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At that time, Lu Xingyuan hadn't been completely dazzled. This incident happened so suddenly that it was difficult for him to digest it in a short time based on his life experience of more than [-] years.

But the most frightening thing is that Lu Xingyuan never expressed the intention of refusing from the beginning to the end, nor did he have any disgust in his heart. On the contrary, just like the fireworks in the sky at that time, although his heart was beating like a drum at that moment, his heart seemed to be blooming The flowers are average.

He already had a premonition in his heart, no matter how hard he struggled, it was just delaying time.

Chi Jinglan is really powerful, advancing and retreating properly, he did not continue to force him, and said considerately: "You just need to continue to let me chase you."

After the annual meeting, Chi Jinglan sent Lu Xingyuan home. The former's expression returned to normal, and his gentlemanly demeanor was the same as before, without any intention of overstepping the rules.

Sitting in the co-pilot, Lu Xingyuan felt that the heat on his face had not completely subsided, but he still couldn't help but peek at him from the corner of his eyes frequently. Although his emotions were complicated, they were not negative.

I don't know if Chi Jinglan has noticed something, but there is always a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Before going to bed, Chi Jinglan called again, and finally said dotingly: "Good night, let's go far."

Lu Xingyuan threw the phone away as if frightened, his ears turned red.

Chi Jinglan is a full-fledged activist, with clear goals and superb methods. Lu Xingyuan has no intention of resisting at all, so how could he be his opponent.

As time passed, although Lu Xingyuan didn't agree, he was sure that he was getting more and more deeply involved in it, and he was in a happy mood, even walking with a smile on his face.

Maybe it was too obvious, except that Xiang Sang even made fun of Sister Yang, and repeatedly asked him if he was his girlfriend.

Xiang Sang said this: "You did a good job of keeping secrets. The smile on your face is as sweet as honey. I can't believe it if you say it's not."

Sister Yang smiled and asked him to treat him to dinner.

However, Lu Xingyuan did not lie, so there was no psychological pressure at all, and he continued to clarify righteously.

On the 28th of the new year, Lu Xingyuan decided to go home.

His home is in Xuchuan, a city next door to Linchuan, and it takes only two or three hours to go back and forth.

Speaking of which, Lu Xingyuan's parents still know Song Yuan's parents, and in previous years they made an appointment to go home together.

Chi Jinglan was a little unhappy when he found out.

The relationship between them seems to be a couple's way of getting along, but there is still a word from Lu Xingyuan on the surface.

Lu Xingyuan was not unhappy when he thought he was jealous, and promised firmly: "Don't worry, brother is a straight man."

Chi Jinglan didn't buy it: "That's not necessarily the case."

Lu Xingyuan suggested: "When you come back, ask your brother out to meet him? You will feel relieved when you see him."

Hearing this, Chi Jinglan hugged him unexpectedly, with a smile in his voice: "Are you going to introduce me to your friend? Admit me?"

Lu Xingyuan didn't think that much at first, but now he blushed and denied it: "No."

Chi Jinglan kissed his eyes again.

Lu Xingyuan himself was surprised how he accepted this matter so easily. Could it be that he was gay in the first place?But that's not important after all.

On the way home, Lu Xingyuan was in a good mood, Song Yuan looked at him a few more times and asked if there was anything happy.

Lu Xingyuan didn't say anything.

During the Chinese New Year, the family finished the New Year’s Eve dinner and watched the Spring Festival Gala on the sofa in the living room.When it was close to midnight, Lu Xingyuan's cell phone started to ring, and he himself sent out a group of congratulatory text messages.

The phone rang, Lu Xingyuan looked at the caller ID, took the phone and went back to his room.

Chi Jinglan said to him, "Happy New Year."

Lu Xingyuan smiled: "General Manager Chi, Happy New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai, do you have any red envelopes?"

Chi Jinglan said: "You will have it when you come back soon, and it will be gone if you are late."

Lu Xingyuan bit his lip and smiled: "Can you keep it for me?"

Suddenly there was the sound of crackling and setting off firecrackers outside, Lu Xingyuan knew it was midnight.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, and after a while of silence, Chi Jinglan said: "Xingyuan, why don't you agree to me?"

Lu Xingyuan didn't speak.

Chi Jinglan smiled softly: "Is it enough to wait from last year to this year?"

Lu Xingyuan blurted out: "We only met in October."

Chi Jinglan still smiled: "But I can't wait to be with you. Do you understand? From the very beginning, I plotted against you, but you never found out."

Lu Xingyuan paused and didn't speak, but his ears started to heat up again, and his face was already red.

"Xingyuan, promise me." Chi Jinglan coaxed in his ear, as if he himself was whispering into his ear, and the warm breath sprayed into Lu Xingyuan's ear.

Feeling shy, Lu Xingyuan tried his best to suppress the unconscious smile on the corner of his mouth, and said reservedly and seriously: "Okay."

