The young master depends on the upper body
Chapter 10 Tossing and turning, Ou Mo baked several big cakes on the bed. (5)
of me"
"What about other than that?"
"and also?"
An Sijin's head twitched, and the memory of the injury in his mind was as blurred as if covered with a veil.
At this time, An Sijin's reaction made several people present feel that something was wrong.The young master remembers Madam, but why is there such an attitude?The previous tenderness was no longer there, and Madam seemed to treat him no differently from others.
what on earth is it?If it is amnesia, the young master still remembers Ou Mo?
"Fourteen, go and call the doctor"
As An Feng spoke, he felt An Sijin's pulse, probably because of the unknown poison.Looking up at Ou Mo who walked out of the ward sadly, Madam is suffering...
"Elder Wind"
"Young Master seems to have forgotten Madam, but it's not like he has lost his memory. He still remembers Madam, but his attitude towards Madam is different from before."
The doctor stepped forward to check An Sijin's body, and then used An's secret technique to check it again.
"There seems to be residual poison in the young master's body, but I didn't see what kind of poison it was. But the knife that was pulled out from the young master before had the poison of the evil race, so it can be guessed that it was the poison of the evil race."
"Then it will be troublesome, this poison seems to have sealed the young master's emotions, madam will inevitably suffer..."
"Elder, this time I may have to invite my master to come out of the mountain to cure the young master's poison. These years, the master has traveled all over the world to find a way to cure the poison. I think it should have achieved results. A few days ago, he sent me a letter saying the next The moon will be Hui nationality."
"Elder Medical Saint is coming back? That's great."
"Then I'll send a message to Master to let him come back as soon as possible."
"go"
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Ou Mo knew that An Sijin was fine and went back to the bamboo house alone. The past was vivid in his memory, but the person who loved him so much and treated him tenderly was gone...
what do I do?An Sijin, don't you love me anymore... Ou Mo curled up on the bed in the bamboo house, supporting herself by recalling the sweet past between the two of them.If not, he really didn't know if he would be crazy.
An Sijin said that he is the only person she loves in her life...
An Sijin said that you can spend my money as you like, as long as you are happy...
An Sijin said who dares to hurt you, I will let him die without a place to bury him...
An Sijin also said that he can only love him in this life...
An Sijin... An Sijin...
Ou Mo locked her body tightly and buried her in the quilt. The quilt still smelled of An Sijin, and she shrank into the familiar bed, as if An Sijin's embrace made him feel at ease and warm. The only thing left is the remaining temperature...
There was the sound of sobbing in the suffocating air, Ying Qi stood outside the room, sighed and left.Young master, please recover quickly, Madam is really distressing...
"How is Madam?" Fourteen Seeing Shadow Seven hurried out of the bamboo house and asked.
With a trace of sadness on Ying Qiping's expressionless face, she shook her head lightly, turned and left.well……
The next morning, An Sijin's body had almost recovered, and she began to deal with the matter at hand.Evil Cham!Hmph, An Sijin sneered, for daring to put his mind on An's, he would have to pay a heavy price for his actions.An Sijin still remembers that he was injured to save Ou Mo, but he knows that he saved Ou Mo in order to repay his kindness.An Sijin ignored that he was a cold person, how could he save others with gratitude.
"Madam, let's have something to eat"
Ou Mo has been staying in the room since he came back yesterday, and the water and rice have not been touched.Ying Qi was very worried and had no choice but to enter the room to wake up Ou Mo.
"Thank you, I can't eat it"
"Can……"
"How is An Sijin?"
"My lord is fine, I'm dealing with business now"
"Then... did he ask me?"
"This……"
"Forget it, I know. He has already forgotten me..."
"The young master was just poisoned by Gu poison..."
"Will poisoning forget the one you love so much! Forget it, let's not talk about it. Go out and leave me alone." Ou Mo interrupted Ying Qi's unfinished words.
"Yes"
Seeing Ou Mo getting emotional, Ying Qi had no choice but to turn around and leave.
