Possessive relationship

He raised his head and looked at me for a while, as if he was still struggling in his heart. I glared at him, only to see him lower his head slowly and answer me in a calm and sad voice: "I knew it a long time ago. I knew who he was when I met him at the theater."

"Okay, good," my voice started to tremble when I was angry, "then why didn't you leave when I let you go? Did he give you some mission and you wanted to lurk here, or did you just want to see me? How stupid can it be? How far can it fool you?"

Qingqing's expression became flustered immediately, he quickly got up on his knees, rubbed his knees and grabbed my lapel and tremblingly said: "Master, it's not such a master, I want to protect you, but I..."

"Don't call me master!" I slapped him with all my strength, and knocked him to the ground. Qingqing covered her face and crawled towards me again, murmuring "Master" in her mouth. I was angry when I heard that, and I raised my foot to kick him away, but I lowered my head to meet his desperate and helpless eyes.

I gave him a kick without much effort, and he endured it silently. He just covered his face with one hand and tried to pull my clothes with the other. He moved cautiously and stretched out his hand very slowly, as if he was terrified that I would refuse. .My hands were trembling, and the palm that I hit him just now still felt numb and hot. I knew that I had a lot of strength. If I let it go at this time, I don't know what I would do to him.

I've always wondered how brutal I could be, but now I'm afraid of the answer.

I took two steps back and left the distance that he could reach, staring at me with extremely panicked eyes, I didn't let go of my hands, but I didn't dare to follow again.

"Master." He called me in an aggrieved voice like a wounded little animal, but I looked into his beautiful eyes full of fear, and said cruelly: "I said, don't call me Owner."

The light in his eyes dimmed suddenly, he knelt on the spot and watched my every movement, as if he was afraid that I would disappear in front of him at any time.I looked at his panicked look with some disdain, turned my head back to the bedroom and closed the door fiercely.

Just as the bedroom door was slammed against the wall with a loud bang, I seemed to hear the sound of Qingqing collapsing to the ground.

I sat on the bed and lit a cigarette for myself. It was still very early, and the sun was very bright before dusk. This slows down time so much that tomorrow never comes.

I sat on the bed, the room was obviously very quiet, but I always felt that I heard Qingqing crying, the sound of sobbing cautiously, always hovering in my chest.I depressedly pressed the last cigarette, no matter how slowly I smoked, it would always be dark.

I dragged my steps to the door, opened the door, and saw Qingqing kneeling at the door, with tears all over her face, but I couldn't help crying, so I was out of breath I was so angry that when I saw me, my body started to tremble with excitement, but this time I didn't dare to come over and hold me rashly.

"Master." He barked in a trembling low voice, he looked very much like a puppy who was afraid of being abandoned, but I knew that he was not my dog, and I believed he knew the consequences of his choice.

Only Qingqing's eyes seemed to be bright in the darkness, I reached out and touched his face, the tears were cold, he must be very cold, and Qingqing wanted to stick his whole body to my hand.I sighed and said softly, "Get up, Qingqing."

Qingqing followed my hand and stood up bit by bit, timidly wanting to lean in, but afraid of being pushed away by me.I sighed, took his arm and pulled him to the door of my own room. This room was lived in when Qingqing first arrived, and later he slept with me. This room is just for storing things. , few people will come.Qingqing was pushed inside without knowing it, and looking back at me, I took out two large suitcases from the storage room, and ordered: "Put your things in them, don't leave anything behind."

Qingqing stared at me with wide-eyed eyes, and I ordered mercilessly: "I mean, don't leave anything behind, and if you want to leave, go clean." I looked at my watch and said, "Now It's 9 o'clock, and I'll give you two hours to change your clothes and pack everything up. If you don't take it away, I'll let someone throw it out."

After that, I turned my head and went out to the living room to smoke, and closed the door to let Qingqing tidy up by herself.

Two hours later, I came to check on time. This room was used by Qingqing as a slave, so it could not be locked. After I opened the door, I was not surprised to see that Qingqing had packed the two boxes , changed clothes as I said, and knelt quietly beside them.

Seeing me come in, he shrank his shoulders and buried his head very low.He was wearing all the clothes I ordered for him later, comfortable and luxurious, not suitable for such humble actions.I walked around the room, and seeing that there was nothing wrong with it, I ordered: "Take the suitcase and follow me out."

Qingqing silently carried the suitcase and followed me into the car, opened the co-pilot's door, saw me glaring at him, then closed the door silently, turned around and sat on the back seat. With his arms tucked in the corner, he looked even lonelier than when I first brought him back.

