four year itch

"Xu Ruibai, let me go." Ye Jia refused, trying to escape from Xu Ruibai's arms, but Xu Ruibai's strength was too great, even if he exhausted all his strength, he couldn't break free from Xu Ruibai's restraint.

Xu Ruibai's voice was helpless and gentle, "Be good and don't make trouble."

Why do you keep struggling when you know it's meaningless?

Xu Ruibai seemed to see his past self.

Ye Jia actually stopped struggling, Xu Ruibai's tone reminded him of their first meeting, Xu Ruibai also said to him in the same tone, "Don't look."

They obviously had very good memories, and Xu Ruibai obviously treated him so tenderly, he even once thought that Xu Ruibai and himself had similar souls.But everything seemed to have changed from the moment he arrived in G City.

Is it because he is too greedy?Is it because he is not satisfied with that distance, is it because he approached Xu Ruibai without authorization?

Perhaps, Xu Ruibai has told himself from the very beginning that if you love too much, you will lose your romance.

Ye Jia's eyes were a little hot, he said, "Rui Bai, why did we become like this?"

Xu Ruibai didn't answer, but buried his face in Ye Jia's neck, no one could see his expression at the moment.

He also wondered why they were the way they were.Ye Jiaming was once his hope rekindled after he failed to escape. He once had so many expectations for Ye Jia, but why all he got was still disappointment in the end.

Why do people never find a modest love?Either love too much or not enough.Love is so abstract that no yardstick can measure it.They groped in love, looking for the measure they thought was appropriate, but in the end they hurt others and themselves.

Ye Jia's voice was a little choked up, "Rui Bai, why can't we get together and part ways?"

"You came to look for me, Ye Jia." Xu Ruibai said vaguely.

The first time we met, when I came to work in G City, including this time.

"Rui Bai, you can't... be unreasonable." Ye Jia said forcefully.

Xu Ruibai laughed softly, and landed a cold kiss on Ye Jia's glands, and then gently stroked it with his lips. The newly grown stubble was a little prickly, and Ye Jia couldn't help stretching his neck forward, but his neck seemed even more slender .He heard Xu Ruibai's deep voice coming from behind, like the whisper of a devil,

"I've never, ever bitten here."

As soon as the words fell, there was a tingling pain, and there was a continuous injection of heat from the back of the neck, and the smell of cedar gradually filled the entire nasal cavity.

Xu Ruibai was marking him.

He once hoped so much that Xu Ruibai could mark him, but he never got it once. When he was discouraged and determined to leave, Xu Ruibai was marking him.Why is it when I have no expectations for you?

Questions destined to be unanswered circled in his mind, and as his consciousness gradually lost consciousness, he wanted to push Xu Ruibai away, but he didn't even have the strength to resist.The smell of pheromone in the air was too strong, which made Ye Jia's eyes dry. He couldn't help closing his eyes, but the pain didn't weaken, but became clearer.

It turns out that being temporarily marked can be so painful.

It hurts so much, it hurts more than taking inhibitors, it hurts so much that he can't help crying.

Xu Ruibai picked up Ye Jia, who was sleeping unconscious in his arms, and gently placed him on his bed. In the dark, he traced his outline with his fingers, then bent down and kissed the corner of his lips.

As a result, in the end, he had to be kept in this way.

Fortunately, he was left behind.

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The dream was pitch black, and he seemed to have fallen into a bottomless abyss. The weightlessness of the fall made him eager to grab something, but he found that the surroundings were empty. He opened his mouth to ask for help, but found that he couldn't get out. At any signal, Ye Jia woke up suddenly, and fell into those deep eyes in the next second.

The originally calm eyes suddenly moved slightly. The clear moonlight cast a layer of brilliance on Xu Ruibai Qi Qiduo through the curtain, and the dim light at the head of the bed softened the alienation and indifference of the moon, making his entire outline blurry. They all became gentle, and even the smell of rosemary in the air seemed to become clearly visible when their eyes met.

Ye Jia didn't know why he suddenly settled down, the clear feeling of falling seemed to be left in a dream at the moment.

Xu Ruibai closed the book in his hand, and asked softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"

—Why didn't he give me a hug?

Ye Jia was taken aback by the thought that suddenly popped up in his mind, as if his consciousness had not been pulled back from the edge, he stared at Xu Ruibai with wide eyes.

"You were shouting just now, save me." Xu Ruibai smiled.

Ye Jia didn't answer, but Xu Ruibai still looked concerned, "Are you hungry? You slept all day."

Ye Jia shook his head.

"I warmed the milk for you."

From the corner of Ye Jia's eyes, he glanced at the head of the bed, the glass of milk was still misty, it should have just been warmed up, but he just turned his face away without saying a word.

Xu Ruibai did not give up, "Drink a little before going to bed, you haven't eaten all day."

Ye Jia frowned, and simply closed his eyes.