As long as someone said a word, he could easily sell himself.

Chi Jinglan also coaxed him to come back early, just in time to mention that he went on a trip together during the annual vacation as mentioned earlier.

Lu Xingyuan wanted to return to Linchuan early, but his family did not object.

He told Song Yuan.

Song Yuan saw something and said, "Are you in a relationship?"

Lu Xingyuan didn't want to hide it at first, so he asked first: "Brother, what do you think about homosexuality?"

Song Yuan was startled, his thoughts were full of thoughts, he looked at him in disbelief, he was speechless for a while, and moved his lips several times: "Is it the general manager of your company you mentioned, Chi Jinglan?"

Lu Xingyuan was a little surprised that his guess was accurate, and nodded.

Song Yuan was in a complicated mood, and said with difficulty: "Xingyuan, I remember you had a girlfriend in college, you might not be gay, don't make detours, there is still time to turn around now."

Lu Xingyuan saw his abnormality, and asked cautiously: "Brother, do you hate homosexuals?"

"How is it possible?" Song Yuan reacted a little loudly.

Lu Xingyuan guessed that this incident had stimulated Song Yuan, and he couldn't accept it for a while, so he didn't know what to say.

After a while, Song Yuan calmed down and looked serious: "Xingyuan, have you really thought about it? Have you thought about your parents? What would their attitude be if they found out? Homosexuality is not widely accepted in this society. There's a lot of pressure in there. You have a lot to think about, don't be impulsive."

"I don't think so much now," Lu Xingyuan hesitated, "but step by step, it will be fine. You can't wrong yourself just because of the eyes of the outside world, I'm not afraid."

Song Yuan's gaze became bitter, watching Lu Xingyuan hesitate to speak, and finally waved his hands silently: "Take good care of yourself. If you need my help in the future, just say it."

Lu Xingyuan watched him walk out in a daze, and faintly felt that he had said something wrong.

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Lu Xingyuan returned to Linchuan, went back to his residence to pack his things, and Chi Jinglan's car had already parked downstairs.

Lu Xingyuan felt a little embarrassed, because this was the first time the two met after establishing their relationship.

Chi Jinglan looked normal.

The two went to have dinner together first, and Lu Xingyuan said that he was treating guests, so he brought them to Tang He and ordered a few special dishes. After the meal, Lu Xingyuan almost ate up all the sweet and sour fish and osmanthus glutinous rice and lotus root.

Finally, the dessert ends with a bowl of sweet-scented osmanthus fermented dumplings.

In the quaint celadon bowl in front of you, you can see the shiny and complete grains of glutinous rice and small white balls. There is a layer of golden osmanthus on top, and there are two red wolfberries dotted with it. The aroma of wine is pervasive, and just smelling it makes people feel slightly drunk.It feels extra warm on this slightly cold winter night.

Lu Xingyuan's happiness came in a straightforward, simple and honest manner, so his brows and eyes were crooked, his eyelashes blinked, his eyes were full of joy, and little stars twinkled.

Chi Jinglan doesn't like eating sweets very much, seeing him eating with relish, a feeling of ironing suddenly surged in his heart, and there were some inexplicable changes.

The two came out together after eating, Linchuan was still very cold at this time, Lu Xingyuan came out in a hurry, forgot to wear gloves, his hands were freezing cold.

Chi Jinglan stuffed his hand into his coat pocket.

Lu Xingyuan was about to struggle: "I was seen."

Chi Jinglan said: "It's dark, I can't see."

It was only then that Lu Xingyuan became quiet, half of his face was buried in the scarf, there was an unconcealable smile on the corners of his eyes and brows, fine snowflakes slowly drifted up from the sky at some point.

Chi Jinglan's car was parked in a secluded corner, and the two of them went there together, standing in front of the car, Chi Jinglan hugged him suddenly, then leaned over to kiss the corner of his lips, licked his lips, and tentatively entered inside .

Only then did Chi Jinglan confirm that this was what he wanted to do from now on.

Because of this sudden attack, Lu Xingyuan was a little startled, his dilated pupils could only catch the tiny snow particles flying in front of his eyes, slowly, slowly, like fireflies, completely inconsistent with the violent beating of his heart at the moment.

"Open your mouth." Chi Jinglan spoke bewitchingly again.

Lu Xingyuan was obedient, and Chi Jinglan was able to drive straight in. The two of them entangled their lips and teeth in the snowy night, tender and affectionate.

Finally Chi Jinglan kissed his eyes lightly.

Lu Xingyuan guessed that Chi Jinglan probably liked his eyes very much. When he kissed him, there was pity and love, as if he loved him to the extreme.

The two of them have always been sweet, Chi Jinglan is gentle and considerate, Lu Xingyuan is gentle and well-behaved, after get off work, they go on a date, watch a movie, have a meal, hold hands and kiss secretly in the busy street, and feel their heart jumping out.