rubbed his hair vigorously, the soft touch was very pleasing, and I teased him and said, "It's so easy to be shy, what has the trainer taught you all these years?"

He raised his head and looked at me: "The trainer only taught me how to be obedient, how to please the master, and how to be punished. He didn't teach me what to do when the master praises me."

"Oh?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at him, "Then what do you think we should do?"

Qingqing seriously thought for a while, then slowly got up, got out of bed and knelt at my feet and gently kissed my feet.It was just a kiss, but I felt Qingqing's sincerity.In the past, the "thank you" or "obedience" he said all came from his training, only this kiss came from himself.This kind of sincere worship gave me a huge sense of conquest.

I closed my eyes to feel this sense of accomplishment, and knelt in front of me quietly, not disturbing my meditation.

After a while, I came back to my senses, looked at Qingqing who was kneeling, remembered that he still had injuries on his back, and sighed: "If you do this, you won't be afraid that if I come here, I will torture you hard again?"

Qingqing answered me very politely: "The slave must be honest with the master. What the slave just did is what the slave thinks is correct. If the master wants to use the slave, it is the master's right. Qingqing dare not cheat because she is afraid of being used by the master. Owner."

I laughed, is this the difference between a trained slave and a forced one like me?If it were me, I would definitely try my best to study how to make him not interested in me, but maybe for Qingqing, the day I don't like him, he will be sent to a worse place, so he did this Also right.

I said to him: "Get up, you don't need to kneel all the time, you won't grow taller if your knees are broken. You should be able to grow a bit longer."

Qingqing stood up slowly, with her head down, a little uncomfortable standing in front of me.He was already a little taller than me, and he was slightly arched, not daring to stand up straight.I patted him on the back and taught: "Stand up straight, look a little more energetic."

With my slap, not only did he not stand up straight, but he fell down directly.I forgot that he had an injury on his back, and the bruises hadn't melted yet, so my powerless slap was like a whip.Qingqing supported the edge of the bed and took a few deep breaths, then stood up again, this time, standing very straight.

He whispered, "Thank you master."

I smiled and said to him: "Qingqing, they didn't beat you less when they taught you to kneel down, right? You don't hate them, but I just let you stand up, and you thank me. Tell me, is a human being a kind of Weird and vile creature?"

Qingqing didn't speak, I turned to leave, but I heard him say softly: "No, the slave hated it. At the beginning, I hated it. Later, I didn't hate it because I thought it was useless. Make yourself more painful. This principle is also taught to us by the trainer. As a slave, this is the only way to live. Anyway, no one will be sad when he dies. But today you let me stand up, I am so grateful. "

His candor surprised me.I asked him, "Qingqing, do you think I'm a good host?"

He hurriedly replied; "Of course you are."

"No, I'm not." I said calmly, "If I were a good master, I should let you firmly remember your status as a slave, and never think about the day you can escape, and completely accept your fate. But If I slap you and give you a sweet date now, I will make you think that you still have the hope of becoming a human being, but the more you think about it, the more painful it will be, and the more you have hope, the more hopeless you will be. I hope that I This point of yours is good, and it won’t kill you in the end.”

After hearing what I said, Qingqing knelt down again, walked in front of me, and said a little excitedly: "Master, the slave's life is yours. After offending the guest that day, the slave thought he was going to die, but I didn't expect you to die." Want me. From that day on, Qingqing's life has belonged to you. Qingqing only asks that if one day she must die, please do it yourself. Don't give Qingqing to others, master! If you If you don’t want Qingqing anymore, please kill me directly, and don’t send me away!”

I knew that the day he bit the guest, he was already prepared to die, but I didn't ask him why.Why do you want to die, why do you choose me, and why do you think I am a good master.

I suddenly felt a little tired. I was finally able to relax after a day of worry and fear, and I felt that the tiredness was doubled.

"Put on your clothes and have dinner with me."

The kitchen had already prepared dinner, but after Qingqing set it up for me, he became worried again. He used to kneel before me to serve.Now that I told him not to kneel anymore, he didn't know what to do.

I watched him stare blankly at the food, and said with a smile: "Have you never seen how Uncle Li was doing before? You stand behind me, and you can take whatever I want, understand?"

Qingqing nodded and stood behind me. Although he didn't speak, I could feel that he was very excited and enjoyed the feeling of being upright.

After I finished eating, I saw that there was a lot left on the table, and said to Qingqing: "Eat these, and then heat yourself a glass of milk to drink, and go to my room to get medicine later."

After all, I went to take a bath, soaked in the bathtub for a while, felt dizzy and came out.I know it's not advisable to take a bath right after a meal, and I don't know what's wrong today, so I just want to do something I know I shouldn't do.

In the past, Chen Zhiyao never allowed me to take a bath after meals. He was very particular about health preservation. I silently laughed at him as a little old man. Although he was not old, he lived a healthy life like an old man.He also punished me because of my irregular work and rest. I was punished for not eating on time, taking a shower after meals, not sleeping at night, and waking up late in the morning.The way he punishes is also not certain, sometimes it's over with two hits, and sometimes he tosses me hard on the bed with this argument.I suffered a lot from his regular schedule, so I always like to go against the old way when I leave.What he won't let me do, I will do enough.

I took a bath and regretted it a bit myself.The blood sugar was probably a little low again, I walked out of the bathroom after blow-drying my hair carelessly, and Qingqing was taking the medicine for herself in the morning.

Seeing Qingqing guarding my bedside, another thought suddenly popped up.

I said: "Prescribe good medicine, come and sleep with me."

Qingqing was taken aback, he didn't expect that I would make such a request, but he quickly realized that sleeping with the master is one of his duties, but I never asked for it before.

He applied the medicine two or three times, then knelt down on the corner of my bed, a little nervous.

I gave him a funny look, and hit him with a pillow: "What are you thinking, turn off the light and come up, I'm very tired today."

Qingqing was still surprised, but he finally understood that I just wanted him to sleep with me, not him.

He went to turn off the light, and obediently hugged the pillow and lay down next to me.

It was the first time I lay down with someone other than Chen Zhiyao.

Qingqing kept a little distance from me, but how big the bed can be, I can reach him as long as I stretch out my hand.I can feel that it's not just that I'm not used to it, Qingqing is probably more nervous than me.His breathing could be heard clearly in the dark, obviously not sleepy.

I asked him, "Does your back still hurt?"

"Much better, master," he said.

"Come here." Qingqing moved towards me. "Come a little further," I said.Qingqing moved again, this time I could feel his breath blowing on the skin next to my ear.

I reached out and hugged him, and put a leg on him, rubbing him like a pillow.After finding a comfortable position, sleepiness hit me a little bit, and I said, "Don't move, let me have a good sleep."