Mole Obstacle [Rebirth]
Chapter 55
After Yu Mu became pregnant, his body was weak. Under the strong emotional fluctuations, after a while, his chest seemed to be pressed by a heavy object and he couldn't breathe. Then his eyes darkened and he passed out.When he woke up again, he found himself lying on the bed, and the sky outside the window was already dark.
He wasn't curious about where he was, nor did he want to know what was going on outside, he just felt that he couldn't pull himself together, that nothing was interesting anymore.
He looked at the night outside the window, and his mind was full of memories of getting along with his grandma when he was a child.
His parents don't love him, but grandma has always loved him as a treasure. If grandma didn't love him, he is sure that today he will have a completely different personality, and even his life with Cheng Yangsheng will be completely different.
The familiar mental fluctuations were by his side, and Yu Mu turned his head weakly to take a look, only to see Cheng Yangsheng sitting on a chair beside him.
This is a single ward, Yu Mu guessed that it was handled by his parents, Cheng Yangsheng couldn't spend money on him.
Cheng Yangsheng looked down at the floor, the tears on his face were still wet.His military uniform was already messed up, his half-rolled sleeves were dyed dark, and bloodstains could still be seen vaguely on his arms.
Cheng Yangsheng hurt himself again... Yu Mu looked at Cheng Yangsheng's hand, and his heart became a little heavy again.
As long as he doesn't watch, his yang will hurt himself, how can he feel at ease?He knew without even thinking about it, now Cheng Yangsheng thought he was dead, and his grandma had left again, so he had no motivation to live at all.
He and Cheng Yangsheng have known each other for more than ten years, and he knows Cheng Yangsheng's character well.Now that Cheng Yangsheng thought he had betrayed him, he must have felt ashamed to see him again, not even daring to die, for fear that meeting him after death would make him angry.
Do not want to live, but can not die, Cheng Yangsheng has no hope in the days to come, he can only walk endlessly.
If his life is a joke, then Cheng Yangsheng is a complete tragedy.
"Where's grandma?" Yu Mu asked in a low voice.
Cheng Yangsheng moved a bit, and replied in a low voice: "Send off."
"How long do I have to lie down?"
"up to you."
Cheng Yangsheng was weak, and he didn't want to show his face to him anymore. It didn't matter, a walking dead person didn't need to care about other things.
Yu Mu wanted to say something to Cheng Yangsheng, but he knew that they were not in a good mood at this time, and it was useless to say anything.He touched his stomach, and now he can lie on the bed safely, obviously the child is fine.
The child has suffered all along with him, and now he has nothing, so he can't suffer the child any more.
Although Yu Mu's heart was in a mess, he still forced himself to relax and take a good rest.
Yu Mu fell asleep drowsily and dreamed again.
In the dream, he returned to his childhood, and walked into grandma's house holding Cheng Yangsheng's hand.At that time, Cheng Yangsheng had only come to his house for more than two months, and he still disliked everyone.Cheng Yangsheng didn't want him to hold hands at all. If he hadn't held them tightly, his hands would have been thrown away long ago.
They entered the house, and a smell came from the kitchen.The fragrance smelled in the dream was so realistic that Yu Mu could tell that it was the smell of stewed beef.
Grandma came out of the kitchen with thick gloves on her hands and a clay pot.She saw the two of them, and said with a smile, "Hurry up and get the bowls and chopsticks, it's time to eat!"
When the scene in the dream changed, Cheng Yangsheng held the bowl and lowered his head to secretly wipe away his tears.
Grandma touched his head tenderly and asked, "Is it similar to the beef stew made by your father?"
Cheng Yangsheng nodded and ate while crying.
The scene in the dream changed again, Yu Mu and Cheng Yangsheng were sitting in the living room of grandma's house, secretly kissing each other while grandma was going upstairs.
At that time, no one knew that they liked each other, and everything was carefully covered by them, for fear of being opposed.
