not to marry?why are you teasing me

"Are you awake?" Li Xiaoming rubbed Yang Haochen's hair, "Still pretending to be asleep?"

Yang Haochen didn't open his eyes, turned over and continued to sleep inside.

"Are you still angry, aren't you?" Li Xiaoming smiled. He wanted to press the whole person up, but saw the wound on Yang Haochen's arm, so he could only sigh helplessly, and pulled Yang Haochen into his arms, carefully Avoid Yang Haochen's wound.

Yang Haochen's eyelashes trembled, but before he opened his eyes, he burrowed into Li Xiaoming's arms, with a look of abandonment.

Yang Haochen is good at this, no matter how awkward he is, he will not deny his dependence on him.Just like at this moment, Li Xiaoming smiled and hugged him even tighter: "You are just a child."

With just such a sentence, Yang Haochen felt his nose start to feel sore again - my father doesn't treat me like a child anymore, only you treat me like a child, you say, how can I bear you?

The two of them didn't speak any more, they hugged each other in that posture, feeling each other's body temperature, the dusk light outside the window slowly faded away, but the hearts of the two were warm.

Really, in this world, there is no more warm harbor than the embrace of a loved one.

I don't know how long it took, until the darkness covered the whole room, Li Xiaoming moved and squeezed Yang Haochen's stomach: "Even if you want to sleep now, you have to eat something? Are you not hungry?"

"Not hungry." After all, Yang Haochen said the first sentence, and then grabbed Li Xiaoming's hand that was twitching on his stomach, "Don't take advantage of me."

However, Yang Haochen's words were soft and not threatening. From Li Xiaoming's ears, they sounded like a spoiled child, which tickled my heart.

Yang Haochen, I didn't mean it at first, how can you be worthy of your words if you say that and put it in your arms?Thinking of this, Li Xiaoming bent down and kissed Yang Haochen's lips.

"Hey, you... um..."

Yang Haochen's words were swallowed by the deepening kiss, and after that, it was a taste that was hard to refuse.

After a long time, Li Xiaoming finally let Yang Haochen go. Both of them were panting heavily. He gently wiped off the liquid from Yang Haochen's lips, and said in a rascal tone, "Well, this is called taking advantage, you know?"

"Old rascal!" Yang Haochen got up from Li Xiaoming's arms, glared at Li Xiaoming viciously, then stretched out his hand and pinched Li Xiaoming's face.

Li Xiaoming didn't stop him, so he let him pinch enough, and then held his hand: "Well, have you enjoyed yourself? Don't be awkward? Now it's time to settle my blame?"

"What account?" Yang Haochen turned his head away.

"I'm going missing without even calling me!" Li Xiaoming said in a grim tone, "Do you know how anxious I have been looking for you all day? Why are you so ruthless? No matter what, I have to call Me! Even if something happens, you shouldn’t hide alone, okay? Where did you put me?”

Hearing Li Xiaoming's words, some bad scenes began to flash back in his mind, and then the sense of grievance that had finally disappeared came back again. He suddenly felt that he was not worthy, and hurriedly left Li Xiaoming's embrace, pretending to be He looked up at the sky as if he didn't know anything: "Where to put it? Put it in the sky."

"Come here." Li Xiaoming looked at Yang Haochen, his tone this time was very peaceful, but Yang Haochen was not that stupid, this was definitely the prelude before the storm, but he was a little farther away from him.

"Your dad answered my phone, do you know?" Knowing Yang Haochen's little ostrich mentality, Li Xiaoming could only speak directly.

Sure enough, Yang Haochen's eyes changed, but he lowered his head: "Then why are you still looking for me?"

"If I don't look for you, who will I look for?" Li Xiaoming got up and walked closer to Yang Haochen, "Why, are you thinking that you really broke up with me?"

Yang Haochen shook his head: "Li Xiaoming, you don't understand, you don't understand at all, my dad already knew about us, and he..." He even used our feelings to do such a thing!It makes me feel ashamed to face you anymore... But the more this is the case, the more I still can't bear to part with you, and I can't bear to spurn myself...

"I know." Li Xiaoming walked up to Yang Haochen, his eyes were dark and gentle, "It's my fault for not facing it with you, but, Yang Haochen, I hope you can trust me, no matter when, no matter what happens, as long as You are willing to tell me that as long as you come to me, there is nothing that can't be solved, but don't leave quietly like this time, disappear, you know? I'm worried. What if I don't come What to do? Are you hiding here alone? Hiding in this small place? Do you know that I will feel sorry for you."

Yang Haochen didn't answer Li Xiaoming, and didn't even dare to look into those eyes, for fear that he would lose control of his emotions again - I know, I know, in this world, only you can find it, only you can find it... But , because I thought you would find me, so I have no courage, nothing to do, incompetent and cowardly, not cowardly like a man!Cowardly unlike himself!I didn't even know that I would be so dependent on a person, to such an extent...

"Yang Haochen!" Li Xiaoming grabbed him suddenly, so frightened that Yang Haochen subconsciously blocked his face.

Li Xiaoming: "..."

"Do you know you're wrong?" Li Xiaoming sighed, and his tone became more relaxed, "I didn't mean to hit you, come here and I'll show you my hands, and we'll talk about other things later."

"You really don't want to fight?" Yang Haochen blinked innocently and put his hand down.

"If you don't want to be beaten, you will be beaten on the bed." Li Xiaoming patted Yang Haochen's ass heavily, "Do you know what the only feeling I had when I saw you being hit by the surveillance camera? I should have tied you up." Let's see if you dare to ignore your own life like this on the bed! What do you think I will do if something happens to you?"

