limited ambiguous
Chapter 76
After Meijielin led the team to inspect the star field, the command ship was much cleaner. The only thing that made Lu Fenghan not happy was that Lorenz would come to Qiyan to ask some random questions from time to time.
Most of them are related to the power system, but the power system is too complicated, and the difficulty of countless updates and repairs is superimposed. It is impossible to explain clearly in a few words. Most of the time, Qiyan will follow Lorenz to the technical department and do it on the ground.
So, the people in the technical department found that in two or three days, they saw Lu Fenghan more times than in the past half a year!
Even Ye Pei whispered to Mondrian quietly: "Why does it feel like returning to Turan Academy? The conductor followed Qiyan in and out, and Qiyan was digging data in the laboratory, and the conductor was waiting on the sidelines, waiting for Qiyan After the work is done, the two of you will leave together."
She gestured with a wink, "Look, now Qiyan is adjusting the data of the power system, and the commander is beside him approving the documents."
Mondrian's hair was cut a lot shorter, exposing his forehead, which was much more refreshing. He nodded in agreement, with nostalgia in his eyes: "It's really similar."
Rubbing his dry eyes, Ye Pei couldn't help but said: "However, Qiyan is so powerful that he can even repair the power system! I firmly believe that when he was in Turan, Qiyan must have covered up his true strength!"
Mondrian: "Probably not, maybe it's just that Turan didn't have the opportunity to show his true strength."
"That's right, in the ISCO equipment room, didn't Qiyan intercept the rebel army's intrusion into the internal network of the headquarters?" Ye Pei regained motivation, "I will work hard too! I am one of the most powerful scientists in the future alliance! Just not Know if Turan will keep my student status after the war is over, and let me continue to go back to school."
Victory always brings hope.
Sitting at the side, Lu Fenghan heard the conversation between Ye Pei and Mondrian intermittently, and couldn't help but glance in the direction of Qiyan.
Only the side can be seen, and the standard shirt on Qiyan's body is still loose, and his waistline can be seen to be thin. He is talking to Lorenz, and there are two technical soldiers beside him holding a recording board to quickly record.
I don't know what questions those two people asked, Lorenz rolled his eyes directly, and Qi Yan's expression didn't change, it must have slowed down his speaking speed, and asked the two technical soldiers to write down the content.
Just like before, she looks cold and distant, but she is actually very patient.
Just when Lu Fenghan was about to look away, he found that Qi Yan was almost habitually looking in his direction.
The eyes of the two collided.
Qi Yan seemed to be taken aback, quickly turned his head, and moved very deliberately, turning his back on it.
Lu Fenghan laughed.
I think we can talk to Qiyan about what is meant by "to conceal".
The communication rang, Lu Fenghan connected, and heard Mei Jielin's voice.
"Commander, the communication signal here is not very good, so I won't dial the video for you!"
Lu Fenghan knew the nature of his subordinates clearly: "Changed hairstyle? Ugly? Don't dare to show it to others?"
"You installed a monitor next to me? There must be more than one!" Mei Jielin was a little embarrassed, and finally gave up on herself. Che was cut and limped! Anyway, he is wandering around in space now, no one sees him, but he is not cut and limped!"
After she finished speaking, she quickly changed the subject: "By the way, Commander, I'm here to report. I found a natural wormhole here. It was blocked by the asteroid belt before, so I didn't find it. This time I accidentally went around to the other side. detected by detectors."
Lu Fenghan instructed: "Natural wormholes are in the asteroid belt. It's very dangerous. Get out after marking and recording. Be careful, don't lose your life."
"Understood." Mei Jielin didn't know if she had been floating outside for two days, and no one said anything when she was full of words, and she couldn't stop the urge to chat when she pulled Lu Fenghan, "Commander, I found that you have changed a little this time. It's not obvious, and you may not have noticed it yourself, that you used to have a kind of insensitivity to 'death'."
Lu Fenghan didn't cut off the communication, and it was rare for him to patiently listen to what Mei Jielin said.
"The most obvious thing is that every time you fight in the simulated cockpit, if you accidentally 'die', whether it's me, Long Xiyun or anyone else, your heart rate will jump. It's the instinctive fear of death. Don't want to die, do you?"
"I do not have?"
"Of course you didn't. You just reminded me to be careful not to die. If it wasn't too far away, I would have to see if someone replaced my Shangguan!"
Lu Fenghan did not deny what Mei Jielin said.
He does have an insensitivity to death, but it is rare to show it usually, and probably only Vincent Magelin can detect it.
The teacher in the First Military Academy mentioned this question, and the previous commander-in-chief of the expeditionary force also said similar things.
For a soldier, the most important thing is not only not to be afraid of death, but also to be greedy for life.
Not being afraid of death allows you to move forward bravely.
But being greedy for life allows you to seek a way out in a dangerous situation.
After leaving the technical department, Lu Fenghan asked Qiyan what he would like to have for breakfast.
Early in the morning, Lorenz brought Qiyan to repair the system. Although there is no obvious time reference, people will be tired and hungry. Lu Fenghan sees that it is past nine in the morning, and it is already Qiyan's usual breakfast. It's time.
Qi Yan didn't think too much: "I want to eat Xinghua Mushroom Noodles."
