masculinity

"Well, Bai Yiyi is going to marry your fiancee's cousin, do you know?"

Chi Cheng suddenly leaned forward, hugged my waist forcefully, looked straight at me, and asked, "Are you asking me? Or do you think I'm playing tricks in the middle?"

I saw anger and loss in his eyes, and I was finally sure that Chicheng was not as indifferent as it seemed on the surface, and my suspicion had a great impact on this man's mood.Perhaps at this time, Chi Cheng thinks my trust is his strongest support.But now I am the one who was deceived, if it was really his tricks, what can I do?leave him?The answer is no suspense.

"I believe you, but I want to know why such a coincidence." This is the best answer I can give Chi Cheng.Actually I don't believe him.

I noticed that the rolling emotions in Chicheng's eyes gradually calmed down, he slowly let go of the arm that was tightening around me, and said softly: "I will prove it's not me, because of you."

Chi Cheng and I looked at each other in silence, then left the French restaurant, ready to go home.Watching the snow fall on the road, Chi Cheng and I walked home. On the way, he and I walked with our own concerns, and we didn't talk too much.

When I got home, I was still cooking in Chicheng, and I kept silent and looked at the computer very quietly.

After eating, the two of us lay on the same bed, Chicheng hugged me tenderly as usual, listening to his gradual and regular breathing, I suddenly felt that such happiness was too precious, and there was no dream in my life.

The next day, at dawn, Chicheng woke up, and I was also woken up inadvertently by him. I reached for my phone to check the time, and the screen lit up, only to realize that I had taken Chicheng's by mistake.

I was drowsy and started to rub my eyes with my other hand. I saw a new short message on my phone with blurred vision which caught my attention. After seeing the content clearly, my expression became a little gloomy.

"Honey, I'm outside and I can't go back under the snow, can you come pick me up?"

I began to feel uneasy, woke up by the light from the screen, and asked vaguely, "What time is it?" I put the phone back.

I turned around, faced Chicheng, hugged his waist and asked, "Can you tell me the real reason why you came to Canada?"

My question stopped Chi Cheng, he hesitated and remained silent, and after a few seconds he said, "Why do you think of asking this?"

I didn't continue, just looked up at him slightly, and he continued, "Because of you, do you believe it?"

"...I want to believe it." I took Chicheng's phone again, and showed him the text message, "I just want to know why you have to go out to meet your fiancée."

"Are you looking at my phone?!" Chi Cheng took my hands away from his body, then lifted the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed, and snatched the phone from my phone.

"It's best not to meddle in my business."

"This is not the root of the problem! Don't you think your behavior is evasion? Even if you don't come to Canada, you can go to the United States, the United Kingdom... as long as you leave my side, you can go anywhere."

Chi Cheng looked back at me, "You want to say, I went abroad for myself?"

"I don't want to think so either, but I can't find a more suitable reason." I suddenly lost my composure, thinking that Chicheng was going to end up with another woman and leave me, I couldn't maintain my sanity.

I looked directly at Chi Cheng, and after a while he stood up, said while putting on his clothes: "This is not like you, Lin Xi."

"What is it like me? Seeing the one I love is leaving without making a show of my face?" I leaned forward and wrapped my arms around Chi Cheng's waist, trying to prevent him from going out.

"I thought that after doing so much, you could understand my thoughts." I don't know what happened to me, but I lost my inherent arrogance.As far as Chi Cheng is concerned, I am afraid that he will be happy only if I leave.

"Did I do something to make you feel unbearable?" I bowed my head again.

He broke free from my hand slowly and firmly, and asked: "What do you think marriage means?" It was this damn question again, I jumped off the bed excitedly, stared at Chi Cheng and asked, "I don't understand, you just care so much That kind of formal thing? Does it mean that as long as someone marries you and has children, you don’t care whether you love him or not? If this is the case, why do you come to provoke me again, and treat me like this over and over again, then you Wouldn't everyone be happy to marry your fiancée?" Seeing me furious, Chi Cheng finally gave up, and he said sarcastically, "You're right."

Chi Cheng lightly nodded in agreement.I immediately stopped him, "Where are you going?"

Chicheng's flat reaction was like pouring a basin of cold water on the red iron sheet, no matter how high the temperature inside was, the iron sheet would never heat up again. "I'm going to see my fiancée."

"..." I found that I had no reason to stop Chi Cheng, so I could only watch him leave.

After that day, an endless cold war started between Chicheng and me.I moved out of the house again and found another house with enough money on me.

Bai Yiyi is going to marry Berkeley, and will become relatives of Chicheng and his fiancée. They will be a family from now on, and I am still alone.

