masculinity

Yunlong's voice changed from loud to soft, the last sentence, but you don't remember me... It was very soft, but Yunlong seemed very sad when he said it.

"What?! I'm the quiet boy you mentioned, the story about it raining the day we went out to play?"

I remembered the story Yunlong told me when he was eating just now. It was something about him when he was a child, but the story didn't end, and I don't know the ending of that story.

It turns out that the story is still going on, we are all the protagonists in the story, and we are so interested in our own stories being told.

"Oh, but you don't remember anything, but why do you fall in love with him again when you obviously don't remember that person?! It's ridiculous! That person also forgot what you look like."

What Yunlong said seems to imply something to me. I foresee something impossible, and my mind is in a mess. He said that I fell in love with that person. Does that person remember me?

Is that person Chi Cheng?The first person I thought of was him, because Chicheng was the first person I fell in love with.

"The person you're talking about is Chicheng?" I couldn't hold back the longing in my heart, and asked.

If it's really him, that's great, we've met before, but Yunlong said, Chi Cheng doesn't remember me?why is that?

"Why do you still think about him now? Can't you take a good look at me? I have been quietly guarding you for so many years, and I have never planned to leave you. Staying in the city where you live, even The university also chose here, just to let you see me more and know that there is someone by your side."

Yunlong raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, his pupils filled with disappointment, and continued: "He? What did he do for you? When you had an accident, he went abroad to study at that shitty Stanford! Heh! Come back In the end, you even forgot what you looked like, and you fell in love with him. Don't you think this is ridiculous? Lin Xi!"

Before the words were completely out of my mouth, I was already surrounded by Yunlong's strong arms, he held my head down, his thin lips blocked my lips, and plundered my first kiss step by step with fanaticism...

"Yunlong, don't, don't! Please... don't do this, okay?"

Yunlong caught me off guard, and while avoiding his lips, I begged him to stop, don't be like this.

I pushed Yunlong's chest with all my strength with both hands, it was very strong and generous, but unfortunately I didn't feel it, I just wanted to push him away, and then ran all the way home...

"Hum...huh...huh!" Yunlong didn't seem to hear my pleading, and continued to linger between my lips and teeth. Indeed, his kissing skills are very good, better than the man he saved me that night, Yunlong knows Where is my excitement, knowing when to let me breathe...

Yunlong is still going on, I can't resist anyway, so let him vent to his heart's content, and he will let me go after the kiss.

Yunlong's big palm began to walk on my body, sometimes slowly, sometimes violently, my body was a little hot, his breathing became more and more serious, and the smell of alcohol in his mouth, I also tasted the mellow aroma of wine , It may be the effect of alcohol, my mind became a little trance, the reaction of the body began to change, and the characteristics of a man became inflated.

I feel ashamed to feel the heat on my face, Yunlong is doing the prelude to flirting now, seeing how skillful his movements are, he must have rich practical experience, otherwise how could he have such good kissing skills and techniques.

His hands started to move down, I thought he was just caressing my upper body, I was shocked to realize, what is he going to do to my pants? !

"Yunlong... um, don't!" I looked at Yunlong with wide eyes full of fear, he was about to see my eyes too, and I met his gaze.

I couldn't see anything other than lust in his serious eyes, he didn't speak, he still lowered his head to untie my pants.

"Okay then, you can do it... After tonight, you and I will never meet again."

When I said this, warm tears started to fall from the corners of my eyes...

The discouragement this time is even more desperate than that night. I don't like others to force me, and I don't like people I care about or people who love me to force me.

Although Yunlong saved me, I already treat him like a big brother. There is no other affection in it, but simple friendship and morality. I know that the only thing that can be firm between boys is loyalty.

So every time Yunlong needs me to drink and play games with him, I will put down the book in my hand and leave with him.

I have slowly gotten used to my subconscious brother towards him, I am really grateful to Yunlong for being able to love me, it is not your fault to love me, the fault is that I do not love you.

I am a boy who is very delicate about feelings and has a broken glass heart.

The hand that imprisoned my arm loosened a lot. I was surprised and pleasantly surprised. I looked at Yunlong's face. His face had slowly and hesitantly left my face. The breath sprayed on my face followed his departure. Gradually become slightly cooler.

"Okay, then I'll wait for you, if he doesn't love you, I hope you can give me a chance, no matter what time, I will be by your side, as long as you need!"

Every single word is infused with warmth at this moment, spreading from the limbs to every nerve in the body, and finally all to the softest and warmest place.

I have never felt that there is such a person who loves me like a treasure, that kind of love can withstand all the warmth and material desires in the world.

Although Yunlong's love is what everyone wants, but for me, I want it very much, but I can't afford it, it's too heavy and heavy, such a strong feeling makes me not happy, on the contrary, it's the kind of deep guilt, there is no reason , It's just that I don't love him, the more he loves me, the more I feel guilty.I don't want to settle down, and I don't want to casually agree to anyone who will accompany me for the rest of my life.