masculinity

I looked at Yunlong, my mind was spinning rapidly, recalling those times in junior high school and high school, Yunlong was always by my side.

Thank you for his care and love, but...

"Where am I?" I asked Yunlong in a low voice. After I jumped into the lake, I lost consciousness and didn't know what happened afterwards.

"My family." Yunlong said softly, with a warm and soft voice.

"Oh? Why am I at your house?" I couldn't figure it out, even if I was saved by him, I should be lying in the hospital now.

besides!How about little?I still put him in the car!

When I thought of the little one being locked in the car by me, I started to panic. I also read news reports that children were locked in the car, so don't suffocate to death.

I remember that day, I deliberately left a small slit, and I quickly picked up my clothes and prepared to go to the lake.

"Lin Xi?! What are you doing? Are you still in Shanghai?!"

"I'm going to find the little one! Don't pull me!"

Yunlong held my wrist firmly, preventing me from going out. My tone seemed not very good. Yunlong let go, "Little one? Who?"

"my child."

I blurted out, when I just finished speaking, the strength in Yunlong's hand increased, and it hurt me a little bit.

"you are married?"

Yunlong looked at me with fixed eyes and asked, I know what he is thinking, so let me explain clearly.

"No, I'm just helping a friend of mine who passed away with her son."

"Oh?!" Yunlong looked at me suddenly, with a lucky look in his eyes.

"Let's not talk about it, I'm going to find him!"

I shake off Yunlong's hand, I must hurry up, otherwise the consequences will be disastrous!

"Is it this child?" Yunlong behind him spoke.

I turned around when I heard the words, and saw that he was already holding a child in his hand. I didn't even think about it, I rushed over and took a look!

"Little one!" I thanked this little guy excitedly.

I hugged the little guy from Yunlong's hand, and then checked it carefully to make sure that there was nothing wrong with the little guy, so I was relieved.

"Why is the little one here with you?" I raised my eyes and asked Yunlong who was standing aside, wondering how he saved me and found the little one.

"Hehe, in fact, I saw you before you parked the car, and followed you to the lake, and then saw what you and the man were talking about, so I hid not far away to watch, and then found that something was wrong, and when I was about to walk over , you suddenly jumped down..."

That's it, no wonder why Yunlong saved me again, and he was able to find the little one in the car.

"Oh..." I didn't have any mood to perfunctory.

"You and that man...?" Yunlong wanted to ask me what happened to that man, but he didn't seem to know how to ask.

"I don't know him, and he wants to kill me." I don't want to recall the ins and outs of this incident, and Yunlong doesn't know much about it, so I will focus on it.

"Why did he kill you? Do you know?" Yunlong asked me like a detective.

"He said...he said that I robbed his man...it's weird."

I hesitated a bit in embarrassment, I thought of Chi Xu, and felt even more aggrieved. I was misunderstood as a couple with him, and I was also drunk.

"Then you..." Yunlong also suspected me, and when I got excited, I suddenly raised my voice and said, "I'm not! I'm single, okay? You don't believe me!"

I don't like people not believing me the most. The feeling of being distrusted is super bad. After I finished speaking, I hugged my little one and walked out of the room.

"Where are you going? Xiaoxi?" Yunlong followed me and asked.

"Go home." I said to Yunlong coldly.

"You rest here for a few more days, and go back after recovering from your injuries."

Yunlong persuaded me to stay and recuperate. I don't think it's necessary. By the way, isn't Yunlong married?Then I'm not good here.

And I remember my sister-in-law is not easy to mess with.

"No, I'm here. It's not convenient for you and sister-in-law. My injury is fine."

I still know about men and women, after all they are married so I can't live here.

And I have a place to live, why should I live in someone else's house, it's inconvenient.

"Xiaoxi, I'm divorced!"

"What?!" I heard it right, I looked at Yunlong's indifferent expression, and I stared at his face in surprise.

He is divorced?I don't know why, how long has it been?

Layers of doubts arose in my heart. I knew he was having a bad time with that woman, but I still didn't know why. At the beginning, Yunlong agreed voluntarily, and that woman was also interested in him.

But why divorce, just because you don't love?Hehe, I think it's ridiculous. If so, then Yunlong and Chicheng are not the same. Because they don't love each other, they divorce...

What do they think of marriage?As a prop to test love?So the conclusion is that if you love, you will grow old forever, if you don't love, you will break up, and each will be safe?

How ridiculous!

"I found out that I listened to my family before, but then I found out that it's not what I want. I...I like you."

