not to marry?why are you teasing me

At about three o'clock in the afternoon, Yang's mother finally woke up, and Yang Haochen was allowed to come in to see her.

"Mom," Yang Haochen didn't even dare to shake his mother's hand. Looking at her closely, she was even thinner and paler, and her sickly appearance was completely different from before. She had always been fine, so why did she suddenly relapse?

"Baby, why are you here? Didn't I tell your dad not to tell you?" Mother Yang's tone was very weak, but she felt distressed when she saw the tears in Yang Haochen's eyes. She wanted to reach out and touch her son's hand , Unfortunately, he couldn't even raise his hand, "Baby, don't cry, you are all college students, come here and let mom see."

Yang Haochen approached, but he cried even more under the words of Yang's mother. My mother, the mother who loved me the most, just lay on the hospital bed for a month, and I didn't know anything about it.

Yang's mother shook her head: "Don't cry, don't cry, look at you, you are dark and thin, but you are also handsome."

"Mom!" Yang Haochen wiped away tears suddenly, "We'll be transferred! We'll be transferred immediately! We'll go to the best hospital, you'll be fine, definitely..."

"Baby, don't get excited," Yang's mother sighed, "Do you know why I asked your father not to tell you? It's because of this, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept that you will waste your studies. I heard that it is very difficult for you to be admitted to Xincheng University. Happy, I hope my baby will be even better in the future, so that my mother can rest assured that my disease cannot be cured in the first place, and I have watched you grow and grow steadily in the past few years, I am already very happy, it is very good here, There is no need to waste that money, I know the current situation of our family..."

"No no no, mom, you must get better, you will get better," Yang Haochen shook his head desperately, his voice became low, but some words blurted out, "You said that you still want to watch me marry a wife and have children and start a family. You'll wait until that day..."

Mother Yang didn't speak any more, just looked at him lovingly, and slowly closed her eyes for a long time as if falling asleep.

Gently helping Yang's mother cover the quilt, Yang Haochen finally walked out of the ward, and then sat on the cold bench outside the hospital bed, watching the people in the glass window without saying a word for a long time, and then, his heart became cold and scared.

At around six o'clock in the evening, Yang Fu came back.

Yang Haochen didn't even recognize him at a glance, and it was only a few months ago. The man who was high-spirited in the mall at the beginning has completely changed. His gray hair looks like he has turned white, and his workman's clothes are dirty like He just came out of the construction site. In fact, Yang Fu did come back from the construction site. Apart from this, he couldn't think of any other work that could support him as a source of money every day.

Seeing Yang Haochen, Yang Fu's first reaction was surprise, then anger: "What are you doing here!"

"I came to see my mother." Yang Haochen stood up, already only taller than this man, and not even weak in momentum, "Dad, let me ask you, why did you transfer my mother to this place? This place Can it be cured?"

"What do you do instead of medical treatment?" Yang Fu sneered, "Do you think our family still has money to pay for your mother's professional treatment in a high-level hospital?"

"Then what about our family's money!" Yang Haochen questioned, "I remember that our family was not bankrupt when you fled the country, right? We owed hundreds of millions and didn't pay it back. If I didn't make a mistake, the money It’s enough for you and mom to live comfortably abroad, at least it won’t be enough for my mom’s medical expenses for a few days!”

"Crack!" Yang Fu slapped him with a slap, "What right do you have to ask me! Didn't you want to die with that man? Didn't you give up on me as a father? Will you still think of me and your mother? Then Our affairs have nothing to do with you! You don’t need to be in charge of life or death!”

"I don't care what you do! But she is my mother!" Yang Haochen bit his lips lightly, but his eyes were still stubborn. He didn't cry, and he couldn't cry, but he became more and more disappointed with this so-called father, " Even if she is your wife, you have no right to let her wait here to die!"

"Waiting to die?" Yang Fu smiled, "Even here, she has to pay hundreds of dollars a day! The money is paid by me, earned by me, is it you? If you hadn't chosen to tell you the so-called My boyfriend, are we going to be so poor? What kind of disease can’t be cured with that money! Yang Haochen, let me tell you, it’s all your fault that your mother has fallen to this point today! What right do you have to come here again!”

"Dad!" Yang Haochen called this, which should have been the most blood-related title in the world. It was an unbroken fetter in the blood, but he found that there was no more warmth. He gritted his teeth and looked at Yang Fu. It's looking at a stranger, "You're horrible."

"I'm scary?" Yang Fu looked at him and shook his head, "What's scary is this world! People don't do it for themselves, let alone everything I do is for this family! Am I wrong? I have given you the best all these years Growing up in the environment, so that you don't suffer a little bit, will you just say something like this in the end! If I can, I would rather not have your son!"

Yang Haochen clenched his palms tightly, but he didn't speak again. Yes, the conditions given to him by his family were so good that he was so proud and willful that he didn't understand anything, so good that he didn't know the cruelty piled up behind this family.