Lu Fenghan pinched his earlobe: "It's been a few days, don't you get tired of eating?"
Qi Yan turned his gaze away, and replied in two seconds: "I don't get tired of eating,"
After answering, the itchy feeling on the earlobe was still there.
Although he was afraid of pain before, he didn't seem to be so sensitive.But now, Lu Fenghan's eyes, his small movements——
Every detail was magnified and pondered over and over again in his mind.
Thinking of what I said to Elisa when I was in the White Tower, I prayed to find out the reason—is this what I like?
This should be like it.
The two went to the kitchen.
While answering the newsletter, Lu Fenghan processed two logistics applications while making noodles in an orderly manner.He was still wearing a military uniform with a serious style, but the sleeves were rolled up a few times, the neckline was unbuttoned, and a pair of white gloves were casually stuffed in the pockets, revealing a few inches of white.
In Qi Yan's memory, there was almost no such scene.
He stood aside, watching intently, trying to write down every tiny detail for later recall.
After breakfast, Lu Fenghan took medicine and poured water for Qiyan.
The dosage has been reduced from a large amount at the beginning to only half a tablet now.
Qi Yan swallowed in one gulp: "By the way, Eliza said, if the secretion levels of various hormones and chemical substances in my body are normal in the test later, I don't need to take any more medicine."
Now that the medicine has been reduced, Qiyan's withdrawal reaction is not serious. The most obvious thing is that she has become a lot clingier, but Lu Fenghan is still worried: "Is there any discomfort?"
"I don't have any special feelings. My emotions seem to be not as rich as others. For example, Xia Zhiyang or Ye Pei, their emotions are very rich."
Praying and thinking, "But I'm recalling that on New Year's Day, I went to the Sky Diamond Plaza with you to celebrate the new year. The happy mood is very clear. I think I should have recovered."
Lu Fenghan knew that Qiyan didn't do it on purpose, but every word of this sentence scratched the itch in his heart.
Thinking of that snow: "Well, I was also very happy that day."
On the night of July 28th, in the command room, Lu Fenghan was on the phone with Nie Huaiting.
In the video, Nie Huaiting is much older than on the day of the founding, and his temples are even stained with astral frost. In front of Lu Fenghan, he did not hide his fatigue: "How is the situation?"
Lu Fenghan: "It's okay. The First Legion and the Seventh and Eighth Legion are not considered elite rebels, but in less than a month, they wiped out three troops one after another. The rebels won't allow me to go on like this. "
Nie Huaiting looked at him: "They won't allow you, so you won't be presumptuous?"
"I didn't say anything like that." Lu Fenghan categorically denied, "However, the expeditionary force has demonstrated its current level of combat power, and the rebel army will not be unstoppable. It is very likely that the next time they face, it will not be the latest model." The attack of weapons is the encirclement of three or four legions."
"Worry?"
"There's nothing to worry about. The duty of a soldier is to fight." Lu Fenghan lifted his weight lightly, "We have to fight after all. It doesn't make much difference if we fight early or late." He turned to ask, "How about Leto?"
Nie Huaiting squeezed his frowning eyebrows: "As a former general of the alliance, Hodgkin has held important positions for several years. Under his intentions, he knows and grasps no more secrets than me, but he is not much less. As a result, Leto was controlled by the rebel army, like an isolated island surrounded by the sea, he could not use force alone, but had to find another way."
Thinking of the shooting incident at Turan College, Lu Fenghan put his heels together, and although his tone was similar, he listened carefully, but he added a bit of caution: "Commander, the Expeditionary Army will do its best to contain most of the rebel forces. Hope Leto, the 'Diamond of the Sky', don't go out before dawn."
Nie Huaiting looked deeply at Lu Fenghan, and replied solemnly: "Understood." He sighed again, "It's our generation's disappointment that makes you worry."
Lu Fenghan shook his head: "The trend of the times is not the fault of one person. You said that your generation did not live up to it, and our generation did not live up to it. No one needs to blame anyone. Besides, the current alliance still needs you to take care. "
He knew that Nie Huaiting had always felt guilty about the attack on the founding day and the subsequent retreat to Odin.It's not easy for him to persuade you too clearly, so he can only say a few words.
It took a long time for Nie Huaiting to speak: "Your words are very similar to your father's. Don't worry, I won't die until Leto recovers and the rebel army survives. I will die when I can rest in peace. "
Without replying, Lu Fenghan lightly touched his heel and gave a slightly lazy military salute.
Nie Huaiting nodded his fingers and scolded with a smile: "You really should be dragged back to the First Military Academy and have to take the etiquette class again."
As usual, Lu Fenghan put on a nonchalant attitude: "I still have something to do, so I won't chat with you."
When the communication was hung up, Po Jun asked: "General, your memory has made a mistake, and you have no specific schedule for the future."
Lu Fenghan sat back in his chair and replied to Po Jun: "Obviously, this is a kind of human speech."
He turned on the virtual screen, brought up the calendar, stared at the numbers displayed on it, and didn't move for a long time, thinking about something.
In the quiet command room, Po Jun asked again: "General, what are you looking at? I analyzed the location of your sight through the camera, and there is nothing special, but you have been watching for 6 minutes."
