Mole Obstacle [Rebirth]

Cheng Yangsheng didn't dare to look at that photo more in that new room, for fear that his spirit would become more unstable after seeing it.

It wasn't until he got home that he locked himself in the bathroom and clicked on the photo again uneasily.

The person who took the photo didn't give any description, only said that he bumped into Cheng Yangsheng by accident in the shopping mall.

Cheng Yangsheng read the comments below, and the comments were nothing more than guesses about the relationship between the two, some guessed they were boyfriends, others guessed they were married partners.Some time later, someone posted a photo of him proposing to Yu Ben earlier, proving their relationship.

The place where this photo was posted happened to be Cheng Yangsheng's support club, so fans saw that Cheng Yangsheng had a partner, and showed various reactions, congratulations, heartache, doubt... Various messages appeared in front of Cheng Yangsheng .

In the past, Cheng Yangsheng and Mu Mu would peek at what others said about him, and regarded such things as a kind of voyeuristic pleasure.But at this moment, Cheng Yangsheng was no longer interested in seeing what others said about him, he himself hated himself, so what was the point of what other people said about him?

He looked at himself in the photo and was sure something was wrong with him.

But it didn't surprise him that something went wrong. He vaguely knew that his mental state was unstable, and he was no longer in line with normal.It's just that what he couldn't accept the most was that when he lost his mind, he actually accepted Yu Ben, let Yu Ben approach him, touch him...

Cheng Yangsheng felt uncomfortable for a while, took out the inhibitor from his pocket with trembling hands, and inserted the needle into his arm hard.

He didn't really want to inject himself with inhibitors, though, he just put the needle in his arm, pulled it out, put it in again.

"Do you still dare to touch others in the future?" Cheng Yangsheng asked himself, "Do you still dare to touch others?"

The needle was inserted into the arm again, Cheng Yangsheng did not hesitate, and pulled the needle down hard as it was inserted into the flesh.

His force was too great, the needle broke after cutting through the muscle a few centimeters, and only half of it remained in his hand.He threw away the syringe, panting and laughing, "Don't you dare?"

He looked at the bloody hand and smiled in relief.But in the middle of laughing, he stopped smiling and said to himself: "No...you are too bad, you will never remember your lesson like this."

He stretched out his fingers and began to scratch the wound vigorously, and said while scratching: "... Then you will remember, and you are not allowed to touch others in the future."

After a long time, Cheng Yangsheng sat on the ground, looking at his horrible hands with satisfaction.

He laughed, just like when Mumu was still there.He dipped his index finger in the blood on the ground, drew a big love heart on the tile, and then carefully wrote Mumu's name in the heart.

So what if you are sick?Even if he was sick or crazy, he couldn't allow himself to betray Mumu.

A marriage proposal has been made, a new house has been established, and the wedding date of Cheng Yangsheng and Yu Ben is approaching.

The Yu family couple didn't know that there was a high degree of compatibility between Cheng Yangsheng and Yu Ben, Cheng Yangsheng didn't say anything, at this time Yu Ben's body was in the body of Yu Mu who didn't know anything, so apart from Chen Xin, no third person knew about it.

However, even though they thought the two were not suitable partners, they still wanted the two to get married quickly.After the two settled in their new home that day, within a few days they decided on a wedding date for the two, which was set in a week.

Gu Ji thought that Yu Ben was Mumu, and no one else would be present on the wedding day, only a few of them.

So to say that it is a wedding, it is better to say that it is a play.

Three days to the wedding.

Cheng Yangsheng sat in his room, looking at the place where he had been for more than ten years.

It's finally time to leave.

In the past, he longed every day to leave here with Mumu and go to a place without restraint.When Mu Mu had an accident, he also wanted to leave for a while, he didn't want to live with the annoying people in this house anymore.

However, after these three years, he couldn't deny that he was deeply dependent on this room.

There are memories in every corner of the room, and he is reluctant to leave.

He still remembered the decoration of this room when Mumu brought him in for the first time, he also remembered the sound when Mumu knocked on the door, and the way Mumu sat at the desk and taught him math problems.

