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The unnamed star where Lu Fenghan is located has long days and short nights, and the day will last for 32 Leto hours, and after sunset, it will take 18 Leto hours to usher in the sunrise again.

However, as a space force, Lu Fenghan's biological clock does not depend on sunlight to set it. He has set a time for waking up and sleeping, and asked Po Jun to help him execute it.From the wreckage of the escape cabin, I found a few bags of nutritional supplements and two cans of nutritional cream, which together with the plant fruits grown from the seeds sown by the predecessors, will not starve to death.

Lying on the grass, Lu Fenghan folded a grass stem and held it in his mouth, half-squinting his eyes to look at the "sun" in the sky.

There is only the sound of wind around.

Po Jun took the initiative to ask: "What are you thinking?"

"I want to pray, I want to get out of here, I want to find him."

"But according to the current conditions, you can't leave here to find my designer."

Po Jun didn't realize that his words were adding fuel to the flames, and he was justified, "The unnamed planet we are on is not in the alliance star field, and we can't access the star network, so we can't ask for help. No one knows you are here. This planet No one lives, no technology exists, and cannot provide the conditions for building spaceships and starships. The only thing we can count on is that some unlucky person lands on this planet, but this probability, after careful calculation, can be regarded as infinite close to zero."

Lu Fenghan lost his strength for a moment, and bit off the grass stem in his mouth. The bitter juice soaked the tip of his tongue, making him frown.

"I don't know what you said?"

Po Jun: "Of course you know."

"Need your reminder?"

Po Jun was silent for five seconds, and said something that suddenly dawned on him in a straightforward tone: "Oh, I know, this is human, and I became angry from embarrassment."

"..."

Lu Fenghan raised his eyebrows, "If you didn't make it by praying."

Po Jun answered: "Then?"

Lu Fenghan: "Then you will never have the chance to speak again."

Po Jun wisely began to keep silent.

Half an hour later, Lu Fenghan suddenly said, "Pojun."

"what's up?"

Lu Fenghan got up, patted the grass clippings on his body, and said casually: "I saw a strange shadow in that cave last night, it may be my eyesight, of course, it may be haunted."

Breaking the military:"!"

Back in the cave where he was temporarily staying, Po Jun seemed to be dead, and he yelled several times but nothing happened.

Lu Fenghan didn't insist, and manually called up the light source on his personal terminal, walked deep into the cave, and finally stopped in front of the rock wall with the words engraved on it.

Although the time spent on this unnamed planet was only enough to cause the wound on his forehead to form a hard scab, he now somewhat understands why among the four people who accidentally landed on this planet, except for those who died of illness, the other two All of them chose to commit suicide because of hopelessness.

The person who left this message should not have been able to persist.

Trapped alone by gravity on a barren planet, between sunrise and sunset, always looking forward to the elusive hope.

He didn't know how long he stood quietly in front of these lines before turning around and walking out.

Soon, according to the statistical records, Po Jun discovered that as time went by, Lu Fenghan spoke less and less, and often after he had finished speaking for a long time, Lu Fenghan gave him a short "um".

Most of the time, Lu Fenghan wandered aimlessly on the ground level, and when it was dark night, he would look at the twinkling stars in the sky in a trance.

"Which direction is the Lagoon Nebula?"

The weeds were lush, Lu Fenghan was lying on the grass, his jaw was itchy from the grass tip, but he didn't move away, his eyes were darting around the sky, looking for something intently.

Po Jun replied: "According to the existing star map in my database, I cannot answer your question."

The expected answer.

A sharp bitterness overflowed from Lu Fenghan's heart.

He remembered that the two of them were lying on the bed shoulder to shoulder, and Qiyan raised his hand, drawing the position of the Lagoon Nebula to him with his fingertips.

He also thought that when he couldn't see anyone, he could at least look in that direction and know that the person he was missing was on a certain planet in that star field.

Today, even this idea has become a fantasy.

hope……

hope.

The word "good" that Qi Yan answered became a thread, hanging on him firmly, hanging his hope.

Po Jun said: "What are you worried about?"

What am I worried about?

Erich is guarding the front line, so there will be no problems for the time being.Even if the alliance is faltering, it still has Nie Huaiting's support.

He was only worried about that dazed little squeamish, not knowing what was going on now, whether it was okay or not.

Lagoon Nebula.

"How is the prayer, are you awake?"

Elisa shook her head silently: "Not yet. The medical robot has treated his wound, and the man has been in a coma."

August pinched his eyebrows: "It's because I reacted too slowly."

He sat on the chair by the wall, crossed his fingers, and took several deep breaths, "I, we were arguing about a formula at the time, and I had a different idea from him. Qiyan mentioned that he did this two days ago The extended calculation of the formula, but he is not sure where he put the scratch paper for the calculation. You know, it used to happen a lot in the past."

"At this moment, he called 'Lu Fenghan', and asked Lu Fenghan if he had left that draft paper on the sofa." August took a deep breath, "Eliza Did you know, he was subconsciously confirming to Lu Fenghan whether his memory was correct."

"But, where is his Lu Fenghan? He should have been sober for a short time, or the logic in his mind became chaotic, unable to be self-consistent, and he couldn't lie to himself—because he found that he couldn't find him. to that person."

"At that moment, Qi Yan... was very, very panicked, his face was very pale, he got up and searched around the room, and opened the door to look for it, but he couldn't find the person he was looking for at all! Until he saw a piece of metal A very blunt, very blunt metal piece," Auguste paused in his narration, and then continued slowly, "He stroked his arm in a panic, very hard, and stroked many times in a row before the blood came out. Then he held the metal piece and stood there quietly, letting the blood drop by drop along his finger on the ground."

