Shaoguang night man

Dazed for a moment, after realizing what Song Shaoyan was going to do, he pushed Song Shaoyan away and was about to run away.

But after only one step, his arm tightened, and he was dragged back into Song Shaoyan's arms.His back was leaning against Song Shaoyan's chest, and it was self-evident where he was sticking underneath.

Song Shaoyan ignored Ye Zhiting's resistance, kept rubbing the tip of his nose against Ye Zhiting's hair, and kissed Ye Zhiting's ear with his mouth.

The person in his arms kept dodging like a small fish swimming around, he felt ruthless, he carried Ye Zhiting on his shoulders and pressed the person on the bed.

Ye Zhiting was in a daze, and subconsciously pushed Song Shaoyan's face with his hands.

"I don't want to," he said.

Song Shaoyan knew that Ye Zhiting didn't want to, but he didn't stop and went too far.

Ye Zhiting was frightened and couldn't help shrinking towards the corner of the bed.

Seeing Ye Zhiting's fierce resistance, Song Shaoyan pinched Ye Zhiting's waist and asked, "When did you think about it? We are lovers, shouldn't we do this kind of thing?"

Ye Zhiting grabbed Song Shaoyan's arm and tried to stop it, but Song Shaoyan grabbed his wrist and cut it behind him, holding it down hard.

Ye Zhiting was scared, he had never seen Song Shaoyan like this, forcing him to do things he didn't want to do like crazy.He said it again with trembling voice: "Shaoyan, I don't want to."

"Are you just so resistant to having sex with me?" Song Shaoyan pressed Ye Zhiting and asked in his ear.

Ye Zhiting shook his head weakly, moved his knee forward and tried to crawl away.But Song Shaoyan's strength was too great, and he was caught back as soon as he moved a step.

In the end, he could only call Song Shaoyan's name in exchange for Song Shaoyan's reason, begging softly: "Shaoyan, please..."

But Song Shaoyan ignored it, he wanted to punish him heavily, so he used some strength in his hands.

Ye Zhiting took a deep breath, swallowed the word "pain" into his stomach, and curled up into a ball.

His eyes were red, and he struggled to pull out the wrist that was tightly held by Song Shaoyan, and then squeezed Song Shaoyan's hand vigorously, saying clearly: "Song Shaoyan, I really don't want to have sex with you...... Please , can you let me go?"

The moment the words fell, Song Shaoyan felt as if a heavy stone had hit him.Because what Ye Zhiting said this time is not that I don't want to be with zuo, but that I don't want to be with "you".

Chapter 6

Song Shaoyan couldn't help smiling bitterly, the red handprint on Ye Zhiting's waist reminded him of what he had just done to Ye Zhiting.

He gently stroked Ye Zhiting's waist with his thumb, in exchange for Ye Zhiting's dodging and shrinking.At this moment, an unspeakable sourness fermented in his heart.

Song Shaoyan still remembered that when he was four years old, the director of the orphanage picked up Ye Zhiting at the gate of the orphanage.At that time, he didn't know that he would like Ye Zhiting so much, he only knew that Ye Zhiting was a small group, crying in the dean's arms, not only was not annoying, but the flushed little face was cute.

The dean saw a note in Ye Zhiting's clenched fist, with Ye Zhiting's surname written on it.

He coaxed the little Ye Zhiting and said, "So your surname is Ye! Let me call you Little Ye Zi first, okay?"

Ye Zhiting looked at the dean tearfully, and continued to cry with a "wow".At that time, Song Shaoyan poked Ye Zhiting's cheek with his hand, it was smooth and tender.After poking it a few times, Ye Zhiting stopped crying, and just shook his hand with his little hand.

At that moment, the dean said to Song Shaoyan: "This little guy likes you very much, so he won't cry when he's facing you."

Song Shaoyan always remembered this sentence, he hoped that Ye Zhiting would always like him.It's just that this kind of liking is no longer satisfied with pure liking. When it is mixed with love and desire, he hopes more and more that he can take Ye Zhiting as his own.

But he hoped that Ye Zhiting could be possessed by him willingly, instead of being frightened and trembling like he is now.

Song Shaoyan resisted the urge to slap himself a few times, and pulled the quilt over Ye Zhiting's body.He hugged Ye Zhiting across the quilt, and whispered in Ye Zhiting's ear: "Zhiting, I'm sorry. It's my fault, I scared you."

"This kind of thing... won't happen again." Song Shaoyan didn't dare to look at Ye Zhiting's face, but just begged over and over again, "Forgive me, please?"

Ye Zhiting still covered his face under the quilt, he didn't nod or shake his head, he just felt that his reaction hurt Song Shaoyan too much.Feeling guilty again, he suddenly couldn't breathe, his head was in pain like it exploded.

In just a few seconds, Ye Zhiting was sweating profusely from the pain.He made a muffled voice through the quilt, and said to Song Shaoyan: "My head hurts."

Hearing from Ye Zhiting that he had a headache, Song Shaoyan immediately went to the bedside cabinet to look for medicine.The bottles and jars in the cabinet were all Ye Zhiting's medicine for treating his head.Some help to restore memory, and there are painkillers that I just bought at the pharmacy when I started to have a headache not long ago.

