masculinity

When the thunder arrived like a bolt from the blue, Qianye Lishu uttered his dirty thoughts so directly, my heart trembled, and I stared at the innocent Qianye Lishu standing in front of me in horror.

"Sorry, I still have something to do, I will pay you back today's money."

I'd better leave quickly, this man Qianye Lishu gives me a bad feeling, it's getting late now, the scene now reminds me of what happened with Yunlong before, Yunlong also finished dinner with me like this, Then she told me that she still wanted to possess me...

I'm afraid, that incident has had a subtle influence on me, and it will follow me for the rest of my life. The people and things I remember are all inadvertently remembered now, and then my thoughts will be pulled back to the past, but now I don't have time Feelings, leave first!

Qianye Lishu didn't want me to leave, he also expected that I was looking for excuses to avoid him, so Qianye Lishu approached me, stretched out her slender white jade hand to hold mine.

His passionate and earnest eyebrows are optimistic and charming, and his lips are rosy and soft, "Nancy, I like you. I have thought of you since the first time I saw you."

Qianye Lishu held my hand tightly, and confessed to me very seriously, but I didn't have the heart to listen to his confession, because I didn't know him well, and I didn't have any feelings for him at all. What do you like?

For me, Qianye Lishu is nothing more than that handsome skin that attracts my attention, and I don't think I can appreciate anything else. His status?right?I'm sorry, I'm a noble and arrogant person, and I don't care about these money and vulgar things, so...

I am the kind of person who pretends to be. When dealing with love, I must pay attention to feelings. If I have feelings, I think it is what people call love, because I don’t even have feelings. How can there be happiness? As far as being together is nothing more than doing some satisfaction Physiological things, each other is like a tool to meet each other's needs... It's sad.

Ha ha, this pretense is too big.

"I'm sorry, it's your business that you like me, but I don't like you." I replied Chiba Lishu in an extremely cold tone, just to extinguish his enthusiasm and tenderness.

If I don’t like a person, I want the other person to completely give up on me, but I am very contradictory. I don’t want the people who love me to be hurt. After all, it is not a sin for them to like me, and there is no need to be hurt innocently.

"It's okay, it's enough for me to love you, I'll make you fall in love with me!" Qianye Lishu said to me very confidently, I don't know where his confidence comes from, I'm not familiar with him, he So sure I'm going to fall in love with him?

I feel in my heart that Qianye Lishu is too conceited. Sometimes it is not good to be too confident in yourself. There is someone I like, and I won't like anyone other than him."

I said clearly word by word to Qianye Lishu, I have someone I like, and I don't plan to change my heart anymore, I hope Qianye Lishu can give up his fantasies about me.

"Hehe, it's Chicheng?" Qianye Lishu said with a smile as if he knew everything about me: "You also said just now that it's none of your business that I like you, so why do you still say that? Don't you just want me to get out of trouble?"

Every time the thoughts in my heart are seen through by Chicheng or other people, I am devastated for a while, I don't say anything, only silence, now that Qianye Lishu sees through, I also remain silent for a while.

"Nancy, since I like someone, I won't let go easily. I'm sure you will fall in love with me and marry me!"

Fuck!marry him?Does Qianye Lishu think I'm a girl?I'm still married to him, I really don't draft my words, I'm also drunk, and today I was quite frightened by what this man Qianba Lishu said.

"Marry you? Hehe, Mr. Chiba, I don't think it's possible in this life, because I love him so much!" I counterattacked Chiba Lishu with gravity, letting him know how firm my determination is, He should give up as soon as possible, I don't believe that there is a person who can say that he is in love when he sees a person at the first sight, at most it is just appreciation...

"Okay, just wait for my pursuit, I hope you won't be stunned by my love..."

"Boring!..." This Japanese man is so conceited that he has already started to give me negative marks in my heart. At the beginning, I really thought that Chiba Lishu was a good man, but now it seems that he is nothing more than that...

I left a word coldly, and left without saying anything, leaving Chiba Lishu alone at the entrance of the hotel, and I was going to find a place to stay, so I came out without any preparations. The rain got in, so now I'm a nowhere guy again.

Walking on the bustling streets with bright lights, a very oppressive sense of loneliness welled up in my eyes, I thought my mother and father were gone, are they okay?Whenever I am helpless and lonely, I always fantasize that they are still by my side. These days when they left, I have a backlog of things to tell them. I don’t know how my parents are doing well there?They didn't talk to me either, so I didn't change my cell phone number. I'm waiting for them to call me one day, and then they will tell me that they are fine.

