limited ambiguous

When Qi Yan woke up the next morning, he couldn't tell the time. He commanded his personal terminal to tell the time, but Po Jun's response was faster than his personal terminal: "It's 37:[-] in the morning."

He vaguely felt that he had slept for a long time, and when he sat up, Qi Yan realized that what he was hugging was Lu Fenghan's military jacket, which had been crumpled.

He rubbed his forehead and remembered again: "How did I... come back last night?"

Po Jun reported truthfully: "The general brought you back." He also tried to describe, "Holding you horizontally, with your left arm supporting your knees, and your right arm supporting your upper body. The general said that you are light again. Put you down." After returning to bed, the general sat beside your bed for half an hour."

"half an hour?"

Po Jun: "Yes, human beings are so strange. The general sat on the edge of the bed and watched you for 36 minutes and 27 seconds. He didn't leave until the meeting time was up."

When Qi Yan heard this sentence, he couldn't help but startled.

Although he didn't see it with his own eyes, Qi Yan easily drew the scene narrated by Po Jun in his mind. He put his palm on his heart, and he always felt that there seemed to be a slight jump here.

Not sure if it's an illusion.

After washing, praying that the hair on the edge of the hairline might be wet, he asked, "Can I go to the command room to find the general now?"

This sentence asked Po Jun, but actually asked Lu Fenghan.A few seconds later, Po Jun conveyed Lu Fenghan's reply: "Of course."

It wasn't until he opened the door that Qi Yan realized that the debugging of the new detection system had been completed. After the first battle last night, the detection results were verified to be accurate and error-free, and the central control system had also been optimized.

After dealing with all the things that should be dealt with, his first reaction was to go to Lu Fenghan.

Obviously before this person came back, even if he lost his emotions and feelings, he still felt the same as before.

But now-

The "sense of lack" that he had neglected became apparent.

When I heard Lu Fenghan watching him by the bed for half an hour, when I realized that my first reaction was to go to Lu Fenghan.

I should have some kind of emotion.

happy?Happy?eager?

No, it seems neither.

But Qi Yan also realized that even if he searched through the entire Union Common Language dictionary, he still couldn't find words that could properly describe his emotions.

In other words, his emotions are indeed included in the dictionary, but they cannot be determined by himself.

At this moment, the feeling of emptiness in his heart became more and more obvious, and Qi Yan even felt a bit of coldness.

When he arrived at the command room, Vincent was yawning with red eyes. Seeing Qiyan coming in, he pointed to the direction where Lu Fenghan was, said "good night" quickly, and slipped out a few steps holding the recording board.

There were only the two of them left in the command room.

Lu Fenghan was standing by the porthole, and the small ship driven by the patrol team passed by, and the light came in, reflecting his figure on the metal wall.

Qi Yan stood closer: "Didn't sleep all night?"

No fatigue was seen on his face, Lu Fenghan gave a "hmm" and asked first, "Have you eaten?"

Prayer shook his head.

Lu Fenghan took out a bag of peach-flavored nutritional supplements, tore off the seal, and fed it to Qiyan's mouth.

Almost reflexively, Qi Yan bit the nutrient in his mouth.

Very familiar taste.

Only then did Lu Fenghan begin to explain: "After Ping Ning leads the team back to the voyage, the people below will report the battle damage layer by layer. I will make the final confirmation. The records submitted by the logistics department will also be approved in time. In addition, the wounded I don’t need to look for healing robots or treatment cabins, but I have to go through the list of sacrificed personnel. After finishing the chores, the convener will hold a meeting. The newly seized planets must be deployed, and the star fields that have been reclassified to the alliance must be patrolled and newly detected. The data fed back by the system needs to be signed and archived, so I haven’t slept until now.”

Telling all the things to Qiyan one by one, Lu Fenghan liked the process of narration very much, it was like opening his own domain to Qiyan one by one, letting him know what he was doing .

Qi Yan listened carefully, and after drinking the nutritional supplement, he couldn't help but took half a step closer to Lu Fenghan's station.

As a result, the coldness rising from the depths of his body subsided a bit.

Remembering what Lu Fenghan said in the equipment room before, Qi Yan stretched out his hand: "It's cold."

Lu Fenghan was a little surprised.

But almost immediately, he held the hand that Qiyan offered him, and used his own body temperature to warm him up.

Lu Fenghan's movements were extremely natural, and Qi Yan made a note of his actions instead: "As you said, your hands hurt, you have nightmares, and if you feel uncomfortable, you can come to me."

Lu Fenghan's heart softened, and he turned his face to hide the smile on his lips.

so good

He could almost hear the sudden rapid pulsation of his carotid artery, and there was a rush of urgency in his heart. He wanted to hug the person in front of him, but he was worried about scaring him, so he forcibly suppressed the sudden emotion.

In order to avoid impulsiveness, Lu Fenghan clasped Qi Yan's hand and talked about serious business: "From today on, are you going to start reducing your medicine?"

Prayer: "Yes, Eliza arranged it this way. But after the drug was developed, I was the only one who took it. The computer ran a lot of data, but I lack clinical experience."

Lu Fenghan deliberately had two conversations with Elisa, both of which were about this issue.

This drug is mainly to strip away the emotions of praying for words and maintain a state of "absolute sanity" to resist the impact of memory confusion and negative emotions.

Now that Lu Fenghan has returned, Elisa believes that although there are many strong negative emotions in Qiyan's memory, like the tide, Lu Fenghan is enough to become a long embankment.

It's just that several parties are very cautious, worried that stopping the drug suddenly will cause Qi Yan's strong withdrawal reaction.

