The actor's little milk dog is A and soft

Hearing this, Shen Qing looked into his own bowl.

In fact, even he himself didn't know when he stopped being picky eaters, and he never even realized this problem.

If Ji Rufeng didn't tell, he probably wouldn't notice it for the rest of his life.

Nine years is too long, Shen Qing really couldn't remember when it started, and he didn't want to betray Ji Rufeng, so he made a fuss.

"The doctor said I was malnourished, and told me not to be picky when eating."

In order to convince Ji Rufeng, he even pretended to put his chopsticks on a plate of vegetables.

Ji Daying looked at someone's poor acting skills, tapped the table, and smiled, "The doctor told you not to eat breakfast?"

Going around, the topic returned to the very beginning.

Shen Qing was at a loss for words, hesitated for a moment with the chopsticks in his hand, and then slowly put them back.

He found that acting with Ji Rufeng was really not a wise move.

In fact, it's nothing for Ji Rufeng to know about this kind of thing, and it's not a big deal, but he was afraid that Ji Rufeng would get to the bottom of it.

After all, his life these past few years was indeed a little unsatisfactory, but he didn't want Ji Rufeng to know, and didn't want to betray him.

Ji Rufeng probably saw what he was thinking, so he didn't force him anymore, and pushed Tang forward.

"The temperature is almost up, let's drink... Shall I feed you?"

Shen Qing immediately shook his head: "No, I will do it myself."

"Shen Qing." Even though he told himself that he couldn't be forced, Ji Rufeng couldn't help but said, "For nine years, how did you manage to live like this alone? Do you know, your current appearance... "

"So strong that it hurts my heart."

Shen Qing's hand holding the spoon trembled slightly, and knocked on the small white porcelain bowl.

"In the past nine years, has no one been nice to you? Otherwise, why do you feel anxious and unable to adapt when I treat you a little better?"

Ji Rufeng stared at the silent person in front of him, seeing him speechless and at a loss when asked.

My heart ached severely.

"In these years, no one has loved or cared about you, right?"

Ji Rufeng asked him softly, while retorting in his heart.

No, some people loved him, and some people loved him.

This person was once the person he held in his hands and cared for.

"But have you forgotten, I once loved you to the bone." Ji Rufeng looked at the person in front of him who pretended to be strong, and sighed, "So what are you... so afraid of me?"

"..." Shen Qing didn't know that he had already been seen through, bit his lower lip, and continued to drink the soup with his head down, "I... have no fear..."

"You are very afraid of pain when you are studying, and you don't even want to get an injection when you are sick."

Ji Rufeng interrupted him, and said in a calm tone, "But last time when I applied medicine to you at the company, you didn't even know how to hide."

"..."

Shen Qing squeezed the spoon tightly, his fingertips turned white.

Unlike not picky eaters, he remembered when he was not afraid of pain, and he remembered it very clearly, very clearly.

His back was a little sweaty.

"There are many things that the harder you try to do well, the worse the effect will be, such as falling asleep, lying, behaving naturally, and..."

Every time he said a word, the spoon in Shen Qing's hand tightened a bit, as if guilty, almost subconsciously recalled the lie he had just told, and subconsciously adjusted his stiff posture.

But he found that what Ji Rufeng said was right, the more he wanted to behave naturally, the more unnatural he became.

When Shen Qing heard the end, he didn't even know how to put his hands down.

There is a sense of embarrassment, being stripped from head to toe, all the camouflage has been torn apart, and there is nothing to hide.

Ji Rufeng looked at the people who were getting more and more flustered, and the distress in his eyes instantly became invisible, "...like loving someone."

Shen Qing was startled, his heart suddenly missed half a beat.

"I'm sorry," Ji Rufeng looked at him quietly, with unprecedented tenderness, "It's the first time I love someone so seriously, I don't have much experience, I made you suffer, give me another chance, okay?"

Shen Qing raised his head, his eyes turned red instantly.

Ji Rufeng was wrong. It's not that no one has treated him so well in the past nine years, but that no one has treated him so well since he was a child.

So good that every time he thinks about it, he feels like he is dreaming.

In the past nine years, he woke up countless times from his dreams, always suspecting that the two years in high school were actually just a fantasy of his own.

The memories are so beautiful, so beautiful that it makes people feel that the reality is extremely cruel, bloody and cruel.

He once dreamed that he was back in high school, outside was the warm sun in early summer, the humming of cicadas, the countdown to the college entrance examination was on the blackboard, books taller than a person were piled on the table, and the voice of the school radio station reading manuscripts was in his ears, sweet The female voice is accompanied by a gentle and sad tune.

Everything is truly incredible.

Everyone takes a lunch break in the classroom.

The fierce ringing shattered everyone's dreams. He lay down on the table, opened his eyes and looked at the sleeping person in front of him for a while, and said in a low voice: "I had a dream. In the dream you disappeared. I found you." How long have you been."

At three o'clock in the morning that night, it was the first time in nine years that he couldn't hold back his tears, crying heartbreakingly on the bed.

He cried all night.

"I'm not afraid of you," Shen Qing's voice has changed a bit, with a nasal tone, "I'm just afraid of you..."

