masculinity

For Fein's rogue tactics, I have already gotten used to his rogue behavior in my ordinary campus life, and I have acquiesced in my heart. Wearing out, I also slowly began to forget some of the terms.

For example, Fein is not allowed to enter Lin Xi's residence without authorization, and to give Lin Xi random flowers to confess his love. He must keep a low profile in school, and don't let others know that Feen likes Lin Xi.

Campus life is still changing after class and class every day. I noticed that a black limousine has been stopping at the school gate for the past few days. I seem to have seen it somewhere, but I don’t remember where I saw it.

Time is indeed a very powerful thing. It not only relieves people from pain, but also indifferent people's memory. The shadow of the person in my heart has been slightly blurred, and it has begun to look like another person.

Maybe the god of time felt that my life was starting to be ordinary again, so he wanted to give me some storms and thunderstorms. Chicheng, who was about to forget, appeared in front of my eyes again near the end of the period.

He was still standing at the school gate not far away in a black suit and leather shoes. He was standing gracefully and elegantly in the cold Canadian winter. His eyes were like the moon, shining brightly like sapphires shining in the night sky.

Holding the book of Canadian language and literature, I was stunned by the campus path far away, secretly spying on the man and woman not far away...

A long-haired, temperamental beauty stepped on white high-heeled shoes cheerfully and walked towards the pretty figure, with a happy smile on her face. Fitted suit pants pocket.

I quietly hid behind the small tree next to the path, my heart ached with pain, Chicheng's fiancée?That woman in red?That arrogant, cold, glamorous and arrogant woman who scolded me in the villa in Chicheng is actually from the same school as me!

The originally chaotic thoughts gradually became clearer. Why did Chi Cheng come to Canada? Because his fiancée was in Canada. Why did he appear here? Because his fiancée was going to study here, so he came to visit first.

Now that Chicheng appeared, of course my first reaction in my heart was for his fiancée, because his fiancée was going to go to school here, and Chicheng was a man who came to be a knight.

The knight of the princess, very romantic European love, the princess wearing glass crystal shoes, waiting for the knight baron who is good at martial arts to marry her, Chicheng took the book and schoolbag from his fiancée in a very gentlemanly manner.

I looked at such a romantic scene in front of me without blinking, and felt sour in my heart. There was this scene in the scene I had imagined before. In the picture, there is no such car in Chicheng, only the blue bicycle. He would come out of the school parking shed on time every day, stepping on his bicycle, I bumped into him on purpose, and then asked him to take me home with an excuse, and over time, I got in touch with him.

Then every day I went to and from get out of class with him, as if he came to pick me up specially, happily satisfying these illusions I imagined, and bit by bit I couldn't extricate myself.

Now I see the person I love holding another person's hand with a smile that cannot be ignored. After I look carefully, I am more sure that the smile on Chicheng's face is from the heart, and it is definitely not a perfunctory coping with the forced marriage at home.

I don't want to go into it anymore, it doesn't make much sense anymore, I turned around to leave this place, and hurried home, when I turned my head, I looked at Bai Yiyi who was standing behind me, she looked at me with piercing eyes, and said softly, " Lin Xi, let go and start over." Bai Yiyi couldn't bear to look at me, feeling pity for me, hoping I was wrong.

"He doesn't love you anymore. Have you seen that? He only has his fiancee in his eyes now. Look at him. When he came here, he didn't even ask about your news."

Bai Yiyi shouted to me excitedly, she tried to scold me to wake me up, I smiled in my heart, Bai Yiyi didn't understand at all, I am not attached to Chicheng anymore, but in my heart I pay homage to the one-man show when I was young, alone Rehearsing an unknown script in a dark room, I love him, he loves her, he loves me...

This kind of bloody plot was the most beautiful when I was young in high school, but I looked at the back every day and dreamed about it, and I was alone in the middle of the night to borrow my sense of emptiness.

After that day, I deliberately left late every day so that I could stagger the time and not have to worry about running into old people.Unpredictable things happen suddenly, the more you don't want to see him, the more frequently he will appear, and even start to disrupt your life.

"Lin Xi! I miss you!" As soon as I got to the door after class, I was about to take out the key to open the door, when I was hugged tightly by a man who suddenly appeared behind me. I panicked and saw clearly who this man was. . "Chicheng?!"

This person really didn't come in time.I didn't want to see him, but he came unexpectedly.I was surprised by his current appearance. A few days ago, he was well-dressed to pick up his fiancée, but now he looks like a drunk.

