masculinity

Chicheng said that this place will be my home from now on, is he tactfully confessing his love to me?My little mind is guessing, in fact, I hope so, this kind of confession is better than talking about love with lips, at least I think so, it doesn’t care about love based on material, it’s just that this family is very contagious and confuses me Looking forward to a bright future, I walked hand in hand with him in the courtyard of the house, I leaned on him, and he hugged me.

Hearing Chicheng's words, the fear in my heart disappeared, all the abuse, all the small dark houses are gone with the wind, it's just my own imagination.I don't understand what Chicheng's words mean. He wants to tell me that he wants to be with me, grow old together, and see all the glitz and glamour.

I wished so much in my heart, but the reality was unsatisfactory. I followed behind Chicheng and limped through the living room of the room, admiring while walking with difficulty, and then Chicheng went up to the second floor. Hesitating at the stairs, how do I go up this one?

Otherwise, I'll just wait for Chicheng in the living room below. There's nothing to see up there, and I'm not interested. I just want to go home early. This afternoon's class is so absent. It's okay, just a class.

A pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist, realizing that my body was already in someone's arms, Chicheng's cold expression was meticulous, he picked me up and walked upstairs, following the stairs up and down High, my heart beats faster little by little.

This room is divided into two floors. The first floor is mainly for the kitchen and living room, and the second floor is for the bedroom and study. Chicheng led me to the bedroom on the left side of the stairs on the second floor, took me in, and put me on the edge of the bed. After I sat down, Chicheng took out a family medicine kit from the cabinet of the first cabinet, found a small bottle, poured out a few drops of liquid, rubbed his hands together, walked up to me, and squatted down I lowered my head, moved my hand to my injured foot, took off my shoes and socks, and gently pressed and pinched my injured ankle.After the action lasted for a few seconds, Chi Cheng said, "Your things have been packed, tell me what you lack before five o'clock in the afternoon, and I'll be in the study."

Chicheng said to me very maturely, he was about to go out of the room, stopped again, turned around and paused, then said to me: "You are next door."

After finishing speaking, I turned around and left, gently closed the door, and my figure disappeared outside the door, leaving me alone in this strange room, confused and confused, and I was told that here From now on, it will be your home, and then he said that all your things have been packed...

I was bewildered by Chicheng's indifference, even I wanted to ask him, why is this my home?I have a home!My parents are still at home waiting for me to come home for dinner!I quickly opened the door and tried to chase it out. My strength was too great, and the sound of "bang" resounded throughout the room with echoes.

"Chi... Chicheng!" I was so frightened by the sound of the door hitting that I couldn't speak properly, and I called Chicheng with some slurred words. I actually opened the door, and I didn't expect him to enter the study, so I just let go of my voice shouted.

As a result, Chi Cheng's figure happened to be at the door of the study, and he didn't go in. He looked at Chi Cheng and wanted to continue talking, but noticed the look of disgust on his face, and fixed his gaze on me. After a few seconds, Chi Cheng spoke.

"In the future, the sound of closing the door will be quieter, and the sound of talking will be the same."

The current Chicheng makes me feel strange. It is not at all like the Chicheng I met you at school before, nor is it like the Chicheng I saw in Zhanlan. Now he is a different person, deliberately ignoring and indifferent to me.

Vaguely, I felt that Chi Cheng was holding back something, Chi Cheng stopped for a few seconds and began to ask me: "Is there anything missing?" He frowned and looked at me with a puzzled expression. The daily necessities are all complete, what else is missing?

"That?... That, I want to say, I have to go back at night, and my parents will be worried."

I finished speaking weakly, and waited quietly for Chi Cheng's answer, but Chi Cheng remained silent. Facing his silence, his face was as calm as water, without any ripples, as if it had nothing to do with him, indifferent and speechless Staring at my face, I was at a loss, and my eyes began to avoid, unwilling to look at Chicheng's expressive face.

About 1 minute or so passed.

Chicheng moved and approached me, shortening the distance between me and him step by step, his appearance became clearer and clearer, and I could see more and more clearly, seeing the pity and love in his eyes, this look , where have I seen it.

I searched for familiar memories in my mind as quickly as possible, and finally realized that this look is the same as that of animal defenders when they see stray cats, because I participated in an activity of the Animal Love Association when I was in high school. During the activity, I It was for the association to collect photo materials, so I was sensitive and impressed by the pity and love in the eyes.

"Lin Xi, you will stay here tonight, and I will take you back tomorrow."

Chicheng's voice miraculously became as gentle as cotton, and strands of tenderness wrapped around the voice and entered my ears, and then spread directly to the softest part of my heart.

