The actor's little milk dog is A and soft

The thousands of emotions buried deep in my heart are like chronic diseases that have been suppressed by drugs for many years. After years of accumulation, they are destined to be out of control when the embankment bursts.

So now, Shen Qing really started to cry, crying out all his grievances and longings in the past nine years in front of others.

Several people were shocked, and in the silence, they heard his rambling voice.

"Obviously he asked me to wait for him under the sycamore tree. He said he would give me the doll, but when I came out of the hospital, he disappeared. They all said that he went back to England and would never come back again. ..."

In the third month when he was kidnapped by his father and sent to the rehab center, he knocked his head on a pillar and was sent to the hospital. Three days later, he escaped through the window of the hospital. After waiting for a day and a night, he was arrested again. go back.

No matter how hard he bumped into the wall afterwards, he never left the same room.

"I went to look for him immediately after I came out, but I couldn't find him at the airport, and I couldn't squeeze in the front of the concert. He has so many fans, and I couldn't grab the tickets in front of him every time. I even went to the production team to find him. But it’s useless, every time I get kicked out…”

"Later, I joined TGO and sang in it. Once, I was on a variety show with the captain and the others. The host was too good. When I lost the game session, he deliberately changed the punishment content. He knew that I liked him, and let me Watching his kissing scene and bed scene, he said he has a girlfriend, doesn't like men, called me mean, called me shameless and wanted to climb into his bed through the back door..."

Qi Yue couldn't bear it anymore, "Which host is such a bastard, you didn't kill him??! What about your violent temper?"

"I don't know." Shen Qing lowered his eyes and said: "I sent him to the hospital and lay in the ICU for half a year, and then I was hidden by the company. There are people above him."

Qi Yue: "..."

Shen Qing didn't seem to see the wonderful faces of these people, and said to himself: "As a result, the next day, he had an affair with Senior Sister Li Wei."

Li Wei, who was lying on the ground for no reason, smiled awkwardly, "This... was done by my agent, I only found out the next day, and Senior Ji's team quickly refuted the rumors, we... have nothing, really .”

Shen Qing didn't seem to hear it, and continued to talk about himself, "So I got angry, I didn't want to talk to him, I swore I would never go to him again, what he likes to do, I don't want to care about it, getting married and talking about a girlfriend has nothing to do with me .”

"But..." He hugged the doll, tearing down one by one, and calmly said: "He really did what he liked, and he won't come to coax me when I'm angry. Is it difficult to coax? Am I making trouble for no reason? Why doesn't he want me?"

"I've been looking for him for so many years, and I've worked so hard to find him, but why can't I find him back?"

The heavy difficulties and tribulations of these years have become just a few words between the lips and teeth, the voice is as light as a feather, so light that it can't stir up any waves.

But like the sharpest knife, it cut Ji Rufeng's heart off-screen one by one.

Where would you be willing to let it go?Obviously thinking about it is going crazy.

He looked at the screen, and the director handed Shen Qing a mobile phone.

He knew that it was the phone call he made the day before yesterday, and he even remembered the contents clearly, so he regretted it very much. He should have said a few more "I love you" that day.

Shen Qing took the phone, and the hazy eyes that were still crying just now suddenly lit up and blinked when he heard the voice of the person inside, like the brightest star in a midsummer night.

"like the wind?"

There was a pause for a second, "Crying?"

"No, I didn't cry." All the grievances she was still talking about just now were completely forgotten in an instant.

Ji Rufeng smiled softly: "Aren't you happy? Or have you been bullied? Who is so over the top and made my baby cry?"

Shen Qing blushed, and complained in a soft voice: "Someone peeped under my skirt, the director found it, and even robbed me of money."

director:"……"

Shen Qing, what hatred do I have with you that you want to harm me like this!

"There are people who say they want me to be his girlfriend and keep chasing me. Can't he see that I'm a man? I told him that I have a boyfriend."

Ji Rufeng smiled lightly: "Even if he sees that you are a man, he will probably chase you."

"why?"

"Because when I chased you, you were also a man. I like you, not your gender, so I like you no matter what you look like."

