masculinity

I have already disliked Chi Cheng tens of thousands of times in my heart, I am really thick-skinned, and I am speechless, but after thinking about last night, Chi Cheng's kung fu is really good...

I am such a worthless person, what Chicheng said is not wrong, I am a duplicity guy, my body is more honest than me, what I think in my heart cannot be known by Chicheng, then I will lose, it is hard to put his weight on Downplay, now I admit defeat, then I will give up all my previous efforts.

"Do you want me to help you get up? Huh? Chicheng looked at me with the quilt in his hand full of playfulness and charm, with a charming light in his eyes.

I don't want it, seeing him smiling like this, with an evil and cynical expression on his face, you don't need to think too much to know that there are some shameful and dirty things in his mind.

"Uh...forget it, I'll get up now!" I quickly turned over, my whole body was entangled with soreness, I endured the slight pain, blocked the important parts with my hands, then I was a little shy and couldn't let go of my breasts, and walked away Go to the sofa not far from **, pick up the clothes and pants, of course I put on the pants first.

Suddenly remembered!What about mine?I found the boxer pants with black and white plaid scattered on the side of my body. The moment I bent down, I was petrified!I didn't wear underwear, I ran down the underwear so boldly, I covered the front, but what about the back...

I walked around with bare buttocks, my face suddenly heated up, and I was embarrassed and dull all of a sudden. I awkwardly held the little Nei Nei in my hand, stood up and turned to look at Chi Cheng standing behind me, I was stunned up!

"Hey! What are you doing?"

Speechless, I took a few steps back in fright, when Chicheng was behind me, I almost ran into him, oh my god, I was so terribly ashamed, I stared at Chicheng angrily and shouted, he just said nothing What is he doing behind me?Don't think about anything bad in the morning.

As soon as I spoke, Chicheng responded with a jokey smile, and then said with a cheap smile: "Idiot, that one is gone."

"Ah for what?"

I didn't have time to react, every time Chicheng talked to me, I felt that his thinking was jumping too much, and I couldn't keep up with Chicheng's rhythm at all.Not knowing why, I was still looking at Chicheng in confusion.

The smile on Chi Chengjun's face deepened, and his eyes were full of evil spirits, staring at a certain point below me, that kind of eyes exposed his ambition, very much like the eyes of a wolf hunting prey in the animal world , I can't wait to rush over.

"Shou! Can I think you are seducing me on purpose?"

Chicheng asked me back, I heard what he said, I choked like a choke in my throat, I couldn't say anything, am I fucking you?What kind of international joke are you making, you think you don’t need money for joking...

"Don't worry, I'm not that interested in you." You'll hate me, and I'll hate you too. Don't think I'm easy to bully, hehe, I can only treat it as if I was bitten by a dog last night, and it's just a dewy encounter. Don't take it seriously , otherwise I will lose completely.

I feel a little stuck in my heart, although I think so in my heart, I just comfort myself not to give Chicheng the first time last night, I want him for something, not because he is not good enough, but because he can't give me what I want, and now I I don't want it anymore.

"But... your brother..."

Chi Cheng said this intentionally in embarrassment, and looked at me shamelessly with a drawn-out voice. He couldn't help sniggering himself, and he still teased me. After listening to Chi Cheng's narration, I immediately reacted, Only then did I feel the coolness under my body.

ah? !Has my IQ been dropping lately?In order to argue with Chicheng, I actually forgot to cover the place I shouldn't see with my hand, and the unobstructed view was exposed to the air, the rhythm of death!

When I reacted, I picked up my clothes and rushed directly into the bathroom in my bedroom. I closed the door in a panic, then put on my clothes in a daze, pulled up my pants, and after tidying up, I went Looking at the person in the mirror, his face was shrouded in a scarlet blush, his eyes were filled with shame, and his face was obviously flustered and lifeless.

I stared blankly at myself in the mirror, what happened to me?Do you really want to love the person who hurt you, and give him another chance?

I am like a child with autism, asking myself over and over again, looking at me in the mirror talking to myself, looking at the image in the mirror suspiciously, I don’t know myself anymore, I feel that the person in the mirror is so strange.

After last night, I want to accept Chi Cheng, I really want to be with Chi Cheng again, just now Chi Cheng opened the door and came in and asked me to eat, at that moment, I really wanted to compromise with Chi Cheng, if I really love, I really want to be with Chi Cheng Together, there is no difference between winning and losing, as long as there is love.

"Fool, hurry up."

Inside and outside the door, I was still asking myself what to do next, my parents are no longer around, and now I have nothing but myself, after sex, I instantly became a poor Insects, live under the fence.