The new medicine prescribed by Huo Yuantian was exactly the same as Ye Zhiting's previous medicine for treating the head, and it was mixed in the cabinet so that Song Shaoyan couldn't tell which ones were old and which ones were new.

Song Shaoyan gave Ye Zhiting painkillers first, and when Ye Zhiting recovered, he asked worriedly, "Is it better?"

Ye Zhiting nodded, feeling that the headache saved his life this time.Otherwise, he really doesn't know how to face Song Shaoyan.

He said it was much better, and took his pajamas and wanted to get under the quilt and put it on.

Song Shaoyan's gaze stayed on Ye Zhiting's face for a moment, and finally got up slowly: "You wear it, I'll go out."

Ye Zhiting said "En", and after Song Shaoyan closed the door and left, he put on his pajamas.

The drawer of the bedside table was not closed, and Ye Zhiting stared at the medicine bottle inside in a daze.The medicine prescribed by Huo Yuantian was right in front of him, he took it out and held it in his palm, not knowing what was wrong with him.

He also didn't understand why he was haunted by Huo Yuantian, at least in his opinion, the four words "love at first sight" could not explain his dream and his unreasonable yearning for Huo Yuantian.

Ye Zhiting wants to know the reason quickly, he firmly believes that he has such a special feeling for Huo Yuantian, and the answer can be found in the lost memory.

Thinking of this, he immediately unscrewed the cap of the medicine bottle and swallowed two pills.

With a bitter taste in his throat, Ye Zhiting frowned and coughed twice.He looked into the bottle, not to mention that this bottle of medicine was ten times more bitter than before, and even the color was darker.

Before he had time to think about it, Song Shaoyan knocked on the door outside and said, "The dean called to ask what time I'm going to get the writing today."

Ye Zhiting didn't need to teach today, so he replied to Song Shaoyan: "Let's go now."

The children in their orphanage celebrate their birthdays, and the headmaster will write a calligraphy as a gift for the birthday children.This seems to have become a tradition in the orphanage. Even if some children are adopted, and some children grow up and leave here, they will return to the courtyard on the day after their birthday to get gifts.

The words written by the dean are different every time, but there is only one thing that will not change, and all the words written are good wishes.

On the way to the orphanage, Ye Zhiting was thinking about what the dean would write to himself this year.He thought about it all the way, and felt that he should write words like "get well soon" and "happy every day" like in previous years.

As a result, when they arrived at the orphanage, the principal took a brush and swayed on the rice paper, leaving only the four characters "Fly out".

Ye Zhiting looked left and right, but didn't understand the meaning.

The dean asked Ye Zhiting to put away the words and said, "Go and play with the children in the yard. They will be very happy when they know you are here."

Ye Zhiting agreed that Song Shaoyan would go with him when he went out, but the dean stopped Song Shaoyan from behind and said, "Shaoyan, come here, I have something to tell you."

Song Shaoyan paused, closed the door and asked, "What's wrong?"

The dean pointed to the birdcage hanging on the balcony, in which was the canary he had raised for many years.

Song Shaoyan followed the dean's gaze, and heard the dean say to himself: "Put it away for me."

Song Shaoyan couldn't help being startled, because he knew that the dean was telling him in this way: You let Ye Zhiting go...

He also knew that the dean wanted Ye Zhiting to live under the blue sky like a bird, instead of being locked in a cage by him.

Chapter 7

Song Shaoyan didn't move, he stared at the canary in the cage, and said to the dean, "I can't do it."

The dean was not surprised to hear such an answer. He poured himself a cup of tea, sat down and said, "It may not be as difficult as you think to let Zhiting go. He is no longer chasing after your ass, calling you every day." Brother’s little kid. He’s grown up, and you can’t control him for the rest of his life. No matter how good a bird is, it’s a nest, not a cage.”

"What's more, Zhiting's amnesia is not a terminal illness. There will always be a day when the memory will be restored..." Speaking of this, the dean looked up at Song Shaoyan, "When he remembers and knows that you lied to him, you think he will forgive you ?"

Song Shaoyan listened to each word, his ears buzzing.He pursed his lips tightly, counting the mistakes he made.

But from the day he chose to lie to Ye Zhiting, he was ready for the lie to be exposed and Ye Zhiting to leave him.

In the relationship with Ye Zhiting, he only dared to put himself in a very low position at first, as long as Ye Zhiting wanted him, he could immediately stay by Ye Zhiting's side and never leave.

Ye Zhiting doesn't want him, he will silently guard Ye Zhiting, look at him, and love him.

But the human heart is made of flesh, Song Shaoyan couldn't help being a guardian with his heart full of holes.So the day Ye Zhiting lost his memory, he told Ye Zhiting that he was his lover.

The perfect identity woven with lies allowed Song Shaoyan to deceive Ye Zhiting and himself.He is overly involved and tries his best to play the role of boyfriend, but he still has an inexplicable sense of distance with Ye Zhiting.

But even so, he couldn't let Ye Zhiting go.

Some people are just a thorn, the thorn is too deep, and it is too painful to pull out/out, so maintaining the status quo is the best result.

Song Shaoyan always believed that the current way of getting along with Ye Zhiting was also the same.