I let him hug me, I knew he was drunk, I took a deep breath, and smelled the mixture of cigarettes and spirits on Chicheng's body.My heart softened, why not let him in the house.

I helped Chicheng into the room and let him lie flat on the sofa. I got him a wet towel with great experience, and then I wiped his face carefully. The towel wiped his eyebrows, the tip of his nose, and his lips. Corner, there is no place that I was not obsessed with.

I don't deny that I am obsessed with ghosts now, my dick is starting to react, I admit that I have no resistance to Chicheng, I am obsessed with his beauty, and the spiritual charm he gave me.

I miss him so much that I can't sleep peacefully every night, and when I miss his sprint, his hands hug my body tightly.

But now, I don't have any other brains to think about his goodness. What floats in my mind is his indifference and his leaving without saying goodbye.

I tried my best to find his goodness and his love for me in the sea, but I don't know what happened, but I couldn't find it!I can't find it.

I wiped his face, and Chi Cheng, who was in a drunk dream, grasped my hand to wipe his cheek, and called my name like crazy, "Lin Xi! Lin Xi! Don't go..." I couldn't bear to look at him Shouting anxiously like this, I was moved to respond to his cry.

What I couldn't believe, I didn't have time to react, I was already under Chi Cheng's body, and my posture was very uncoordinated.I take a closer look!Chi Cheng is not drunk!He's pretending to be drunk so he can come into my room!

"What are you doing here?"

I finally recovered the turbulent mood I had just now, and said to the man at the door in a tone that was chewing wax.Chicheng tried his best to enter my room, I was very happy, but my face was still dead.

"It's enviable that you and your new friend have a good time. It's not bad to live in a hotel and enjoy such an intoxicating scenery. Hmm."

Chi Cheng said to me in a sarcastic tone, that face seemed to be deformed under the forceful squeeze.On this face, I can't see the tenderness and love he once had for me, even if there is nothing there, only anger and sarcasm.

I didn't dare to look more, so I turned around and looked in the same direction pretending to be disgusted.I am not ashamed of him in my heart, shouldn't he explain something to me?Now that I have been wronged, why should I explain? If he doesn’t believe me, why should I explain?

The hotel he mentioned, the new friend, I didn't understand it at first, thinking he was talking nonsense, but then I understood, it was the last time we went on a trip with Finn, don't mention that time, I feel so heartbroken!Originally, I shared a room with myself, but later Fein actually said that he had no room, so he squeezed a room with me.I understand that Chi Cheng is jealous, and I want to forgive him, but he has no remorse at all, and he doesn't realize where he is wrong.I really want to tell him that I love him very much, but he keeps lying to himself by leaving over and over again.

I finally held back, because he said something to me, so heartache.I don't have any wiggle room to talk to him.

"Lin Xi! I want it, no one can take it away!"

The cold and biting words pierced my eardrums like sharp arrows, and when I heard them, I suddenly understood.Chicheng thinks that Finn snatched me away from him, and he means to snatch me back from Finn?

I think it's ridiculous, it's Chicheng who made a mistake, but now he's shifting all the responsibility to others, I look at Chicheng who is pressing me down with disgust, why is this man so overbearing and unreasonable, he always feels that he is not at fault , put all the faults on others.

Chicheng's weight was on my body, and I felt it was very difficult, so I yelled at him: "Chicheng! What's wrong with you?" I screamed with almost all my strength, I love this man so tired, love hurts , but I just can't forget him.

"Do you want to worry about yourself... huh?" Chi Cheng gritted his teeth and looked at me fiercely, his eyes burning with fire.In his eyes, I clearly caught the eye-catching warning. I am very familiar with this kind of gaze, not the same as the eyes that I met with ** that night.

My eyes widened in horror, and my pupils were dim and gray, looking at this condescending man lying on my body, his posture was a bit daydreamy.

I'm worried about whether Bai Yiyi will come back suddenly. My virginity has already been given to this man, and I don't care about giving it again. Fortunately, Bai Yiyi was called by Fein and the others to celebrate.

Before he finished speaking, he pressed me firmly on the big bed in the hotel. A hole like a whirlpool suddenly appeared on the big bed, and the hole was surrounded by cracks, like after an earthquake. ruins.

He is hugging me tightly now, endless demands, I haven't felt the rush of Chicheng's breath for a long time, and now I feel it, I wish I could cut him into pieces...

When I met this man, I was in his world. Falling in love with this man, I lost my soul and gave it to this man. I squandered my only hope and hated this man. My heart was full of fiery heartache.