masculinity

I looked at the driving recorder in his hand, and vividly recorded the whole process before and after I got in the car, as well as my familiar voice. It seems that I can't let it go this time.

Looking at the video played in the recorder, my young heart has become stuffy, and I can't do it well anymore.I lowered my head and fiddled with my mobile phone, feeling guilty and embarrassed, I didn't know how to find the steps, and I cheated myself again. I was worried about my IQ.

"How is it? Still not admitting it?...Huh?" Chi Cheng looked at me with a proud smile and said.

I looked up at him impatiently, and then turned my face out of the car window, Chicheng looked gloating, I really wanted to punch him hard, make you laugh, you won't die from laughing!I cursed wantonly in my heart.

"I... so what if I said it? Hmph!"

"What can I do? Be my wife, Xiao Shou."

Chicheng is going to God, this is, I am so angry that I am going to explode, I look at him disapprovingly, I said so what, I thought what you can do to me, I just want to fight against such hegemony for my own bravery When he heard Chicheng's words, be his wife...

"Hehe! I'm sorry, I'm a man, so I can't be your wife!" I continued to say firmly, "I want to get out of the car!"

I mockingly dismissed his attitude. A person casually tells someone that he wants him to be his wife. With such an attitude, can I agree?What a mentally handicapped joke, I don't mind him calling me wife, but he doesn't take his relationship seriously at all, he speaks casually, and is unreliable!

If Chicheng was serious and said to me now, "Would you like to be my wife?" I might be moved and agree to him, but unfortunately it's not what I thought, he looked down at me cynically, as if waiting for me to leave into his trap.So I refuse, I don't want this kind of perfunctory love.

"Do you dare to get out of the car and try?" Chi Cheng frowned, staring at me slightly angrily and growling.

I was a little scared, and was frightened by Chicheng's face, but since I said it, I couldn't take it back with a slap in the face, I insisted, but the voice was a few octaves lower than before.

"I want to...get out of the car!"

My voice was a little low, I insisted on my own decision, and repeated what I just said. When I said this, I was ready to wait for Chicheng to roar like a storm, even if it was nothing he yelled at, I have to insist once, I want to see if Chicheng is really in love with me, or if it's just the possessive desire that can't get it that is always restless.

"Okay! Then you get off." Chi Cheng said coldly, and then pressed the door lock.

The car door slammed, and I quickly opened the door and got out of the car. In case Chicheng regrets it later, I will get out of the car immediately if I have the chance.If he loves me, he will definitely not let me go back, so I will take a gamble!

If Chi Cheng really let me go, I would resign myself to my fate, anyway, the weather is good today, I will walk back with my foot hurt, I don't believe I can't live if I leave Chi Cheng?

"Boom!" I took my backpack and got out of the car, closed the door, stood outside the car, and looked at Chicheng in the car through the window.

I am waiting for Chi Cheng to call me back into the car again, and I promise myself that if Chi Cheng asks me to go back to the car, I will immediately go back to the car, and promise to be his wife, take care of him, and love him forever, as long as he does not leave Me, I won't leave him.

But I was wrong. Within a minute, Chicheng drove into the front with a cold face, and left me behind the car. The car quickly disappeared from my sight. As soon as the car disappeared at the corner, I I just subconsciously threw the phone out of my hand...

Throwing it in the direction where Chi Cheng drove away, the white mobile phone drew a silver-white arc in the air, which was very beautiful, but when I woke up, only me who wanted to cry without tears and the broken mobile phone on the road were left debris.

I used too much force, and the phone was gloriously sacrificed. I bent down to pick up the smashed phone, then took out the phone card and put it in my backpack.

Looking at the phone that was intact a few seconds ago, now there is a pile of trash left, and I am silently praying for my IQ, when can I be more rational, I should see a doctor in a few days, I always play dead recently , Every time I can be stupid enough to fool myself.

"Smelly Chicheng! Bad Chicheng! Did I owe you something in my previous life?"

I stood up and looked at the debris of the mobile phone on the ground, I took them as Chicheng, kicked them around, and kept cursing, but the more I scolded, the more I felt aggrieved, it's a bad time!

"Hmph! You also said that you want me to be your wife, and now you are going to abandon me on this sparsely populated road. Fortunately, you didn't agree, otherwise I don't know how much I will suffer in the future."

Poor me, I was talking to myself on the side of the road, looking at the sky, it should be almost five o'clock now, and I looked at the broken mobile phone case on the ground helplessly, what should I do now?I don't know where this place is, my phone is gone, I can't find anyone, my foot injury hasn't healed yet...