However, grandma still saw it. Grandma didn't go upstairs at all, but just hid by the stairs and watched them secretly.As soon as they finished kissing grandma, they came out, pointed at them and smiled: "Two little darlings!"
Cheng Yangsheng grabbed Yu Mu's hand tightly, and both of them blushed.
Grandma laughed again: "I bought clothes for you, I'll go get them for you to try on, you go ahead!"
The scene in the dream changed again and again, and finally stopped at the last time he and grandma met in the previous life.
They stood by the door, and grandma put a bag of biscuits into his hand, and said with a small smile: "If you still want to eat biscuits, then you come back often."
Yu Mu nodded, turned around and was about to leave.But at this time, a voice suddenly told him in the dream that he left this time, and the next time we meet again will be the next life.He didn't want to leave, he didn't move forward, he turned around and hugged grandma tightly.
"I'm not leaving, I want to be with grandma forever." Yu Mu cried in his dream, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe again.
"Mumu good. Grandma touched his head, her tone was as gentle as usual, "Yangyang is still waiting for you, you go with him. "
"I'm going with grandma..."
"It's still early, you still have to be with Yangyang for a long time, now is not the time." Grandma gently pushed him away, "Take good care of the baby, the baby's little clothes are finished, don't forget to take them."
When Yu Mu woke up, his face was full of tears, both sad and joyful.
After all, grandma loved him, knowing that he was still thinking about that parting, so she gave him another chance to look back.In the dream, he turned around and had a good talk with grandma, that's enough.
His tears didn't stop, but he finally laughed.
The following week, they held a funeral for grandma.
Yu's family didn't like ostentation, so they only organized a simple funeral for grandma, so that other relatives and her former colleagues could come to say goodbye.When the time came, grandma was buried near Yu Mu's grave.
When Yu Mu was arranging grandma's belongings, he saw some small clothes that grandma put in their room.On the day of the burial, he took those little clothes with him and told his grandma that he would take good care of the baby and let her see how the baby put on the little clothes.
He is not a person who is easily immersed in sadness, sad is sad, he believes that living well is the best way to make grandma feel at ease.
However, Cheng Yangsheng was different. During this week, Cheng Yangsheng didn't say a few words, and he always stood by the side in a daze.
On the day of grandma's burial, Cheng Yangsheng's suppressed emotions broke out, and he cried hard, crying more sadly than anyone else.
Two of his favorite people were buried in this cemetery, and his life seemed to be buried here as well.
After sending off grandma, Cheng Yangsheng went to Yu Mu's tombstone again.
At that time, he couldn't cry anymore. He just knelt in front of the tombstone with red eyes, saying sorry again and again.
Yu Mu stood behind and looked at him, so distressed that he wanted to hug him, but he didn't dare to provoke him, only dared to watch silently from behind.
Cheng Yangsheng stood up after crying for a while, and staggered towards Yu Mu.
Yu Mu didn't know what he was going to do, he nervously protected his stomach, and took a few steps back.
"Let's get a divorce. It was agreed at that time. When grandma leaves, we will divorce." Cheng Yangsheng wiped away the wet tears on his face, and said with red eyes, "After the divorce, everything will be canceled. If you don't mess with me, I won't look for it either." You are in trouble, and no one will know anyone from now on."
Yu Mu held his stomach, shook his head with a pale face.
Cheng Yangsheng looked at his belly, which was bigger than before, and said again: "Beat the child, no matter how big he is, he will have to induce labor."
"This is your child too, don't you feel bad at all?"
Cheng Yangsheng looked puzzled, nodded slightly, then shook his head, and said, "Why don't I feel bad...but I can't...Mumu knows how sad it is..."
Yu Mudao: "Can't you feel it yet? I am Yu Mu, you didn't betray me, we raise children together."
Yu Mu tried to persuade Cheng Yangsheng again, but Cheng Yangsheng just shook his head, still unwilling to trust Yu Mu.
