process

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Song Yuan came to Lu's house to pay New Year's greetings. Song Yuan was busy proving to Lu Xingyuan and himself that neither of them had a girlfriend. Relatives and friends talked about them all morning.

One of Lu Xingyuan's aunts said that it happened that her colleague had a beautiful daughter who was also working in Linchuan and had no boyfriend yet, so we could meet up together when we had time.

Lu's mother was very happy: "Okay, let them meet next time, they young people should see more."

On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, Lu Xingyuan returned to Linchuan.

In the middle of the night, someone knocked on the door suddenly, and Chi Jinglan was outside the door.

Lu Xingyuan stood at the door and didn't intend to let him in: "General manager, what do you want?"

Chi Jinglan didn't answer either, just looked at him quietly with a depressed expression.

Lu Xingyuan smelled alcohol on him: "...you drink..."

Before he could finish speaking, Chi Jinglan suddenly jumped up and hugged Lu Xingyuan, strangled him hard, and tightly embed him in his arms.

Lu Xingyuan was caught off guard. Chi Jinglan was so cold that he shivered. He struggled and said, "Let go! You're drunk! Chi Jinglan!"

Chi Jinglan turned a deaf ear to his words, but hugged him tightly, the more he struggled, the tighter he hugged him.

Lu Xingyuan didn't know what stimulated him, but he became more and more angry, and he didn't want to be considerate of him, so he patted his back with both hands indiscriminately: "Why are you drunk? Let me go!"

Chi Jinglan buried her head in his neck: "...Don't move, be good, just let me hug you."

Lu Xingyuan was taken aback for a moment, because he heard the meaning of begging and fragility from this sentence, and because of Chi Jinglan's hoarse voice, slowly, the skin on the side of the neck that Chi Jinglan was touching felt Moist touch.

Lu Xingyuan's heart trembled and he didn't move.

The door was not closed yet, he didn't know if he would pass by here and see him hugging a man.But he didn't want to think about it.

After hugging for a while, Lu Xingyuan felt Chi Jinglan's strength relax, and said, "Let me go."

Chi Jinglan hugged him tightly again, as if unwilling to accept this reality, rubbed his head on the side of his neck greedily, and apologized messily: "I'm sorry, Xingyuan, I want to see you, I restrain myself I can't help myself, you said not to come to you again, but I can't help it, I really want to see you."

Lu Xingyuan felt his fingertips trembling, but he thought sadly in his heart, what a cruel man this is.However, he stretched out his hand and pushed Chi Jinglan away, walked behind him and closed the door: "I'll pour you a glass of honey water, you can go back after you sober up."

"...Xingyuan." Chi Jinglan called out in a low voice.

Lu Xingyuan walked to the kitchen as if he didn't hear him, and didn't even look at him.

Chi Jinglan sat on the sofa, Lu Xingyuan handed him the water glass, and then sat down himself.

Chi Jinglan drank water silently, and the room was quiet.

"...Xingyuan, I'm sorry." Chi Jinglan broke the silence.

"Apologizing afterwards won't make up for anything, you shouldn't have done this in the first place."

"..." Chi Jinglan heard that he was angry, "Xingyuan, can you listen to me?"

Lu Xingyuan didn't say yes or no.

Chi Jinglan put the quilt on the tea table, sat close to Lu Xingyuan, and said after deliberation: "I did something wrong before, I know I hurt you, I don't want to ask you to forgive me, I just want you to give me A chance to make amends. I shouldn't treat you as... Lu Fang..."

Lu Xingyuan, who hadn't responded all this time, trembled when he heard the name, and glanced at him.

"... During the Chinese New Year this year, I went to Jiaoyu. When I went there before, I thought of Lu Fang's shadow in my mind, but this time, I always think of the first time I saw you. Traveling far, I just I realized that I fell in love with you a long time ago. I missed you because of my dullness. Xingyuan, do I still have a chance to make up for it?"

Lu Xingyuan remained silent.

