cure that paranoid heartthrob

Gu Xuzhou sent Cen Shuo home.

After venting, Cen Shuo had already calmed down, but it was a little too calm.

After returning, Cen Shuo didn't say a word, just sat on the sofa with his head down.

Gu Xuzhou was very distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only use companionship instead of words.

The two sat quietly on the sofa, Cen Shuo was immersed in his own emotions, unable to feel the passage of time, until Gu Xuzhou touched his arm, he woke up as if from a dream, his eyes refocused, he Looking at Gu Xuzhou, he said softly, "Aren't you going back?"

Gu Xuzhou poured a glass of water for Cen Shuo and said, "I want to stay with you."

Cen Shuo hummed, glanced at the clock on the wall, and said, "It's getting late, go to bed first, and spend the night in my bed."

Gu Xuzhou looked at Cen Shuo: "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Cen Shuo shook his head: "I can't sleep."

"Then I won't sleep either." Gu Xuzhou said, "I will always be with you."

Cen Shuo raised his eyes, and his deep eyes fell on Gu Xuzhou's face. He didn't catch a trace of disgust and disgust from Gu Xuzhou's face.

"Why did you stay with me?" Cen Shuo said.

"There is no reason, if what happened to me today, you would do the same thing." Gu Xuzhou said.

Cen Shuo's eyes darkened, "Aren't you afraid?"

Gu Xuzhou was taken aback: "Afraid?"

Cen Shuo said softly, "Aren't you afraid when you see me just now?"

Gu Xuzhou nodded without hesitation, "Not afraid."

"why?"

"No matter what you look like, you are Cen Shuo." Gu Xuzhou hooked the corners of his lips, "It's the Cen Shuo who wipes my hair when I get wet in the rain, the Cen Shuo who gets nervous when I get hurt, the Cen Shuo who Cen Shuo who will accompany me to mess around, how can such a Cen Shuo scare me?"

Gu Xuzhou's smile almost burned Cen Shuo's eyes.

Cen Shuo murmured softly: "Why am I so bad, so bad..."

If he wasn't stuck in a deep quagmire, if he wasn't dark and paranoid, even if he was just a mediocre ordinary person, he would dare to hope to hold the light named Gu Xuzhou.

Cen Shuo's voice was too low for Gu Xuzhou to hear clearly: "What did you just say?"

Cen Shuo suddenly withdrew his gaze: "It's nothing."

Gu Xuzhou asked cautiously: "Are you feeling better?"

Cen Shuo saw Gu Xuzhou's worried face, and his heart was warmed up after being immersed in the black water: "It's better."

Cen Shuo's face was calm, all his emotions were hidden, Gu Xuzhou couldn't see through him, so he could only ask tentatively: "Are you sleepy, why don't you rest earlier."

Cen Shuo nodded.

Gu Xuzhou went to the cabinet to get the quilt he sent, in order to adjust the atmosphere, he half-jokingly said: "I said this quilt might be used in the future, look, I will use it today."

Cen Shuo took the quilt from him and spread it on the floor, "You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the floor."

Gu Xuzhou was unhappy: "How can I let you sleep on the floor!"

Cen Shuo raised his head and patted Gu Xuzhou's head, and said softly, "Be good and be obedient."

Gu Xuzhou froze for a moment, and was suddenly pulled by Cen Shuo to sit on the bed.

In fact, neither of them felt sleepy at all. They lay down with their clothes on and looked at the ceiling silently.

After a second or two, Gu Xuzhou sat up and said, "I'm going to turn off the lights."

After finishing speaking, he was about to get out of bed, Cen Shuo pressed his shoulder: "Don't move, I'll go."

Gu Xuzhou nodded, and lay down again.

After the light was turned off, the room was dark, only the faint moonlight shining into the room through the gauze curtain.

Gu Xuzhou turned to face Cen Shuo, but his eyes hadn't adapted to the darkness yet, he couldn't see anything: "Cen Shuo, do you want to..."

He didn't know what to say.

Cen Shuo asked, "Do you want anything?"