"But he is not you." Shen Qing was puzzled: "How do you know that he will like me like you? He is not you, how could he like me like you?"

Ji Rufeng was at a loss for words.

What he saw was Shen Qing's charm.

And what Shen Qing saw was his unique love, in his eyes, no one would love him more than Ji Rufeng.

"Rufeng, when are you coming back? I miss you so much, I want to see you right away."

"I've already bought that doll, you don't need to buy it, come back, okay?"

"Uncle Wang said that the flowers in the garden are all blooming, and if you don't come back, you won't be able to see them."

The more calm he used to suppress himself before, the more intense he became when he was drunk.

His love is like an altar of fine wine buried under a pear tree. After years of waiting, it shrinks to an inch and annihilates into an insignificant cloud in his mouth. I saw the strong taste precipitated in the ordinary years.

The love is long and mellow, brewed from years of longing.

Ji Rufeng was drunk, and his voice was unbelievably gentle, "Okay, I'll book a plane ticket, I'll be back tomorrow, and accompany you to the garden to see the flowers, the roses I gave you last time must be blooming beautifully now, just like you. "

The lights in the small courtyard were dim, shining on the cold glass windows at night, reflecting a few blurred shadows, it was the appearance of Qi Yue and the others surrounding him.

The small lamp hanging above the head is not as luxurious and bright as the crystal chandeliers in luxury villas, but it is incredibly warm.

On the sofa in the distance, Su Zhe sat opposite to Li Su, he didn't look like Shen Qing who was cold and quiet during the day, his face was red, his eyes were lowered, those white and slender fingers were grabbing the doll's Fiddling with his paws, he looks cute and cute, with anticipation and joy in his eyes.

Joy because of the man on the phone.

He suddenly remembered that today in the square, when Shen Qing watched the promotional video, he could not hide the liking in his eyes, and the sentence "That is my boyfriend, now my fiance".

Seeing him looking at Shen Qing all the time, Li Su smiled, put down the book in his hand, and said, "You like him very much?"

Su Zhe didn't speak, but just looked at the man on the other side, holding the mobile phone and talking ecstasy.

"He loves his boyfriend very much. In order to come back to see him alive, he suffered a lot of inhuman treatment. Because he thought of him, he managed to get through it, but I didn't."

Su Zhe withdrew his gaze and said, "The one I like may just be him in women's clothing."

This sentence that the young man said when he was in a hurry, was finally broken up and swallowed by him one day in the future.

The moment he saw Shen Qing again seven years later, he had to admit that the love at first sight in his short youth was really given to this boy who was eight years older than him.

Now he is too young to see through feelings, so he said with a cold face: "I like girls, I'm not gay."

Li Su smiled, opened the book, and said in a low voice: "I used to think I was not, but now I really am not."

The director asked the staff to send Su Zhe back to the hotel. He took a car back to City A the next morning, and the other four followed him back for no apparent reason.

I don't understand why the one week of skipping school that was agreed to end early.

Later, just after the third year of high school, Su Zhe chose to study abroad.So he never knew that Shen Qing was Shen Luo's older brother.

That night was the last day that everyone slept.Ji Rufeng talked with Shen Qing for a long time, until he fell asleep, he was not willing to hang up the phone.

Hearing his shallow breathing, Ji Rufeng got up and walked to the window, looking at the dozen or so bodyguards downstairs, he frowned slightly.

For the first time, he felt that these guys were a little too annoying.

Because they slept too late, everyone woke up an hour later, except Shen Qing.

When Meng Le squinted his eyes and came down to feed the cat food to the coffee, he could smell the aroma of food wafting from the kitchen. Shen Qing was already making breakfast.

Li Su was still sitting on the sofa in the living room, looking at the idle books on the bookshelf in the small courtyard, seemingly indifferent to the world.

"Wear a coat, it's cold in the morning and you'll catch cold easily." Seeing her, Shen Qing reminded her.

The others woke up one after another, and when they saw Shen Qing who was busy in the kitchen, they all stared wide-eyed, expressing their disbelief that someone could get up early to cook after a hangover!

Netizens commented in the comment area: That's because Brother Feng is not around (dog head).