Lu Fenghan didn't answer, but asked him: "Will Mei Jielin and the others not be here tomorrow?"
Po Jun: "Yes, according to the progress reports sent back by several captains, we will not be able to return tomorrow."
"Erich will take a day off tomorrow?"
"Yes."
"Erich is off, and Vincent will be very busy."
"According to the law of 'workload conservation', yes." Po Jun was very curious, "General, what are you planning? Or is the date of July 217, 7 in the star calendar very special?"
Lu Fenghan grabbed the military jacket on the back of the chair and walked out: "That's right."
I don't know if he is affirming "planning something" or agreeing with "this date is very special".
On the 29th, Qiyan stayed in the technical department for five hours, and built a detection tool on site, which can accurately screen out the specific data points of the power system damage area in a short period of time, avoiding the need for the technical department to Difficult to find in the vast data stream.
After this tool was made, the people in the technical department just wanted to confess the prayers, and even boldly came up with the idea of robbing Lu Fenghan.
However, thinking of Lu Fenghan's strict posture of following up and going out every day, he was forced to give up his mind.
Seeing that Qiyan was busy, Ye Pei was a little surprised: "Qiyan, why didn't the conductor come with you today?"
She is holding a cup of coffee in her hand, and she is in the stage of renewing her life with coffee. Basically, as soon as the cup bottoms out, the person will ascend to heaven.
Qi Yan's fingers were sore, he crossed them twice, and answered Ye Pei: "He said he has something to deal with, and he will come to pick me up after he finishes."
After Qiyan left, Ye Pei took another sip of espresso, and the bitterness exploded on the tip of her tongue. She suddenly thought, is the conductor still Qiyan's bodyguard now?If not, those two people still go in and out together——
Something seems wrong?
Qi Yan left the technical department, and the metal door slid open to both sides. He took two quick steps and went out, but he didn't see the person he wanted to see.
The footsteps suddenly slowed down.
Although Elisa told him that the test results were completely normal and his emotions had recovered, Qi Yan still continued his previous habit of analyzing his emotions——
is lost.
He didn't see Lu Fenghan, so he knew that the matter hadn't been dealt with yet, but he still felt lost.
Qi Yan found that Lu Fenghan had made him develop too many habits.
And these habits have been integrated into the body by time.
Suddenly, it became a part of him.
Qi Yan suddenly remembered that he had read many articles on "love", but the expressions in the words were too abstract for him to understand.
But now, when he was exploring the emotions in a relationship, he felt soft and thornless vines gently wrapping around his wrists, pulling his mind.
Wonderful feeling.
At this moment, he really wanted to see Lu Fenghan.
And he was very sure that it wasn't driven by the uneasiness when the drug was withdrawn, but simply wanted to see that person.
Just seeing it makes me happy.
"Pojun, is the general in the command room?"
Po Jun's voice came from the personal terminal on his right hand: "Chief, the general is in your lounge."
Qi Yan was puzzled: "My room?"
Po Jun: "Yes, the general has prepared lunch for you."
Qi Yan didn't think too much, and returned to the room along the route Lu Fenghan took him through.
In the room, seeing Qiyan come back, Lu Fenghan brought out a warm bowl of porridge, and tapped the rim of the bowl with a metal spoon: "It's time for lunch, star flower mushroom porridge, try to see if you can eat it."
Aware of Qiyan's picky eaters, Lu Fenghan doesn't use words like "whether it tastes good or not", but is very direct - can it be.But he is still very confident, praying that he will not reject the taste of star flower mushrooms, and cooking porridge does not require high technical content.
It is true that Qiyan forgot about lunch. In a world composed of frameworks and data, he could easily forget about eating and sleeping.But at this moment, smelling the aroma of food, he suddenly felt a little hungry.
After receiving the spoon from Lu Fenghan, Qi Yan sat down beside him, tasted it, swallowed it, and ate another.
Lu Fenghan raised his eyebrows, knowing that in addition to Xinghua Mushroom Noodles, Xiao Jiaoqi will also eat Xinghua Mushroom Porridge.
So when he was in Leto, it wasn't that his culinary skills were flawed, but that the ingredients couldn't keep up.
The amount was just in line with the size of Qi Yan's appetite. After eating, Qi Yan's light-colored thin lips were two points more bloody.
Putting the tableware aside, Lu Fenghan asked Qiyan: "Are you tired in the technical department?"
"I'm not tired. I made a small tool according to the information I read before. In the future, they will improve the efficiency of repairing the power system." Qi Yan wanted to say that his fingers were a little sore and he needed to rub them, but the time interval was not short. It's not sour anymore, so I have to give up.
Only then did Lu Fenghan take out a thin white paper.
When Qi Yan saw the paper, he blinked - the expeditionary force rarely used paper for efficient and convenient archiving.
After another look, Qi Yan saw that there was writing on it.
The handwriting was Lu Fenghan's, and he recognized it.
Lu Fenghan said: "Today is July 29th. At this time a year ago, we signed a contract in Leto."
Qi Yan nodded.
He didn't know what Lu Fenghan was going to say.
At that time, Lu Fenghan, who was seriously injured, woke up from the treatment cabin, full of vigilance.Later, with a treatment fee of 1000 million star coins, he got Lu Fenghan to sign a contract, promising to protect his personal safety anytime and anywhere within two years.