I regret it now, why did I get out of the car so bravely, I wish I could slap myself a few times now, why every time I quarrel with Chi Cheng, I can properly trap myself, and I am very disappointed in myself.

Don't think too much, just think about how to go back, Chicheng is going on, but I can't go forward now.What if I go wrong?I can't cheat any more, in case I cheat myself to death, it's not worth it, I still want to find my parents!

I am going in the opposite direction to Chicheng. I am going to return along the road. I probably remember how to walk the road I walked just now. I hope to meet a car that can give me a ride. I resisted the slight pain on my face, bit by bit Walking back slowly along the way I came here, I feel so wronged and lonely.

I have been walking like this for about an hour. The sky is gray and it is getting dark. I haven’t seen any houses yet. I feel so wronged that I can’t leave properly. There is still a little light in the afterglow of the setting sun on the top of the mountain, which is definitely a desolate and beautiful atmosphere.

Looking at it, my eye sockets became moist. When the evening wind blew, the tears were slightly cool and I realized that I was crying. I was frightened by myself. I pouted and said to myself: "Why are you crying? A big man, Can't cry."

While not allowing myself to cry, I wiped tears on my face with my hands. I can't do anything about my emotional glass heart. This is a natural instinct, and I can't change it.

Not far away, the last glimmer of barren light on the mountain disappeared, and night was coming, which meant that I had to grope my way home in the dark, and my heart was already vomiting blood.

The weather is good today, there should be moonlight later, and then the moonlight should be able to return to the city.I got up from the ground again, patted the ashes off my buttocks, and then continued walking back to the city.

"Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh."

"Damn it! God, don't treat me like this!"

I haven't walked a few steps, and it's raining, and this is no one else, who can be as unlucky as me?I must have offended the God of Plague recently, the years are not going well, why have I encountered all kinds of bad things, this once-in-a-lifetime "opportunity", can I buy a lottery ticket, guarantee 90.00% that I will win.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, so I hurriedly quickened my pace, while running, my eyes were not free to look for a place to hide from the rain. I ran too fast, and the pain in my feet became more intense. I still have to endure it. I can't go back tonight, and my whole body is soaked, so I will definitely catch a cold.

After running for a while, God paid off, and finally let me find a place to shelter from the rain. I saw a small wooden house by the side of the road. I didn’t knock on the door, but just pushed it open and closed it, because I saw a spider outside. Net, no one has lived here for a long time.

It’s been a long time since no one lived there. I pushed open the door, and a dusty and musty smell hit my face. I covered my nose as if disgusted, knowing that the smell inside had lightened, so I walked in.

After a general cleaning, I stayed here with peace of mind. It turned out that this place used to be a resting place for forest rangers. When I was cleaning, I found a booklet left here. I flipped through it and saw everything. It is to record some tree species, some time, and the names of people seem to be, all in English, but fortunately I can understand.

I didn't find a tool to make a fire, but I didn't smoke, and I didn't have a lighter. Hey... It seems that smoking is good sometimes, at least I don't forget to bring a lighter.

"Hey...then lean in the corner and sleep for a while."

There are only a few tattered chairs in the room. At first I wanted to clean them up and sit down, but when I was about to move them, the chairs fell apart. I gave up the idea of ​​sitting on the chairs, and squatted on the ground, leaning against the wall to sleep Well, the rain outside seems to be getting heavier.

The injury on the foot is getting more and more painful now. It may have been soaked by the rain just now. After getting wet, it started to hurt again. Coupled with strenuous exercise, it's no wonder that it doesn't hurt.

It's better to endure it and have a good rest. At worst, I can't go back until tomorrow morning. It's raining so much outside, it's dark again, and my phone is broken. I'd better wait until dawn.

Chi Cheng should have gone back, he found out that I didn't go back, would he be worried about where I'm going, would he come out to find me?I still did not give up hope for Chicheng, and I just thought about it, and slowly fell asleep after thinking about it.

I was awakened by a warm hand touching my face. It scared me. I thought some bad guy was coming. I immediately opened my eyes defensively, and saw Chicheng looking at me with his mobile phone and the light on. All of a sudden, the panic disappeared, and the grievance and pity began to roll in.

"You big villain! Hundan!"

I yelled and kept a lot of words in my heart for a long time. Now I can only condense all the words into these few swear words. I don't know what to say. I just want to push Chicheng away with no purpose. He is too close. Yes, but now I just want him to stay away from me.

"I'm a bastard, don't be afraid, I'll take you home."

Chicheng grabbed my hand and pushed him accurately, and said to me with a serious and tenacious expression, in the same tone as a child who is coaxing his anger, he bent down and hugged me.

After he picked me up, I looked at his clothes and hair in surprise, and found that his whole body was soaked...