time gap

As soon as Zhang Yixing left, the atmosphere in the ward instantly became awkward.

Lu Han sat stiffly on the chair, lowered his head, not daring to look at Wu Shixun.It took a while to speak: "Are you feeling better? Is there any discomfort, do you want to call the doctor for you?"

Wu Shixun twisted his neck and looked at him: "My neck is very tired from you like this, please sit in front of me."

"Ah?" Lu Han raised his head in a daze, and saw Wu Shixun lying on the hospital bed, twisting his neck stiffly and looking at him, he was indeed very tired, he struggled for a while, and felt that he had to take care of the patient first.So he stood up and moved towards the bed little by little, carefully sitting on the edge of the bed farthest from Wu Shixun.

To say that the farthest is actually Lu Han’s psychological effect, after all, the hospital bed is only 1.2 meters wide, Lu Han only sat half of his buttocks on the edge of the bed, and it was inevitable that he could feel Wu Shixun through the thin summer sheets The temperature of his body, this familiar temperature made him feel very nervous and embarrassed at this moment.

If Wu Shixun's head was not so tightly wrapped in bandages, Luhan should be able to see Wu Shixun's frown at this moment, but Wu Shixun is just a expressionless mummy now.He expressed his dissatisfaction with his eyes for a long time but did not see any reaction from Lu Han, so he had to speak first helplessly: "Is what you just said true?"

"Ah? What?" Lu Han raised his head, a little dazed.

"You said that if we don't leave, no one will leave. Is this sentence true?" Wu Shixun's eyes were deep and burning, staring at Lu Han's face closely, not wanting to miss the slightest expression on his face.

"..." Luhan's heart froze, and Wu Shixun hugged him countless times in the past and asked in his ear over and over again, "Are you going?" "You won't leave me again?" "Will you?" Will you stay by my side forever?" In those scenes, there are spoiled ones, serious ones, wronged ones and sad ones, all kinds of Wu Shixun, who is always trying to keep him.It seems that nothing has changed. After so many years, he still relies on him so much, still like this, with no sense of security...

Lu Han opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't speak, and lowered his head.

Nothing has changed, whether in the past or now, he cannot promise him, and this has not changed.

Wu Shixun looked at Lu Han's appearance, his eyes flashed, he stiffly raised his arm still clamped by the splint, and put his cold hand on Lu Han's hand.

"I know everything about you." He tried to calm down his tone as much as possible to express that he didn't mind.

Luhan suddenly raised his head, his already big eyes widened at this moment, looking at Wu Shixun in shock.

"What did you say? What happened?"

Wu Shixun tightened his fingers lightly, and grasped Luhan's sweaty hand. Even though his hand felt very painful doing such a simple movement, he still felt that holding Luhan like this would make him feel at ease.

"I know everything about you. Zhang Yixing told me everything. Don't blame him. He is doing it for our own good. I know everything now. I won't blame you for leaving me. I am willing to be with you Let's face it together, even if one day, you will be taken away by that time gap without warning, I will wait for you here. Waiting for you to come out, waiting for you to return to my side. I will not let you be alone again In the face of the world, never."

Wu Shixun stared into Lu Han's eyes, and said softly word by word, facing typhoons and heavy rains on the road, when he was walking in Lu Han's direction alone, he finally realized what Lu Han had in his heart all these years Suffering, you are alone and helpless in the whole world, even if your lover is in front of you, you don't know if you can meet him again in the same world in the next second.

The moment the car overturned, in his only waking consciousness, he just wanted to tell Luhan that he was not afraid of anything anymore, except for losing Luhan's heart and his love, he was not afraid of anything.Death or separation is nothing terrible compared to Lu Han's heart leaving him.Another two years, or even ten years, 20 years, as long as he is sure of Luhan's heart and that they are still in love, he is willing to wait for Luhan for a long time, until the day when we meet again, and hold each other again to his hand that day.

Luhan looked at Wu Shixun's eyes, how long had it been since he looked at these eyes that he missed day and night, but now looking at these eyes again, he saw a firmness in these eyes that he had never experienced before.

At this moment, Wu Shixun is no longer the fragile, helpless and insecure boy before he left.The firmness and calmness in his eyes made Luhan suddenly feel that this man is a mountain that can block everything for him, solid and reliable.

Wu Shixun sounds no different from those vulgar love words, but it makes Luhan feel warm and at ease.Because the sincerity and firmness he saw in Wu Shixun's eyes made him understand that every word this man said was true.

Seeing the mist-like tears gradually floating in Lu Han's eyes, Wu Shixun pulled the corner of his mouth with difficulty to reveal a smile, even forgetting that his face was wrapped in bandages at the moment, this smile was very terrifying.

"Don't cry, I know you are very touched, and I am also very touched. For so many years, you have loved me, taken care of me and tolerated me, and I have always been very moved. I used to be young and ignorant, but in the future, don't treat me like a child. .okay?

I am your man, no matter what happens to you, I want to face it together with you.I want to know what you think in your heart, I don't want to guess your mind anymore, I know you love me, that's enough.You know that too, right?

I love you.I don't want anyone but you, I don't want to share my life with anyone but you.

So even if we are not together, I will try my best to live well and wait for you to come back.

So you too, don't run away when you can be by my side, okay?In the days when you can't be by my side, you should also take care of yourself and come back to me as soon as possible.OK? "

Tears blurred Luhan's eyes, but through the hazy layer of tears, he could still feel the love and firmness in Wu Shixun's eyes.

Wu Shixun's words hit his heart word by word, and he had to admit how much he longed to hear these words in the past few years.

Although he is full of guilt, he still selfishly hopes that Wu Shixun will be willing to "spend his life together" with him, and is willing to wait for him to return to this world and go to his side again and again.

But what to do, those feelings of guilt did not disappear just because Wu Shixun finally said such words, on the contrary, they bound his heart even more tightly.

The person in front of him clearly deserves a better life and a better lover, a person who can accompany him all the time and truly grow old with him, instead of wasting the best years for himself during the long wait.

How could, how could he be allowed to bear those hopeless waiting alone for his own selfishness?Perhaps one day, I will appear in another timeline and cannot go back, so should this person wait foolishly?

Lu Han couldn't control his tears, his shoulders started to twitch.Finally he broke away from Wu Shixun's hand, turned and rushed out of the ward.

The great happiness, the surging sadness, and the despair in his heart were about to overwhelm him.

He couldn't face the person in front of him anymore, he was afraid that in the next second he couldn't help but agree to him, pushing both of them into a future with no future beyond redemption...