four year itch

Ye Jia opened the door, and the smell of smoke that hadn't completely dissipated also came out. The smell wasn't too weak, so Shen Qingchuan could smell it naturally.Ye Jia showed embarrassment, being caught smoking in someone else's house without the owner's consent sounds very embarrassing, "Doctor Shen, why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Well, I came out to pour a glass of water and saw that there is still a light in your room. Are you preparing for class?" Shen Qingchuan didn't ask about the source of the smell of smoke, and even thoughtfully found a good reason for Ye Jia. He understands the sense of proportion between people. , I understand that some things are like "smoking is harmful to health" engraved on the cigarette pack, knowing it will not help.

"No, I fell asleep right away after playing with my phone for a while." Ye Jia whispered.

Shen Qingchuan looked at Wu Qing in front of his eyes, and didn't expose his lie: "Yeah. I forgot to tell you, I asked you for three days off, and your principal said you should be terrified, rest assured to rest at home for a few days God, your students will temporarily ask other teachers to help you."

Thinking of the principal who always smiled kindly and took extra care of him, Ye Jia felt a little guilty. Such a self must have caused a lot of trouble to the institution.

Obviously, bad things always happen, but good people are encountered.

"Well, thank you, Dr. Shen."

"Xiaojia..." Shen Qingchuan hesitated and paused, he seemed to have something to say, Ye Jia looked into his eyes and waited for his next words, but Shen Qingchuan was silent for a few seconds, finally smiled and said, " rest early."

Ye Jia nodded obediently, and Shen Qingchuan was about to turn around and leave.

"Doctor Shen." Ye Jia stopped him, sensing that the other party had something to say, so he should let the other party speak without any scruples: "Do you have anything to tell me?"

With his back turned to Ye Jia, Shen Qingchuan sighed softly, as if he had struggled for a long time and finally made up his mind: "Xiao Jia, in fact, the Alpha mark can slow down the side effects of drugs, and can also help you stabilize your emotions."

Ye Jia understood Shen Qingchuan's meaning, the eradicated mark should have faded all those pains and humiliations into vague memories with his own strength in a long time.However, the doctor completely denied this choice with a thin medical certificate. Obviously, he is not that strong yet.

Well, let new people make new marks.Sometimes a fresh start may be more useful than time.

Seeing that Ye Jia didn't speak, Shen Qingchuan became even more uneasy, and even his tone became hasty: "Xiao Jia, I know it's not appropriate for me to say this, but I hope you can trust me, I won't be a jerk To take advantage of others at this time. I just... hope you get better soon."

Ye Jia looked at Shen Qingchuan who was hastily explaining, and felt even more uncomfortable.Even if he really wants to get something from himself, then Ye Jia should be grateful for Dade's offering.Shen Qingchuan paid too much for himself, gambled his future and his reputation, but he didn't even think about asking for anything in return. It was his kindness and forgiveness engraved in his bones that made him save himself time and time again. among.

How can he be liked by such a good person?

How could he make the other party worry about him again?

Ye Jia hated the word "love" for the first time, it was unreasonable and uncontrollable.He is like a beast curled up in the dark alley of "love", looking for the exit thousands of times, bleeding his head thousands of times, and regrouping thousands of times.

Ye Jia raised a smiling face: "Qing Chuan, can I call you that?"

Shen Qingchuan was a little dazed, as if he hadn't gotten used to such an intimate address for a while, but soon he regained his composure, and nodded with a smile.

"Qingchuan." As if to get him used to it, Ye Jia called him again, with a little shyness, he said, "What do you want to eat tomorrow morning? I'll make it for you."

Shen Qingchuan's brows softened even more, he knew that Ye Jia was using his own way to open himself clumsily, letting him approach.

"It's all right, but I have to go out at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." He said softly.

"Okay. Then you go to bed early, I'll go to bed first."

Ye Jia turned off the light so that Shen Qingchuan thought he had fallen asleep, and then soaked himself in the darkness. He felt that the whole room was airtight and he couldn't breathe.This feeling is very similar to daytime, the sudden panic, as if the air in his lungs has been sucked dry, making him want to use roars to break this dull depression, to break this desolate night.

He struggled to open the window, the moonlight was bright outside the window, the moonlight climbed over the window sill, and fell on his arm, the secret fragrance of flowers scattered in the air and melted into the night.

Only in this way did Ye Jia feel a little bit alive.

Ye Jia didn't close his eyes all night, and when the sky turned white, he quietly entered the kitchen and prepared breakfast for Shen Qingchuan. This was the only thing he could think of to do for Shen Qingchuan at this stage.

When Shen Qingchuan woke up together, he was relieved of his drowsiness by the fragrance of rice all over the room. He couldn't help but approached the kitchen, sniffed, and asked, "It smells so good, what did you do?"

"I made some porridge, you can eat it after you wash up." Ye Jia took out the bowls and chopsticks and walked out of the kitchen with a smile. The sunshine in the room dispelled the haze of the whole night.

The curtains moved slightly, and Shen Qingchuan realized that the windows of the whole room were all wide open: "Why did you open all the windows?"

Ye Jia lowered his eyelashes, carefully arranged the chopsticks in front of him, and replied casually: "It's ventilated, the room is a bit stuffy."

After breakfast, Shen Qingchuan's heavy mood eased a lot, Ye Jia was very cheerful during this period, and even made a few innocuous jokes with himself.

"Xiao Jia, then I'll be leaving first. Call me directly if you have anything to do." Shen Qingchuan put on his shoes, turned around and bid farewell to Ye Jia.

"Alright, be careful on the road." Ye Jia stood behind him, obediently watching him open the door.

As soon as the door was opened, a withered red rose fell from the doorknob. Shen Qingchuan picked it up suspiciously, leaned out and looked around the corridor, and found that there was no one there: "Who put the withered rose Throw it here?"

Ye Jia almost subconsciously decided that it was Xu Ruibai who gave it to him, and he couldn't tell where this intuition came from, maybe it was Chen Di's sentence "run away from Xu's house" yesterday, or maybe it was Xu Ruibai's past. The bouquet of flowers that I send myself every morning.Anyway, he thought of Xu Ruibai.

He could even imagine how Xu Ruibai put the rose on the door with his slender fingers with a cold smile on his face.

The blood all over his body surged up at this moment, the carefully disguised smile was almost broken, and he could feel the trembling from his fingers.

He exhausted all his strength to suppress the turbulent waves in his body, and said in a calm voice: "Throw it away when it dries up, it may be some kind of kid's prank."

"This brat got up early enough." Shen Qingchuan said to himself, and threw the flowers into the trash can beside the elevator.

There were a few petals that had lost their moisture and became scorched and curled, pitifully falling on the pale tiles of the corridor, like red stains that couldn't be wiped clean.