This was the only way he could think of during the two or three days when Lu Fenghan was in a coma.
Now, the time has just passed a year.
Qi Yan pointed out: "According to the contract, there is still one year to expire on July 29 next year."
Lu Fenghan handed over the paper in his hand: "Here you are."
Prayer was held in his hand, the handwriting on the paper was painted with silver hooks, the content was very familiar.
"Contract," Qi Yan read the top line, looked at Lu Fenghan, and then continued, "From July 217, 7 in the star calendar, Party B will protect the personal safety of Party A. Whenever, No matter where.... Time limit, lifetime. After the expiration, the contract will be terminated. Salary, allow, allow my tombstone to be juxtaposed with your tombstone."
In Party B's position, Lu Fenghan had already signed his name.
As in the original contract, it is as heavy as it was in the original contract, and it is insolent, with sharp strokes.
Qi Yan suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Lu Fenghan.
"General..." His voice trembled a little at the end, but he wasn't sure why.
He just felt that his heart was beating faster, as if some emotion was about to rush out.
Lu Fenghan responded to him: "I am here."
His facial features are straight, his eyebrows are handsome, and his years of frontline career have turned him into an outrageous gangster, but this toughness softened in front of Qi Yan.
Qi Yan looked at him persistently, and asked him: "Do you know if this contract is established...do you know the meaning of this contract?"
"I know."
Of course Lu Fenghan knew.
He also understands the significance of the two-year contract he signed a year ago today to Qi Yan.
At that time, he was puzzled, why did Qiyan fold the white paper with the contract in half, and carefully put it into a cipher box.
He understands now.
That's Qiyan struggling, wanting to try his best, whether he can live in this world for another two years——
He endured the pain and confusion that others cannot perceive every day, but he still did not give up easily.
Although Lu Fenghan still doesn't understand why Qiyan chose him.
But he thought, he understands, he understands the mood of praying for words.
Qi Yan's eyes were slightly dull, and he squeezed the thin paper tightly with his fingers: "Then you...the contract period..."
His mind was confused, and he couldn't even express the complete meaning.
But Lu Fenghan understood.
"What do you want to ask me?"
Qi Yan's eyes met with him, and he said what he wanted to say: "It's been too long, if in the future, one day, you find that I will make you feel tired, and I am different from what you imagined, what should I do?"
"There is nothing to do, and there is no imagination." Lu Fenghan looked at his slightly panicked eyes, and said in a light but firm tone, "Qiyan, if you call me 'general', I can be your general for the rest of your life."
Qi Yan didn't know what to say for a while.
He only felt a storm arose in Lu Fenghan's deep eyebrows, engulfing him.
He said helplessly, "General—"
"Shh, good boy, listen to me." Lu Fenghan hugged him in his arms, hugged him, leaned against the wall with his spine leaning against it, and wrapped his arms around Qiyan's back with one hand, fixed his eyes on a certain place .
"I'm very greedy. I don't want to have only one year. Two years is not enough. How can it be enough? So I set a time limit. Although I think that 720 years and 100 days are still too little."
As Lu Fenghan spoke, he felt a burning emotion in his body that couldn't be calmed down. It made him want to drive a destroyer and travel through the asteroid belt countless times to dispel it.
He thought of what Mei Jielin said, he was insensitive to death.
"I'm used to being alone. In the past ten years, or from the age of 11 to the present, 18 years? It's all like this. I don't save money, and the pension has no beneficiaries. I thought about the epitaph early and imagined it. The scene of death in the future was prepared a long time ago to die for the Alliance and the stars.
But now—I've changed.
because of you.
I don't want to die in the floating wreckage of a starship, or on a planet, and I don't want to be dusted by a particle cannon.
I have someone I want to see, as long as I have one breath left, I must crawl back to meet someone. "
Qi Yan's fingertips trembled slightly, and the hand hanging by his side suddenly grabbed Lu Fenghan's clothes: "Is it me?"
"It's you."
His parents died when he was young, and he spent many years on the front line, which made him calm and fearless about death.At the same time, he has no lofty pursuits and ideals, and he never thought of leaving his name in history.
He has always lived according to his inclinations, and no one in this world has to do with him, and sometimes he feels that he is just a speck of dust in space.
He knew what he meant to Qiyan, on the contrary, why not Qiyan to him?
Prayer is the anchor.
The anchor that tripped him and kept him from letting himself die so easily.
Lu Fenghan said with a smile in his voice, "So, do you want to sign? Sign your name on the contract. According to the alliance law, this contract will take effect immediately."
The prayer is signed.
Every stroke and every stroke is carefully considered.
After signing, staring at the names of the two people lined up side by side, Qi Yan couldn't help being stunned, subconsciously distinguishing and confirming that this memory is real.
Lu Fenghan seemed to be able to see through his heart: "Not sure if it's real or fiction?"
Qi Yan nodded.
In the next second, someone grabbed his shoulders and made a few wrong steps. Qi Yan felt that he was pushed against the wall, and he could also feel that Lu Fenghan used his hand to block it, preventing his back from hitting the metal wall. .
Before he could stand still, with surprise still in his eyes, Lu Fenghan grabbed his chin and kissed him irresistibly.