He saw Mumu being put into a coffin, Mumu was buried, and Yu Ben looked indifferent after Mumu died. He couldn't believe that Yu Ben in front of him became his Mumu.Yu Ben was a caring person before, he played all kinds of silly tricks, but Cheng Yangsheng only knew Mumu, no matter how others put on airs, he couldn't be shaken.
In the past, when Mumu was still alive, many people tried to intervene in their feelings and wanted to replace his Mumu.However, he has never been influenced by those people, he has always only had Mumu in his eyes, no matter in the past or now.
"If you want to keep the child, then I will give you alimony; if you don't want to, I will also give you a sum of money for medical expenses." Cheng Yangsheng looked at the Mumu tombstone not far away with a dazed expression, "But Based on what I know about you, you don't know how to take good care of your child, and it's a hardship for your child to follow you, so it's better not to."
Yu Mu knew that Cheng Yangsheng would not listen to what he said at this time, he only had one bargaining chip left.Although it was a promise made by Cheng Yangsheng amidst the chaos, he knew that Cheng Yangsheng was a trustworthy person.
He tried his best to keep calm and said, "Do you still remember what you said the day grandma left? You said that I cooperated well that day, and you... just let me do it."
Cheng Yangsheng turned his head to look at him, and his eyes suddenly became desperate.
Yu Mu forced himself not to be soft-hearted, now he can't completely break up with Cheng Yangsheng, there is little possibility for them to get back together if they don't divorce.Yu Mu gritted his teeth and said, "So, I won't divorce."
"...you are so ruthless."
"Anything is fine, just don't get a divorce."
Cheng Yangsheng lowered his head again, he wanted to look at Mumu's tombstone, but he didn't dare to look any further.He laughed at himself and said, "It's up to you, I don't care if you want the child or not."
Cheng Yangsheng left, leaving Yu Mu standing alone in front of his grave.
The sky was cloudy, as if it was going to rain again.Yu Mu looked up at the endless dark clouds in the sky, and told himself that after the rain, the weather will clear up.
If he wants to live well and let the child be born well, everything will be fine in the future.
He wasn't curious about where he was, nor did he want to know what was going on outside, he just felt that he couldn't pull himself together, that nothing was interesting anymore.
He looked at the night outside the window, and his mind was full of memories of getting along with his grandma when he was a child.
His parents don't love him, but grandma has always loved him as a treasure. If grandma didn't love him, he is sure that today he will have a completely different personality, and even his life with Cheng Yangsheng will be completely different.
The familiar mental fluctuations were by his side, and Yu Mu turned his head weakly to take a look, only to see Cheng Yangsheng sitting on a chair beside him.
This is a single ward, Yu Mu guessed that it was handled by his parents, Cheng Yangsheng couldn't spend money on him.
Cheng Yangsheng looked down at the floor, the tears on his face were still wet.His military uniform was already messed up, his half-rolled sleeves were dyed dark, and bloodstains could still be seen vaguely on his arms.
Cheng Yangsheng hurt himself again... Yu Mu looked at Cheng Yangsheng's hand, and his heart became a little heavy again.
As long as he doesn't watch, his yang will hurt himself, how can he feel at ease?He knew without even thinking about it, now Cheng Yangsheng thought he was dead, and his grandma had left again, so he had no motivation to live at all.
He and Cheng Yangsheng have known each other for more than ten years, and he knows Cheng Yangsheng's character well.Now that Cheng Yangsheng thought he had betrayed him, he must have felt ashamed to see him again, not even daring to die, for fear that meeting him after death would make him angry.
Do not want to live, but can not die, Cheng Yangsheng has no hope in the days to come, he can only walk endlessly.
If his life is a joke, then Cheng Yangsheng is a complete tragedy.
"Where's grandma?" Yu Mu asked in a low voice.
Cheng Yangsheng moved a bit, and replied in a low voice: "Send off."
