masculinity

I blame myself for being too kind. I can't bear to see such a young child being sent to an orphanage. It must not be treated well by someone alone. Children who grow up in an orphanage will always have psychological shortcomings.

So I am going to raise that little guy who was just born, it should be a cute little guy, and I start to think about the upcoming baby Beibi, whether it will be full of baby fat on the face, or blinking with bright eyes , or is the whole body tender?

Although it is so easy to say happy, but when I think about it quietly, I gradually feel that raising a child will take a lot of energy and cost. It is not about worrying about time and money, but about the period when I just graduated and officially entered the society. Let go of the work at hand to take care of a child, then we will drink the northwest wind.

Otherwise, I will put the child directly in the nursery, send it to work in the morning, and pick it up after get off work in the afternoon, which seems to be okay!

I had already made arrangements for the nursery a week before Xiao Beibi arrived, and I also bought baby sleepers and some birthday supplies. Fortunately, there is a sister in our company who just gave birth, so I told her She asked for advice. She didn't want to ask for advice like this. She wanted to search the Internet. After careful consideration, she was afraid that she might make a mistake and it would be bad for Xiao Beibi.

Although I waited until I wanted it, I was also teased by my colleagues in the company. They joked, "Lin Xi, are you planning to get married and have children?"

"No, it's just that a friend of mine is pregnant, and I'll ask her about it." My explanation of embarrassment and powerlessness was a bit far-fetched, but fortunately Chi Xu helped me.

When I saw the little baby at the airport, the whole person was attracted by the cuteness of this child. He is only this old. When he saw me pick him up from that Canadian woman, he seemed to know me for a long time. Grinning out loud at me.

He's such a good guy. Aren't ordinary kids crying when they see strangers, but he gave me a big smile. Is this little guy trying to flatter me?After knowing that I will be his "father".

"Yo yo, can you still laugh? Look." Chi Xu and I came to pick up the little one, and when he saw the little one smiled, he excitedly asked me to take a quick look.

I gave him a big white eye, "Hush! Keep your voice down, don't scare the child, I will give it to you when I cry later."

Chi Xu said in a low voice, "Okay, can I keep my voice low?" He held his mouth back slightly, "By the way, Lin Xi, what's his name?"

name?I really didn't pay attention, I looked to see what name was written in the custody authorization. When I opened the custody authorization, it was all in English. I seriously despised those people in Canada once.

Randomly named Matthew for someone else's child...

The problem is that in the motherland, an English name is of no use at all. It seems that I have to choose a name for this little guy, and I have to register for him...

Now I'm really tossing, I'm really both a father and a mother.Chi Xu and I went back to the residence together. First, I packed up little luggage for Xiao BuDian, but there was nothing to pack. One set of clothes was two sets, and there were no other important things. Let’s leave it alone and wash Xiao BuDian quickly. Take a bath, change clothes, and put him to sleep.

I thought it would be easy to give the little one a bath, but it turned out oh my god!As soon as I took off his dainty clothes in bed, he started crying, staring at me with innocent and pitiful eyes wide open, I stretched out my hand to hug him to take a bath, but this little guy actually punched and kicked me , rolling on the bed, unwilling to take a bath.

I stared at the little one pretending to be angry, to see that he was still making trouble, this trick didn't work on him at all, he continued to do his tumbling movements, and I looked at him speechlessly.Chi Xu, who was watching the show, giggled and said, "Hey, Lin Xi, I really doubt if he is your seed?"

"Chi Xu, don't be funny." I turned around and gave Chi Xu a stare, "Can't you come over and help me coax this little bully?"

"Okay, it's easy, let me do it." Chi Xu walked to the side of the bed full of confidence, and I looked at him wonderingly, he said so lightly, he seemed to have a lot of experience in raising babies.

"Little darling, come here, uncle hugs, uncle will give you the phone." Nima!Chi Xu's method is also called a method, which is purely to teach bad kids, but I have to say that Chi Xu's method is still effective.

When the little guy saw Chi Xu's shiny phone, he immediately changed his expression. He was cute and cute. After getting the phone, he concentrated on playing with the new gadget. Although he didn't know what he was playing with, he just tapped here and grabbed there. Grasp.

Seeing him having a good time, Chi Xu didn't even cry when he helped him take off his clean clothes. When Chi Xu carried him into his special small bathtub and took away his mobile phone, he started crying loudly.

The voice is so loud that the people downstairs can hear it. I am not the only one who panicked this time, Chi Xu also said to the little one sitting in the bathtub in a panic, "Boy, don't cry, uncle begging is you."

