masculinity

I still remember the scene where I went to the cafeteria to eat with Yue Jiaqi. I was temporarily called by the old class to the office to get the materials because I was out of class. Yue Jiaqi and Chu Keke helped me to make meals. go.

There was a lot of noise in the cafeteria, there were roars and screams from girls, and cheers from boys. I thought there would be some performance in the school cafeteria, but when I walked past the crowd, I saw Yue Jiaqi dragging a long Girl with hair spins in circles.I was stunned at the time, Chu Keke was standing next to him helping Yue Jiaqi hold the rice bowls for the three of them.

I stood in the crowd of onlookers and didn't intend to go out to persuade the fight. I probably learned the ins and outs of the matter from the alumni who were watching. It turned out that Yue Jiaqi accidentally stepped on the girl's foot while queuing for dinner. Yue Jiaqi was about to apologize, but unexpectedly The girl spoke first instead.

"Hey! Isn't this our school beauty goddess?" The girl looked at Yue Jiaqi deeply with a sarcasm and said.

Of course, Yue Jiaqi doesn't eat cabbage, and sometimes she also beats the teeth and sacrifices, such as:

"Hmph! I don't know who Green Tea is. A man obviously doesn't love you, but he tries his best to charm him and rape him. Tell yourself who is shameless? Huh?!"

Yue Jiaqi bit her every word to death, and didn't give the girl any chance to refute. It seems that Yue Jiaqi is a girl with clear love and hate. If she treats her well, she will treat that person twice as well; Revenge ten thousand times back.This is my impression of her.

She calmly exposed the girl's unknown ugliness. It's not hard to imagine the reaction of the onlookers. She suddenly became agitated, like a bee breeding base, too noisy...

What Yue Jiaqi said, almost half of the students who were watching knew the reason. It was not because the girl’s boyfriend liked Yue Jiaqi, but Yue Jiaqi didn’t like her boyfriend. It was as simple as that, but the girls didn’t think so , so she looked for Yue Jiaqi several times, she thought Yue Jiaqi was robbing her boyfriend, so she scolded Yue Jiaqi.

What can I say?Let's just watch quietly, anyway, I went, it's useless, the students onlookers were in an uproar, of course it would attract the teacher, some of the teachers came to the scene with their jobs, a scene of women tearing each other was captured by the teacher Income fundus.

"Dinner time, what are you doing?"

It was a male teacher who came from the student department. In fact, it’s not good to say it. The teachers in the student department are almost all out of society, and then come in through some connections. To me, I seriously despise it.

Knowing that it was a fight, and pretending to ask what happened, I really wanted to go over and ask him, "Teacher! You are blind!"

When Yue Jiaqi and the girl heard the teacher's voice, they still hesitated for a while, but neither of them wanted to let go first. Yue Jiaqi grabbed the girl's collar, and the girl grabbed Yue Jiaqi's hair...

When the male teacher saw that Yue Jiaqi and the girl didn't want to talk to him, he couldn't hold back anymore. Teachers always have a good face, especially in front of the students, they always want to scare others.

"Do you hear me? Let me go!"

The male teacher said something like this at the end, and some people laughed on the spot. Teacher, you didn’t seem to say something like stop fighting, I also hehe, I give full marks to this than pretending!

The two girls let go this time, and it wasn't all because of the teacher's role. I think they might be tired. The girl was ashamed because she no longer had face...

Sure enough, after that day, the girl transferred to another school...and separated from his boyfriend.

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My eyes shifted from Yue Jiaqi's body to Chicheng's seat, wandering between the two positions, I kept asking myself, do I really want to help Chicheng chase Yue Jiaqi?If they really get together, fall in love, get married, have children, grow old... what about me?Silent blessing, or despicable tearing them apart, two voices are struggling in my heart, one represents the noble love doctrine of righteousness and self-sacrifice, and the other is that love is inherently selfish, and no one gives up to perfect others.

"Lin Xi, one is the person you love, and the other is your friend. Isn't loving someone just for his happiness? Wake up."

"Lin Xi, tell me, do you really love Chicheng? If you love him, you must own him!"

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My brain is about to explode, I think this should be the two sides of people, one represents the goodness of people, and the other represents the darkness of the heart.

I am hesitant and don’t know which self to obey. Whether it is good or bad is just a matter of thought, but I just don’t like to make decisions. choose that.

This may be the inferiority of human beings, always wanting those things that cannot be obtained, but thinking about other things when they get it. In fact, they are not wrong, it is just human nature, and it is the same for me, but for Chicheng’s It feels like it hasn't been transferred. This should be the kind of rare true feelings.