masculinity

Looking at the words written by Chi Cheng on the mirror covered with water vapor, I was taken aback for a moment, did I fall in love with him?

Hehe, it's really ironic, doesn't he know how I feel about him?I'm not sure if the words written by Chicheng are teasing me, or what.

I don't know what to say about the relationship between me and Chi Cheng, I realized that I am no longer in love with him as before, and then I looked at him without crying or fussing.

On the contrary, now, I have to consider my feelings, and I also care about Chicheng's attitude towards me, for fear that one day Chicheng will suddenly disappear without my attention, and after a while, I will receive him news of marriage.

This has always been my nightmare. When I am awake, I always deliberately avoid this problem. I am afraid that it will become a reality, and I am afraid that I will die alone.

"Chicheng, I love you." I couldn't help saying the three words in my heart, it seemed that this was the first time I said it to Chicheng personally, maybe I said it before, or I wrote it on paper.

But this time, the emotions I contained were different from the previous ones. This time, I was extremely afraid of losing Chicheng and being quietly discarded by him.

The previous "I love you" means that I like him, I want to have Chicheng, I never thought about what will happen to me and him in the future, these are two completely different states of mind in and out of love.

"My wife, what's the matter?" Chi Cheng stared at me suspiciously and said.

I also stared at his eyes, and noticed the drops of water falling from his hair, a bit of a bohemian prodigal image, extremely attractive, and once again I saw waves in my heart.

I swallowed my saliva to hide, and replied pretending to be okay, "Well, do you love me?"

My voice was deliberately lowered, and I looked weakly at Chi Cheng. Following my words, my hands had already encircled Chi Cheng's bear waist, and my fingers were moving on his strong back.

We took another shower after another long run...

"Hey! What are you doing? It hurts..."

I was picked up by Chi Cheng, and he walked directly to the bed, and then threw me back on the bed like throwing clothes.

I exclaimed in pain and reprimanded me, he just treated me like this, bullied me, and even abused me!Damn you just ate me, and now you are so rude to me, what kind of man is this.

"Honey, I was wrong, I just want to fight..." Uh, my face is paralyzed, Chicheng is the highest state of dissatisfaction, have I not satisfied his wretched needs in the past few days?

"Don't! Don't! It hurts!!!"

Chicheng ignored my objection, and a heavy body pressed against me violently again. I wanted to cry but begged Chicheng to let me go. I really hurt, and then my waist and legs hurt.

"Stop...stop. It hurts...it hurts." Chicheng stopped his movements while I was saying each sentence, and I also breathed a sigh of relief, and finally escaped from the tiger's mouth.

"Honey, then I'll sleep with you in my arms." Chi Cheng turned over and pulled me into his arms very domineeringly. The tenderness that exhaled like blue made me fall in love with his embrace.

"Don't move around." I still told him worriedly, I was afraid that someone would get excited later, and I would be too tired to die again.

"Okay, wife, go to sleep, husband promises not to move, just hug you."

Chi Cheng turned sideways, supported his head with one hand, looked at me firmly with his eyes wide open, and then swore to me that he looked like an obedient and well-behaved child, I almost couldn't help but touch his head off.

My worry proved that I was thinking too much, Chicheng really hugged me and fell asleep, he slept very soundly, it seems that he should have had a good dream, but I have insomnia...

It's night, the night that is about to enter winter, it is always quiet and makes people think wildly. After I came out of the previous rental room, I have been thinking about Bai Yiyi in my heart, is she okay?I went back to get the clothes and didn't see her at home. Because Chicheng was there at the time, I didn't think about it.

When I was packing my clothes, I saw a certain brand of covers in the bedroom. I was surprised at the time. This is one of the reasons why I didn't let Chi Cheng into the bedroom. I can't believe that there is such a thing in Bai Yiyi's bedroom , I was afraid of being seen by Chicheng, so I hid it in my pants.

I'm not petty jealous that Bai Yiyi has found another man, but I'm worried about her scumbag, what if she gets hurt?

Hehe, when it comes to hurting, why didn't I hurt her?I'm also a scumbag, right? Don't think about it. I hope Bai Yiyi will be happy. That man must love her very much.

the next morning.

Since I have class in the morning, when I arrived at that point, my biological clock naturally played a role. I bounced off the bed, and my first reaction was to check the time with the mobile phone on the top cabinet. I opened my eyes and saw , seven thirty!

Fuck!There's still half an hour left for class?I usually wake up at seven o'clock, but today I was half an hour late.I quickly got dressed and took the things I needed to bring. When I went back to the bedside to pick up my phone, I realized that Chi Cheng was no longer on the bed. He woke up earlier than me?

Chicheng has no class today, why is he so uptight?I was a little scared and went downstairs. I looked at the living room and kitchen downstairs on the stairs, but I didn't see the figure I wanted to see.