In the next few days, An Sijin was busy with the things in hand, and Ou Mo stayed in the bamboo house and couldn't come out.Two lovers who were once close to each other are like strangers.No one has broken into the other's life.
"Young master, madam, he..."
"Madam? When will I come Madam?" An Sijin stopped what she was doing and looked at An Feng.
It seems that the young master has really forgotten his feelings for his wife, what is the young master's temper, it is useless to talk about things he doesn't believe in, the only thing is for the young master to understand.
In fact, An Sijin has also noticed in the past few days that his subordinates will always mention Ou Mo in front of him intentionally or unintentionally.He was a little puzzled, wasn't he the one who saved himself?Why are the subordinates so concerned.I have never seen my subordinates so enthusiastic before.
After An Sijin was sent for treatment that day, Elder Yi went back to his clan. Only after receiving news from An Feng today did he know that such a big change had happened.After hastily dealing with the affairs of the clan, he rushed to An's.
"Smooth"
"Grandpa" saw all the grievances of grandpa Ou Mo poured out, sobbing in Lao Yi's arms.
Alas, the child suffered.I didn't expect Xiao An to become like this, after all, An Sijin's love for Ou Mo is obvious to all.How could this child be hurt so deeply.
"Xiao Mo, has Xiao An visited you these two days?"
Ou Mo froze, then shook her head lightly.
"Then have you gone to him?"
"No... I dare not, I'm afraid to see him no longer have my eyes." In the past, Ou Mo liked men's eyes the most, because those eyes gradually became his own, full of tenderness.But now, calmly, he is just an insignificant person...
"Just hide like this? Let Xiao An forget you forever? Are you willing?"
Forget about myself forever... Ou Mo felt a chill in her heart.Seeing Ou Mo like this, although Elder Yi couldn't bear it, but if he didn't wake him up, the two children would really be doomed.
"Before I met you, Xiao An was also so cold. Since you can make him fall in love with you once, why can't you let him fall in love with you a second time. All of us can see how special Xiao An is to you"
"Fall in love with me again?"
Once again... falling in love with... Ou Mo seemed to see the light, yes!If An Sijin can fall in love with herself once, she can fall in love with herself a second time!give up?go!He doesn't want to make his 24-filial good man cheap for others!
"I see, thank you grandpa." Ou Mo finally showed his first smile these days.After wiping away her tears, Ou Mo got up and went to find An Sijin, but she didn't eat much for a few days and her body was a little weak.Standing up suddenly, a flower in front of my eyes is about to fall down.Elder Yi hurriedly hugged him to prevent Ou Mo from having a close contact with the earth.
"Don't worry, if you want to find Xiaoan, you have to eat, and your body needs to recover."
"Oh, then I'll eat first"
"Ying Qi, bring the food in." Ying Qi walked in and took a look, and sure enough, the old man had a way.
After rekindling his confidence, Ou Mo started a plan to make An Sijin fall in love with him again.After tidying herself up, Ou Mo went to the kitchen to cook some An Sijin's favorite dishes before going to the main hall to find An Sijin.
"Xiao An"
"Grandpa"
"How is your body recovering?"
"never mind"
"That's good, Xie Zhan, what are you going to do with it?"
"There is no whereabouts of him yet, the shadow guards are searching"
"It's good that you have a sense of proportion, Xie Zhan is insidious and cunning, you should be careful"
"I know, thank you grandpa"
"Grandpa, you..."
An Sijin vaguely felt that Mr. Yi might be here because of Ou Mo, but Grandpa didn't mention it at all.An Sijin was a little puzzled, and Yi Lao didn't intend to say anything, but only left a sentence: You will know some things if you feel them with your heart.Turned around and left the hall.
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After a while, there was a sound of footsteps in the hall.An Sijin looked up and saw Ou Mo coming in with food.It seems to be thinner and haggard than the previous few days.Seeing Ou Mo like this, An Sijin couldn't help but feel irritated, and the tone of her words was not very good.
"What are you doing here?"