The program group deducted their living expenses on the grounds of thieves and robbery. After being intimidated by Qi Yue, they finally stopped being demons.

The life in the next few days was flat and warm, except for Guan Yulu making a few things from time to time, there was no major problem.

Until one day Meng Le started to lose his temper and wanted to buy snacks, no matter how Lin Ran told her that the living expenses were not enough, she just wouldn't listen.

There is no way, she was spoiled and raised, and the family will give whatever she wants, and not having snacks for more than ten days is her limit, and now she can't bear it anymore and exploded.

In the living room, Meng Le was crying while wiping away tears, while the rest of the people had headaches that were about to split, Qi Yue just wrote a sentence in his eyes - wishing he could strangle this little girl to death.

Lin Ran and Yan Ze chose to ask the program team for help, "Can you give us back the money we earned before? If we continue crying like this, the whole yard will be drowned in tears."

The director, who succeeded in his scheme, said seriously: "No, these are the rules of the game and must be followed."

In order to increase conflicts and hot spots, he is determined not to make them feel comfortable, and wants to keep them warm, so what about my ratings?So dream!

Shen Qing just came back, and frowned when she saw it, "What's wrong?"

As soon as Meng Le saw him frowning, she subconsciously stopped crying, wiped her nose with a tissue, and sobbed softly.

Lin Ran had no choice but to tell him the reason, and smiled wryly, "Girls like to eat snacks, there's nothing I can do about it."

"Eat less, it's not healthy."

After finishing speaking, he glanced at Meng Le who was crying like a cat, turned around and went upstairs. .

Yan Ze took the opportunity to say: "Don't cry, didn't you hear what Brother Qing said, eating snacks is not healthy, besides, we really have no money, and we still have rent, water and electricity bills."

Meng Le listened to Shen Qing's words very much, probably more effective than her parents. Remembering that Shen Qing frowned just now, thinking that he felt that he was too willful, so he was a little unhappy, and immediately didn't even dare to cry, sobbing and choking, non-stop Wipe away tears.

"If I don't eat, it won't work..."

As soon as the words were finished, Shen Qing walked over with a backpack, unzipped it, and poured a lot of snacks onto the table in front of her.

After pouring, I asked her, "Which one do you want to eat, take it yourself, but you can only take three packs a day, you choose."

Then he raised his head and asked the others, "What do you want?"

Looking at the pile of snacks in front of him, Meng Le was so startled that he even forgot to choke.

Everyone: "..."

The director is so angry that he is about to have a heart attack, Shen Qing, you must have a grudge against me!There is a feud!Bring snacks to the show?You don't really think you're here for a trip, do you? !

"Brother Qing, you came on the show...and brought your own snacks?? You didn't bring meat or something, did you?" Yan Ze was dumbfounded, his world view was completely updated by Shen Qing.

"I brought chicken, duck, fish and canned food, which are frozen in the lower shelf of the refrigerator. If you want to eat, I can make it for you at night."

He added as a matter of course: "I am afraid that I will be out of food like the guests in the previous issue, so I brought some food."

"..."

[I was speechless for a while, I felt sorry for the director]

[No, the script someone else took was "Let's Travel Together", and it feels like Shen Qing took "Survival in the Wild"]

【Shen Qing simply rubbed the director on the ground hahahahahaha】

【So the two big boxes at the beginning, are these what they brought...】

【Director: I'm so careless】

After the meal, as usual, a few girls wash the dishes.For the first time ever, the director squatted under the tree root and smoked a cigarette. The smog enveloped him, and his slightly bald head looked particularly vicissitudes.

Shen Qing cleaned the room and was called over by Qi Yue.

He handed the mobile phone to Shen Qing, frowned and asked him: "What does he mean? It's fun playing with me?"

Shen Qing flipped through the chat records on QQ, and stared at Yan Chufei's last sentence, "I didn't come because I was angry with you. I understand that you don't want to see me, so you don't have to force yourself."

After Qi Yue saw that Shen Qing's women's clothing was favored by others, he decisively chose the latter between women's clothing and looking for Yan Chufei.

