〖Bottle Evil〗Time Thief

Getting along with friends from poor families, I don’t know why we can’t talk about going together. "

Pan Zi sighed: "Actually, I can't remember many things clearly, but when I was young, my father worked outside, and my mother took me alone. She is a rural woman who earns money by doing laundry and mending for others every day. Every time I pay the tuition At that time, other people’s children were in hundred-dollar bills, but I handed in ten, five, or even one-dollar bills. I felt very embarrassed at that time. Children have vanity, Paying tuition fees is a nightmare for me."

"Will there be a gap with the children of rich families?"

"Gap? It's clear that there are conflicts, okay? When we were in the first grade of junior high school, we all went to school in the county town. The children in the city bullied others and looked down on me. They said my father was incompetent, my mother was uneducated, and even the teacher hated my poor clothes. The girl I like will only give me contemptuous white eyes, and she only has eyes for that rich young man. I don’t fit in with them, we are people from two worlds.”

Wu Xie was stunned for a long time, feeling extremely heavy in his heart, he sighed: "If there was a child from a rich family who treated you well and wanted to be your brother, would you be willing?"

"Don't tell me, there really is one, but people in the two worlds can't play together. The way he treats me well belongs to his world. In fact, he is right, but I was sensitive at the time, and he A lot of good intentions made me feel a burden and pity. You also know that a man is poor enough to have low self-esteem, and when he faces a rich friend, he always feels that others are looking at us with comparisons. My existence is to serve as a foil for him, and that feels particularly bad."

"So you can't be friends anymore?"

"When I was in the second year of junior high school, my family had money, and I gradually became a child of a rich family. After my waist straightened, I also had what he had, so the two of us became brothers again. It’s still very good. So, whether you’re getting married or being friends, you have to be of the right family. Shoulder and shoulders should be even, so that there won’t be any conflicts. I didn’t understand until then that I was too sensitive before, and some things were really wrong. Blame him, I was thinking too much."

Pan Zi smiled as if recalling a lot of past events: "Fortunately, my brother didn't abandon me. We made an appointment. When I get married, he must be my best man."

Wu Xie didn't speak anymore, and couldn't listen to the class. He lay down on the table, thinking about what Pan Zi said just now.

Compared with Zhang Qiling, Pan Zi, who was poor when he was a child, was much better off than him.Although Pan Zi's family is poor, he has both parents. At least his parents will support him, and at least he won't starve to death.

But Zhang Qiling, he was born without a father, how much pressure would a young woman who had a child out of wedlock have to bear in the countryside of that era?When Zhang Qiling was a child, he must have been called a wild child, a little bastard, maybe even worse than this...

But at that time, he still had a mother.

Later, he had a stepfather, and after thinking about it, he knew that he must have treated them badly, otherwise, how could his mother commit suicide in the second year.How can a child live with his stepfather, and the crimes he suffers are beyond what Wu Xie can imagine here.

But fate obviously didn't let Zhang Qiling go. Later, he didn't even have a stepfather. A ten-year-old child has lived alone until now. No matter what, Wu Xie couldn't figure out how Zhang Qiling survived, and how he grew into the person he is now. looks like.

He thought of Zhang Qiling's red eyes that he saw in the morning, how did he scrape together 5000 yuan overnight?It was a very cold November night, where had he been yesterday?

In winter in the north, Zhang Qiling from Guangxi has never been exposed to the cold outside. Wu Xie remembered that the clothes he was wearing were a dark blue hooded jacket that was not too thick. He probably hadn't bought himself a cotton coat yet.

Wu Xie couldn't help picking up a pen, and calculated an account on the draft paper.

I heard from Fatty's brother that the village where Zhang Qiling's family lives is the poorest and most remote place in Shangsi County, and it seems to be called Banai.If he wanted to go to the county seat, he had to climb several mountains, cross several large rivers, and then take a bullock cart to reach a place where there was a car leading to the county seat.

Then he will take a long-distance bus from Si County to Nanning, and then take a hard-skinned train for more than 50 hours to Qingdao.The whole journey will take about five or six days. Zhang Qiling must have the cheapest room and board for so many days. He may even be reluctant to go to a small hotel, so he can only make do at the train station.

He needs about 500 yuan for this journey, and this 500 yuan is only a fraction of Wu Xie's monthly living expenses, but Zhang Qiling stooped to borrow it from the whole village.