Haha, you deserve it, Chi Xu found it all by himself, who told him to play with the phone for Xiao Budian regardless of the consequences.Look, there is nothing I can do now, I am speechless, what should I do?

It doesn't matter, it's not good to be soft to Xiaoguai, but to be hard, I don't believe that he is not afraid of his father, hum!If I don't give you some color, kid, are you going to rebel?

"Chi Xu, get out of the way, I'm coming! I don't believe it!" I rolled up my sleeves and walked to the small bathtub, without saying a word, I looked at this crying brat, and stared at him with my hands on my hips , I want to see if he is afraid.

I didn't speak, just stared at him, to see how long he was going to cry, and no one paid attention to him, so he didn't have the energy to stop crying. Children have to be strictly controlled, and they are so arrogant at such a young age. After that, I Can you manage it?

After half a minute, the little one finally stopped crying, and looked at me blankly. The tears in his eyes were still wet, and he looked at me expectantly and curiously. If you want to laugh, you have to hold back, otherwise your previous efforts may fall short.

"Eh? Lin Xi, this kid really stopped crying." Chi Xu said suddenly, because the room was very quiet, so his voice was very loud, which directly destroyed the serious atmosphere I deliberately created.

"Hello!" I said softly, and gave Chi Xu a wink to make him quiet.Fortunately, the little one should be tired from crying and didn't continue to cry. Now it's time for me to carry out ideological education. Family education must start with the baby!

"Boy, why don't you cry? I still can't subdue you?" I looked at the little baby's eyes with a serious face. As I said this, seeing his bright and clear eyes, I couldn't bear it anymore.

After all, he is still young, and it is inevitable to make mistakes. Looking at his light blue pupils, I really can't bear it. The cuteness of a mixed race is that it is easy to fight back against the hearts of adults.

But I still want to say, "Little boy, don't cry when you take a bath, or Papa won't want you, so I'll give you to Uncle Chi Xu." Uh ah ah.

As soon as I finished speaking, the little one burst into tears. I completely collapsed. How could you treat me like this? I was so serious about the little one, but in the end I still lost. If I was serious, I lost...

I want to prepare to neglect this little guy again, I can’t communicate with him anymore, I feel like I’m talking to myself like a lunatic when I talk too much, so I plan to keep silent again, anyway, there is hot water, I’m not afraid of the cold water, and the house There is also heating.

Before I could react, the little boy crawled to my side in the bathtub, and made a gesture of reaching out to me for a hug. I was confused. Could it be that this kid understood what I said? I was afraid that I would give him to Chi Xu, Hahaha!

"Chi Xu, he doesn't seem to like you." I hugged the little one, kissed his pouty face, and made fun of Chi Xu.

Chi Xu stretched out his hand displeasedly to pinch the little one's face, I hugged the little one away, but Chi Xu missed it, but the little one still cried, he should have been frightened.

I had no choice but to coax this kid, "Okay, be good, little boy, papa will help you beat him!" I pretended to hit Chi Xu, that is, to make the little boy think that I helped him beat him back.

The little guy grinned when he saw it, and I couldn't help but kiss him on the face again, this kid is so cute, it's nice to have such a cute son.

Full of happiness, it really seems that the little one is my own child.I helped him take a bath. It was almost 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and I had to buy clothes and other necessities for this kid. Milk powder and food were all entrusted to others, which is not safe in China.

So the things I use, such as diapers, I have to buy them myself, so I can feel at ease, since I want to raise a little one, I will give him the best life, even if I am hungry, I will give him the best !

I managed to give the little one a good bath and let him sleep on my bed, but he just blinked his eyes and kept looking at me. I had no choice but to ask Chi Xu to buy it. I was afraid he would forget what to buy. There are many things to buy, I decided to go by myself, but what about the children?

"Chi Xu, quickly take out your phone and let him play with it."

"Ah?! Why me again?" Chi Xu made an innocent expression of why it was me again, and I couldn't help adding, "If you don't give it, you don't. I don't care, I'm going out to buy things , take him yourself."

When Chi Xu heard that he was asked to bring the little one, he would rather reluctantly take out his mobile phone and give it to the little one with both hands, and then said to me, "Okay, that's okay."

It's really enough for the little guy, when he gets the phone, he doesn't care about me, he just passed his phone, well, I can go out and buy things.

"Well, then I'm out shopping, you take care of it."

Now that the kid has a mobile phone, there shouldn't be any big fuss. It's okay to let Chi Xu take a look, and I'll be back soon.

"Ah?! Lin Xi, you can't treat me like this."

Chi Xu pretended to be broken and yelled at me, I pretended I didn't hear it, and walked straight to the door, when Chi Xu's voice sounded behind him, "Why did I meet you father and son?!"