Ou Mo's heart throbbed, and she repeatedly told herself in her heart that it's okay, take your time... Only then did she pluck up the courage to walk towards An Sijin.
"brought you some food"
An Sijin didn't speak, but frowned, how could Ou Mo be a guest, how could he do what a servant does?Later, I will explain to An Feng An Lei.
"These are what you like to eat, move your chopsticks"
For some reason, he reached out to take the chopsticks from Ou Mo's hand by a strange coincidence, as if he had done this many times, it was natural.It's just some ordinary home-cooked dishes, but an inexplicable sense of familiarity lingers in An Sijin's heart.
"You did it?"
"Um"
"Don't be so troublesome..."
"I love to cook" especially for people I love...
Interrupting An Sijin's polite words, Ou Mo sat down to eat sullenly.For a while, the two were relatively silent.Looking at this familiar scene, Ou Mo was aroused with hope, and the sullenness in his heart dissipated a little.
“We used to sit and eat like this”
"Um"
"Remember?"
"Remember"
Sure enough, those memories are still there, only love is missing...
“We used to sleep together at night”
"Remember"
"Remember? What else?" The tone was a little eager.
"What else? It's okay for two big men to sleep in the same bed. Why do you ask?"
An Sijin's overly serious and slightly puzzled eyes hurt Ou Mo.Obviously, An Sijin has forgotten the fact that she hates being touched by others, so how could she accept sharing the same bed with others?
"Then what did I say?"
Ou Mo is not reconciled, not reconciled to An Sijin bringing the memories of the past but only omitting the past of the intimate contact between the two...
"Ok?"
"It's nothing, I'm leaving first." Ou Mo left the main hall in a little embarrassment.
Sigh~ My heart hurts, classmate Ou Mo got hurt again, woo (┯_┯)...
Ou Mo really wanted to pounce on An Sijin and take a bite, how could she forget to love herself!But after all, he didn't dare, he was afraid of seeing An Sijin's disgusted eyes; if he didn't leave again, he was afraid that if he did something impulsively, the relationship between An Sijin and him would really be over...
The next day, Ou Mo went to see An Sijin again as if nothing had happened.In the following days, Ou Mo looked like he was inseparable from An Sijin.Wherever An Sijin went, he would follow him, just like how they were in love before.Ou Mo regained his smile, and Pidianer Pidianer followed An Sijin.It's just that the happy appearance made everyone more worried, because they knew how lonely and sad Ou Mo was hiding under such an appearance.
An Sijin didn't care much about the little tails behind her.Ou Mo just stayed by his side silently without disturbing him, so he let him go.An Sijin even thought it was good to follow her during the day and leave consciously at night.It's just that at night, I always feel empty in my arms. Could it be that I have developed a habit of sleeping with Ou Mo before?He didn't care much about this feeling.After all, there was only one bed in Ou Mo's house before, so it's normal for the two of them to sleep together for a long time and get used to it.
Is it just really so?
Sometimes, Ou Mo would quietly look at herself with that kind of sad and painful eyes.Every time at this time, An Sijin couldn't help but feel irritated, and couldn't help asking Ou Mo to leave.Ou Mo just smiled bitterly at An Sijin and left.However, Ou Mo's departure did not calm his heart, but made him more restless.It wasn't until Ou Mo appeared in front of him again the next day that his heart could be at peace.
Ou Mo thought, although An Sijin sometimes let herself leave impatiently, she didn't say anything when she went back the next day.As long as he is always by An Sijin's side, one day An Sijin will fall in love with him again.It's just that Ou Mo didn't expect that accidents always happen unexpectedly.This morning, when Ou Mo went to the main hall, he didn't see An Sijin. Usually, everyone was there at this time.
"Ying Qi, where is your young master?"
"Young master, he..."
Seeing Ying Qi hesitating, Ou Mo instinctively felt that something had happened, and couldn't stop feeling flustered.
"Where is An Sijin? Tell me quickly!"
"The young master is in the chamber"
After Ying Qi finished speaking bravely, Ou Mo ran towards the meeting hall.