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Most of them are related to the power system, but the power system is too complicated, and the difficulty of countless updates and repairs is superimposed. It is impossible to explain clearly in a few words. Most of the time, Qiyan will follow Lorenz to the technical department and do it on the ground.
So, the people in the technical department found that in two or three days, they saw Lu Fenghan more times than in the past half a year!
Even Ye Pei whispered to Mondrian quietly: "Why does it feel like returning to Turan Academy? The conductor followed Qiyan in and out, and Qiyan was digging data in the laboratory, and the conductor was waiting on the sidelines, waiting for Qiyan After the work is done, the two of you will leave together."
She gestured with a wink, "Look, now Qiyan is adjusting the data of the power system, and the commander is beside him approving the documents."
Mondrian's hair was cut a lot shorter, exposing his forehead, which was much more refreshing. He nodded in agreement, with nostalgia in his eyes: "It's really similar."
Rubbing his dry eyes, Ye Pei couldn't help but said: "However, Qiyan is so powerful that he can even repair the power system! I firmly believe that when he was in Turan, Qiyan must have covered up his true strength!"
Mondrian: "Probably not, maybe it's just that Turan didn't have the opportunity to show his true strength."
"That's right, in the ISCO equipment room, didn't Qiyan intercept the rebel army's intrusion into the internal network of the headquarters?" Ye Pei regained motivation, "I will work hard too! I am one of the most powerful scientists in the future alliance! Just not Know if Turan will keep my student status after the war is over, and let me continue to go back to school."
Victory always brings hope.
Sitting at the side, Lu Fenghan heard the conversation between Ye Pei and Mondrian intermittently, and couldn't help but glance in the direction of Qiyan.
Only the side can be seen, and the standard shirt on Qiyan's body is still loose, and his waistline can be seen to be thin. He is talking to Lorenz, and there are two technical soldiers beside him holding a recording board to quickly record.
I don't know what questions those two people asked, Lorenz rolled his eyes directly, and Qi Yan's expression didn't change, it must have slowed down his speaking speed, and asked the two technical soldiers to write down the content.
Just like before, she looks cold and distant, but she is actually very patient.
Just when Lu Fenghan was about to look away, he found that Qi Yan was almost habitually looking in his direction.
The eyes of the two collided.
Qi Yan seemed to be taken aback, quickly turned his head, and moved very deliberately, turning his back on it.
Lu Fenghan laughed.
I think we can talk to Qiyan about what is meant by "to conceal".
The communication rang, Lu Fenghan connected, and heard Mei Jielin's voice.
"Commander, the communication signal here is not very good, so I won't dial the video for you!"
Lu Fenghan knew the nature of his subordinates clearly: "Changed hairstyle? Ugly? Don't dare to show it to others?"
"You installed a monitor next to me? There must be more than one!" Mei Jielin was a little embarrassed, and finally gave up on herself. Che was cut and limped! Anyway, he is wandering around in space now, no one sees him, but he is not cut and limped!"
After she finished speaking, she quickly changed the subject: "By the way, Commander, I'm here to report. I found a natural wormhole here. It was blocked by the asteroid belt before, so I didn't find it. This time I accidentally went around to the other side. detected by detectors."
Lu Fenghan instructed: "Natural wormholes are in the asteroid belt. It's very dangerous. Get out after marking and recording. Be careful, don't lose your life."
"Understood." Mei Jielin didn't know if she had been floating outside for two days, and no one said anything when she was full of words, and she couldn't stop the urge to chat when she pulled Lu Fenghan, "Commander, I found that you have changed a little this time. It's not obvious, and you may not have noticed it yourself, that you used to have a kind of insensitivity to 'death'."
Lu Fenghan didn't cut off the communication, and it was rare for him to patiently listen to what Mei Jielin said.
"The most obvious thing is that every time you fight in the simulated cockpit, if you accidentally 'die', whether it's me, Long Xiyun or anyone else, your heart rate will jump. It's the instinctive fear of death. Don't want to die, do you?"
"I do not have?"
"Of course you didn't. You just reminded me to be careful not to die. If it wasn't too far away, I would have to see if someone replaced my Shangguan!"
Lu Fenghan did not deny what Mei Jielin said.
He does have an insensitivity to death, but it is rare to show it usually, and probably only Vincent Magelin can detect it.
The teacher in the First Military Academy mentioned this question, and the previous commander-in-chief of the expeditionary force also said similar things.
For a soldier, the most important thing is not only not to be afraid of death, but also to be greedy for life.
Not being afraid of death allows you to move forward bravely.
But being greedy for life allows you to seek a way out in a dangerous situation.
After leaving the technical department, Lu Fenghan asked Qiyan what he would like to have for breakfast.
Early in the morning, Lorenz brought Qiyan to repair the system. Although there is no obvious time reference, people will be tired and hungry. Lu Fenghan sees that it is past nine in the morning, and it is already Qiyan's usual breakfast. It's time.
Qi Yan didn't think too much: "I want to eat Xinghua Mushroom Noodles."
Lu Fenghan pinched his earlobe: "It's been a few days, don't you get tired of eating?"
Qi Yan turned his gaze away, and replied in two seconds: "I don't get tired of eating,"
After answering, the itchy feeling on the earlobe was still there.