"How long do I have to lie down?"
"up to you."
Cheng Yangsheng was weak, and he didn't want to show his face to him anymore. It didn't matter, a walking dead person didn't need to care about other things.
Yu Mu wanted to say something to Cheng Yangsheng, but he knew that they were not in a good mood at this time, and it was useless to say anything.He touched his stomach, and now he can lie on the bed safely, obviously the child is fine.
The child has suffered all along with him, and now he has nothing, so he can't suffer the child any more.
Although Yu Mu's heart was in a mess, he still forced himself to relax and take a good rest.
Yu Mu fell asleep drowsily and dreamed again.
In the dream, he returned to his childhood, and walked into grandma's house holding Cheng Yangsheng's hand.At that time, Cheng Yangsheng had only come to his house for more than two months, and he still disliked everyone.Cheng Yangsheng didn't want him to hold hands at all. If he hadn't held them tightly, his hands would have been thrown away long ago.
They entered the house, and a smell came from the kitchen.The fragrance smelled in the dream was so realistic that Yu Mu could tell that it was the smell of stewed beef.
Grandma came out of the kitchen with thick gloves on her hands and a clay pot.She saw the two of them, and said with a smile, "Hurry up and get the bowls and chopsticks, it's time to eat!"
When the scene in the dream changed, Cheng Yangsheng held the bowl and lowered his head to secretly wipe away his tears.
Grandma touched his head tenderly and asked, "Is it similar to the beef stew made by your father?"
Cheng Yangsheng nodded and ate while crying.
The scene in the dream changed again, Yu Mu and Cheng Yangsheng were sitting in the living room of grandma's house, secretly kissing each other while grandma was going upstairs.
At that time, no one knew that they liked each other, and everything was carefully covered by them, for fear of being opposed.
However, grandma still saw it. Grandma didn't go upstairs at all, but just hid by the stairs and watched them secretly.As soon as they finished kissing grandma, they came out, pointed at them and smiled: "Two little darlings!"
Cheng Yangsheng grabbed Yu Mu's hand tightly, and both of them blushed.
Grandma laughed again: "I bought clothes for you, I'll go get them for you to try on, you go ahead!"
The scene in the dream changed again and again, and finally stopped at the last time he and grandma met in the previous life.
They stood by the door, and grandma put a bag of biscuits into his hand, and said with a small smile: "If you still want to eat biscuits, then you come back often."
Yu Mu nodded, turned around and was about to leave.But at this time, a voice suddenly told him in the dream that he left this time, and the next time we meet again will be the next life.He didn't want to leave, he didn't move forward, he turned around and hugged grandma tightly.
"I'm not leaving, I want to be with grandma forever." Yu Mu cried in his dream, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe again.
"Mumu good. Grandma touched his head, her tone was as gentle as usual, "Yangyang is still waiting for you, you go with him. "
"I'm going with grandma..."
"It's still early, you still have to be with Yangyang for a long time, now is not the time." Grandma gently pushed him away, "Take good care of the baby, the baby's little clothes are finished, don't forget to take them."
When Yu Mu woke up, his face was full of tears, both sad and joyful.
After all, grandma loved him, knowing that he was still thinking about that parting, so she gave him another chance to look back.In the dream, he turned around and had a good talk with grandma, that's enough.
His tears didn't stop, but he finally laughed.
The following week, they held a funeral for grandma.
Yu's family didn't like ostentation, so they only organized a simple funeral for grandma, so that other relatives and her former colleagues could come to say goodbye.When the time came, grandma was buried near Yu Mu's grave.
When Yu Mu was arranging grandma's belongings, he saw some small clothes that grandma put in their room.On the day of the burial, he took those little clothes with him and told his grandma that he would take good care of the baby and let her see how the baby put on the little clothes.
He is not a person who is easily immersed in sadness, sad is sad, he believes that living well is the best way to make grandma feel at ease.