There are also tuition and accommodation fees for the first year. The tuition fee for a German major is more than 5000 yuan a year, plus a series of fees such as accommodation fees, book fees, and class fees at the beginning of the semester, which cost more than 2000 yuan. Wu Xie knew that Zhang Qiling's high school paid for him in advance.

In other words, on the basis of not eating or drinking, Zhang Qiling owed tens of thousands of yuan before school started.

No matter how economical he is, he still has to eat and dress, and buy school supplies and books. Even if he can apply for a student loan, the money is limited, and if he doesn’t repay the loan, he won’t be able to get a graduation certificate.So, how hard can he work so that he can finish the four years of college and graduate smoothly with all the loans and debts paid off?

Wu Xie couldn't count anymore, he buried his head in his arms, trying to calm himself down, but in his heart, he really had mixed feelings.

13.

For several days in a row, Wu Xie wanted to find an opportunity to have a private talk with Zhang Qiling, and then say sorry, at least, he thought he had to make up for that happy birthday.

But from that day on, Zhang Qiling seemed to be busier. During the day, there was no one at all, and he didn't even come back after the lights were turned off at night.

I don't know how Zhang Qiling agreed with the supervisor, Wu Xie can vaguely feel that Zhang Qiling came back in the middle of the night, but left before dawn the next day.Wu Xie felt that it was impossible for Zhang Qiling to deliberately avoid him because of this incident, he would not be so naive, so he guessed that he must have found another part-time job.

He always felt that it would not take too long for Zhang Qiling to fall down. From the beginning of school to now, he has been spinning around, besides studying, he is working. After all the calculations, he only rested for one night, which was his birthday.

This should be Zhang Qiling's most unhappy birthday. Thinking about it, Wu Xie blamed himself deeply.

On Friday night, the dormitory building was empty again. Those who went home went home, and those who went out to play went out to play.Wu Xie declined Fatty's and Wang Meng's invitation to meet in the Internet cafe for an overnight CS, bought beer and braised meat, and stayed quietly in the dormitory alone.

After staying like this tonight, he couldn't believe that Zhang Qiling wouldn't come back.Wu Xie opened the beer and drank it slowly, staring at Zhang Qiling's bed while drinking.

This week, he wanted to open the pillow on the funeral bed countless times to see if the note was still there, but there was always someone in the dormitory. Today he finally had the chance to read it, but he still dared not move it.

He wasn't worried that Zhang Qiling hadn't seen it yet, but he was a little afraid that Zhang Qiling had seen it.

If Zhang Qiling had already seen it, how would he react when he came back tonight?Will my apology be accepted?

Wu Xie smiled wryly, it was really rare to find a friend struggling to be like himself, crying and laughing at the same time.

After hesitating for a while, Wu Xie finally stood up and walked to Zhang Qiling's bed. After hesitating for a while, he still put his hand under the pillow and probed gently.

The note was still lying there, and for a moment, Wu Xie was half lost and half relieved.

Only should be expected from afar, knowing that I will accompany you.

Now it seems a bit ironic, how I wrote this sentence so brazenly at that time, but Zhang Qiling told him in a blink of an eye that they are people from two worlds.

He crumpled up the note, stuffed it into his pocket randomly, returned to his seat, sat down, and continued to drink in boredom.

Wu Xie waited until Zhang Qiling came back after the lights were turned off. He had already drank several cans of beer and was a little drunk.

After Zhang Qiling came in, he saw a faint figure, and then smelled a smell of alcohol. He was stunned, and asked tentatively: "Wu Xie?"

Wu Xie said in a daze, "Brother? You're back? Come... hiccup... come drink!"

Zhang Qiling closed the door, walked up to Wu Xie, sized him up for a while, and said, "You're drunk."

Wu Xie looked up at him. There was no light in the room, but the streetlight outside the window was very bright. He saw Zhang Qiling's eyes, which seemed to be a little brighter than the light of the streetlight.

Suddenly, he asked him: "Brother, are you tired?"

Zhang Qiling watched him quietly, without saying a word. Seeing that Wu Xie was shaking his hands to pour the wine again, he sighed and pressed his arm: "Don't drink."

Wu Xie let him take the wine bottle away, and just stood on the table and looked at Zhang Qiling until Zhang Qiling cleaned up the table and sat beside him.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhang Qiling asked him.

"Are you tired?" Wu Xie's voice trembled a little, and he repeated again, "Can you stop working so hard?"