Although he was afraid of pain before, he didn't seem to be so sensitive.But now, Lu Fenghan's eyes, his small movements——
Every detail was magnified and pondered over and over again in his mind.
Thinking of what I said to Elisa when I was in the White Tower, I prayed to find out the reason—is this what I like?
This should be like it.
The two went to the kitchen.
While answering the newsletter, Lu Fenghan processed two logistics applications while making noodles in an orderly manner.He was still wearing a military uniform with a serious style, but the sleeves were rolled up a few times, the neckline was unbuttoned, and a pair of white gloves were casually stuffed in the pockets, revealing a few inches of white.
In Qi Yan's memory, there was almost no such scene.
He stood aside, watching intently, trying to write down every tiny detail for later recall.
After breakfast, Lu Fenghan took medicine and poured water for Qiyan.
The dosage has been reduced from a large amount at the beginning to only half a tablet now.
Qi Yan swallowed in one gulp: "By the way, Eliza said, if the secretion levels of various hormones and chemical substances in my body are normal in the test later, I don't need to take any more medicine."
Now that the medicine has been reduced, Qiyan's withdrawal reaction is not serious. The most obvious thing is that she has become a lot clingier, but Lu Fenghan is still worried: "Is there any discomfort?"
"I don't have any special feelings. My emotions seem to be not as rich as others. For example, Xia Zhiyang or Ye Pei, their emotions are very rich."
Praying and thinking, "But I'm recalling that on New Year's Day, I went to the Sky Diamond Plaza with you to celebrate the new year. The happy mood is very clear. I think I should have recovered."
Lu Fenghan knew that Qiyan didn't do it on purpose, but every word of this sentence scratched the itch in his heart.
Thinking of that snow: "Well, I was also very happy that day."
On the night of July 28th, in the command room, Lu Fenghan was on the phone with Nie Huaiting.
In the video, Nie Huaiting is much older than on the day of the founding, and his temples are even stained with astral frost. In front of Lu Fenghan, he did not hide his fatigue: "How is the situation?"
Lu Fenghan: "It's okay. The First Legion and the Seventh and Eighth Legion are not considered elite rebels, but in less than a month, they wiped out three troops one after another. The rebels won't allow me to go on like this. "
Nie Huaiting looked at him: "They won't allow you, so you won't be presumptuous?"
"I didn't say anything like that." Lu Fenghan categorically denied, "However, the expeditionary force has demonstrated its current level of combat power, and the rebel army will not be unstoppable. It is very likely that the next time they face, it will not be the latest model." The attack of weapons is the encirclement of three or four legions."
"Worry?"
"There's nothing to worry about. The duty of a soldier is to fight." Lu Fenghan lifted his weight lightly, "We have to fight after all. It doesn't make much difference if we fight early or late." He turned to ask, "How about Leto?"
Nie Huaiting squeezed his frowning eyebrows: "As a former general of the alliance, Hodgkin has held important positions for several years. Under his intentions, he knows and grasps no more secrets than me, but he is not much less. As a result, Leto was controlled by the rebel army, like an isolated island surrounded by the sea, he could not use force alone, but had to find another way."
Thinking of the shooting incident at Turan College, Lu Fenghan put his heels together, and although his tone was similar, he listened carefully, but he added a bit of caution: "Commander, the Expeditionary Army will do its best to contain most of the rebel forces. Hope Leto, the 'Diamond of the Sky', don't go out before dawn."
Nie Huaiting looked deeply at Lu Fenghan, and replied solemnly: "Understood." He sighed again, "It's our generation's disappointment that makes you worry."
Lu Fenghan shook his head: "The trend of the times is not the fault of one person. You said that your generation did not live up to it, and our generation did not live up to it. No one needs to blame anyone. Besides, the current alliance still needs you to take care. "
He knew that Nie Huaiting had always felt guilty about the attack on the founding day and the subsequent retreat to Odin.It's not easy for him to persuade you too clearly, so he can only say a few words.
It took a long time for Nie Huaiting to speak: "Your words are very similar to your father's. Don't worry, I won't die until Leto recovers and the rebel army survives. I will die when I can rest in peace. "
Without replying, Lu Fenghan lightly touched his heel and gave a slightly lazy military salute.
Nie Huaiting nodded his fingers and scolded with a smile: "You really should be dragged back to the First Military Academy and have to take the etiquette class again."
As usual, Lu Fenghan put on a nonchalant attitude: "I still have something to do, so I won't chat with you."
When the communication was hung up, Po Jun asked: "General, your memory has made a mistake, and you have no specific schedule for the future."
Lu Fenghan sat back in his chair and replied to Po Jun: "Obviously, this is a kind of human speech."
He turned on the virtual screen, brought up the calendar, stared at the numbers displayed on it, and didn't move for a long time, thinking about something.
In the quiet command room, Po Jun asked again: "General, what are you looking at? I analyzed the location of your sight through the camera, and there is nothing special, but you have been watching for 6 minutes."
Lu Fenghan didn't answer, but asked him: "Will Mei Jielin and the others not be here tomorrow?"
Po Jun: "Yes, according to the progress reports sent back by several captains, we will not be able to return tomorrow."