Chi Jinglan was apprehensive and terrified. He grabbed Lu Xingyuan's hand, only to find that his fingers were cold and trembling slightly.

Chi Jinglan's heart turned cold, and he quickly hugged Lu Xingyuan in his arms. Lu Xingyuan's attitude was very docile, and he didn't try to push him away.

They cuddled for a while, but Lu Xingyuan couldn't feel any warmth.

It was as if he had been splashed with a basin of ice water, his limbs and bones were all icy cold.

After a while, Lu Xingyuan straightened up suddenly, stared quietly at Chi Jinglan for a few seconds, then stretched his body, and pressed Chi Jinglan's lips.

Chi Jinglan was stunned for a moment, then overjoyed, he invaded Lu Xingyuan's mouth anti-customer-orientedly, expressing his inner excitement with practically chaotic and even out-of-control eager actions.Lu Xingyuan completely let him do whatever he wanted, but closed his eyes and focused on entwining with him.

Chi Jinglan hugged Lu Xingyuan and sat on his lap, Lu Xingyuan hugged his neck cooperatively.

The alcohol remaining in Chi Jinglan's body started to play a role, his head became hot, and he couldn't help feeling distracted.

He kissed Lu Xingyuan's neck, and the latter raised his head cooperatively.He stroked Lu Xingyuan's back and thighs ambiguously, and the latter did not resist.

Then things got out of hand.

Chi Jinglan pushed Lu Xingyuan down on the sofa, with a kind of joy and fear of having found it again, wanting to emphasize that this person belongs to his ownership again at this moment.

It was a chaotic night.

Lu Xingyuan seemed to let go of himself completely, frankly revealing his desire, showing pain and joy, panting carefully.

Only when Chi Jinglan kissed his eyes, his body froze for a moment.

Chi Jinglan noticed, and quickly diverted his attention with a deep kiss.

Lu Xingyuan asked in confusion, "Do you like me?"

Chi Jinglan panted heavily: "I like it."

"who am I?"

"... Xingyuan. You are Lu Xingyuan." Chi Jinglan hugged him tightly.

Is it different from Lu Fang?

He didn't ask this sentence.

Lu Xingyuan looked up at the ceiling and smiled slightly amid tears streaming down his face.

When Chi Jinglan woke up the next day, Lu Xingyuan had already woken up.

He walked out of the room and found that Lu Xingyuan was leaning against the window and looking out ecstatically. He walked over and hugged him from behind: "What are you looking at?"

Lu Xingyuan was taken aback: "Look, it's snowing."

Only then did Chi Jinglan realize that it was snowing lightly outside, maybe it had been falling for a while, and the ground was covered with a thin layer of white snow.

Lu Xingyuan moved away his hand on his waist: "You should go back."

An ominous premonition suddenly rose in Chi Jinglan's heart.

"Don't come here again."

Chi Jinglan was stunned, as if he was in a cold cellar: "...Why?" He slowly recovered his voice.

"I don't like you anymore..."

"Then you last night..." Chi Jinglan interrupted him fiercely, he was like a beast trapped by a sudden prison, and he was very irritated.

"That doesn't mean anything. Don't think too much about it." Lu Xingyuan said, "Calm down. Listen to me, your guilt towards me actually gave you the illusion that you like me. You like Lu Fang so much, how could you suddenly fell in love with me."

"I know my own mind."

"Okay, then tell me, since when did you like me?"

"..." Chi Jinglan was silent.

"Look, you don't know."

"..."

"Chi Jinglan, please let me go. I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly tell me that I am someone else's... stand-in. Maybe one day you will meet someone who is more like Lu Fang than me. I can't afford this risk."

"Xingyuan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I was wrong in the past. But now I know very clearly that I just like you, and I only like Lu Xingyuan. Give me a chance to prove it, okay?"

"Have you heard it? Once bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of well ropes for ten years." Lu Xingyuan was unmoved.

"...You still don't believe me?" Chi Jinglan gradually became disheartened.

"What do you want me to believe in you?"

Chi Jinglan finally left.