Do You Remember My Name?

Haixiu clutched a stack of papers, her fingers trembling slightly.

There are still 10 minutes before the self-study is over, and he needs to hand out these papers during the break.

There are 28 people in this class, not counting himself, he only needs to send out 27 papers, which is not difficult.Time passed by, Haixiu's forehead was dripping with sweat, he said to himself, this is not difficult, it has been a month since he transferred to another school, and he has already memorized the names of several classmates, such as his deskmate Wang Peng, for example Song Jiajia, the school committee member sitting behind him, if they were removed, there were only 25 people left.

Haixiu's heart beat so fast that he could barely read. He wanted to go to the head teacher and tell her that he couldn't post.

But the head teacher must be very disappointed. The head teacher treats him so well, he can’t do this. Just like the head teacher said, try to communicate with others slowly, which is also a step in healing.

Yes Hae Soo is sick and socially impaired.

Also known as social phobia.

Of course, he wasn’t born like this. Although Haixiu was born shy and introverted, she still couldn’t communicate with others normally. The reason why Haixiu suffered from cold violence on campus for a whole year in junior high school was that she got this disease.

The cause was just a trivial matter. Haixiu, who had always been among the best in grades, painted the wrong answer sheet during an exam, resulting in his English score being only in the [-]s, which seriously dragged down his average grade in the class at that time.

It was a final exam, and the student's grades were related to many things, not to mention that Haixiu's class was a so-called "fast class". Li repeatedly emphasized that everyone's efforts in Haixiu were in vain this time, and he was the "sinner" of the class.

The result of hard work is one's own grades. The average grade of the class is only related to the teacher's salary and face, but the ignorant students can't think of this. Driven by the teacher's anger, everyone began to isolate Haixiu.

In the beginning, no one wanted to be at the same table with Haixiu, and no one wanted to talk to him. During free activities in physical education class, Haixiu always stood alone on the playground.

This kind of cold violence is often so groundless and illogical, but its lethality is always effective. In the end, everyone is afraid to avoid Haixiu's things, and his homework is thrown aside at will. Some students will deliberately avoid the water from the public drinking fountains in the next class when they pass by Haixiu's seat.

At the beginning of the period, Haixiu thought that this situation would pass soon. Later, he also wanted to tell his mother, but looking at the busy mother, he worried that she would be sad. The adolescent Haixiu was still a little hard to say about it. Very good at communicating with people.

The teacher's eyes and the classmates' isolation caused Haixiu's grades to plummet. In the next exam, Haixiu did not draw the wrong answer sheet, but his grades were more than 100 points lower than last time.

Hae-soo's teacher got even angrier.

At the class meeting, Haixiu’s teacher criticized Haixiu by name again, and her words were even harsher than last time. In the end, she even sarcastically said that Haixiu’s life was confused and messy because she followed a single mother.

Haixiu, who has always been docile and well-behaved, lifted her own stool and smashed it on the teacher's head that day.

Perhaps it was a blessing in disguise, Haixiu was demerited because of this, and was called a parent. Haixiu's mother finally knew that her son had endured cold violence on campus for a year.The strong woman quickly handled the school transfer procedures for her son, went to Teacher Haixiu's office before leaving, paid for the medical expenses, and greeted his whole family by the way.

After the transfer, Haixiu's life was a bit easier. Everyone was a little interested in this transfer student at the beginning, but after seeing that he was silent every day, they didn't care too much. Senior one and senior two.In the middle, Haixiu's mother took him to see a psychiatrist several times, and also underwent some treatment, but the effect was mediocre.

During the third year of high school, Haixiu’s mother was transferred to work. She was worried about leaving her child alone in her hometown. After much consideration, she ignored the dissuasion of others and brought Haixiu, who was already a senior in high school, to the city where she now works.

It has been a month since I transferred to the current class.

Haixiu's current homeroom teacher is a lady in her 40s. This person overturns Haixiu's understanding of the word "teacher" which is not so friendly to him.

The new class teacher is very strict and rarely smiles. Haixiu was very afraid of her at the beginning, but after learning about his situation, especially after reading the "contradict and beat the teacher" in his file, the class teacher has no heart. Being vigilant, he didn't contact Haixiu's former school to inquire about the situation, but called him to the office immediately and asked about his condition carefully.