In the end, after a painful ideological struggle, I decided that I would leave here after my feet recovered, and I would stop going to school. I would start looking for a job by myself and work to support myself, as long as no one could find me.And don't let Chicheng know that I didn't want to drop out of school at all, because I can rely on scholarships to support my studies. The reason I left is that Chicheng is there. I don't want to have anything to do with him in the future. I slept with him once. , also give him what he wants, maybe I want too...

The sound from inside and outside came into the bathroom, I heard Chicheng calling me, it must be telling me to go eat quickly, I roughly washed my face, to make myself look refreshed, don't make it seem like I'm overindulging, the fact is, But you have to hide it deliberately.

I opened the door, walked out, and retorted with dissatisfaction on my face: "What's your name, I'm not deaf!" I pretended that the embarrassing thing just happened never happened, and walked slowly to Chi Cheng's side, pretending to be natural, Then meet his eyes.

Now that I have healed the knot in my heart, I am no longer afraid to look into Chicheng's eyes. I used to be afraid to look into his eyes and dare not look straight for more than 3 seconds. Now I can look into his eyes calmly and use sharp eyes Scanning his face, it turns out that if you look away from a person, you won't care about anything, and you won't feel any awkwardness.As long as my heart is open, everything is just a floating cloud. It turns out that there was a ghost living in my heart...

Chicheng looked at me still smiling, looked at me with satisfaction and asked me with a questioning tone: "Can I go down to eat?"

I whimpered and glanced blankly at Chi Cheng beside me, looking at you, didn't you just look at my body.As for being like this, it's really useless, hey... people, what do you eat!

Downstairs at the dining table.

After Chi Cheng and I went downstairs one after the other, I sat down at the table where the breakfast was set, and started to start without any hesitation, with freshly baked bread in one hand and lukewarm milk in the other, It’s as refreshing as you can eat one bite at a time, the taste is simply amazing!The bread is soft and delicious, the milk is smooth to moisten the throat, there is also porridge, fruit, soup...

I just eat and drink, I’m not really jealous, but after looking at these delicacies, I feel very hungry. Maybe I didn’t eat last night, and then I did that big exercise last night. It’s normal to lose energy. So don't take me for a foodie.I am a man after all.

"Are you a refugee from India?"

I was eating happily, but my chewing was interrupted by such a sudden sentence, I turned my head to look at Chi Cheng in embarrassment, Chi Cheng must have been moved by my persistent eyes, then he waved his hand helplessly and said : "Hey... it's okay, you go on! Go on."

I'll go, I didn't say anything, how could I hear that his tone was a little impatient, and he was helpless that I couldn't help it, just let it go and eat quickly.

I bowed my head and enjoyed the happiness brought by the food, and I was so happy that I could eat such a rich breakfast together, I am so happy, my happiness is bursting now.

Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed that Chicheng sat down on the seat opposite me, picked up the knife and fork and ate the bread in a dignified manner, and drank the milk in an elegant and gentlemanly manner. Seeing the contrast, I greeted Chicheng in my heart For several generations of ancestors, Chicheng did it on purpose, pretending to be struck by lightning, so he likes to pretend, hum!

What the hell is he trying to provoke me on purpose, to reflect my rudeness, right? A scheming man, a shameless person... I pretended not to see his movements, I lowered my head to eat, and suddenly thought that there was someone else in the room ?

Aunt Fen, where have you been?Wasn’t it still here just now? Why didn’t there be anyone there? I raised my head and moved my eyes to the direction of the kitchen. I already had a general understanding of the layout of the room here. The kitchen was quiet and no one was there, so I looked at the rest of the living room. , still did not find Aunt Fen's figure.

"Don't look for it, Aunt Fen is gone."

"what?!"

A sudden sentence like this would scare people to death. When I was carefully looking for Aunt Fen, Chi Cheng suddenly said a sentence, which scared me out of my wits, and I gave him an annoyed look.

I still have to feed myself quickly, and I still have to go to school to attend classes, otherwise I missed so many classes, how can I make up for it? Thinking of Teacher Chi Cheng who is sitting across from him, thinking of how many classes he still has, otherwise, I will try How about trying to play the emotional card with him and ask him to cancel my absence from class.

I drank the milk slowly and ate the bread bit by bit, while quietly waiting for the opportunity, waiting for Chicheng to speak, I looked at Chicheng's elegant eating, and thought about how to tell him.

"Just say what you want to say, don't look at me insanely."

I didn't even say a word, Chicheng spoke up pre-emptively, how did he know what I was going to say, Chicheng can read minds?While talking, Chi Cheng ate his breakfast peacefully, without even looking at me.

Suddenly someone saw through his mind, and felt a little lost. If he was ready, he didn't know what to say, and it was all stuck in his throat. It was extremely uncomfortable.

"As my person, just say what you have." Chi Cheng added calmly, and the words, being my person... stirred up a lot of water in his heart.