But after chatting awkwardly for a long time, just when he was about to succeed, Yan Chufei suddenly said, "Are you still angry that I stole your girlfriend?"

Qi Yue has an awkward personality, but he really doesn't hold grudges, and he is not narrow-minded. He is about to say that he is not an example.

Yan Chufei said directly, "What if there is a next time?"

Qi Yue: "..."

"Are you saying that he is pushing his nose on the face?! He is trying to scare me, right? Even if he is really fucking sick and he likes the girl I like, wouldn't he lie? You have to say It's disgusting to come out! He just doesn't like me, he!"

Qi Yue complained to Shen Qing angrily, and then asked him, "What should I do now? How on earth should I trick him over? Anyway, I won't wear women's clothes to death! Otherwise, the surname Yan will definitely laugh at me!"

Shen Qing read several messages over and over again, frowned, and said in a low voice: "Why do I feel that he is interested in you?"

This is the first time he has been extremely close to the truth since he made suggestions for Qi Yue.

As a result, Qi Yue replied to him blankly, "You are sick."

Shen Qing: "..."

Shen Qing, whose level was questioned, threw the mobile phone back into his arms, and immediately quit, saying unhappily: "Then you can figure it out yourself, anyway, I don't understand."

Qi Yue grabbed him, "No, you understand! Tell me how to answer, how to deceive the surname Yan!"

"You really want to know?" Shen Qing suddenly remembered the phrase "I'll teach you how to bully you back" that Ji Rufeng said to him before.

"miss you!"

Shen Qing thought for a while, and said: "Tell him back, I am indeed angry, but not because of them, but because of you."

"You didn't take them from me, they took you from me."

"Our friendship over the past ten years is not comparable to their sweet talk or sowing discord."

"I don't think we have anything to talk about, except one thing, do you understand?"

With the continuous sending of messages, Yan Chufei's replies gradually became more frequent, and finally agreed to be on the show, and personally broke the promise he made at the awards ceremony before: "I will never see Qi Yue again, never .”

He asked him to meet again in private.

"should I go?"

Shen Qing thought about Ji Rufeng's next words, nodded and said: "Go."

Qi Yue looked at the chat records on his phone, and he didn't know why, but felt something was weird...

In the evening, Shen Qing put the cleaned apples on Lu Yu's table, and then went downstairs to find Meng Le, took the coffee back, showered and went to bed.

Lu Yu just came out after washing, and said, "Brother Qing, you don't need to take care of me like this."

Shen Qing frowned slightly, seemed a little annoyed, and said: "I got used to it when I was at home."

Lu Yu was stunned for a moment, and tentatively asked, "Is this how you take care of Senior Ji at home?"

"No." Shen Qing shook his head, turned around and took out a bag of bread from the drawer, explaining: "It's my sister, I used to take care of her like this when I was young, so I got used to it, and later she lived on campus, so we didn't live together gone."

He put the bread and persimmons on the table, opened the door and prepared to go downstairs, "It's easy to get hungry when you do homework at night, and there is no food in the kitchen, so you can eat some bread."

"Brother Qing, that's the one..."

He wanted to talk about the incident with the "cabinet" before, which tormented him for a long time, especially when Shen Qing was still sleeping on the bed next to him.

But when he looked up, seeing Shen Qing's eyes when he turned his head, and thinking of Qi Yue's tragic experience that day, he couldn't help but stop talking.

Calmly said: "It's okay, go to bed early."

When Shen Qing went downstairs, he thought of Lu Yu who was writing hard at the desk in his mind, and unconsciously thought of Shen Luo, so he pursed his lips and went to the refrigerator to find noodles, ready to cook him a bowl of noodles, and then asked Meng Le I want coffee.

I heard that the guilt for one person will always be unavoidably made up for by another person.

Because he loves Ji Rufeng far more than Shen Luo, Shen Qing still blames himself subconsciously.

However, if he knew what Shen Luo was doing in London now, he probably wouldn't feel guilty.

On the streets of London, England, Shen Luo was wearing a linen-colored windbreaker, a black scarf, long hair loose, and a fragrant hat.With his hands in his pockets and a lollipop in his mouth, he stepped on a skateboard with one foot, sliding back and forth against the wind.