Haixiu stumbled and described her situation. The new head teacher thought for a while and said, "I won't force you to accept everyone right away, but you need to try to face this world again after all. Oops, can you do me a favor?"

Haixiu felt the kindness of the new head teacher, and nodded slightly. The always strict head teacher smiled gently, and handed him a stack of papers: "Can you help me hand out yesterday's papers? Our class capacity is small. There are more than [-] people, I think you can do it, if there is someone you don't know...can you try to ask the classmates?"

Haixiu instinctively wanted to refuse, but he still agreed.

There are still 3 minutes until the end of get out of class. The first class is the mathematics class of the homeroom teacher. This paper is going to be taught in class. Haixiu clenches her fingers tightly. He bites his lip, as if the deadline is approaching.

The get out of class bell rang, and the class immediately became noisy. Haixiu took out a handkerchief and wiped his hands. His palms were a little sweaty. He was worried that his classmates' papers would be dirty.

Haixiu took a deep breath, got up, and distributed her own papers, those at the same table, and those at the back table first. Feeling a little relieved, Haixiu said silently, there are 25 more papers, only 25 papers...

Haixiu has a good memory, even better than ordinary people. He basically remembers the students who the teacher asked questions in class, and he also remembers the students who often pass by him. Fortunately, most of them left the classroom during recess, and Haixiu felt relieved. Many, twenty, eighteen, fifteen...

Haixiu suddenly felt that it was not that difficult. When the No.15 paper was handed out, the female classmate who was handed out said thank you to him before she raised her head. Haixiu was very nervous at the time, but he didn't delay long, so she followed up. "It's okay." Although the voice was very low, and although the other party might not have heard it, Haixiu felt... This feeling of normal communication with classmates is very good.

Haixiu felt much more relaxed, twelve, seven, five...

The corners of Haixiu's mouth twitched slightly, and he felt a long-lost sense of accomplishment.

Haixiu stood in the back row of the classroom, looked at the two papers in her hand, and suddenly became nervous again.

He didn't know whose the remaining two papers belonged to.

Haixiu clearly remembers the order in which she handed out the papers. Now only the bottom row in the middle and the second row by the window are not handed out, but who are they?One of the two seats is sleeping, the other is not there, and there is no homework book with his name on the desk, do you want... to ask?

Haixiu shook her head violently in her heart, the two boys were tall, he...he subconsciously didn't want to get close.

The class bell rang, Haixiu woke up like a dream, bit her lip, and handed out the two papers intuitively. He was worried that he would be stopped, worried that he would be laughed at if he couldn't speak clearly, so he quickly returned to his seat.

The head teacher stepped on the class bell and entered the classroom. She glanced around, looked at Haixiu, and saw that his cheeks were slightly flushed, and his eyes were a little excited.The head teacher smiled inwardly and gave Haixiu a look of approval, then put on a straight face, asked a few words about the discipline during the self-study last night as usual, and began to talk about the paper.

Haixiu felt the teacher's affirmation, and felt much happier. He didn't dare to look back, but no one raised any objections for a long time. It should be... guessed right?

Fortunately, Haixiu lowered her head and listened at ease.

Feng Fei sat lazily in the second-to-last row of the classroom by the window, rubbed his eyes, picked up the paper, frowned and said, "This... what bird word?!"

Feng Fei looked at the paper full of crosses on his desk with a horrible expression on his face. He turned his head to look at the owner of the last row of papers, and sneered at his deskmate: "He Hao's bad writing, I didn't even notice that. It's my papers..." Feng Fei folded the papers a few times and threw them on He Hao's head in the back row. He Hao was deserting and was taken aback. When he saw it, he looked up in shame and indignation, and looked up at him mockingly. Feng Fei grimaced and threw Feng Fei's paper back. Feng Fei took it with one hand, turned to his deskmate and said, "Who handed out the paper just now?"

The deskmate said blankly, "Yes...ah, that newcomer is called Haixiu."

Feng Fei raised his eyebrows: "Ask him after class, do I look like that idiot He Hao..."