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After that, the four of us came to Kyoto together, and it was because of this trip that I understood my feelings and my feelings for you!

After we separated that day, I was very scared, afraid that you would disappear from my side like this, and I didn't even dare to go there to have a little thought.If you really disappeared from my side, I feel afraid that I will not want to live anymore. How empty and lonely the world would be without you!

That was the day I saw two men hugging each other and kissing!I was shocked. It stands to reason that I shouldn't be so excited, but the fact is that I was so excited that I couldn't say a word. I just opened my eyes and looked at the two men hugging each other until they came out. I just came back to my senses and walked out quickly, not disturbing their good deeds anymore.

At that time, the picture of me kissing you kept lingering in my mind, and I really realized how my feelings for you are, even it has reached such a deep level, it seems to have taken root in my heart, It has penetrated into my bones and blood, without you, I can't continue to live!

I finally found you later, I was so excited that I hugged you without any scruples. It took a long time before my heart calmed down.

But when I got home, I was quarreling with my parents. At the same time, I wanted to calm myself down and think about it. I didn't want to scare you like that and scare you away. It wasn't me meaning, and it will take a lot of time to chase you back.

After a whole month of calmness, I have already thought about everything, even thinking about our future, the scene where we will live together in the future.

Fortunately, a month later, my parents finally reconciled, but I found that I could no longer find you, and the fear struck again. I was so afraid that after I discovered my heart, you would suddenly Missing, what should I do?

But this month, I have also changed, at least I am not so impulsive, I tried my best to think through all the possibilities, and finally told myself to wait patiently!

Finally got through to the start of school, I deliberately ignored you, I want to try your mentality, I don’t know if you really don’t have any thoughts about me, so seeing you still remain calm, I feel very sad, but I still want to continue to try , Thinking that one day, what will you tell me?

Before you came to talk to me, you just stopped coming to the school. I don’t know if the story told by the school is true or not. I only know that I’m worried about you. I just skipped class and ran to find you. Then speak out.

"Anran, I want to be with you all the time!" Wen Jun finally confided his heart, staring at Gu Anran earnestly and affectionately.

Listening to Wen Jun's narration of his thoughts all the time, Gu Anran's heart loosened. He never knew that Wen Jun's affection for him would reach such a level.

"Anran, what do you think? Speak out!" Wen Jun looked at Gu Anran expectantly, hoping that he would also say what he was thinking, and then he would know how to solve the problems between the two.

"I'm oooooo" Encouraged by Wen Jun, Gu Anran moved his lips and uttered a word, but the voice was as soft as nothing, and he didn't say anything after that.

Wen Jun was a little disappointed, but still looked at Gu Anran affectionately, "Anran, speak out! Only when you speak up, I will know what you think in your heart, and I will know how to deal with our relationship!" Wen Jun Quickly encouraged, Gu Anran's eyes also began to change, as if a piece of ice was gradually melting, revealing the treasures inside, something Wen Jun had always wanted to know.

"Anran, you like me too, right?" Wen Jun said suddenly, seeing Gu Anran's silence, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Since you love me, you should tell everything. Otherwise, neither of us will be happy!"

As he said that, Wen Jun directly pulled Gu Anran's hand over, and slowly put it on his heart, "If you don't tell me, I won't know. Pain, do you feel it? It keeps beating for you, and it will often hurt because of you!"

Wen Jun's words directly stimulated Gu Anran, Gu Anran stared at his hand on Wen Jun's chest, felt the hot temperature and the beating frequency, as if the pain there also spread to his heart along with his palm, "No!"

Gu Anran hastily withdrew her hand, shaking her head constantly, denying something.

"I'm sorry!" Gu Anran stopped and looked at Wen Jun, who made him hurt.

It seems that when facing Gu Anran, Wen Jun's brain is flexible. He can understand what he said. Knowing that he is apologizing for what happened just now, Wen Jun deliberately stimulated him, not Gu Anran. He felt that he was He won't say what's in his heart, "Then you say what's in your heart, and I won't be in pain!"

"Really?" Gu Anran was still a little hesitant in his heart, he couldn't believe it, it would be better if he said it, he felt that after he said it, it should hurt even more!

