time gap

"Min Suk, take a break, let me come." Lu Han snatched the thermos bottle from Jin Min Suk's hand, got up and walked to the water room.

It has been more than a month to take care of my father personally. Although my father has woken up, he is basically demented. Not only does he not know Min Shuo and Min Shuo's father, but he also doesn't know Lu Han.Even when Lu Han told him that he was his "grandson", the old man lost the concept of what a "grandson" is.Min Shuo's father was very sad about this, every time he came to the hospital he kept apologizing to Lu Han, saying that he didn't take good care of his "grandpa", Lu Han had to comfort him for a while every time.

It's funny to think about it, not only to take care of the father who once ruined his life, but also to constantly comfort the culprit who pushed himself into the black hole. Time is really a magical thing. Those who think they will hate the unforgivable people and things forever, Time has smoothed away the traces little by little, and what remains is those rare but precious traces of warmth.

Every time I feed my father, or put my father whose IQ is only at the level of a three-year-old child to sleep, the memories flash back and forth in my mind, and I remember more and more when I was young, this young and gentle man was How to gently hold his hand, teach him how to eat by himself, how to let go of his hand with a smile, and encourage him to learn to walk with warm words, how to not forget to take his own food with him after a tiring day at work. His favorite snack came back and watched him eat with a smile.But in the days after he became irritable and suspicious, his impression gradually became blurred.

Even Min Shuo's father, when he pushed him into the container, asked his companion in a low voice, "We will come back and let him out later?" When feeling guilty, Lu Han can finally let go and forgive, this man was young and reckless back then.

However, in such a powerful time, what is the only thing that cannot be changed?

It is Luhan's longing for Wu Sehun.

The words engraved on the stone wall will weather with time, but the thoughts engraved on the human heart become more and more clear because of the wrapping of this body.

Just like wine in a cellar, the deeper and longer it is stored, the more mellow and full-bodied the wine will be.

People don't dare to open it easily, they will get drunk just thinking about it, and when they get drunk, they can't help but run back to that person.I can't move anymore.

Fortunately, these days are so busy and exhausted because of taking care of his father, otherwise he would be tormented by such longing all the time, Luhan really doesn't know how long he can last.

On the way to the ward with a filled thermos bottle, an emergency patient was pushed towards him. The white sheet covering his body was stained red with dazzling blood. The doctors and nurses anxiously shouted to the people around him to get out of the way.

Lu Han is not a person who suffers from blood dizziness, but when he saw the blood-stained sheet, he felt dizzy for a moment, his heart beat faster suddenly, and his breathing was almost stagnant due to the flustered feeling.

He stood there blankly until the hospital bed was pushed in front of him, and through the swarming doctors and nurses around him, he saw a hand hanging down feebly beside the hospital bed.

With a bang, the thermos bottle in his hand fell to the ground, splashing hot water and broken mercury all over the floor. The moment the scalding hot water splashed on his feet and legs, he finally came back to his senses. While recovering, the body is almost exhausted.

Ignoring the angry eyes of the doctors and the scolding of the nurses, he ran up a few steps, grabbed a nurse and asked, "What's wrong with him? Why is he here? Why is he bleeding so much? Will he die?"

"You guys know each other?" The nurse looked in surprise at the man whose feet and calves were still steaming from the scalding water.

"We... know each other. What's wrong with him?" Lu Han glanced at the hospital bed again, this time he was very close, and he could clearly see the face of the person lying on the hospital bed. Some of the wounds still had shards of glass that hadn't been cleaned in time. The once handsome faces could no longer be distinguished, and the blood all over the face could no longer reveal the original color of the skin.

It was as if a big hand had firmly pinched his heart, and the scene in front of him made Lu Han unable to stand still.The hand that grabbed the nurse's arm tightened subconsciously.

The nurse let out an exclamation and struggled to free his hand, and stared at him from a distance. Her good professionalism prevented her from swearing words like "crazy".After all, she has seen many such things in the hospital. When relatives and friends have accidents, the family members will react more or less aggressively.It's just that the man in front of her was so dumbfounded that she was a little scared.