Zhang Qiling still didn't answer, Wu Xie wiped his face and rubbed it vigorously, as if to cheer himself up: "I'm sorry, I did something wrong that day."

Zhang Qiling was silent for a while, then shook his head: "You don't need to say that, no one is right."

Wu Xie smiled wryly: "You mean it's useless for me to apologize, we are still people from two worlds, what do you mean?"

Zhang Qiling didn't speak, neither agreed nor opposed.

Wu Xie felt aggrieved, but he held back his emotions: "People from two worlds? There is only one world on the earth. Which planet did you crawl from?"

He didn't look at Zhang Qiling's expression, but went on to say: "I know, I didn't think carefully that day, I didn't compare my heart from your point of view, and I spoke in a heavy tone. But it doesn't mean that I deserve death, just You should be regarded as a person from two worlds."

He took out the crumpled note from his pocket, slapped it hard on the table: "Did you see this?"

After taking pictures of the table, Wu Xie remembered, now that there is no light, can Zhang Qiling see what he patted on the table?

Just as he was about to add a few words, he heard Zhang Qiling say, "I've read it."

Wu Xie was taken aback: "Have you seen it?"

"Well, I should have expected it from a distance, knowing that I will accompany you."

"Then why didn't you respond..." Wu Xie was a little embarrassed, secretly glad that there was no light now.

"What reaction?" Zhang Qiling was still so calm.

"You learn German, don't you understand what this poem means?" Wu Xie was helpless and a little angry.

Zhang Qiling stood up, looking like he wanted to go to bed, and seemed completely unprepared to answer his question.

Wu Xie was in a hurry, jumped up from the chair and grabbed Zhang Qiling's clothes: "Do you understand it or not?"

Zhang Qiling looked at him coldly, and finally spoke up: "Don't you think you're weird?"

Wu Xie was dumbfounded: "Huh?"

"What do you want to express when you write this and put it under my pillow?"

Before Wu Xie could speak, Zhang Qiling continued, "I knew a long time ago that you were going to accompany me? I understand the meaning of this poem, but so what?"

Wu Xie's heart was completely cold, and Zhang Qiling's intentions were already obvious. Not only did he turn a blind eye to his overtures, but he also rejected his face-to-face request for reconciliation.

He let go of Zhang Qiling, unable to express how he felt at the moment: "Dude, do you have to be so desperate?"

He felt tired for a moment: "I really don't understand what I did wrong, why you react like this."

He sat down on his bed, regardless of whether Zhang Qiling was listening: "I've been worried about you for the past few days. Make up for the happy birthday that I haven't said yet."

He was stunned, silent for a while, and then said: "Even if I spoke harshly that night, I never wanted you as a brother. But you, just because of this incident, you gave away the 5000 yuan The money was thrown in front of my eyes, and I was separated from me, saying that we are not from the same world. At the beginning you promised to be brothers with me, but in your eyes, the relationship is so light? I, Wu Xie, are like that to you It is worthless?"

He stood up with a "huh": "Little brother, can you tell me, what did I make you unhappy? It's said that we can be brothers, can't we even survive this little thing?"

He grabbed Zhang Qiling's arm: "That poem is from my heart, from the day you took me to the rooftop, from the moment I told you that I was my brother, that's what I thought. Teeth and tongue How can two people with different personalities have no conflict? Is it because of this conflict that our friendship is gone? You are fucking 20 years old, and your tolerance is so big?"

After another lengthy silence, Zhang Qiling seemed to laugh, and said, "You think too simply of that line of poetry."

His voice was still cold, but somehow Wu Xie could hear a trace of loneliness.He asked him, "What do you mean?"

"Wu Xie," Zhang Qiling called his name, looked at him carefully for a while, and said to him, "You can't walk with me."

Like that night, he took Wu Xie's hand off again: "Stay away from me."

14.

The weather was getting colder day by day, Wu Xie felt that the days were really unbearable, and it was December in a blink of an eye.

The climate in Qingdao is still good. Compared with other places in Shandong, it is much warmer, and as a person who came from the south without heating, Wu Xie thinks it is great to stay in a warm dormitory in winter.

In addition to attending classes every day, Wu Xie feels that he has become more and more used to college life, and sometimes goes shopping with Xie Yuchen on weekends, or goes to the Internet cafe to play CS with Fatty Wang Meng, or finds a black blind man to play basketball.

