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I had a dream.

There was Gu Yu in the dream, he was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

I called him, and he hugged the pillow and leaned on the sofa without lifting his head, curled up into a ball.

There is a white bag on the coffee table, which contains bottles and cans and boxes of white medicine boxes.

Before I had time to see what medicines those were, he suddenly picked them up and threw them all into the trash can.

He no longer curled up on the sofa, he walked to the window, he didn't know what he was looking at, his face was filled with anticipation, but after a while he came back disappointed.

He began to curl up into a ball again, hugging the pillow.

It didn't take long for the scene to turn into the bedroom. He was sitting on a chair on the balcony of the bedroom, muttering that I must buy a rocking chair and come back.

I couldn't help but smile, he had bought his rocking chair back.

He muttered a few words, then suddenly froze, then got up and went into the bedroom to rummage through the boxes until he found a bag of moldy bread.

"Hey, Aqin, why did you just come back?" Holding the bread, he looked at the door of the bedroom with a smile on his face, and went straight to greet him, "This is the bread I... made with Liang Xi a long time ago, look You, it's been so long since you came back..." He smiled a little stiffly, looking at the door, "The bread is all spoiled."

As he spoke, he threw the bread into the trash can, and then stretched out his hand again, as if trying to grab something.

Then froze.

He seemed to have seen something terrible, and took a few steps back suddenly.

I wanted to reach out and touch him, but I didn't even know what I was, so I could only watch him squat down covering his face.

He was crying, looking very sad.

I heard his cry, mixed with slurred words.

He listened carefully and he heard it clearly, he said, why haven't you come back, I think you are hallucinating, what should I do...

I look at him.

Look at the bread thrown in the trash can again.

I couldn't help but sore my nose.

I never knew he looked like this.

Liang Xi came to me during that time and said that Gu Yu was in a bad state. I thought it was just losing his temper again. He is always so self-willed and doesn't think about others. How could he be so bad?

I forgot, I forgot what Liang Xi said that Gu Yu had been with me for more than ten years, I forgot that Gu Yu would also be in pain and sad.

The doctor said that your current mental state is very bad. You have hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, irritability and depression, and even self-harm.

Liang Xi said, Yu Yu, you are good.

Liang Xi said, Yu Yu, let's go to treat the illness.

Liang Xi said, Yu Yu, I'll be back tomorrow.

At the end of the dream, I heard Gu Yu's cry.

Like that night, I think he already knew about Liang Xi's ending.