Passers-by looked sideways from time to time, and when she made super-difficult moves, they showed amazing expressions.

This is a cool and beautiful oriental girl.

While talking on the phone, she stared at the business building opposite, "Did you call Ning Xi? Ji Rufeng at four o'clock in the afternoon..."

Halfway through the question, Ji Rufeng really came out of the building. She hurriedly said "Stop talking and hang up", then quickly hung up the phone, and rushed towards him through the crowd on a skateboard, skillfully walking towards him. He touched the knife in his arms.

Before she could take it out, five or six pistols were aimed at her head at the same time, and a dozen bodyguards stared at her, staring at the hand she stretched into her arms with full vigilance, ready to take out any dangerous objects at any time. , to control her.

sink:"……"

Ji Rufeng, who was about to get into the car, turned his head when he heard the noise, and saw a long-haired girl in a hat surrounded by his bodyguards.

It would have been different if someone else would have cried in fright, but she took out a nearly wilting rose from her bosom with a calm face, and said to Ji Rufeng, "I'm your fan, do you need a girlfriend? "

The kind that kills you.

bodyguard:"……"

She expected Ji Rufeng to blow herself away.

I don't want Ji Rufeng to look at her for a while, then suddenly smiled and said, "Let her come up."

Shen Luo was stunned for a moment, but when he realized what he said, his expression darkened instantly, as if he wanted to stab him to death with the rose in his hand.

There is a lot of space in the car, and the two of them are sitting far away. The atmosphere is quiet and weird. It doesn't look like the way fans get along with idols.

Shen Luo quickly typed on the phone screen, and sent a message to Song Ningxi: "I'm in his car, what should I do now?"

【Song Ningxi: Where's your knife? 】

Shen Luo frowned, and replied: "Don't dare, there are many bodyguards and guns."

[Song Ningxi: Then come back, I will arrive in London at seven o'clock tonight, you will wait for me at home. 】

The familiar tone of letting her cleanse and wait for favor made Shen Luo silent, she frowned, and wanted to ask her if she could care about something else a little bit.

However, a line of words was typed, then deleted without change, and he pursed his lips and said: "Okay, I will wait for you at home."

It took Song Ningxi a long time before she replied "Good boy."

Extremely perfunctory, just as quick as she would take her clothes and leave after finishing work.

She was depressed when the car braked suddenly and shook slightly, the coffee in Ji Rufeng's hand splashed directly on her body.

Shen Luo lowered his head, picked up the soaked scarf in front of him, then turned to look at him: "..."

Are you jealous that my brother gave me a scarf instead of you, that's why you wet it so unscrupulously, right?

You are treacherous!

"Sorry, I didn't hold my hand steady, are you okay?"

Shen Luo met his gentlemanly smile with no expression on his face, stubbornly thinking that he could see naked intentions from it.

Yes, he must have done it on purpose, to take revenge on me.

She said coldly: "Pay."

"It's natural."

"I want them to be exactly the same. The length, thickness, and width of the pattern of the material must be the same. It doesn't matter if there are too many threads or too few threads."

"..." Ji Rufeng probably saw such a serious person for the first time.

The driver in front was speechless, this is really a fan, are you sure he didn't come looking for trouble?

The driver drove the car outside a high-end brand store on Oxford Street, and the bodyguard was about to follow him in. Ji Rufeng turned his head and said, "Girls are shopping for clothes, what are you doing after you go in? Wait outside."

The shopkeeper immediately understood, put up a "Closed Business" sign on the outside, invited the bodyguards out, and closed the shop door—closed shop service.

The bodyguard waited outside for more than half an hour, but no one came out. Finally, he couldn't wait anymore, opened the door and walked in quickly. Except for the store and the salesperson, there was no one there.

"..."

Good guy, Ji Rufeng changed his clothes and ran directly through the back door.

The bodyguards sent by Mr. Gu to stare at him were dumbfounded for a while, and began to regret not listening to the seniors——

Gu Ershao looked like a handsome gentleman, but he never did anything about personnel behind his back.

Yes, he really doesn't do anything.