four year itch

Ye Jia looked at him quietly, and suddenly felt that it was not so important to explain anything.Or, to Xu Ruibai, those things have never been important.

He lowered his head, thought for a long time, and finally said softly: "I want to come and see you."

When he raised his head again, there was already a smile on Ye Jia's pale face, and there was some pleading in his gaze towards Xu Ruibai, and he asked, "Is there anything I can do?"

He just hoped that Xu Ruibai would not look down on him so nakedly, even a little hypocrisy is good.

Xu Ruibai walked up to Ye Jia, with a strong smell of alcohol on his body, and lightly blew a smoke ring on his face, Ye Jia was so choked that he turned his face away.

In the eyes that were fascinated by the cigarette, Ye Jia saw Xu Ruibai seemed to be smiling.

Xu Ruibai swept him lightly, walked past him, and said, "Take out the trash."

Ye Jia's face was gloomy, and she said hello in a low voice with her back turned to him.

Xu Ruibai threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, and then slowly sat down on the sofa: "That little painter is the third newcomer award winner of W Club this year, right?"

"Yes."

"Things that are easily obtained are also easy to lose." Xu Ruibai said lightly that could change the trajectory of a person's entire life.

"What do you want to do?" Ye Jia turned around in surprise.

"Are you very proud?" Xu Ruibai changed the subject, as if he wanted to see through him.

Ye Jia didn't speak, and looked at him with bated breath. At this time, the people on the carpet were also awakened by the movement. They opened their eyes to see the anxious atmosphere, and wisely chose to pretend to be asleep.

"How does it feel to be surrounded by Alpha? Aren't you Omegas like this, you can do it anytime, anywhere."

Even the beta boy who pretended to be sleeping couldn't help frowning when he said this. Xu Ruibai has always presented a gentle and refined image. Although some marketing accounts say that others set up too much, there is no fireworks, but marketing accounts exist like this , even the most perfect people have to withstand their faultfinding.Moreover, in this era, everyone lives with a persona, let alone a public figure like Xu Ruibai.

It's just that Xu Ruibai seemed to be a bit mean to this Omega whose name he didn't know, and the words he said were too harsh. If it was him, he might have slapped him and slammed the door away.

He secretly narrowed his eyes and looked at the two of them.

Ye Jia forbearance closed his eyes, he suddenly didn't know Xu Ruibai, the person surrounded by the naked Beta was obviously him, yet he was still so arrogant and self righteous to condemn himself.

He knew that if he wanted to enjoy Xu Ruibai's tenderness, he had to endure Xu Ruibai's indifference, he told himself in his heart that he was here to make peace, and he couldn't drag Chen Lang into trouble: "Don't hold back, they have nothing special to do with me. "

"Are you pleading for that little artist?" Xu Ruibai's tone became colder.

"I don't, I just don't want to be misunderstood by you, and I don't want to involve irrelevant people."

"You don't want to involve him?"

"Correct."

Xu Ruibai scanned Ye Jia from beginning to end with his eyes, and said coldly, "Then take it off."

"Ruibai." Ye Jia looked at the person pretending to be asleep on the carpet, and his tone was half surprised and half pleading.

Xu Ruibai frowned: "Aren't you begging me?"

As he said that, Xu Ruibai kicked the person next to him, and the kicked Beta boy opened his eyes, pretending to be sleepy.Xu Ruibai condescendingly hooked his fingers at him, the child obediently knelt down on Xu Ruibai's lap, Xu Ruibai pinched his chin, kissed him, and kissed him so hard that he couldn't part it.

Xu Ruibai let go of the boy, looked at Ye Jia and said, "Have you learned it?"

Ye Jia's eyes were gloomy, he didn't leave, he didn't move forward, he just stared blankly at the two entangled in front of him.He is like a patient who is using systematic desensitization therapy, and he wants to force himself to accept the fact that Xu Ruibai is kissing someone else.

He remembered the first time he saw such a scene, it was also here:

He thought that Xu Ruibai was not at home, so he pressed the password to open the door without authorization.

The living room was surrounded by dim and ambiguous lights, and Ye Jia's unknown symphony was playing on the stereo, soothing and gentle.Xu Ruibai was sitting on the sofa in a suit and leather shoes, holding a glass of red wine in his hand.He held the handle of the cup with his fingertips, and shook it gently with the beat of the music, with an imperceptible smile on his lips, as if he was intoxicated in this wonderful night.

Just looking down, Xu Ruibai's suit trouser chain was open, and the right hand that usually held the paintbrush was pressing hard on the back of the boy's head at this moment.In the corner blocked by the sofa, there is another blindfolded boy kneeling【】

Hearing the sound, Xu Ruibai slightly opened his closed eyes, and silently glanced at him, his dark pupils were full of lust, and Alpha's strong pheromone made his whole body want to move.

Ye Jia will never forget how he ran away that day, and how he spent the sudden estrus period alone in the room in a mess.

Afterwards, Xu Ruibai just said lightly: Remember to knock on the door next time.

You have to get used to this kind of thing, Ye Jia thought.

Xu Ruibai got an unknown fire in his heart, he got up and stood up, the person on his lap was caught off guard and fell on the carpet.Xu Ruibai pretended he didn't see it, walked straight in front of Ye Jia, grabbed his neck, forced him to look at him, and asked in a cold voice with no expression on his face: "I'm asking you, have you learned it yet?"

Ye Jia didn't answer, looking at him with a pool of stagnant water.

He gritted his teeth in his heart, as long as he could endure it.As long as you endure this second, it will be fine.

Xu Ruibai didn't let this unbearable silence last for too long, he pinched Ye Jia's neck and kissed him. Ye Jia opened his mouth obediently, letting Xu Ruibai's tongue sweep across his palate, but such obedience did not bring him Xu Ruibai's tenderness, but the strength of his neck tightening.

"Ruibai..." Ye Jia squeezed his palm hard, gasping for breath, "I... I... can't breathe."

Ye Jia felt that at this moment Xu Ruibai might really want to strangle him to death.

His eyes were flushed, physiological tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and he looked at the person in front of him sadly, all the softest tenderness in Xu Ruibai's heart aroused him.

He felt irritated.

Why does he seem to have no way to solve these irritability?

Xu Ruibai let go of his hand, and Ye Jia half-kneeled on the ground and coughed, the blood in his head made him unable to hear the sounds of the outside world clearly, and he heard Xu Ruibai say in a blur: "Ye Jia, don't let me down again."

—Disappointment, why is it disappointment?

——When did he have different expectations of me?

—He hasn't given up on me yet.

Of course Ye Jia knew that this was cheap, he was well aware of Xu Ruibai's vanity and hypocrisy, and he tried hard to restrain his emotions and put himself in a proper position.As long as you don't move forward, you will never get hurt, and he knows this truth well.

But he failed, he loves this man, loves his extraordinary talent, loves his decent detachment, and even loves his false tenderness.

But people's feelings are so delicate, you think you have made up your mind and are ready to be hurt, but that indescribable tiredness will still sweep in the darkness until it swallows all your emotions.

Can he really hold on to such a relationship?