My car didn't drive to Gu Zhenlin's house, or even to the city. I took Qingqing to the forest park in the suburbs. I didn't meet a car along the way. I drove the car to the extreme with a senseless attitude. , but finally arrived at this park without any risk.In the cold winter, no one is as crazy as I am and wants to watch the stars at night. This open camping area is also unguarded. It is a good place for indulgence and a good place for parting.

I got out of the car, sat on the front cover of the car and looked up at the starry sky. The endless sky had the unique highness and emptiness of winter. The moon did not show up. In this mountain forest far away from the city, the stars were particularly shining.

Qingqing also got out of the car, took a small step to stand behind me, followed my gaze and raised her head, looking at this vast universe that contains everything together.

We just watched without saying a word for a long time, so long that I felt that Qingqing was frozen, and when I lost consciousness of the cold, I asked: "Are you beautiful, Qingqing?"

"It's beautiful, master."

"Hehe," I chuckled a few times, and instead of correcting his address, I stretched out my hand and pulled him up to sit together.Qingqing came over flattered, and I lay down with my head in my arms, squinting my eyes to look at the twinkling stars in the sky, and asked leisurely: "Have you ever heard a story? It is said that after death, people will become stars in the sky. Stars, when someone misses them, they will brighten, no matter black or white, always in the sky, guarding the one they love?"

"No, master."

"No, I guess so. This is something used to fool children. If you say it when you grow up, no one will listen to it. My father said it to me when I was young, saying that even if he is gone one day, he will still say it. Stay in the sky, watch me forever, and stay with me. In fact, when he told me, I knew it was a lie, how could a person become a star." I opened my eyes and looked at every star in the sky. stars, but it is impossible to tell the difference between each of them.With a distance of tens of millions of light years, what I see now is only the light and shadow of tens of millions of years ago. Humans have never known how they will live tens of millions of years later.

"But now, he's gone, and I can't tell which star above is him." My eyes were hot, and I let the tears flow down my cheeks, without hiding it or wiping it away. Go, just continued: "Except for the elder brother who is in prison, wishing I had never been born, I am now, finally, alone again. I knew when I let you go, and I will miss you until this day Let's go, but when you know all this, you will hate me. You have nothing like me, the only one you can love is me, and the only one you can hate is me."

"Master, no, I don't hate you, I just..." Qingqing grabbed my hand, I didn't push him away, but accepted his hug, the two trembled together against the severe cold, "I just hate you , why do you want to leave me, why do you have to go to him, he clearly treats you like that, so clearly possessive, I...I hate all these things that rob you, I want to protect you, I...I don't want to let anything Anything can be taken from you."

Qingqing hugged me tightly, as if if he hugged me harder, I wouldn't be cold anymore. However, I leaned against his heaving chest, and the only heat I felt was the drop from my face just now. across the tears.My voice floated out with some anger and some cruelty: "Qingqing, you don't want me to be with him? Do you know that if it wasn't because he had the evidence that you are the Gu family, I would There's no need to compromise like this, it's just a leftover money-making machine, if you don't want it, don't want it, what's the point? Rather than hating the world, you might as well hate me."

Qingqing looked at me in shock, the expression on her face froze, and it took a long time to come back to her senses, slipped to the ground and knelt at my feet, crying loudly, "Master, I'm sorry, Master, I don't know...I don't want to hate you , Master, I'm sorry, master, please don't want me."

He was crying lonely and sad, hugging my leg and crying and trembling, tears kept flowing from his body, I don't know how much Qingqing was hiding, but the tears seemed unstoppable.After an unknown period of time, his crying gradually subsided from the desperate wailing at the beginning. He seemed to be tired from crying and his voice was hoarse. He just leaned on my knee and called me master over and over again. He was about to cry to death here.

I sighed and stretched out my hand to pull him up, but Qingqing shook her head and refused to get up. Instead, she knelt straighter, looked at me firmly and said, "Master, Qingqing did something wrong, please punish Qingqing." clean it."

I took a look at Qingqing who was screaming hoarsely, then got off the front cover of the car, opened the door and sat in the car, the door was not closed, I patted my knees at him, Qingqing crawled over , knelt at my feet, put his upper body on my knees, and assumed a posture of giving himself completely to me.

I caressed his cold body, and turned on the heater in the car a little bit more. After being cold for a long time, when I met the hot air suddenly, Qingqing shivered a little bit more, and he lay on my lap and swayed a few times. , I gently stroked his hair, guessing that just as he was about to recover, I heard a soft begging voice: "Master, please punish me."

As he said that, he took the initiative to untie his belt and took off his trousers. He lifted up his jacket and trousers to his knees. He lay half-naked on my lap, begging for a punishment in a gesture of begging for a gift.