At the beginning of December, Wu Xie met Aning, the class flower in Heixiazi's class.This girl is very beautiful, has a bold personality, and is very comfortable to get along with.

Speaking of which, Heixiazi's brother once chased after Aning, who had the same style as him, but unfortunately he didn't catch up, because Aning said earlier that she likes boys with a strong bookish style, so the first time Aning saw Wu Xie, he was shocked. I like it very much, and the Lord showed his favor to him.Ah Ning was naturally happy to show his favor to Wu Xie, after all, no boy would hate beautiful women.

But Wu Xie just felt very happy. Ah Ning didn't say it clearly, and naturally he was waiting for him to speak, but Wu Xie always felt that there was something wrong, so he never confessed. The relationship between the two is just a little better than ordinary friends.

Fatty expressed his envy, jealousy and hatred, so the bedroom talks in the dormitory recently were all about Wu Xie and Aning.Wu Xie was questioned by them and had no choice but to let go and talk about the situation. At the end, he said that everything depends on fate, and we can talk about it in the future exchanges.

Fatty then lamented that having a pretty face is so glamorous, even class flower class likes it, Wu Xie immediately said that he is not a pretty face, but has both talent and appearance, in exchange for Fatty's contemptuous voice.

During this period of time, Wu Xie felt that his little life was pretty good, although his relationship with Zhang Qiling remained unchanged.After Zhang Qiling said that sentence, Wu Xie never spoke to him again.Zhang Qiling still doesn't see anyone all day long, except for class and part-time job, Wu Xie secretly heard the fat man talk about his current situation, knowing that his grades have always been top-notch, and he is very popular with teachers and girls, but he has a bad temper and basically has no friends. Still alone.

When both of them were in the dormitory, Zhang Qiling would look at him, but he still couldn't speak.Wu Xie had the urge to talk to him countless times, but in the end he still controlled himself.

People want face, people have said that, and it would be too ugly to rush to put a hot face on a cold butt.

When making friends, you must pay attention to equality. No matter how good-tempered you are, you still can't bear such words.Wu Xie felt that he had put it low enough, since Zhang Qiling said so this time, let's do as he said.

But he was still very concerned about Zhang Qiling's every move. Although he didn't want to admit it, Wu Xie knew that he was still worried about him.

In fact, Fatty and Wang Meng have always wanted to be peacemakers between Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling, but Zhang Qiling is basically not around, even if he comes back earlier occasionally, he just sits on the bed reading and memorizing words, ignoring them at all.

Zhang Qiling is still wearing that blue hoodie, except that he will change into a variegated sweater when changing clothes, he basically wears that dress at other times.

Wu Xie really wanted to tell him that he had a lot of down jackets, could he lend him one to wear first, but he knew that it was impossible to say such a thing, and with Zhang Qiling's temper, he definitely wouldn't accept it or say it, since he was already with him It's broken, if you take the initiative to talk to him again, you will really look too spineless.

On Christmas Eve, Ah Ning sent Wu Xie a text message, accidentally let the fat man see it, and read it aloud.

"Wu Xie, it's almost Christmas, do you have a date? If not, how about we hang out together?"

Zhang Qiling was also in the dormitory that day, Wu Xie went to snatch the phone, and looked up to see Zhang Qiling staring at him, his eyes still had indescribable emotions.

Wu Xie was taken aback by Zhang Qiling, and even forgot to grab the cell phone from the fat man. Looking at it again, he found that Zhang Qiling had lowered his eyes and continued to read without caring about him. Wu Xie was in a daze for a while before being called back by the fat man's voice.

"Naive, are you on good terms with others?"

Wu Xie said helplessly, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

"Nonsense? All the beauties have taken the initiative to ask you out. Are you stupid? Can't tell what she means?"

Wu Xie thought for a while: "I don't know what's wrong. I understand what she means, but I can't make up my mind."

"Then are you flirting with someone? If you like it, go after it, if you don't like it, just explain it, and leave it to other aspiring young people. What's your delay?" the fat man said sternly.

Wu Xie was thoughtful, and went to look at Zhang Qiling again, but she still bumped into Zhang Qiling's eyes unexpectedly.But then Zhang Qiling continued to read the book, no matter how much Wu Xie stared at him, he didn't look up.

Wu Xie felt that he really didn't understand him, and he could clearly feel that he cared about him, but he wanted to make the relationship between the two of them so stiff, to the point where it is now.He has clearly regressed and regressed, lowered and lowered, but is what Zhang Qiling said human?