"What are you afraid of me?"

Shen Qing bit her lower lip, and said softly: "I'm afraid you don't want me."

Ji Rufeng was stunned for a moment, trembling with pain in his heart, and a little funny, after a while, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and asked sincerely, "Baby, who did we want?"

Shen Qing bowed his head in silence, both of them knew the answer well.

"Are you beating yourself up?"

Shen Qing, whose eyes were still red, blushed immediately after hearing this.

"You still say I'm someone who has nothing to do with you," Ji Rufeng couldn't help being angry and funny, "Then who is the person who has something to do with you? Tong Kai?"

Shen Qing didn't expect that he had been listening to the corner since that time, thinking of what he said, he couldn't help feeling embarrassed again.

He was so embarrassed and ashamed of Ji Rufeng.

"It's not what you think..." Shen Qing began to explain again in a familiar way, "He, Tong Kai, he is married, and he also has a daughter."

"Oh, that's how it is." Ji Rufeng said coolly, "You not only live together, you also have a daughter."

"..."

Shen Qing didn't know why he liked to hold on to Tong Kai so much, but Ji Rufeng disturbed all the sadness and depression in his heart.

"I really, I really have nothing to do with him, don't think about it, we are friends."

Ji Rufeng nodded, and said with a smile: "Live together, eat and live together every day, and be friends who raise children together."

"..."

Shen Qing was completely defeated, covered his face with one hand, and blushed all the way to his ears. He had never found Ji Rufeng so difficult to deal with.

Every sentence sounded right, making it impossible for him to refute.

Or maybe it was wrong with the person, after all, he didn't find it difficult to deal with Jin Chen when he hated Jin Chen.

Seeing that his complexion had finally recovered, Ji Rufeng stopped teasing him, and touched his hand on the table tentatively, seeing that he was only blushing and showed no resistance, so he held it.

"This time, I won't let go of your hand as easily as before, give me another chance, okay? Let me... love you very much."

Shen Qing's lips trembled slightly, and also trembling, there was a violently beating heart.

"I won't force you to do or say what you don't want to do. As long as you are willing..."

He smiled slightly, and tried his best not to play hooligans at this time, "I can pamper you lawlessly."

A person who has been cold for too long does not dare to touch the flames. He hopes to have a little sunshine to warm himself, even if there is only one ray, he will be satisfied and grateful.

I even feel that enough is enough and there can be no more, so it is already very good.

Shen Qing is probably such a person, he has been cold for too long, so cold that he has forgotten what it feels like to be warm, and he is so cold that he can no longer adapt to the sun.

At the moment when the light came over, it was warm and trembling at the same time, longing and retreating at the same time.

What he is afraid of is not sunshine or warmth, what he is afraid of is falling into the endless abyss again after getting used to the sun, what he is afraid of is being buried by ice and snow again when he embraces warmth.

It was like the dream of waking up in the middle of the night, the sudden pain, so painful that it was heart-piercing.

Ji Rufeng was that light, and he ran desperately in that direction.

After staying in the darkness for too long, he subconsciously felt that only he could keep trying to catch up, otherwise the light would never shine on him by itself.

But he forgot that that beam of light once belonged only to him.

Once upon a time.

Now too.

never changed.

Although Shen Qing didn't say what he had experienced in these years, Ji Rufeng could roughly guess some of it, but Shen Qing had to be strong and shameless, and he wouldn't ask directly until he planned to confess himself.

Even though he knew that as long as he opened his mouth, even if Shen Qing didn't want to, he would tell the truth in the end.

He doesn't want to force him.

Besides, it doesn't matter even if he is not used to being nice to him now, he has the rest of his life to live on, and he has plenty of time to spoil him bit by bit.

"Give me one more chance, okay baby?"

Nine years have passed, but Ji Daying's trump card is still clearly remembered.

As far as this sentence is concerned, baby, let alone a symbolic nod of the head, it is no problem to turn directly onto the bed.

Do what you want, do what you want.

After all, it was not his fault that the two of them missed nine years. Shen Qing was actually more guilty than he was, and it could be seen that he was coaxing himself.

At this moment, even if he wants face again, he has no choice but to suppress the heat on his face and nod.

"it is good……"

"It's been a while since I saw you, and I didn't say hello when I came. I asked them to prepare for you... Oh, it's surprising that you brought someone here today. I haven't seen you before, God. A newcomer signed? Or..."

A handsome young man pushed open the door of the box and strode in. He warmly greeted Ji Rufeng as he walked.

In the middle of the conversation, I found the hands overlapped on the table between the two, and the voice paused, "Did I disturb you?"

"You..." Ji Rufeng closed his eyes, and for the first time couldn't help but want to curse, "I said you can't come in later?"

Shen Qing was startled when he heard the sound of the door opening, and subconsciously wanted to take his hand back.

Unexpectedly, Ji Rufeng's grip became even tighter. After a moment of hesitation, lust finally defeated shame.

Simply do not move.

The young man looked at the strange scene with complicated eyes, "What? You came here to cheat on my boyfriend behind your back? How many loves is this this year?"