"Young master, do you really want to get engaged?"
"According to An's clan rules, shouldn't that be the case?"
The An family has a patriarchal rule, if the person in charge of the An family does not find a lover after he achieves immortality, he will choose a wife from each clan.
"But what about Mr. Ou?"
"Ou Mo? What does it matter to him? Besides, marrying a wife is just to follow the patriarchal rules, and I don't care who I marry."
As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the meeting room was kicked open.
"An Sijin, do you want to marry a wife?"
"Um"
"what about me?"
When Ou Mo came in, Elder An closed the door and retreated.
"You? Does my marriage have anything to do with you?"
"Is it related? Heh... labor and management will tell you whether it is related now"
"Let me tell you, we kissed and slept, do you think it's related?"
"An Sijin, you bastard... bastard"
Ou Mo cried and rushed forward and kissed An Sijin's lips viciously, as if she wanted to vent all her emotions into this kiss.Even with his eyes closed, Ou Mo could feel An Sijin's piercing gaze condensing on his face.Ou Mo covered An Sijin's eyes and stopped, not wanting to see that the once tender eyes were full of heartlessness and indifference.
"Don't challenge my limits"
An Sijin's angry words rang in his ears, Ou Mo froze and walked away from An Sijin, looked up at An Sijin and turned around.
"An Sijin, do you still remember that we made a life-and-death contract..."
Chapter 37
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An Sijin, I love you, but I can't hold on anymore, you really hurt people like this...
An Sijin, I really lost you...
Just can you give me back my love?It doesn't matter to you anymore, does it?
Anyway, let it all end like this...
An Sijin, goodbye...
An Sijin was still thinking about when he made a life-and-death pact with Ou Mo, and he didn't come back to his senses until Ou Mo's footsteps became more and more blurred.Ou Mo left, his back was so lonely, seeing the increasingly blurred figure, An Sijin panicked.He wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything after all. He just faintly felt that there was an inexplicable emotional fluctuation deep in his heart.Caressing her own face, Ou Mo's tears still remained on it, the tears that had not lost their temperature scalded An Sijin's heart aching.Rubbing her temples, shaking off these unclear emotions, An Sijin strode back to the main hall.
"Elder Feng, how do you cancel the life and death contract?"
"Ma'am, why are you bothering?"
"He doesn't love me anymore, I set him free"
"Alas... the blood sacrifice to An's ancestors at the full moon is required to cancel the life and death contract"
"Oh, it's only the beginning of the month...I'll go back to the south first, and let Ying Qi come to me when the moon is full next month."
"Madam, you"
"Stop talking, I've already decided."
"Oh... Fourteen sent his wife back to the south"
"Yes"
An Sijin is very irritable these days, and this irritability is related to Ou Mo's departure.But he didn't know why he was upset because of Ou Mo's departure.In his mind's perception, apart from saving himself, Ou Mo can be said to be an insignificant person.But he couldn't see the person who was always by his side, his heart became more and more irritable, and his mood became more and more unstable.
If it is said that An Sijin still can't realize that something is wrong with him at this moment, he is not worthy to be the young master of the An family.Every night, his hands would automatically hug his side, forming a gesture of embracing someone.If it's just that he's not used to Ou Mo not sleeping with him anymore, after such a long time, he should have changed a long time ago.But the empty embrace was empty even with the human heart; thinking of Ou Mo's resolute back when he left, his heart still throbbed... Moreover, he found himself thinking about one thing - missing, every time this At that time, his mind was full of Ou Mo.Even some unfamiliar but familiar scenes flashed through.
"Young Master" An Feng interrupted An Sijin's meditation, "The elder medical sage has returned to his family"
"Please come over"
"Yes"
A few days ago, when the young master asked him to find a medical saint, he understood: the young master must have noticed something wrong with him.After the medical sage checked An Sijin's whole body, he said:
"Young master, you have the most poisonous poison of the evil clan ~ the remnant poison of Juexin Gu"
"Desperate Gu?"