Yang Haochen was wrong this time, but then he retracted his hands behind his back: "How do you know? It's just a small injury."

"Small injury? The skin is broken!" Li Xiaoming pulled Yang Haochen's hand over, feeling helpless and distressed, "Come here, I'll disinfect and apply medicine for you."

"You still brought this thing?" Yang Haochen saw that Li Xiaoming took out some bottles, cans, bandages and so on from his schoolbag, his face was covered with black lines, and he shook his arm casually, "Look, it's really all right, you can look at it No more bloodshed."

"It doesn't hurt, does it?" Li Xiaoming grabbed Yang Haochen's hand and pointed at the wound, "Then what is this? Other people's blood?"

"It's okay...really," Yang Haochen felt a little guilty, "I just bleed a little, and I get bruised when I usually play ball. It looks serious, but it's actually okay."

"But, if you don't hurt me, I will." Li Xiaoming suddenly lowered his head and kissed Yang Haochen's arm.

Yang Haochen stopped talking suddenly, and obediently asked Li Xiaoming to clean his wound and apply medicine to bandage it.

"Why are you looking at me?" Finally, after the dressing was finished, Li Xiaoming couldn't help asking, Yang Haochen didn't say a word during the whole process, but kept looking at him.

"Have I said no, Fatty, you are really nice." Yang Haochen said, and then pinched Yang Haochen's face, his tone was rare and gentle.

"Well, don't be a bad guy." Li Xiaoming pointed to his face, "Give me a kiss."

"Keep an inch." Yang Haochen frowned a little, but lightly leaned over and kissed Li Xiaoming on the face, "But, just one."

The kiss was light, as gentle and delicate as a dragonfly's touch, and the feeling of touching the skin was very warm.

The whole room was already dark, and the atmosphere was just right at this moment. If it wasn't for a mouse that suddenly slipped past Yang Haochen's feet, something more romantic would have happened.

"Why are there still mice?" Yang Haochen leaned decisively towards Li Xiaoming, "Turn on the light."

"There is no electricity." Li Xiaoming waved his hand, and then pointed to the bed that Yang Haochen was lying on just now, "Actually, this is already a mouse's nest, maybe you slept with a mouse when you were sleeping in the afternoon? Why did you just sleep now?" react to?"

Yang Haochen suddenly felt hairy all over his body: "Then let's go, I'm going to take a bath."

"En." Li Xiaoming squeezed Yang Haochen's hand, and then led him out of the room. Before leaving, he deliberately pressed a certain key on the top of the door.

The same pitch-black staircase, the next step that you can't see, is exactly the same as last time, but this time Yang Haochen feels more at ease in his heart, he has an inexplicable feeling that holding the hands of the people around him is a lifetime of darkness , he can also go on.

The small streets outside are noisy, gray or bright white, uneven, messy enough and simple enough, all kinds of people coming and going, not clean enough, not neat enough, not elegant enough, but, This is life in general, walking in it like an ordinary person, Yang Haochen suddenly understood what Li Xiaoming said was the happiest time when he lived here.

"En," Yang Haochen scratched Li Xiaoming's palm, "Where are you taking me? Is this better than a hotel?"

"Don't even think about the hotel, a small hotel is not as good as my house." Li Xiaoming smiled, pointed to a small street in front of him and said, "I'll take you to eat first, I didn't go shopping last time, It’s just right this time, so I’ll take you around once.”

"There is also a snack street there? No, there is also a snack street in this place? Is it dirty?" Yang Haochen was a little disgusted, but the occasional growling in his stomach betrayed him.

"I knew you hadn't eaten all day." Li Xiaoming smiled, "Don't pick anything, Young Master Yang, I'll recommend some delicious ones for you."

"Actually, I'd rather eat what you cook..." Yang Haochen curled his lips and spoke in a low voice.

But Li Xiaoming still heard it, he stopped, and said to Yang Haochen very seriously: "I'm sorry, I can't give you a home for the time being, but you believe that we will have one soon, when that time comes, what do you want to eat?" , I can do it for you."

It's a very simple sentence, without any romantic rhetoric, but it couldn't be more pleasant to Yang Haochen's ears, and it couldn't be more exciting. No one understands himself better than him, and no one loves himself more than him... Really, Even if it is for him to give up everything, it seems to be worth it.

"Fatty, why don't we leave here? Go to a place where there are only the two of us." Yang Haochen held Li Xiaoming's hand tightly. He didn't know why he said such words, but he didn't know that other than saying The most impulsive thought to respond to what else he can say, the promise he cannot give, he can only be willing to use this kind of lie to deceive, deceive himself and him who loves, as if as long as he speaks, it will really come true, will have the courage to do it.

Li Xiaoming just smiled softly, didn't answer him, and then rubbed his hair.But Yang Haochen knew that Li Xiaoming understood all his thoughts, every look in his eyes, every word he said, so he chose to remain silent, and used this way to contain himself.

After all, Yang Haochen couldn't help crying, and then turned around secretly to wipe away the tears. He didn't want him to be cowardly when he saw the words, didn't want him to see his tears, and didn't want to admit...I would rather be that long man in front of someone. Not a big crybaby.

Li Xiaoming didn't ask Yang Haochen why he turned around suddenly, nor did he turn his head to face him. He leaned sideways, as if Yang Haochen was looking at him, and pointed to a noodle shop in front of him and said softly: "I grew up with that noodle shop." Just eat, delicious hand-rolled noodles, want to try it?"

Yang Haochen turned around, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, the small dimple on his face was faintly visible, and his beautiful eyes shone brightly under the light, like stars.

"En." He replied softly.