The street is a bit cold, my body is trembling slightly, after eating a meal and walking for a while, I just want to find a place to rest, I am not thin, there is no need to lose weight, what is walking for digestion after a meal, for me No need at all.

"Hello, Locke."

I came to a public phone booth, groped around, took out the few coins I had on me, and called Locke. I wrote down Locke's phone number because I was not familiar with it at the time.

"Who are you? Interrupt me from playing games!"

I greeted Locke's violent temper, and I also understood him. I was disturbed while playing games. Anyone would be super upset. I froze for a while, and explained awkwardly, "I'm Lin Xi, I want to find You help."

Locke smiled stupidly on the other end of the phone, probably because he was embarrassed, but I didn't take it to heart. Now that I have something to ask of him, I can't care about small things.

Locke was righteous, asked me what was the matter, and assured me plausibly, "Brother, if you have anything to say, I will find a way to help you!"

"Uh...can you pick me up now? I'm on Ningxi Street..." I asked Locke weakly, I don't know if it's so late and he's going to play games again, would he be willing to come out to pick me up?I have no idea……

"Ah? I'll tell you the address. You can come here by taxi." Locke on the phone really didn't want to pick me up, and asked me to take a taxi to his place. I had no choice but to tell him that I forgot to bring money.

"But I forgot to bring money with me..."

"Lin Xi! Can you be more stupid?!"

Locke blew up on the other end of the phone, and I smiled silly, knowing that I was stupid, but now it's not about my stupidity, but he came to pick me up, otherwise I would sleep on the street.

It’s not that I don’t have any money on me, I just want to keep it as a spare. I don’t know how to live these few days, so naturally I want to save a little, if I can, anyway, that guy Locke is not short of this fare, let him now Help me, I will pay him back later.

Half an hour later, Locke arrived at the place I mentioned. While accusing me, he dragged me into the taxi. As long as the car drove all the way, Locke pointed at my nose and said how long.

Locke arranged a place for me to live, I took a shower, and then I was about to go to bed. Before I even got to the bed, Locke grabbed me and insisted on chatting with me, so I had to sacrifice my life to accompany the gentleman.

"Tell me, what do you want me to talk to you about? What are the two big men talking about?" I asked Locke curiously, isn't he still playing games at this late hour?How come you still have time to chat with me?

"Hey, I'm more interested in the matter between you and Chi Cheng?"

Halo, why is Locke so gossip?He's a man, "... I'm speechless, it's just the same as men and women, only the gender is different."

Locke looked at me disapprovingly and said, "No, how can it be the same? Men and women are different. You men and women are prone to diseases, while men and women are less likely to get diseases."

"Lock, what exactly are you going to say?" I don't think Locke is really interested in the matter between me and Chicheng, and there should be other problems.Otherwise, I have to think about why Locke's expression is so complicated.

"Uh... well, let me just say it straight, have you done relevant inspections?" Locke suddenly took my hand and said to me in a serious manner.

I was frightened by his words, no way, sick?What's the situation? I was really worried after hearing what Locke said. I haven't done any checkups, but I've had a physical checkup, and I haven't done anything else.

"No, what's the matter?" I asked Locke.

"Then do you have protective measures when you usually do that?" Locke didn't answer my question directly, and kept asking me questions.

"No..." I said hesitantly, and looked at Locke blankly, as if he was nervously wanting to know something.

"Ah?! There is no trick!" When I finished speaking, Locke suddenly exclaimed, and then looked at me with a face of fear. I couldn't figure out what happened to Locke?Why are you asking me these things today?

"What's wrong with you? Locke, why are you asking me this?"

I wondered why Locke would suddenly ask me about this. Although he and Sophia knew about Chicheng and me, fortunately they were not homosexuals.

"I saw a post about AIDS on the Internet today, and then I thought of you, and I was worried..."

Locke explained to me why he suddenly asked me these things. It turned out that he saw a post on the Internet, and I was speechless after listening to it. As for being so nervous?

Although I don't know much about AIDS, because I was afraid of this kind of thing before, I tried not to understand it as much as possible. I thought it had nothing to do with me, so I didn't know much about AIDS.

"You'd better take the time to check it, just in case." Locke finally told me with concern, but I was also worried, and wanted to take some time to check it, after all, I know that AIDS is incurable!