Lu Fenghan is familiar with the habit of praying: "Do you take the medicine for a while?"

"Well, but in the room, I didn't bring it."

"I'll accompany you back."

Pray and ask questions.

Lu Fenghan understood at a glance: "I've dealt with everything in my hand. The rebel army stationed closest, the commander is Tang Na, who is very suspicious. I didn't show up the year before, and he probably has made up dozens of brains. This is a possibility. And this time the first battle was defeated, and within a short period of time, they must not be able to figure out how they lost so quickly and so badly, and they might be worried that someone inside would leak the secrets, and they will be anxious to find traitors."

"So there will be no war for the time being?"

"Yes, there won't be any for the time being. Donna dare not act rashly." Lu Fenghan led the people out, "I'll arrange all the others to go back to sleep except for the on-duty personnel, so as to recharge their batteries so that we can win the second victory." .”

But all the way from the command room to Qiyan's room, I still met many soldiers in military uniforms one after another.It can be seen from the expressions that although Lu Fenghan ordered everyone to rest, the victory of the first battle after a long time of frustration lifted the nerves of countless people.Even the air of the command ship was filled with some unknown exciting factor.

Lu Fenghan carried his prayers and walked extremely slowly for a short distance—after a few steps, someone would stop at the side of the passage, with their chests raised and their stomachs retracted, making a military salute. Lu Fenghan had no choice but to stop and return the military salute earnestly. go back.

On the contrary, for Qiyan who was following Lu Fenghan, these people only looked at him quietly, not daring to look at him any more, and left after paying their respects.

Lu Fenghan knew that Vincent should complete the identity of Qiyan boarding the ship, so he had nothing to worry about.

Entering the room, Qi Yan found a transparent medicine bottle, poured a dose of medicine into the palm of his hand, and took another piece from it.

Lu Fenghan brought him water.

After taking the medicine, Qi Yan said, "You...do you want to go back and rest first?"

Lu Fenghan didn't intend to leave when he came in: "No, being with you is more useful than sleeping for ten hours."

I don't know how to answer this sentence.

Because he can realize that this sentence is illogical and contains emotions that he can't understand now.

So he chose silence.

Lu Fenghan asked him: "After taking this medicine, will it feel like walking barefoot in the snow like the previous medicine?"

"Yes," Qi Yan replied after comparing, "It's a bit colder, it's very cold."

After finishing speaking, he hesitated again, whether he should tell Lu Fenghan these things.Just like he couldn't understand what it was like to "have emotions", Lu Fenghan probably couldn't understand what it was like to "have no emotions".

Lu Fenghan walked over.

Before Qiyan recovered, he stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms: "Would it be warmer this way?"

Qi Yan didn't speak for several seconds, and then replied in a low voice: "...Yes."

More than a little warmer.

It was as if he was barefoot, standing alone on the snowy wasteland, as this person approached step by step, the ice and snow around him melted, and everything was in spring.

Two hours after taking the medicine, Qi Yan didn't have many adverse reactions, only his fingers trembled slightly.He wrote down the time and symptoms, and went to see Lu Fenghan again.

Lu Fenghan was sitting on the couch, unfolding the virtual screen to approve the document.

A strange longing suddenly surged up in his heart, Qi Yan followed his instinct, walked to the sofa, hesitated for two seconds, and lay down next to Lu Fenghan.

A certain urgency in my heart faded away.

Lu Fenghan asked in a low voice: "Sleepy?"

Qi Yan curled up sideways beside him, and answered in a low voice: "It should be a drug reduction reaction."

Otherwise he would not be able to explain his actions.

Lu Fenghan understood.

He said with a smile in his voice, "Little clingy."

The prayer did not deny.

Not long after the words fell, Lu Fenghan put his arms loosely around Qiyan's shoulders—a gesture of protection.

After approving the submitted documents, Lu Fenghan pinched the center of his eyebrows and asked Qiyan, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Shaking his head, Qi Yan hesitated, and suddenly asked: "Do you think I'm lying to you?"

"What did you lie to me?"

"In Leto, I never told you my real identity."

After praying for words, he carefully looked at Lu Fenghan's expression.

Lu Fenghan immediately remembered what Elisa had mentioned, in the early stage of reducing the medicine, there is a certain chance that Qiyan will appear insecure, sensitive and overwhelmed.So he replied without hesitation: "Of course not, to me, no matter what your identity is, you are you."

Qi Yan was easily appeased by these words.

However, this question reminded Lu Fenghan that when they were in Leto, both of them were unable to clearly disclose their identities to each other for some reason.

He looked down at the person next to him: "Pray."

"Ok?"

"On the first day of boarding, after you finished introducing yourself, am I impolite to introduce myself?"

Qiyan nodded.

Not only did he not introduce his identity, but it took Lu Fenghan a while to hold the hand he handed over to him.

"Then make it up now."

In the silence, Lu Fenghan's voice was very low, which made Qiyan's ears a little itchy.

"The Southern Cross Frontline Expeditionary Force under the Central Army of the Alliance, the command ship belongs to Lu Fenghan."

"Hello, little chief."

The author has something to say:

Than the folds on a military coat are the heart in the shape of loving you~

Good night

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Tao Xiaochun, a fan who committed the same crime as a cheap idol;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Jiang Yizhan, Mi Sheng, Qingzijiang, Juweic, Liujie Qian, Iron pot is not a pot, Meow, there is a light dog egg behind the mountain, higanbana, Luochen tea, Bromance, Maomao's Rice Ball, Meow-sama, and Shani 1;