The fat man was still teaching him there, but Wu Xie suddenly felt inexplicably irritable, and lay down on the bed all of a sudden, ignoring him.

But he admitted that what Fatty said made sense, if you like it, go after it, if you don't like it, just make it clear.He secretly asked himself whether he liked Aning, but he couldn't help but nodded without hesitation.

But no man would be willing to reject a beautiful woman. Wu Xie is a man, so he naturally has a man's nature and common problems.He thought for a while, and returned a text message to Aning: "If there is no special situation that day, let's have dinner together."

Naturally, after receiving a reply from Aning agreeing, Wu Xie didn't reply, and threw away his phone and went to sleep.

He thought, give it a try, if you can keep in touch like this, then you should like it, after all, everyone hopes to have a vigorous relationship in college.How wonderful it is to spend the time before the moon and the moon, you can't just lose a Xie Yuchen, you can't be beaten in this life, right?

Snowflakes fell in the afternoon of Christmas. This was the first snow in Qingdao this winter, and it happened to be just in time for Christmas, which was very fitting.The campus is going crazy, there are couples holding hands everywhere, there are Christmas trees and lanterns everywhere, and the air is filled with intoxicating smell.

Wu Xie and Aning made an appointment to meet at the school gate at 06:30 and go shopping together for dinner.They finished class at five o'clock, and when Wu Xie returned to the dormitory, he happened to see Zhang Qiling going out.

He knew that at this time Zhang Qiling was going to a small restaurant outside the school to help wash the dishes.One and a half hours, you can earn five or sixty yuan.

He was still wearing the hooded jacket. Wu Xie felt the material on purpose when he was drying the clothes before, and it was very thin.

He opened his mouth, wanting to say that it was snowing outside, but he didn't have the nerve to say it after all.

Zhang Qiling didn't even look at him, but when the two passed by, Wu Xie heard a series of coughing sounds from him, probably because he had a cold.

For an entire hour, Wu Xie fidgeted in the dormitory. He didn't know why he was like this, but obviously he couldn't control his emotions at all.

At six o'clock the fat man came back, and before he entered the door, he yelled that he was frozen to death. Wu Xie saw that the fat man's body was covered with snow, and his hands were red from the cold.

"What's going on?" He was extremely surprised, "The snow wasn't that big just now."

"It got bigger all of a sudden, and the temperature dropped. It's really cold! I have to change into my down jacket quickly!" The fat man put his hand on the radiator, "It's still warm in the dormitory, after you have seen all the scenery in the world, Only after you have been to all the places on earth will you know that the happiest thing in the world is to lie on the bed and sleep under the quilt hahaha!"

Wu Xie didn't care about the fat man's cold jokes, so he ran to the balcony and opened the window. Sure enough, there were snowflakes dancing everywhere outside, and the temperature dropped a lot.

Wu Xie shuddered, looking at the snow-white ground, finally couldn't help but go back to the dormitory and put on his coat, then found a down jacket from the closet, and ran out in a hurry.

He had been to that small restaurant before, and went there for dinner with Xie Yuchen, but he did not expect to meet Zhang Qiling.Xie Yuchen was stunned for a moment, and after entering, he sighed to Wu Xie that this Zhang Qiling would surely become a great event in the future.

No pain No gain.

"Wu Xie, your roommate is definitely not an ordinary person," Xie Yuchen thought thoughtfully, "It's not easy for him."

Wu Xie ran in the snow with his clothes in his arms. Along the way, he kept repeating what Zhang Qiling said to him in his mind—he kept himself away from him.

Wu Xie couldn't remember exactly how he felt at that moment, but he only remembered that he couldn't recover for many days, his heart was blocked and his head was buzzing.

He didn't know if Zhang Qiling would say such things again this time, but he really couldn't control his emotions. He found that he was really worried about Zhang Qiling, worried that he would get sick because of the cooling down, and worried that he was too lonely.

His mind was full of Zhang Qiling, Wu Xie hated this kind of self very much, but his actions preceded his thoughts, and when he came to his senses, he was already running on the road.

He carried his clothes into the small restaurant, there were many customers in the restaurant, no one had time to pay attention to him, so he went straight in, and saw Zhang Qiling soaking his hands in the cold water to wash the dishes at a glance.As soon as he entered, Zhang Qiling looked up and saw him as if there was some kind of consonance.