"Yunlong, I'm not suitable for you, but please don't push the responsibility for your divorce to me. I'm not the reason for your divorce!"

I'm not happy at all, Yunlong still hasn't changed, what he said made me feel that I had invisibly meddled in their marriage, and then led to their divorce!

Of course I'm not happy, he likes me, it's none of my business, I made it clear before.

"Xiaoxi, I know it's not your fault, but I want you to give me another chance. OK?"

I was speechless immediately, the person I don't like, how can I promise to give him a chance...

"Yunlong, thank you for doing these things for me, but I have always only regarded you as my brother. You know who I like."

I can only stop Yunlong's thoughts. After so long, he still hasn't let go of his so-called obsession.

"Chicheng? Hehe, but he doesn't love you!"

Yunlong got angry and growled at me, the veins on his forehead stood out.

"Yes, but that's enough for me to like him."

I just want to break Yunlong's thoughts about me, so I have to pretend to love Chicheng very much, I know that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.

Even though I don't love Chicheng anymore, I still say it against my will.

It's really like going back to high school years ago, but unfortunately not.

I can't selfishly use Yunlong as a spare tire. Even if the person I love doesn't love me, I will tell the person who loves me that I don't love him. He can go to the right person instead of wasting too much money on me. time and emotion.

"Lin Xi, why didn't you give me a chance to try?"

Yunlong's tone was a bit helpless and begging, I was stunned, when did Yunlong become so humble, he had never been like this before.

I thought he hadn't changed, but he did, but only slightly.

"Then where are you going now? This is not Beijing!"

I heard it right, Yunlong actually said that this is not Beijing, so where is this?Did Yunlong lie to me because he didn't want me to go?

"Where is this place?" I ran to the window and looked out. It really didn't look like downtown Beijing, it couldn't be in the suburbs.

Yunlong answered me seriously, "This is Langfang."

It's not far from Beijing, but the problem is how I got here, I just fell asleep.

"Then why did I come here?" I couldn't figure it out, could it be that Yunlong drove me here?

"You have been in a coma for a week." Yunlong frowned.

In a coma for a week, me?How is it possible, I just fell asleep, why do I feel like it happened yesterday.

"Are you lying to me?" I don't believe Yunlong, I always feel that he is afraid of me leaving, so I subconsciously feel that he is lying to me.

"Hehe... Lin Xi, in your heart, is this how I am?"

I was stopped by Yunlong, and I remained silent for a while.

"Then why did you bring me to Langfang?" Isn't Beijing very good?Good medical technology can also help my injury, but why did he transfer it to Langfang! ?

"Because of him, he is looking for you!"

I understand who he is talking about in Yunlong's mouth, Chicheng is looking for me, I don't feel happy when I hear such words.

In the past, I might have been very happy, but now there is only An Jing. He came to me because I took so much money from him, and he asked me to pay him back.

"Okay, I'll stay."

I jumped in thinking and agreed to stay. I also want to stay quietly for a while, and I don’t want to be disturbed by some people. The work in Beijing is definitely dead, and I don’t want to do it anymore.

Two years later.

I returned to Beijing with my two-year-old little boy. In the past two years, my economy and ability have been improved, and I feel that I can go to Beijing to start my own business.

I opened a book cafe in a less prosperous place in Beijing, mainly dealing in books and drinks, because I like this kind of life.

Leisurely and safe, and then stable in this world, anyway, it is enough for me to support myself and my little one now.

It doesn't need a lot of money, a car and a house are enough, and there is nothing else. As for the small issue of education, a large amount of education funds is needed.

In recent years, I didn't want to hire a nanny to take care of my little one, so I decided to take care of my little one myself, so I didn't look for a job for the time being, so I opened a book cafe and took care of my little one when I had time.

After that, Yunlong didn't say anything to me anymore, keeping a distance from me like a friend.

I am very grateful to him. In the past two years, if it weren't for his care, I really couldn't take care of the little one by myself. As he grew up, there were many troublesome things.

It's better now, at least he can walk, and I can hear what he said clearly.

This is just a little bit better, and on the other hand, he is getting more and more mischievous, and often confronts me.

During the third week in Beijing, I met Chi Xu, who seemed to be in a good mood.

I wanted to go forward to say hello, but in a blink of an eye, he disappeared. Chi Xu clearly saw me, how could he run faster than a rabbit when he saw me?

I'm almost cut off from the outside world now, I play with my little one every day, and basically don't get along with anyone other than him.

Every day in the store, at home, at two points and one line, life is fulfilled.

When May Day came, my work became easier because of the arrangements made in the store and a few part-time students, so I took my little one to the playground.