I started to feel uneasy, did Chi Cheng go back to get married?Or leave without saying goodbye again...

I walked downstairs in frustration, little by little, Chicheng left me again, and didn't say hello to me, every time he just left without saying goodbye, and then suddenly appeared again.

Every time after he left, I felt resentful and resentful, but after Chicheng appeared, I wavered and forgave him for leaving without saying goodbye.

I walked out of the house with slow and heavy steps, and Chicheng and I remembered all the details in this house, his smile and movements, the places he sat, the books he read, and the clothes he wore every day.

The corners of my eyes started to get wet. I walked to the door, reached out and held the doorknob, changed my shoes, and class was about to start. Now that Chi Cheng is gone, it’s okay. Anyway, he and I can’t be together forever.

The sense of fragmentation in my thoughts turned into ashes made me unable to breathe, and I just wanted to suppress the dull air on a rainy day, which was a bit thin.

"Little idiot, where are you going?"

A familiar and pleasant voice sounded behind me, I turned around in excitement, and accidentally bumped into Chi Cheng's arms, I cried with joy.

"You didn't leave?...Umm...where were you just now?" I was so excited that I couldn't speak coherently. Chi Cheng didn't leave me, he was still here, so I felt at ease.

"Go? Where are you going?" Chi Cheng held my tear-stained face and looked at me with a frown, "Lin Xi! Let me tell you, I will never leave you alone in this life."

"Well, I won't leave you either." With tears streaming down my face, I responded to Chi Cheng with sobs.

Now I am so humble, because I love deeply, and I am afraid of losing, so I put myself in a very humble place, as long as Chicheng does, I will do it.

He is the only goal in my life. When I heard Chi Cheng say that I would never throw it away in my life, I used to not want to believe it, but now I like to hear Chi Cheng say this like a child.

Now that Chi Cheng has said so, there is no need for me to be arrogant anymore.

"My wife, be good, don't cry." Chi Cheng hugged me indulgently, and said to me softly, "Come on, my husband will feed you breakfast."

He smiled gently, and I laughed immediately, and my mood improved, so I said to Chicheng coquettishly, "Then feed me breakfast with your mouth."

I just feel that Chi Cheng always makes me worry and sad, so I play with my heart and want to play with him, but in the end...

"Okay! Wife, today's breakfast is..." Chicheng was very satisfied with my request, his peach blossom eyes were shining brightly, and his smile was a bit meaningful.

"What's breakfast? Tell me quickly."

In the middle of Chicheng's speech, he got into trouble with me. Unfortunately, I am a person with a bit of a memory, and I have to know what he said before I give up.

"Say it."

"Preserved egg and lean pork porridge."

Under my disdainful questioning, Chicheng finally told me, but after I heard "preserved egg and lean meat porridge", I felt bad, and I felt a little disgusted by mouth-to-mouth feeding...

The problem is the preserved egg and lean meat porridge, it feels sticky when I think about it, and then I have to drink it into my mouth first, and then from his mouth to mine, it's so fucking disgusting.

I was just joking, I think this feeding method is different from kissing, I would rather kiss than eat each other like this, I retreated and pushed Chicheng to let him put me down.

"I'd better eat by myself, I'm going to be late soon, stop playing." In order to make Chicheng give up the idea of ​​feeding me with my mouth more effectively, I told him that I was going to be late soon.

"It's okay, wife, I'll see you off later, it will only take a few minutes."

Uh... I'm speechless. This old fox in Chicheng is cunning enough. Seeing that I'm a harmless and innocent little cutie, is he ruthlessly ravaging me like this?

I think, I can't hide today, I'm doing it myself, no wonder Chi Cheng always bullies me, I don't blame him, if I want to blame, I'm too stupid...

Chicheng really fed me breakfast with his mouth. At first, I had a very strong rejection reaction. After all, I have never played like this before, so I was very uncomfortable. Chicheng fed me patiently...

I also obeyed, I eat soft and not hard, so Chicheng understands me very well, he kissed me lightly, and then fed the porridge from his mouth into my mouth when I wasn't paying attention.

My instinctive reaction was to vomit quickly, but I was tightly blocked by his lips. I had difficulty breathing, so I had to swallow the porridge in my mouth with a disgusted face...

After dinner, Chicheng sent me to school, and he went home alone, he said, "I will have lunch with you at noon, and I will meet you at the school gate."

At lunch time, according to the agreement with Chicheng, I walked towards the school gate, not far from the school gate, and I noticed that Bai Yiyi and a man got into a very expensive limousine.

I chased after it, and before the car left, I stopped the car...

"Bai Yiyi, why are you with this kind of scum!?"

After I saw the man's face clearly, I was so angry that I wanted to tear him apart and burn him with fire!