The two looked at each other, Wu Xie opened his mouth and called him: "Brother..."

Zhang Qiling looked at the clothes in Wu Xie's hands, he sighed slightly, washed his hands, wiped them on the apron, then took off the apron, motioning him to go out with him.

Outside the restaurant, Zhang Qiling asked him: "What's wrong?"

It sounded very gentle, but Wu Xie felt panicked in his heart. He saw Zhang Qiling's hand, which was terribly red and swollen.

Wu Xie couldn't bear the turbulent emotions in his heart anymore, and under Zhang Qiling's calm water-like gaze, he took a step forward and put the down jacket on him.

15.

Zhang Qiling didn't refuse, but just looked at Wu Xie quietly, Wu Xie was a little embarrassed by his gaze, so he had to sigh and motioned him to raise his arm to put it on.

Zhang Qiling shook his head, Wu Xie's heart sank, but he heard him say: "It's inconvenient to wear it for work, I'll wear it on the way back."

Wu Xie felt relieved all of a sudden, he smirked: "Well, fine, as long as you wear it."

The two looked at each other in the snow, and Wu Xie felt as if he was sucked in by his bright black eyes at this moment. He was a little impulsive, and raised his arm to touch Zhang Qiling's hair, which was covered with snowflakes, and he gave it gently. He flicked, and his hand slowly fell down uncontrollably, touching Zhang Qiling's face.

They were very close, Zhang Qiling had a few snowflakes on his eyelashes, Wu Xie gently picked them off with his fingers, Zhang Qiling closed his eyes, and looked at him again, the eyes were so gentle.

Wu Xie felt a little dazed. Is this Zhang Qiling really the one who said to himself "stay away from me"?Was it replaced?

Wu Xie couldn't help twisting his face, and Zhang Qiling looked incredible, so he smiled: "Hey, are you still breaking up with me?"

But Zhang Qiling suddenly became serious, as if he had returned to his original state in an instant.Seeing his expression, Wu Xie felt a "thump" in his heart.

"Thank you for sending me the clothes. I'll return them when I go back. I'll buy them myself in the next few days." Zhang Qiling turned his head unnaturally, "It's very cold, you should go back."

Wu Xie felt that the power of three tons of explosives exploding at the same time was not enough to express his anger at this moment, so he grabbed Zhang Qiling by the collar and dragged him to his eyes.

"Can you explain your behavior to me?" Wu Xie felt like he was going crazy, "If you're in a bad mood, give it a slap, if you're in a good mood, give it a sweet date?"

Just as Zhang Qiling was about to open his mouth to speak, Wu Xie's small universe continued to explode: "Shut up, don't talk!"

Looking at the crowd coming and going, Wu Xie dragged Zhang Qiling to the side alley, Zhang Qiling didn't refuse, and followed him in.

Wu Xie glanced around and found that there was no one there, so he released Zhang Qiling, collected himself, and said, "Brother, can we talk calmly?"

Seeing that Zhang Qiling didn't respond, he said again: "I really can't remember how many times I have put my hot face on your cold butt. Why do I talk to you with a soft attitude every time? Look at what you told me before What kind of nonsense is that? People have self-respect, I bear you again and again, are you afraid that sooner or later I will not be able to bear you anymore? "

Zhang Qiling looked a little lonely, he looked up at Wu Xie's angry expression, a little moved, but finally said in that cold tone: "You don't have to bear it."

He took off the down jacket that Wu Xie put on him: "No one made you endure my bad attitude, and no one forced you to come and deliver clothes to me. Even if I freeze to death and starve to death, what does it have to do with you? I am such a person, since you already knew it, why do you come to me again and again?"

Although it was not the first time, hearing such words again made me feel uneasy and uncontrollable.Wu Xie felt as if his heart had been hit by a punch. He squatted down and gave up on himself a bit: "I'm a fucking bitch. There is no one in this world who is more mean than me."

With a helpless and sad tone, he looked at the snowy sky and said slowly: "I really don't know what I did wrong. I just want to be your brother. Why are you torturing me like this?"

Zhang Qiling looked at Wu Xie, and it took a long time before he walked over, bent down, and put the down jacket on Wu Xie: "Go back, I still have to work."

Wu Xie watched him straighten up, then looked at himself for a while, then turned around and wanted to leave.