The room was quiet for a few seconds, and the sound of chairs rubbing against the carpet could be heard. Ye Jia felt himself covered by shadows, and the smell of cedar approached slowly, but before he could open his eyes, his jaw was grabbed.There were two soft lips, and the warm milk filled the mouth instantly through the touching teeth. Realizing what Xu Ruibai was doing, he shook his head desperately to resist, the white liquid kept leaking from the corner of his mouth, which wet the pillow , Even the collar was wet, but in the end I was forced to swallow most of it.

Mixed with the sticky milk, Xu Ruibai pressed the tip of his tongue against his upper jaw, then bit his lower lip lightly, then left his lips, smiling at him an inch away from him.

Ye Jia's eyes were red, her hair was disheveled, and her chest heaved violently due to the kiss just now. She was quite embarrassed for a while, but she wanted to look at him with resentful eyes, as if this could help him recover from the insult just now. residual self-esteem.

Xu Ruibai hooked the corners of his mouth, and slowly wiped the milk stains on Ye Jia's mouth with his thumb, looked down at the stains on his clothes, and said softly, "It's dirty."

When Xu Ruibai let go of him, Ye Jia felt a sense of loss for some reason, and the great anxiety made him stretch out his hand the moment Xu Ruibai turned around.Ye Jia watched in shock as he took Xu Ruibai's hand, as if he had touched a scorching fire, he quickly retracted, lowered his head and stared at the milk splashed on the quilt.

Xu Ruibai was not surprised, but rather satisfied with his actions, even his tone was tinged with a smile, he said, "Don't worry, I'm just going to the bathroom to put some hot water for you."

The sound of water came from the bathroom, Ye Jia hugged her knees helplessly, buried her face in the quilt, her shoulders trembled uncontrollably, as if she hadn't recovered from the shock just now.

"Click." The sound of the bathroom door being opened made Ye Jia's heart tremble.

"Come in." Xu Ruibai stood at the door.

Ye Jia didn't move, but looked up at him.

Xu Ruibai looked at him for a while, didn't speak, didn't force himself, just looked at him quietly.

Suddenly, as if condescending, he walked towards the bed and said, "I'll help you."

Just when Xu Ruibai bent down and was about to touch him, Ye Jia lifted the quilt from the other side and walked silently to the bathroom, Xu Ruibai followed closely behind.

Ye Jia tightly held the doorknob, pressed his shoulder against the door firmly, and wanted to block Xu Ruibai from the door, but the difference in strength was too great, and the other party pushed the door open with only a little force, and the repulsive force made Ye Jia Jia was caught off guard and staggered a few steps back, and hurriedly supported the sink beside him, and managed to stabilize his figure.

"Xu Ruibai, what do you want!" Ye Jia shouted.

Xu Ruibai didn't answer, he took a step forward and grabbed his wrist, locked him behind him, and pushed him heavily against the sink.One hand squeezed his chin, forcing him to look at himself in the mirror. Only then did Ye Jia realize that there was no emotion or brilliance in those beautiful eyes. wilderness.

Xu Ruibai covered his eyes with his hands.

After losing vision, other senses become more acute.

"Tick, tick."

Water dripped drop by drop into the tub from the never-tightened faucet.

The smell of roses collided with the heat in the bathroom until it enveloped him completely.

The glands at the back of the neck felt soreness and numbness, it was Xu Ruibai who was biting the unhealed wound gently with his teeth.

He felt that his body was swollen and hot, and the blood was clamoring as if it wanted to burst the tiny flowing blood vessels bit by bit. They rubbed against each other, creating a fine and dense pleasure at the wet and soft edges.

how so?How could he become messed up just because of kissing, he clearly loathed Xu Ruibai's approach every time in his heart, but his body couldn't help yearning for Xu Ruibai's touch, this shameful feeling pervaded his whole body.

"Hiss—" The pain caused Ye Jia to frown unbearably, his neck felt icy cold, followed by a faint smell of rust, mixed with the smell of roses, a floating sweet smell, like It is the warmest petals in the center of the flower.

Xu Ruibai carried him to the sink.

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Xu Ruibai turned his face so that he and himself in the mirror looked at each other. The person in the mirror was tugged violently, his clothes were crumpled and hung on his body, a large piece of skin was exposed on his chest, and he looked even paler under the light of the bathroom.The red eyes were covered with an ambiguous mist due to the heat, the wet eyelashes kept trembling, the lips looked abnormally red from the entanglement just now, there was suspicious water at the corner of the mouth, and the chin was left by struggling. There were two red marks, and the milky white liquid that had dried up remained on the hair, which should be the milk that hadn't been wiped off just now.

It's completely the appearance of being bullied by others.

The scorching voice came to his ears with his breath, and he said, "Ye Jia, look at you, how dirty you are."

The absurdity of being played with several times made Ye Jia completely lose his mind, let out a scream, he closed his eyes, tears of shame slipped from the corners of his eyes.