However, Cheng Yangsheng was different. During this week, Cheng Yangsheng didn't say a few words, and he always stood by the side in a daze.
On the day of grandma's burial, Cheng Yangsheng's suppressed emotions broke out, and he cried hard, crying more sadly than anyone else.
Two of his favorite people were buried in this cemetery, and his life seemed to be buried here as well.
After sending off grandma, Cheng Yangsheng went to Yu Mu's tombstone again.
At that time, he couldn't cry anymore. He just knelt in front of the tombstone with red eyes, saying sorry again and again.
Yu Mu stood behind and looked at him, so distressed that he wanted to hug him, but he didn't dare to provoke him, only dared to watch silently from behind.
Cheng Yangsheng stood up after crying for a while, and staggered towards Yu Mu.
Yu Mu didn't know what he was going to do, he nervously protected his stomach, and took a few steps back.
"Let's get a divorce. It was agreed at that time. When grandma leaves, we will divorce." Cheng Yangsheng wiped away the wet tears on his face, and said with red eyes, "After the divorce, everything will be canceled. If you don't mess with me, I won't look for it either." You are in trouble, and no one will know anyone from now on."
Yu Mu held his stomach, shook his head with a pale face.
Cheng Yangsheng looked at his belly, which was bigger than before, and said again: "Beat the child, no matter how big he is, he will have to induce labor."
"This is your child too, don't you feel bad at all?"
Cheng Yangsheng looked puzzled, nodded slightly, then shook his head, and said, "Why don't I feel bad...but I can't...Mumu knows how sad it is..."
Yu Mudao: "Can't you feel it yet? I am Yu Mu, you didn't betray me, we raise children together."
Yu Mu tried to persuade Cheng Yangsheng again, but Cheng Yangsheng just shook his head, still unwilling to trust Yu Mu.
He saw Mumu being put into a coffin, Mumu was buried, and Yu Ben looked indifferent after Mumu died. He couldn't believe that Yu Ben in front of him became his Mumu.Yu Ben was a caring person before, he played all kinds of silly tricks, but Cheng Yangsheng only knew Mumu, no matter how others put on airs, he couldn't be shaken.
In the past, when Mumu was still alive, many people tried to intervene in their feelings and wanted to replace his Mumu.However, he has never been influenced by those people, he has always only had Mumu in his eyes, no matter in the past or now.
"If you want to keep the child, then I will give you alimony; if you don't want to, I will also give you a sum of money for medical expenses." Cheng Yangsheng looked at the Mumu tombstone not far away with a dazed expression, "But Based on what I know about you, you don't know how to take good care of your child, and it's a hardship for your child to follow you, so it's better not to."
Yu Mu knew that Cheng Yangsheng would not listen to what he said at this time, he only had one bargaining chip left.Although it was a promise made by Cheng Yangsheng amidst the chaos, he knew that Cheng Yangsheng was a trustworthy person.
He tried his best to keep calm and said, "Do you still remember what you said the day grandma left? You said that I cooperated well that day, and you... just let me do it."
Cheng Yangsheng turned his head to look at him, and his eyes suddenly became desperate.
Yu Mu forced himself not to be soft-hearted, now he can't completely break up with Cheng Yangsheng, there is little possibility for them to get back together if they don't divorce.Yu Mu gritted his teeth and said, "So, I won't divorce."
"...you are so ruthless."
"Anything is fine, just don't get a divorce."
Cheng Yangsheng lowered his head again, he wanted to look at Mumu's tombstone, but he didn't dare to look any further.He laughed at himself and said, "It's up to you, I don't care if you want the child or not."
Cheng Yangsheng left, leaving Yu Mu standing alone in front of his grave.
The sky was cloudy, as if it was going to rain again.Yu Mu looked up at the endless dark clouds in the sky, and told himself that after the rain, the weather will clear up.
If he wants to live well and let the child be born well, everything will be fine in the future.
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