That night, Mama Yang was transferred to a professional tumor hospital in the city, using the only money left in Yang Haochen's own card, but he knew that the money was not enough for Mama Yang to live for a week, not to mention hiring a professional medical team to expedite the treatment. Even if he couldn't even afford the payment, Yang Haochen finally understood why Yang Fu transferred Mama Yang to a small hospital in the town.

The money Li Xiaoming called him wasn't too much, 50, enough to relieve urgent needs, but Yang Haochen felt reluctant to use it, no matter how much he owed, what would he have to pay it back?That relationship was so beautiful that it was unreal, but after the separation, the constant longing and the cruel reality were intertwined, and suddenly Yang Haochen began to face up to this fact - can it really last forever?He could betray his family for Li Xiaoming, but he couldn't watch his mother who had hurt him for so many years die in front of him for him.For the first time, Yang Haochen admitted his weakness and powerlessness. That kind of helplessness made him wish to go to Li Xiaoming to discuss it immediately, but he couldn't say anything.

In the evening, Li Xiaoming called on time.

"Are you still asleep?" Li Xiaoming asked tentatively.

Li Xiaoming's usual gentle voice made Yang Haochen feel calm, but at the same time, it made him feel even more sad. The thought of being separated from this person made his heart ache, he couldn't do without, he couldn't do without, such a person Man, how could he be willing to leave?

"Why don't you talk?" Li Xiaoming waited for a while and didn't hear Yang Haochen's answer, so he asked again, "Are you tired today? Is your mother feeling better? Rest early, don't worry about money, your mother is me Mom, I will find a way to solve it."

That's right, Li Xiaoming knew it all, why didn't he know it?Yang Haochen sighed, but he didn't want to wake up in his tenderness: "Well, I know, thank you."

"Fool, never say this between me and you, do you know that?" Li Xiaoming smiled softly, "Go to sleep, go to bed, I will sing you a song."

"...Darling, from now on, you will hold my hand. No matter how chaotic or busy the future is, I will always be by your side. There is nothing to be afraid of..."

A song "Stay with You" rang softly in his ears, Yang Haochen didn't speak any more, just put the phone next to his ear, and then leaned gently on the pillow until tears flowed from the corners of his eyes and wet the pillow towel.

Without calling to stop, Li Xiaoming kept singing until the other party's steady and regular breathing sounded, he finally stopped, and said softly to the phone: "Baby, good night."

At this moment, it was a sunny day in Li Xiaoming's place. He looked up at the sky, and it took him a long time to hang up the phone.

……

The next day, Yang Haochen applied for an expert team treatment plan for Yang's mother. The chemotherapy started, and the surgery was under planning. The deposit was the 50 that Li Xiaoming called him, and the later expenses could not be paid for the time being.

A week later, Yang Haochen returned to China.

At the airport, I saw Li Xiaoming's figure from a distance. He was outstanding and gentle, as if it had been a long time, and it seemed that he had just separated yesterday.

"I'm back!" Li Xiaoming gave Yang Haochen a big hug. In the noisy airport, there was no kiss or confession, but he whispered "Baby" softly in his ear.

It was rare for Yang Haochen not to refute, but tilted his head and said to him: "I want to eat buns."

Li Xiaoming patted his big schoolbag and smiled triumphantly: "That is, why is there no preparation for what my wife wants to eat?"

"You did it?" Yang Haochen was surprised, and then pretended to be angry, "Tell me honestly, which girl's family let you touch the kitchen?"

"Do you know that there is something called farmhouse music in this world?" Li Xiaoming blew into Yang Haochen's ear viciously, "As long as you want to eat, I can make it for you myself."

"Really?" Yang Haochen laughed, and then suddenly slapped Li Xiaoming's ass hard, "I want to eat you, can I eat it?"

Well, I finally laughed, still very evil, Li Xiaoming sighed inwardly, it's a pity that I can't eat it, but of course I want to take advantage of the verbal advantage, so I replied without thinking: "Yes, why not give it , I will do it for you."

The word "to do" in Li Xiaoming's words should not be too heavy.

Yang Haochen has already taken out the big meat buns in the lunch box and started to eat, the familiar feeling, the unfamiliar method, but the taste that only Li Xiaoming can make, the fragrance can dispel all the unhappiness and mold.

Then, Li Xiaoming heard Yang Haochen's vague answer: "Yes."

Li Xiaoming's eyes lit up in an instant, but he leaned over happily: "Yang Haochen, the wind is too strong, I didn't hear you clearly, can you say it again?"

Yang Haochen rolled his eyes at him, then raised his neck and pricked up his ears imitatively: "What? The wind is too strong, I didn't hear clearly!"

Li Xiaoming immediately said: "..."

Seeing Li Xiaoming's disappointed look, Yang Haochen shook his head, but suddenly approached him: "I said, you can do whatever you want."

Li Xiaoming raised his head, the sun was shining brightly today, but the smile on Yang Haochen's face seemed even brighter...and sincere.