So is the bathroom.Mumu was afraid that he would not develop well, so she always forced him to exercise.Every time they sweat profusely after exercising, they take a bath together in this bathroom.

And that bed, Mumu always lies on it and reads comics, and it was also on this bed that they kissed for the first time...

He remembered everything that happened in this room, and the person who lived in this room, but that person had left long ago.

He had lived through many nights with these memories, and now that he was being asked to leave, he didn't know what to do with his future self.

For three years, Cheng Yangsheng hadn't touched anything in the room, but this time he couldn't.

He picked out some things, Mumu's clothes, Mumu's schoolbag, Mumu's quilt, Mumu's comic book... He will take all these away, and he will take Mumu into his new home, which is the two of them new house.

Two days to the wedding.

Chen Xin looked at Cheng Yangsheng who followed him off work and into the house, and asked, "Don't you need to go home?"

"Mumu isn't here, so he's not at home." Cheng Yangsheng threw down his briefcase and casually picked up the papers that Chen Xin put on the table.

It was a copy of a request form from a fertility company for clients to fill out requests for genetic matchers.

Cheng Yangsheng looked at the demand form. He was in a bad mood at first, but he couldn't help being drawn away after taking a look at it.

Chen Xin’s writing needs for obsessive-compulsive disorder are always different from people’s. Others only write about hair color, eye color, race, or education level, but Chen Xin not only writes these, but even eats first when eating. , Cauliflower like to eat white or green... Such strange details are written down.

Cheng Yangsheng was amused by Chen Xin's strange requests, but he couldn't help but smile red-eyed.

"What are you crying for?"

"I haven't cried yet, I'm just sad..." Cheng Yangsheng forced a smile, "If only I could be as easy to be happy as you are, I can be satisfied with a little thing."

Chen Xin didn't understand what he meant, and said, "Is it a trivial matter?"

Cheng Yangsheng nodded and said: "As long as you don't eat coriander, don't wear striped socks, and arrange things neatly, you can make you happy, but none of these can satisfy me. I want Mumu, and not only that Mumu likes me, I I still want to be with him forever... I want too much."

Chen Xin nodded with a half understanding.

"I'm getting married the day after tomorrow, are you coming? If you want to come, remember to pack a white envelope, not a red envelope."

"Wait until the day you get divorced." Chen Xin said, "I will give you a red envelope then."

Cheng Yangsheng laughed twice, and said: "At that time, it's almost time to pay for nothing... Forget it, don't pay for it. It's not interesting for you to pay for the Yu family couple. You might as well keep it to pay your mortgage."

"I came to see you today because I thought of some things that I haven't explained to you. I'm afraid I won't have the chance in the future, so I'll talk to you first." Cheng Yangsheng sat upright, his tone more serious.He said: "As soon as grandma leaves, I will follow, but we do not know when we will leave in this business."

Chen Xin nodded, these soldiers are indeed doing dangerous work.

"If one day I leave, you try to fight for me to be placed with Mumu's ashes... If not, don't let me be next to a group of strangers, you throw me into the sea, or throw me into outer space all good."

"Where do I get your ashes?"

"You are a general, you can't do this?" Cheng Yangsheng smiled, "But don't worry, I will make a will first, and now I am just talking to you first to let you have an impression. "

Chen Xin nodded again.

After explaining this matter, Cheng Yangsheng didn't say the next request immediately, he just sat on the ground, staring blankly at the floor in a daze.

Chen Xin didn't rush him, just waited quietly.

After a while, Cheng Yangsheng said again: "When I die, no one will remember that I once fell in love with Yu Mu."

"I will remember."

"I know you will remember, but I still want to ask you...you remember for us, there used to be two people who liked each other very much, and they were very happy when they were together."

"I can."

"Don't forget... Even if you forget me, you still have to remember Mumu, I don't want everyone to forget him."

"I never forgot him."

Chen Xin also knew Mumu, and it could even be said that Mumu was more like his senior than Cheng Yangsheng. He was always concerned about whether he was fed and clothed, and he was afraid that he would be withdrawn and be bullied.