The farewell that Chicheng left that day, he didn't miss my relationship with him at all, just like I was a voluntary lowly person with no dignity, he Chicheng can play as much as he wants, and he can get rid of it when he gets bored, when he thinks about it Just play around.

On this day, the snow was falling a little, but it didn't mean to stop. The fluttering snowflakes fell on the face, which was a bit icy.

Because the house I rented this time is relatively close to the school, I often walk to and from get out of class, and it snows anyway, so it’s nice to enjoy the snow scenery along the way.

While I was in class, someone called me out of the classroom and said I had my email. I thought about it in puzzlement. I don’t know anyone in Canada. How could there be Canadian email?

Holding the mail in my hand, I opened it with surprise and curiosity. As a result, I stopped the movement in my hand, and my eyes were stung by something. What a joke. I got married and sent me invitations because I felt that hurting me was not enough. ?

My injury was done by myself, no wonder anyone, knowing that Chi Cheng was engaged to his fiancée, I naively thought that Chi Cheng would go all out for me, forgive me for my naive thoughts.

There are two invitations, Bai Yiyi and Berkeley, Chicheng and his fiancée, his fiancee's full name is Song Lin, no wonder I saw Linlin displayed on Chicheng's mobile phone before, it seems that the relationship is good, looks like a childhood sweetheart , Also, a big family like his has no choice but to find someone who knows everything and is well-matched as a daughter-in-law.

I originally wanted to tear up the invitation card, but my heart broke!Just go, whoever is afraid of whom, doesn't Chicheng just want me to know that he is married, and then let me stay away from him, so as not to disturb his happy life?As long as I meet his request, it will be the last time I love him in my life.

A few days later, it was Chicheng's big day, and I arrived as scheduled, dressed in the same suit, with a suit and tie, and I felt good about myself, not losing to his so-called best man group.

I, Lin Xi, just want Chicheng to see that I am not a victim who was hurt and disgusted by him, that I can also be handsome, and that I have many admirers from girls.

My self-esteem caused me to become scheming, and I didn't want to, I just couldn't help but want to let Chi Cheng know how precious I was, but I thought too much, Chi Cheng didn't even look at me during the whole wedding.

When the master of ceremonies said that the wedding preparations were going to proceed, I couldn't help crying, but I held back, I was afraid that people around me would say that I didn't understand the occasion, so I secretly left the venue and ran to a small corner Crying quietly alone, I have gone from being secretly in love to being possessed after being hurt, and now I am dressed up to attend and watch the person I love and someone else newlywed, that feeling is really uncomfortable!

I heard the applause and laughter, and my heart became more and more sad and desperate. I suddenly wanted to commit suicide. I have nothing to love. The person I love no longer loves me, but I still love him passionately. , I will not love anyone else.

I fled from the wedding scene with blurred vision, and there was a road when I came out. I wanted to take a ride and drive away from this hurtful place immediately. It is best not to see Chi Cheng again, and it is best not to remember everything he gave me.

As a result, my wish came true!thank him……

"Boom!" Before I was conscious, I only heard a strong collision sound, and I couldn't breathe in pain until I closed my eyes weakly.

There was a blank in my mind, a chaotic and ethereal state.

I hugged my arms in fear, am I dead?I was hit by a car just now, and then I fell to the ground, and then I entered this blank world.

Thinking of the situation of being hit by a car just now, my heart trembles, I am afraid that I will end my life like this, I have not lived enough, my love is not over yet, although I have been hurt by Chicheng, but I still have to wait for Chicheng!

When I woke up, there was a man wearing glasses standing in front of me. He greeted me with a smile, said he was my husband, and told me that I was gay...

"Who are you?" I really can't remember who he is, he was the first person I saw when I woke up, and I don't remember why I was in the hospital. This man, I don't remember...

"I am your husband, you are gay, you like men..."

I like men?Gay, well, I remember this, I'm interested in boys, this guy is really my husband?Then I will suffer, okay.

He must have been in my place for a long time, so what he said is right. He told me that I had a car accident, and then I woke up after three days in the hospital. He also said that he would protect me and never let me get hurt again. up...

I was so moved that I was speechless for a moment, this man treats me well, and he is so handsome, how can I be so lucky to have such a good husband.

By the way, why don't I remember his name? "What's your name?" I asked him weakly, and he said he was my husband, but I actually asked his name, isn't it very irresponsible.

The man brushed my forehead gently, and said submissively, "Fool, the doctor said, you have temporarily lost your memory, you can call me husband, and I will tell you the name later."

"Oh, okay, husband." I obediently called this man my husband.