"Yes, so say it! I want to hear it!" Wen Jun quietly held Gu Anran's hand, trying his best to warm him.

"I want to hear" came to Gu Anran's ears, breaking his last worries, and nodded.

Looking at Wen Jun seriously, the emotions in his eyes were fully exposed, what's more, the feelings inside, Wen Jun discovered that Gu Anran's affection for him was not shallow at all, but he was always suppressing it.

Doesn't he hurt?How uncomfortable should he feel for restraining himself and suppressing his feelings all the time?How did he hold on?

A series of questions popped into Wen Jun's head one by one, and he looked at Gu Anran with doubts and distress in his eyes, waiting for him to speak his mind.

"I like you!" Without any hesitation, Gu Anran uttered these words clearly and plainly, looking into Wen Jun's eyes, very serious, it really made Wen Jun's heart feel like it was going to fly It's like floating on the clouds.

But the sudden silence made him fall down suddenly, causing endless unknown panic and spreading in his heart.

Thinking about it, Wen Jun couldn't help being flustered, and drank a few glasses of wine before he dared to look at Gu Anran.

"But we are both men!" Gu Anran stated the fact calmly. When Wen Jun was excited to explain and defend, Gu Anran bet him again, "You will have your own family in the future, and we It's just the two of us together, you'll never have children of your own, that kind of family is incomplete!"

Next, Wen Jun wanted to say something, but he didn't have a chance to speak. Gu Anran would always speak before him.

Listening to Gu Anran's words, Wen Jun could only keep drinking himself, so that he could hold back his mouth with his own and kick out all his thoughts.

But he has to hold back, this is the chance he finally got, let Gu Anran speak out what is in his heart, he must wait until Gu Anran has finished speaking, first dispel his worries, and then punish him properly .

"Maybe we are in love now, but what about in the future? How will we two men live? Will your family accept it? They will definitely let you get married, have children, and even your grandson, next time Generation oooooo”

"These are things that the two of us cannot have together, and we are two men together. You know that in the current society, such things are still shady. We will have our own jobs in the future!"

"Aren't we going to work? Then how do we live?"

"I don't want us to suffer more in the future. If we don't start now, we won't have to separate in the future. At least we can still meet and see each other as friends!"

In the end, Gu Anran's face was exhausted. For him, it would take too much effort to express his innermost feelings. People have peeped into his heart, and now it is very difficult for him to tell all this by himself.

It was as if he had taken the initiative to withdraw his shell, exposing his heart to the air and in front of everyone's eyes. That feeling made him afraid, and he was afraid that if he was not careful, there would be an extra scar on it.

Anxiety occupied Gu Anran's heart, but he had already said it, so he didn't intend to hide anything, so he decided to tell everything.

"I hope you can live a good life, so I can feel at ease! I hope to see you have a complete family, and I don't want to let myself bother you anymore!" Gu Anran had a sincere look in his eyes, even a little smile, that is Sincerest hope.

In the next second, Gu Anran's eyes changed, as if the sky was still blue and white clouds just now, but now it was suddenly covered with dark clouds, gloomy and terrifying, "However, when I see you with others, my heart can't restrain It hurts so much that I lose my mind and want to take you back desperately, but I tell myself every time that you will have a better life, and I don't need to get involved, so I will at least feel better! I don't know how those people on TV smiled and blessed, but I will work hard, try to keep smiling, not to worry you, and fulfill your future!"

"No! It's not like that!" When Gu Anran finished speaking, Wen Jun couldn't wait to speak out, his heart couldn't restrain his excitement, and he wanted to refute Gu Anran's words.

"I just want to be with you in this life. I will not be happy with anyone except you! Do you want to watch me face other people's heartache every day?"

Wen Jun's words made Gu Anran's heart tremble, and he looked straight at him, not knowing what to say.

"Also, what are you going to do yourself? You keep talking about me, what about you? Have you ever thought about yourself?" Wen Jun looked into Gu Anran's eyes, not letting him escape, but Gu Anran was asked by him, unexpectedly speechless.

Lowering her head, Gu Anran's words were very weak, and it was impossible for people to believe her, "I have my own plans."

"What are your plans? You have no plans at all!" Wen Jun directly exposed Gu Anran's lie, "You just want to leave me alone, don't you?"