Gu Xuzhou knew it was a bit abrupt to speak now, but he really didn't want Cen Shuo to stay in such an environment, so he bit the bullet and said, "Do you...do you want to live on campus?"

Cen Shuo was silent for a few seconds, and said, "There are two people living on campus, I am not suitable to live with other people."

"Then what if you live with me?" Gu Xuzhou said cheekily, "I have very few problems. I don't snore or grind my teeth when I sleep. If you want to be quiet, I can just say nothing. I'm really a A very good roommate...do you want to think about me?"

Cen Shuo looked at Gu Xuzhou's hazy side face in the dark, and said in a low voice, "You don't need to live on campus. You will be picked up after school, and living at home is more comfortable. You don't have to choose to live on campus just to accommodate me..."

Gu Xuzhou made up a reason casually, and said, "It's not to accommodate you, it's me...I don't get enough sleep every morning, and I can sleep more when I live in school."

Cen Shuo paused and asked, "Have you really considered it?"

Seeing Cen Shuo's attitude loosen, Gu Xuzhou's voice raised a bit: "I've thought about it, as long as you decide, I'll apply tomorrow!"

"Yeah." Cen Shuo was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly asked: "Isn't it just a coincidence that we met for the first time?"

Gu Xuzhou: "..."

He froze for a moment, cold sweat was about to flow down. Fortunately, the darkness covered his flustered expression. He coughed and forced himself to calm down, "What do you mean by that? Why didn't I understand?"

Cen Shuo's voice was calm: "You are the young master of the Gu family, how could you go to such a dilapidated and remote place alone, and that day happened to be my mother's death day, and you brought her favorite Jasmine with you."

Gu Xuzhou didn't expect Cen Shuo to be so insightful, and he explained in a panic: "I didn't know that it was your mother's death day, and I didn't know that your mother's favorite flower was jasmine. It was purely a coincidence. I went to the flower market that day Buying Jasmine, I accidentally lost my way, and I happened to meet you... The two of us are really destined."

Gu Xuzhou laughed embarrassingly twice, then closed his mouth in pain.

He shook his head now, and he could definitely hear the sound of water in his head.

Cen Shuo simply didn't intend to continue asking, but just said: "So that's the case, I was thinking too much."

Gu Xuzhou opened his eyes wide to look at Cen Shuo, but the room was too dark, he could only see a vague outline, and could not see Cen Shuo's expression clearly.

He could only comfort himself that Cen Shuo believed his words.

Gu Xuzhou turned over and faced the ceiling.

Cen Shuo said, "It's getting late, go to bed quickly."

Gu Xuzhou responded, he thought he would not fall asleep, but he just closed his eyes and fell asleep in a daze.

He came here in the middle of the night, was frightened, and was very tired. If it wasn't for his nervous breakdown, he would have fallen asleep a long time ago.

Cen Shuo waited until Gu Xuzhou's breathing stabilized, sat up, and looked at Gu Xuzhou greedily.

Gu Xuzhou is the only ray of light in his life.

He greedily wants to take this beam of light as his own, but he is also afraid that his dark and paranoid self will tarnish this beam of light.

He suppressed his desires, tried his best to keep a distance from Gu Xuzhou, hiding his dark thoughts.

But he failed.

There was an extremely strong idea deep in his heart, clamoring frantically to possess this beam of light.

Since the angel stretched out his hand to him, he can drag the angel into hell without any scruples, let the darkness swallow the angel, dye the angel with the same color as him, and stay with him in hell forever.

But Cen Shuo knew he couldn't do this.

Can't bear to see Gu Xuzhou get hurt, Gu Xuzhou showed a sad expression, his whole heart ached, so painful that he couldn't breathe.

He decided to break free from the quagmire, walk out of the darkness, and stand in the light with Gu Xuzhou.

During this period, no matter how much he paid, no matter how much he was hurt, he must go to his angel and hold his hand.

Cen Shuo opened his lips silently: "Gu Xuzhou, as long as you allow me to be with you, I can do anything for you. I can give you everything I have, even my life."

