Mole Obstacle [Rebirth]

Cheng Yangsheng cried so hard that he couldn't breathe, he was both excited and blamed himself.He was excited that his Mu Mu had come back, and he blamed himself for not realizing until now that he had done so many excessive things to Mu Mu before.

After thinking about it for a while, he guessed that Mumu appeared on the day when he locked the door of his room.That day Mu Mu behaved so strangely, but he thought it was Yu Ben who was going to make trouble again, not only showed Mu Mu's face, but also pushed Mu Mu.And later, he almost vented his emotions on Mumu, beating and scolding, dragging, falling, and even slapping Mumu in a hateful way.

At that time, he didn't have the slightest pity, because in his eyes, this person was the person he hated the most.Looking back now, Mumu's eyes were full of fear at that time, Mumu wanted to escape but couldn't escape, so he could only let him vent.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yangsheng couldn't help pinching himself hard.

He has been deeply in love with Yu Mu since he was a teenager, and he couldn't bear to say what Yu Mu said that he had never resisted, let alone beat and scolded Yu Mu.But now he has hurt Yu Mu severely, and he is complacent about hurting himself.

Damn... he is so damn...

He let Mumu go to get off work alone with a big belly, and watched Mumu lose weight rapidly due to morning sickness, and even because of his indifference, he almost killed their child...

Yu Mu was hurt so deeply by him, not only did he never scold him, but he always looked at him with gentle eyes.

Obviously he is the one who should be damned the most, but now it is Yu Mu who is lying on the hospital bed.

The more Cheng Yangsheng thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt that he was about to have a seizure.He touched the inhibitor in his pocket with shaking hands, trying to calm himself down with the medicine.However, he looked at the syringe and suddenly didn't want to get an injection.

Why should he want to make himself comfortable?He is not eligible.

Cheng Yangsheng inserted the needle into his arm, just like when he was self-harming in the past, he stabbed and scratched himself mercilessly, making himself dripping with blood.

He is a sinner, he hurt the person he loves the most, he is not qualified to live, he deserves to die, he is a scum, a scum, a pig and a dog...

"Yangyang."

Cheng Yangsheng was still crying, and the movements of his hands did not stop.

"Yangyang..."

Cheng Yangsheng cried loudly, dropped the syringe, and began to scratch his wound with his hands.

"Cheng Yangsheng!" Yu Mu gritted his teeth and shouted.

Why is this person like this?His wound is almost dying of pain, and he still has to use his strength to shout!

Being called out like this, Cheng Yangsheng trembled all over, and looked at Yu Mu hesitantly with eyes red from crying.

Their eyes met again, Yu Mu saw the self-blame and anxiety in Cheng Yangsheng's eyes, and Cheng Yangsheng saw the helplessness and tolerance in Yu Mu's eyes.

"Mumu!" Cheng Yangsheng couldn't help crying again with a "wow", crawled to Yu Mu's hospital bed and held Yu Mu's hand tightly.

Seeing him crying, Yu Mu said helplessly, "Hey, don't cry."

"Mumu..."

"good……"

"I'm sorry..."

"Okay, don't cry..."

"Mumu, I should die..."

Cheng Yangsheng kept crying, and the wound on Yu Mu's abdomen was in constant pain. He really didn't have the energy to coax him, so he could only look at him weakly.

Cheng Yangsheng cried for a while, seeing that Yu Mu didn't speak anymore, he finally stopped for a while, hiccupped and asked: "Mu Mu is angry?"

"I'll see how long you can cry..." Yu Mu said weakly, "I'm dying of pain, can you calm down?"

Cheng Yangsheng quickly covered his mouth and didn't want to make a sound, but hiccups can't be stopped immediately, the more he wanted to stop, the more he couldn't stop, he was so anxious that he wanted to cry again.Seeing his cute and pitiful appearance, Yu Mu felt very distressed, and whispered: "Don't bear it, I don't despise you."

Cheng Yangsheng let go of his hands, and when Yu Mu spoke to him in a low voice, he burst into tears again, blaming himself, "It's all my fault, can you scold me?"

How could Yu Mu have the heart to scold Cheng Yangsheng, he wanted to comfort Cheng Yangsheng a few more words, but unfortunately he had already exhausted his physical strength after saying so few words just now, and was really powerless.He smiled at Cheng Yangsheng with difficulty, and fell asleep before he could speak.

Yu Mu slept for another dozen hours, and when he opened his eyes again, Cheng Yangsheng was still sitting in front of him.

Cheng Yangsheng stared at him seriously like a loyal big dog, and when he saw him wake up, he immediately smiled, his eyes were full of light, and he moved his body towards Yu Mu.

Yu Mu fell asleep, the wound did not hurt so much, and his strength recovered a lot, he asked, "When is it?"

"Nine in the morning."

"You don't work?"

Cheng Yangsheng shook his head and said, "Accompany you."

Cheng Yangsheng sat a little closer, staring at Yu Mu's face obsessively, as if he couldn't get enough of it.

Yu Mu looked at him so much that he wanted to laugh, and said with a smile, "How do you know I'm your Mumu again? Don't you believe me?"

Being asked such a question, Cheng Yangsheng's expression froze, and his expression suddenly turned into guilt.He lowered his head and said in a low voice: "I can see your spiritual power...you have been with me all the time. You were with me at your funeral. Yu Ben wasn't there that day, so he couldn't have fabricated that picture."

funeral?Several fragments of memories flashed in Yu Mu's mind.

He has no memories of his death, but when he fell asleep yesterday, he vaguely dreamed of a few fragments.In the dream, he was by the crying Cheng Yangsheng's side, sometimes in Cheng Yangsheng's room, sometimes in the car, or in some remote and deserted corner.He just stayed with Cheng Yangsheng like that, stepping forward to hug Cheng Yangsheng from time to time, trying to comfort his lover with his non-existent body.

When he just woke up, he forgot his dreams, but now that Cheng Yangsheng mentioned them, these dreams became clear again.

It turns out that I have been by Cheng Yangsheng's side all the time, which is great.

Yu Mu felt relieved. When he recalled the days when Cheng Yangsheng suffered, he would no longer blame himself for not being with Cheng Yangsheng. It was really great.

"Thank you for trusting me." Yu Mu smiled.

"What do you have to thank me for? It's obvious that I don't want to believe you. If only I were willing to believe you, you won't either..."

At this point, Cheng Yangsheng couldn't continue, and just looked at Yu Mu guiltily.

Yu Mu was disturbed by the look in his eyes, the question he had been wanting to ask since he woke up last night finally couldn't hold back, and blurted out, "Is the baby gone?"

He fell so badly, and the baby was so fragile, the baby should have left him.

His baby was suffering for most of the days with him, and he hadn't loved the baby well, and it was too late to even say goodbye... Ren Yu Muxin was growing up, but thinking of this, he still couldn't help being sad, hating himself for not protecting the baby well.

"The baby is in the mechanical womb."

"what?"

"Zilliger and the doctor put the baby into the mechanical womb. The mechanical womb is still here. After you have seen it, Zilig will take it back to take care of it."

Yu Mu's tears flowed down his eyes, only after hearing Cheng Yangsheng's words did he realize that he was in vain.

However, despite this, his tears still flowed down because he was happy.He asked anxiously, "where is the baby? Is he okay? Is there any problem? "