But I still want to go back, I insisted on telling Chicheng, and said: "No, I must go back tonight." To be honest, I don't want to live in the same house with Chicheng now, it's so strange, I and him There is no unclear relationship.So I still pay attention, lest Chicheng say that I am a casual person.

"But to get to your house, there is no taxi, let alone a bus, so you walk back by yourself?" Chi Cheng said coldly.

When I heard this sentence, my heart almost collapsed, no bus, no taxi?I really want to walk back, but when we came, we didn't have the mind to observe the route. Now I really regret it.

"Why? Huh? Tell me!"

Being cheated by someone, I feel bad for an instant, and my attitude of speaking will not be much better, Chicheng, you villain, you actually lied to me?You still want to lie to me to come to a place where the birds don't shit, and now there is no bus or taxi, let me walk back by myself?

In China, I can sue him. This is called abduction and kidnapping, and the punishment can be determined according to the severity of the situation, hum!It's a pity that I don't understand the laws of Canada, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sue you, and even lied to me, and even took me to his house, and told me strangely, why is this my home in the future?

Funny cold stuff, I detest it, contempt and anger are mixed together, I am already about to explode, Chicheng said, "Leave if you want, I don't want to keep you, don't say I didn't save you."

The more Chi Cheng talked, the more I couldn't understand, what happened to these people today?Dad vented his anger on me, and then Chicheng tricked me into his house, and now he says he wants to leave as soon as he wants, there is nothing to save...

Could it be that I am too stupid.I couldn’t understand what they said, so I felt like they had changed. I wondered why. The more I thought about it, the more I felt something was wrong. I clung to Chi Cheng, you either give me a reason today, or send me back immediately Home, or I will call the police!

I have no one, I really can’t think of any useful way to get myself home, it’s getting dark, if I don’t come home in time, my parents will definitely worry about me, so I have to go home as soon as possible , Not long ago, my parents were worried. I am already a college student, and I have to think about my parents. I can't be as selfish as I was when I was young. Now I can consider other people's feelings.

"Hey! Who is it?! You are the one who let me get in the car, you are the one who let me come to your house, and you are the one who let me have it now!"

I looked at Chicheng with extreme resentment. This man was really unpredictable. He asked me to get in his car for a while, told me to come to his house for a while, and told me to walk back. Give him a chance to chase me, and after a few days he was indifferent to me. For such a person, I dare not give myself to him easily. I am afraid to give him even the chance. Even if I like you, when you convey to me that I am message of fear.I will shrink back without hesitation, because what I love is the sense of security you give me. If your sense of security is gone, I will naturally not give myself to you with peace of mind.

"Lin Xi! When can you think about others, don't always use your own thoughts to decide the life and death of others!"

Chi Cheng got angry, grabbed my shoulders, stared at me with wide eyes and didn't move, and a little saliva splashed on my face, I was so frightened, I didn't dare to move, I could only listen to Chi Cheng quietly. Yelling at me presumptuously.

"I said, this will be your home from now on. Your father and mother are no longer in Canada. They have left, but what about you? You have always been protected by others. You never know how good others treat you. Always I take it for granted, don't know how to be grateful, and keep greedily asking for it."

Being accused by Chi Chengyi, I couldn't come up with any strong evidence to refute it. I heard, my parents have left Canada?Where are they going?Why don't you take me?Didn't they agree that the family should be together and live happily ever after?

Suddenly, I didn't know what to do for a while, I stared blankly at Chicheng, thinking that Chicheng would let me go, but he continued to say: "Lin Xi, your parents won't come back, the reason is probably you I also know, so I won’t talk about it, since they begged me to take care of you, then I agreed, but what about you?…Think about it for yourself, give me the result at [-] pm, stay here if you want to, stay here if you don’t want to , you can figure it out yourself."

What Chicheng said was so cool and noble, I was not allowed to say anything, and I could only quietly listen to him accuse me of my wrongdoing and my ignorance, and listened to what he said.I am a little disappointed, a lot of it is sad, where are my parents now?Chicheng said that I know the general reason, I know, isn't it because of domestic policy issues...

I used to naively thought that my father and mother were clean and honest all their lives and would not be involved in it, but the result was still inevitable. The so-called officialdom has its own way of playing. As long as you know how to play, you can call the wind and call the rain. People play to death, this is life and death in the officialdom, my father thought that he would be fine after going abroad, but...

Chicheng left me outside the room, he entered the study room, his indifferent back left me helpless, closed the door, I was still standing quietly at the stairs, doing nothing, the turbulent memories in my mind bit by bit Dian Paida, Yunlong, Chi Cheng, Yue Jiaqi, Chu Keke, Mom and Dad...