Gu Xuzhou was still asleep, unable to respond to Cen Shuo.

Cen Shuo hooked his lips, "If you don't refuse, I'll take it as your consent."

After finishing speaking, he leaned closer to Gu Xuzhou, looked at Gu Xuzhou's peaceful sleeping face, and piously kissed the quilt on his heart.

Gu Xuzhou, you can only be mine.

******

Gu Xuzhou was woken up by the ringing of the phone. He was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes. He fumbled to find the phone, and connected directly without even looking at the caller ID.

Gu Lin asked anxiously: "Zhouzhou, where are you?"

Gu Xuzhou said in a daze, "I'm sleeping."

Seeing that Gu Xuzhou answered the phone safely, Gu Lin was a little relieved, "Where are you sleeping?"

Gu Xuzhou's brain was so sleepy that it almost stopped working: "On the bed..."

"I'm standing in your room right now, and there's no one on the bed." Gu Lin paused, "Gu Xuzhou, where are you?"

Gu Xuzhou finally opened his eyes, he looked at the strange room, and the memory of last night slowly emerged.

"!!!"

He sat up abruptly, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "I, I'm at my classmate's house, brother, don't worry, I'll be right back."

Cen Shuo heard the movement and walked into the bedroom: "Are you awake?"

Gu Xuzhou nodded, remembering what happened last night, he hesitated to speak.

As if last night's gaffe and collapse were all a dream.

Upon waking up, Cen Shuo became cold and distant again, with no trace of emotion visible on his face.

Gu Xuzhou wanted to ask him if he was better, but was afraid of poking Cen Shuo's sad things.

Cen Shuo seemed to have guessed what he was thinking, and said, "Don't worry, I'm much better already."

He took the initiative to change the topic: "Did your family call you just now?"

"Yes." Gu Xuzhou said hurriedly, "Cen Shuo, I want to go home."

Cen Shuo nodded: "Be careful on the road."

Gu Xuzhou put on his clothes and ran out, and when he reached the door, he stopped in his tracks: "You promised me to live on campus yesterday, do you remember?"

Cen Shuo said, "I remember."

Gu Xuzhou smiled: "Then we have made an agreement."

******

When Gu Xuzhou arrived home, Gu Lin was sitting on the sofa in the living room waiting for him.

Seeing that Gu Xuzhou came back safely, Gu Lin breathed a sigh of relief: "Zhouzhou, how could you sneak out without saying a word?"

"Sorry, sorry." Gu Xuzhou said apologetically, "I will definitely not do this in the future."

Gu Lin sighed, "Dad looked for you this morning, and I fooled it with the reason that you were still asleep. Dad cares so much about you. Have you ever thought about how he would feel if he knew you were missing?"

Gu Xuzhou lowered his head guiltily.

Seeing that his younger brother knew he was wrong, Gu Lin stopped admonishing him and asked, "Where did you go last night?"

"I last night..." Gu Xuzhou thought for a while, and roughly told Gu Lin what happened last night.

Because Cen Shuo's privacy was involved, Gu Xuzhou concealed many details.

Thinking of everything that happened last night, Gu Xuzhou couldn't forgive that bastard Li Dayong, "Brother, can you do me a favor?"

Gu Lin asked, "What's the matter?"

Gu Xuzhou's expression was serious: "I want to send Li Dayong to prison."

Gu Lin readily agreed, "A bastard like him has to pay for his crimes, and offended our Gu family, he will never have a good time in his life, I will let him know that life is a very painful thing. "

Gu Xuzhou nodded.

Gu Lin asked again: "Is that classmate of yours okay?"

Thinking of Cen Shuo's calm expression this morning, Gu Xuzhou felt a little worried: "I'll go see him later."

Gu Lin sympathized with what happened to Cen Shuo, and said, "If you need help, you can tell me."

Gu Xuzhou paused for a moment and said, "There is indeed one thing that needs your help, brother."

"What?" Gu Lin asked.

Gu Xuzhou said: "From next week, I want to live on campus."

The author has something to say: cohabitation, ah no, the life on campus has begun