A man who looked like a doctor came over and pushed Lu Han away: "Are you a relative or friend of the patient? Relatives and friends, please don't get in the way. He was in a car accident and lost a lot of blood. He is in urgent need of treatment. Please follow the nurse to go through the procedures of surgery and admission, and then Wait at the door of the operating room." After speaking, without waiting for Lu Han to reply, he directed everyone to push the hospital bed to the emergency room.

Lu Han sleepwalked like a sleepwalker and followed the nurse to go through the admission procedures for Wu Shixun. He just sat at the door of the operating room, his mind went blank, and he kept flashing back to the unrecognizable bloody face he saw just now, and The white sheet was stained red by large swathes of blood.

Min Shuo saw that he hadn't come back from fetching hot water for a long time, so he searched all over the hospital, and finally found Lu Han sitting on a chair with red eyes at the door of the emergency room.

He had never seen Lu Han like this before, although he had seen Lu Han sad during Grandpa Lu's surgery, but that sadness was mixed with many other emotions.And at this moment, Lu Han seems to be surrounded by great despair and sadness, and the whole person is trapped in his own world. The pain radiating from his body is mixed with the smell of disinfectant water from the hospital all the time, and Min Shuo doesn't even know whether he should approach him.This kind of Luhan made him feel strange and distant, as if he would never enter Luhan's world, as if getting along day and night these days was just a dream of his own.

Thinking of this, Min Shuo couldn't help but feel sore eyes, he lowered his head and wiped the corners of his eyes, but when he raised his eyes, he noticed the red, swollen and discolored skin on Lu Han's ankles.

"Luhan!" Min Shuo rushed over with a cry of surprise, "Luhan, what happened to your feet? What happened?"

Lu Han was pulled back to reality by Min Shuo's shout, turned his head stiffly, but saw the dazzling red light on the door of the operating room for the first time.Tears finally flowed down uncontrollably, and he grabbed Minshuo's arm, like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw.

"It's Sehun, Min Suk, it's Sehun! He was injured, he bled a lot...Min Suk, what should I do...My Sehun, what should I do Sehun..."

Although his voice was choked up and his words were incoherent, Min Shuo still got the general idea.

Sehun, the last time he heard this name was when Luhan had a fever and passed out. At that time, Luhan was also grabbing his arm and chanting this name in a daze.That word for word, Shixun, the three simple words can make him read it tenderly, as if he has hidden his affection for a lifetime, Min Shuo has never heard that someone can pronounce another person's name It is more beautiful than the three words I love you.

"Who is Sehun? What's wrong with your feet, Deer? Let me see your feet first." Min Shuo squatted down and pulled up Lu Han's trousers, and found not only the ankles, calves, but even the edge of the shoes The skin on his body was all red, swollen and discolored, and even the skin on his feet was torn and bleeding because of being worn by the shoes.If the skin looks red and swollen, it should be a burn.

"Hiss..." Min Shuo's movement touched Lu Han's wound, and the nerves that had been numb and unconscious just now resumed functioning, and the pain in his calf and feet surged, and he couldn't help taking a breath.

"Shixun... Shixun is...my younger brother..." Lu Han lowered his head and wiped the tears on his face, feeling a little embarrassed by his gaffe just now.

Min Shuo vaguely felt that this explanation was unreasonable, but he didn't ask any more questions.What he is most concerned about right now is the burn on Lu Han's leg.

"Let's go to the doctor first to deal with the burn on your leg, shall we? Your brother will definitely not come out of the operating room for some time. Your leg is injured like this. If you don't treat it in time, if you get infected, you will also die when he comes out." Instead, I can't take care of him."

Lu Han looked hesitantly at the red light on the door of the operating room, bit his lower lip and refused to leave.

Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded, Min Shuo had to get up and go to the doctor.

"You wait here for me, don't move around, the shoes will wear your feet, and it will be more difficult to deal with after a while. I will go to the doctor for ointment and gauze for the burn."

Lu Han nodded numbly.His eyes were still staring straight at the red light in the operating room.