He saw Zhang Qiling's back, tall and straight, but it always made him feel as if there was a heavy burden on his shoulders.

He still couldn't help but said: "You torture me and yourself, will it make you feel very happy?"

Zhang Qiling's footsteps slowed down, and Wu Xie stood up: "The way you look at me is different from looking at others. I don't believe that you became like this because of that incident. You must have something to hide from me." .”

Wu Xie walked up to him: "Can you tell me what you are hiding? If this matter really does not allow you to be friends with me, I, Wu Xie, will still lose face, and I will never pester you again."

Wu Xie smiled wryly: "I just can't figure it out, what is it that makes you so entangled."

He stretched out his hand and pulled Zhang Qiling's arm: "I really hope to be by your side."

This time Zhang Qiling didn't shake off Wu Xie's hand, he looked at him with those eyes until Wu Xie put the clothes back on him and insisted that he put them on.

Zhang Qiling's face was flushed with cold, Wu Xie sighed slightly, lowered his head to zip up Zhang Qiling's clothes, put his wrists around his neck, and put the hat on his back upright for him to put on.

Naturally, Wu Xie didn't realize that the distance between the two of them was too close until all these were done naturally.

He smiled lowly: "Is it because I'm too enthusiastic that you misunderstood something?"

Zhang Qiling still didn't speak, and Wu Xie's voice became lower and lower: "I really don't know why I did this. If it's about my brothers and friends, then I'm not doing this to Fatty, Wang Meng, and others. a feeling of?"

Wu Xie seems to be talking to himself: "Why can't I just ignore you? I will worry about how you are doing, and worry about your health. Even if you treat me so mercilessly, I will still There is no way to ignore you."

"Have I crossed the line?" Wu Xie was suddenly frightened by herself, and her heart turned cold for a moment, "Did I?"

The vast silence made people breathless, and after a long time, Wu Xie heard Zhang Qiling's answer.

He said, "Yes, you crossed the line."

Wu Xie raised his head to look at him all of a sudden, Zhang Qiling's eyes turned cold again: "You shouldn't be so passionate about a man, it's a meaningless thing."

Wu Xie stared at him blankly, and heard him continue to say: "I told you, you can't go with me. Because no one can do it, and I don't need it."

Wu Xie's head has become a mess at this moment, he can't understand many things, and he doesn't know how to answer what Zhang Qiling just said.

In the next second, he saw Zhang Qiling's tightly clenched fist.

He is forbearing, Wu Xie can be sure that Zhang Qiling is also trying his best to control his emotions.

Wu Xie didn't know where the courage came from. He shouted at the top of his voice: "You are lying, right? If it is true as you said, you would not be able to take me to the rooftop when I was broken in love, and you would not You looked at me like that when Ah Ning texted me. You clearly cared about it, but you didn’t know why you wanted to torture me to death! Buddy, can you give me a knife? If you I really hate me, why do you behave like this? Sweet dates and slaps, you fucking schizophrenia!"

After Zhang Qiling listened, his eyes were a little blank: "Wu Xie, do you know what this means?"

Wu Xie felt that all the strength in his body was about to be drained, he was very tired, but he still met Zhang Qiling's eyes and looked straight at the past: "I may have really crossed the line..."

Wu Xie felt that he had never been so miserable, whether it was being disobedient when he was a child and being beaten fat in the street by his grandfather taking off his pants, or being scolded by his father in front of that beautiful little girl in kindergarten; whether it was being punished by the teacher in front of the whole school in junior high school Standing still, I still found that the little flower I was thinking about turned out to be a boy...

All the tragic things he encountered before seemed to be nothing, and he felt that he was miserable at this moment.

But he didn't regret it, because the moment he said it, Wu Xie felt that his mood was surprisingly relaxed, as if a big stone fell from his heart, which made him finally understand what the emotions that had been entangled with him for so long were, and finally Face up to your own heart.

But what Zhang Qiling said next made him understand what is more painful than misery.

Wu Xie firmly believed that he clearly saw the desperate expression on Zhang Qiling's face, he clearly saw the clenched fist he was holding back, and he clearly saw the different emotions in his eyes looking at him.

But what he said to himself was still the cruelest words.

He told himself: "Wu Xie, I can't be with you."

He lowered his head, turned around and walked forward without hesitation, only the voice remained in his ears.

"If you cross the line, please step back to where you were supposed to be," he said.

16.

Did Wu Xie later?