"Erich will take a day off tomorrow?"
"Yes."
"Erich is off, and Vincent will be very busy."
"According to the law of 'workload conservation', yes." Po Jun was very curious, "General, what are you planning? Or is the date of July 217, 7 in the star calendar very special?"
Lu Fenghan grabbed the military jacket on the back of the chair and walked out: "That's right."
I don't know if he is affirming "planning something" or agreeing with "this date is very special".
On the 29th, Qiyan stayed in the technical department for five hours, and built a detection tool on site, which can accurately screen out the specific data points of the power system damage area in a short period of time, avoiding the need for the technical department to Difficult to find in the vast data stream.
After this tool was made, the people in the technical department just wanted to confess the prayers, and even boldly came up with the idea of robbing Lu Fenghan.
However, thinking of Lu Fenghan's strict posture of following up and going out every day, he was forced to give up his mind.
Seeing that Qiyan was busy, Ye Pei was a little surprised: "Qiyan, why didn't the conductor come with you today?"
She is holding a cup of coffee in her hand, and she is in the stage of renewing her life with coffee. Basically, as soon as the cup bottoms out, the person will ascend to heaven.
Qi Yan's fingers were sore, he crossed them twice, and answered Ye Pei: "He said he has something to deal with, and he will come to pick me up after he finishes."
After Qiyan left, Ye Pei took another sip of espresso, and the bitterness exploded on the tip of her tongue. She suddenly thought, is the conductor still Qiyan's bodyguard now?If not, those two people still go in and out together——
Something seems wrong?
Qi Yan left the technical department, and the metal door slid open to both sides. He took two quick steps and went out, but he didn't see the person he wanted to see.
The footsteps suddenly slowed down.
Although Elisa told him that the test results were completely normal and his emotions had recovered, Qi Yan still continued his previous habit of analyzing his emotions——
is lost.
He didn't see Lu Fenghan, so he knew that the matter hadn't been dealt with yet, but he still felt lost.
Qi Yan found that Lu Fenghan had made him develop too many habits.
And these habits have been integrated into the body by time.
Suddenly, it became a part of him.
Qi Yan suddenly remembered that he had read many articles on "love", but the expressions in the words were too abstract for him to understand.
But now, when he was exploring the emotions in a relationship, he felt soft and thornless vines gently wrapping around his wrists, pulling his mind.
Wonderful feeling.
At this moment, he really wanted to see Lu Fenghan.
And he was very sure that it wasn't driven by the uneasiness when the drug was withdrawn, but simply wanted to see that person.
Just seeing it makes me happy.
"Pojun, is the general in the command room?"
Po Jun's voice came from the personal terminal on his right hand: "Chief, the general is in your lounge."
Qi Yan was puzzled: "My room?"
Po Jun: "Yes, the general has prepared lunch for you."
Qi Yan didn't think too much, and returned to the room along the route Lu Fenghan took him through.
In the room, seeing Qiyan come back, Lu Fenghan brought out a warm bowl of porridge, and tapped the rim of the bowl with a metal spoon: "It's time for lunch, star flower mushroom porridge, try to see if you can eat it."
Aware of Qiyan's picky eaters, Lu Fenghan doesn't use words like "whether it tastes good or not", but is very direct - can it be.But he is still very confident, praying that he will not reject the taste of star flower mushrooms, and cooking porridge does not require high technical content.
It is true that Qiyan forgot about lunch. In a world composed of frameworks and data, he could easily forget about eating and sleeping.But at this moment, smelling the aroma of food, he suddenly felt a little hungry.
After receiving the spoon from Lu Fenghan, Qi Yan sat down beside him, tasted it, swallowed it, and ate another.
Lu Fenghan raised his eyebrows, knowing that in addition to Xinghua Mushroom Noodles, Xiao Jiaoqi will also eat Xinghua Mushroom Porridge.
So when he was in Leto, it wasn't that his culinary skills were flawed, but that the ingredients couldn't keep up.
The amount was just in line with the size of Qi Yan's appetite. After eating, Qi Yan's light-colored thin lips were two points more bloody.
Putting the tableware aside, Lu Fenghan asked Qiyan: "Are you tired in the technical department?"
"I'm not tired. I made a small tool according to the information I read before. In the future, they will improve the efficiency of repairing the power system." Qi Yan wanted to say that his fingers were a little sore and he needed to rub them, but the time interval was not short. It's not sour anymore, so I have to give up.
Only then did Lu Fenghan take out a thin white paper.
When Qi Yan saw the paper, he blinked - the expeditionary force rarely used paper for efficient and convenient archiving.
After another look, Qi Yan saw that there was writing on it.
The handwriting was Lu Fenghan's, and he recognized it.
Lu Fenghan said: "Today is July 29th. At this time a year ago, we signed a contract in Leto."
Qi Yan nodded.
He didn't know what Lu Fenghan was going to say.
At that time, Lu Fenghan, who was seriously injured, woke up from the treatment cabin, full of vigilance.Later, with a treatment fee of 1000 million star coins, he got Lu Fenghan to sign a contract, promising to protect his personal safety anytime and anywhere within two years.
This was the only way he could think of during the two or three days when Lu Fenghan was in a coma.
Now, the time has just passed a year.