Chen Xin thought of Mu Mu, and Cheng Yangsheng also thought of the past.However, he opened his mouth many times to talk about the past with Chen Xin, but before he could speak, he remembered that things had changed, and there was nothing to say about the joys in the past.

He just wanted Chen Xin to remember them for them, and he always felt that if someone remembered them for them, they would last forever and never be separated.

One day to the wedding.

Cheng Yangsheng stood in the cemetery, in front of Mumu's tombstone.

After Mumu was cremated, he made a fuss for a while and wanted to take Mumu's ashes with him.However, he failed in the end, and Mumu's ashes were buried here.

But after thinking about it, this is fine, Mumu is by his side, and has to watch him cry every day.As far as Mumu's cocky personality is concerned, even if she turns into a ghost, she will be worried.

Cheng Yangsheng reached out and touched Mu Mu's photo on the tombstone, and said guiltily: "Mu Mu, I'm getting married tomorrow."

"You know I don't really want to marry him, it's just that grandma still regards him as you. I promised you to make grandma happy, and I didn't break my promise, so don't be sad, it's not good for your health..."

"Grandma bought us a house, and it's decorated in the way you said before. You will definitely like it when you see it. If you are not satisfied with anything, remember to tell me... I haven't dreamed of you these days, and I miss you. "

"Although I don't want you to worry, I know you may have discovered it too. You said that you will be lenient when you confess. Let me say it first, don't be angry..." Cheng Yangsheng rolled up his sleeves, revealing his scarred hands.The sentinel was recovering well, but he repeatedly wounded himself several times, and the wound on his hand was still not healed.He said: "I'm sick, and when I'm sick, I become very strange, and I can't control myself, and sometimes I even confuse you with Yu Ben."

"I have already punished myself, and I dare not do it again... It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, but you must know that I only like you."

Cheng Yangsheng couldn't help crying while talking.He leaned his head on Mumu's photo and touched it affectionately, pretending that he could still touch his lover.

He choked up and said, "I miss you so much... really miss you so much..."

With trembling hands, he took out the ring from his pocket, knelt down on one knee in front of Mumu's tombstone, and said, "Mumu...will you marry me?"

There was no one else in the cemetery except Cheng Yangsheng. The afternoon breeze blew, and the dead branches of the few dead trees beside the cemetery were rustling.

Cheng Yangsheng was crying, but he showed a happy expression. He said to himself: "If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement."

"From now on, you and I will be each other's companions. Whether good or bad, rich or poor, we will be by each other's side, only..."

Only death can separate us.

"...Not even death can separate us."

That day Cheng Yangsheng stayed very late before leaving the cemetery.

He left with a wedding ring on his ring finger, and he was married.

wedding day.

Cheng Yangsheng woke up very early.

After washing, he put on his suit and sat by the bed for a while.

time to go.

There are several boxes piled up by the door, and they are filled with wooden things.Holding those boxes in his arms, he carefully put each box into the car, ready to take these things away.

After handling the luggage, he returned to the room and looked at every corner of the room with nostalgia.

time to go.

He walked to the door, but he couldn't help turning his head back, looking and looking reluctantly, recalling the little things he had spent here.

Really time to go.

Cheng Yangsheng lowered his head and whispered: "I'm leaving... Mumu, we won't live here anymore, you have to keep up, don't get lost, if you get lost, I won't want you."

Cheng Yangsheng opened the door and stepped out of the room.

He gently closed the door, bid farewell to the childhood memories of the past ten years, and prepared to welcome the last days of his life.

"Mumu..."

Cheng Yangsheng opened the door and rushed in again.

Kneeling in the room, his eyes were already red from crying, and he shouted: "You don't want me now...how can you leave me? You promised to stay with me forever...why did you lie to me..."

Death finally forced them to break their vows.

The author has something to say: a few clarifications:

1. It may not be QJ, but it doesn’t mean they don’t have sex, so they will still have a miscarriage.

2. Yangyang never killed Yu Ben, never!He wasn't so perverted that he was beaten to death!