"He was injured, and he was waiting for Lu Fenghan to bandage his wound, use healing gel, bandages... But he stood there for a long time, but no one came,"

August choked his voice, "How could he wait? How could he wait..."

Eliza turned her back with red eyes.

Obviously, on weekdays, Qi Yan's feelings were very indifferent, and he almost never showed any intense emotions.

Across the door, there were two short beeps from the medical robot. Elisa wiped her tears and opened the door to enter.

Qi Yan was lying on the bed, much thinner than when he just came back, wearing the clothes he used to wear on his body, it felt like he was blown by the wind.He looked towards the place where the sound came from, his eyes were looking forward to something, and then went out in the next second.

Qi Yan felt pain all over his body, especially the position of his heart, the palpitations were obvious, which made him want to vomit uncomfortably.

Elisa sat on the edge of Qiyan's bed and asked softly, "How do you feel?"

These words seemed to have broken some of the forbidden emotions of Qiyan. He was speechless, his eyes were slowly stained red, and tears fell from his eyes as if he could not stop. The fingers placed by his side were trembling, Grasping the bed sheet tightly, it was so pale that there was no trace of blood.

He suppressed all the sobs in his body until his whole body began to tremble slightly, and finally he made a hoarse voice: "I'm in so much pain...Eliza, I'm in so much pain..."

Eliza burst into tears, and hurriedly put her hand on the cold back of Qiyan's hand, and asked him, "Where does it hurt?"

Qi Yan clenched his heart with one hand, ripping out layers of folds of the cloth, the pain made him curl up together, unable to speak.

He heard his hoarse voice, and fixedly stared at a certain point in the air, thinking.

Lu Fenghan is not here, what's the use of saying it hurts?

What's the use of saying you're cold, tired, hurt, or scared?

He is gone.

It was as if at the moment the miniature starship turned its back and left, the place in his heart that had been plucked out was left empty and could no longer be filled.

Between his false consciousness and reality, no one is willing to be his anchor.

It's like going from the lush green summer to the extremely long winter in an instant, even if you curl up on the bed, the snow will overflow, condensing into a bone-piercing cold.

Because of taking the medicine for a long time, Qiyan's pain nerves are extremely sensitive/sensitive. Elisa heard him unconsciously screaming for pain, but she didn't dare to touch him. She didn't know what to do, so she could only cry.

I don't know how long it took before the hoarse voice of praying could be heard in the stagnant air in the room.

"He... is fine," Qi Yan's eyes were red and steamy, as if he was telling Elisa, but also as if he was remembering alone, "He," the sound of the word stopped here, and Qi Yan suddenly lost the ability to use words. Ability, "I don't know how to describe him."

It seemed that there was not a single word that could describe Lu Fenghan.But he really wanted to have one more person who remembered like him.

"He's fine anywhere."

Eliza nodded heavily, crying and laughing again: "I know, he is very good, he is very good to you."

"Well, after he ordered the escape pod to leave, I called his name, and he said he was there, but now, I can't find him anymore."

Qi Yan's voice was very soft, and the emotions lurking under the deep sea surged out, gripping his heart tightly, and even breathing hurt.

"He also said sorry to me. He knew that I would never forget what I saw, so let me forget that memory if possible."

"But...but I just met him."

"How can I forget."

It was this person eight years ago, and he was the one I met when I returned to Leto eight years later.

What can he do?

He couldn't bear to forget, and he couldn't bear to forget even a little bit of detail.

He began to think about how to freeze and freeze the memory, how to make the only existence he had, and not lose it again.

Even in fear, ten or twenty years later, how will he prove to himself that meeting Lu Fenghan is not a fiction of his, not a part of his delusion?

Elisa put Qi Yan's cold knuckles into her hands, choked up and said, "I know... don't forget, you can always remember, as long as you remember, he still hasn't left."

Looking at Elisa, Qi Yan murmured to himself, "But why...why am I so sad? Yes, it's so cold?" The extremely suppressed thoughts broke through the limit, and Qi Yan once again felt the pain of being torn away, tears Unstoppably overflowing again, "One second is fine, Elisa, I really want to see him again..."

Elisa closed her eyes, she remembered that 20 years ago, when Lin Zhi was pregnant, they were basking in the sun together in the garden.

They are looking forward to the arrival of this life, thinking of leading him to walk, teaching him to speak and write, watching him find friends, and when he grows up, when he is overwhelmed by emotions, tell him "this is love".

But she never thought that this scene would be like this.

Slowly flattening Qiyan's fingers, Eliza spoke softly, looked at Qiyan with moist eyes, and told him: "Because you love him, you love him, that's why you are sad, reluctant, and sad." Want to remember, don't want to forget."

Qi Yan slowly blinked his painful eyes.

Does he... love him?

When this question arose, he remembered the hasty kiss on the starship.

It was hot, a little painful, and tender.

Like the distant and gorgeous nebula, the ancient stars pierced through the heavy dust, illuminating his eyes from afar.

Eliza is right.

He loves him.

He loves Lu Fenghan.

The rain outside the window began to patter again.

Qi Yan choked up, thinking of this name in his heart, tears flowed out again.

original.

He was in love with someone before he knew what love was, was not sure if he could ever love someone.

The author has something to say:

Than a heart made of grass stems

Good night QAQ

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