Qi Yan pointed out: "According to the contract, there is still one year to expire on July 29 next year."
Lu Fenghan handed over the paper in his hand: "Here you are."
Prayer was held in his hand, the handwriting on the paper was painted with silver hooks, the content was very familiar.
"Contract," Qi Yan read the top line, looked at Lu Fenghan, and then continued, "From July 217, 7 in the star calendar, Party B will protect the personal safety of Party A. Whenever, No matter where.... Time limit, lifetime. After the expiration, the contract will be terminated. Salary, allow, allow my tombstone to be juxtaposed with your tombstone."
In Party B's position, Lu Fenghan had already signed his name.
As in the original contract, it is as heavy as it was in the original contract, and it is insolent, with sharp strokes.
Qi Yan suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Lu Fenghan.
"General..." His voice trembled a little at the end, but he wasn't sure why.
He just felt that his heart was beating faster, as if some emotion was about to rush out.
Lu Fenghan responded to him: "I am here."
His facial features are straight, his eyebrows are handsome, and his years of frontline career have turned him into an outrageous gangster, but this toughness softened in front of Qi Yan.
Qi Yan looked at him persistently, and asked him: "Do you know if this contract is established...do you know the meaning of this contract?"
"I know."
Of course Lu Fenghan knew.
He also understands the significance of the two-year contract he signed a year ago today to Qi Yan.
At that time, he was puzzled, why did Qiyan fold the white paper with the contract in half, and carefully put it into a cipher box.
He understands now.
That's Qiyan struggling, wanting to try his best, whether he can live in this world for another two years——
He endured the pain and confusion that others cannot perceive every day, but he still did not give up easily.
Although Lu Fenghan still doesn't understand why Qiyan chose him.
But he thought, he understands, he understands the mood of praying for words.
Qi Yan's eyes were slightly dull, and he squeezed the thin paper tightly with his fingers: "Then you...the contract period..."
His mind was confused, and he couldn't even express the complete meaning.
But Lu Fenghan understood.
"What do you want to ask me?"
Qi Yan's eyes met with him, and he said what he wanted to say: "It's been too long, if in the future, one day, you find that I will make you feel tired, and I am different from what you imagined, what should I do?"
"There is nothing to do, and there is no imagination." Lu Fenghan looked at his slightly panicked eyes, and said in a light but firm tone, "Qiyan, if you call me 'general', I can be your general for the rest of your life."
Qi Yan didn't know what to say for a while.
He only felt a storm arose in Lu Fenghan's deep eyebrows, engulfing him.
He said helplessly, "General—"
"Shh, good boy, listen to me." Lu Fenghan hugged him in his arms, hugged him, leaned against the wall with his spine leaning against it, and wrapped his arms around Qiyan's back with one hand, fixed his eyes on a certain place .
"I'm very greedy. I don't want to have only one year. Two years is not enough. How can it be enough? So I set a time limit. Although I think that 720 years and 100 days are still too little."
As Lu Fenghan spoke, he felt a burning emotion in his body that couldn't be calmed down. It made him want to drive a destroyer and travel through the asteroid belt countless times to dispel it.
He thought of what Mei Jielin said, he was insensitive to death.
"I'm used to being alone. In the past ten years, or from the age of 11 to the present, 18 years? It's all like this. I don't save money, and the pension has no beneficiaries. I thought about the epitaph early and imagined it. The scene of death in the future was prepared a long time ago to die for the Alliance and the stars.
But now—I've changed.
because of you.
I don't want to die in the floating wreckage of a starship, or on a planet, and I don't want to be dusted by a particle cannon.
I have someone I want to see, as long as I have one breath left, I must crawl back to meet someone. "
Qi Yan's fingertips trembled slightly, and the hand hanging by his side suddenly grabbed Lu Fenghan's clothes: "Is it me?"
"It's you."
His parents died when he was young, and he spent many years on the front line, which made him calm and fearless about death.At the same time, he has no lofty pursuits and ideals, and he never thought of leaving his name in history.
He has always lived according to his inclinations, and no one in this world has to do with him, and sometimes he feels that he is just a speck of dust in space.
He knew what he meant to Qiyan, on the contrary, why not Qiyan to him?
Prayer is the anchor.
The anchor that tripped him and kept him from letting himself die so easily.
Lu Fenghan said with a smile in his voice, "So, do you want to sign? Sign your name on the contract. According to the alliance law, this contract will take effect immediately."
The prayer is signed.
Every stroke and every stroke is carefully considered.
After signing, staring at the names of the two people lined up side by side, Qi Yan couldn't help being stunned, subconsciously distinguishing and confirming that this memory is real.
Lu Fenghan seemed to be able to see through his heart: "Not sure if it's real or fiction?"
Qi Yan nodded.
In the next second, someone grabbed his shoulders and made a few wrong steps. Qi Yan felt that he was pushed against the wall, and he could also feel that Lu Fenghan used his hand to block it, preventing his back from hitting the metal wall. .
Before he could stand still, with surprise still in his eyes, Lu Fenghan grabbed his chin and kissed him irresistibly.
The author has something to say:
Than a heart woven with rose vines~
Today is a rough day, good night~
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Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: Zhuru lz_rrrr1;
Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 clear string;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Tao Xiaochun;
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