"Exactly, if you are poisoned by this poison, you will be ruthless and cold-hearted, and no matter how deep your love is, it will be easily erased."
No wonder the young master is so indifferent to his wife, An Feng understands it.
It turned out that I really loved Ou Mo deeply, and it turned out that those inexplicable emotions were also because of love.But what have I done!Thinking of Ou Mo often smiling bitterly at herself, An Sijin's heart throbbed again.Forgetting what I love, I actually hurt Ou Mo so deeply...
"However, it seems that the young master has escaped the control of some Gu poison in the past two days."
No wonder my heart hurts when I think of Ou Mo, and it's no wonder I feel restless when I don't see Ou Mo.Omo, Omo... sorry, wait for me...
Close your eyes to hide the emotion in your eyes.
"How to cure this poison?"
"My subordinates have been researching the evil race's Gu poison in the past few years, but there are some methods, it's just..."
"Say"
"These methods are somewhat dangerous. Although they won't harm lives, they must suffer, and the effect is not very good. It takes many years and many months of treatment to completely clear the poison."
"Choose the fastest"
"This……"
"Go down and get ready"
Omo, wait for me!
Now that she knows that Ou Mo is her beloved lover, An Sijin will not let such a self hurt Ou Mo again.The affairs of the clan were handed over to An Feng and An Lei, and An Sijin went to the bamboo house to start the detoxification treatment.The bamboo house was where Ou Mo lived before, and every plant and tree in it had not been touched.Living in the bamboo house, it seems that Ou Mo is by his side, and occasionally I can recall some intimate pasts with Ou Mo in my mind.
These days, as the poison in his body was cleared away, more and more times about Ou Mo and his past flashed in his mind.It's just that I can't fully recall it, and the memory is also vague.
"My lord, the poison in your body has existed for a long time. It has blocked the brain nerves, so your memory cannot be fully restored. Maybe you need an opportunity to stimulate the memory"
"Opportunity?"
"I think you can go to meet Mr. Ou, or find a feeling in a familiar place"
Come to think of it, Ou Mo has been gone for more than half a month.I don't know if I'm doing well, maybe I can find the answer I want when I go back to the south...
Chapter 38
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Ou Mo went home for half a month, except to eat and sleep, never mentioning An Sijin, as if his life had not changed.He has never met An Sijin before, he is still that lazy nerd.Both Papa Ou and Miao Qing could tell that Ou Mo was in a bad mood, and An Sijin didn't show up during this time.Miao Qing knew that something was wrong between the two children.On the second night after Ou Mo came back, Miao Qing got up to go to the bathroom and passed Ou Mo's bedroom when she heard her son crying.
"Son, tell mom, did An Sijin betray you?"
"Mom... An Sijin doesn't love me anymore..."
"How could this be?"
She could see how much An Sijin cherished her son, and Ou Mo said that An Sijin didn't love him anymore.Miao Qing really doesn't believe it?I thought it was Ou Mo talking again.
"real……"
Ou Mohong told Miao Qing what happened some time ago.Miao Qing never thought that the bloody drama in the TV series would happen to her son.
"Mom, I didn't believe it at first. But without love, I'm just an insignificant person to An Sijin. He still wants to marry a wife, I...I can't hold on anymore...why...why don't you love me anymore ..."
Miao Qing held her son in her arms and softly comforted her, and she didn't leave until Ou Mo fell asleep.Feelings are her own business, even if she loves her son, there is nothing she can do.An Sijin and her son were originally enviable lovers, but it's a pity that their fate ended like this...
Since returning from the An clan, Ou Mo has returned to live with his parents.The former apartment carried too many memories, and Ou Mo didn't dare to stay there for a while.I'm afraid that in the room without An Sijin, loneliness and longing will torture him out of shape.
It's just that he still stubbornly pays the monthly rent, and he knows that he should cut off all affairs related to An Sijin.But he... After all, he was reluctant, and he didn't want others to step in there and disturb the slightest thing there.ridiculous!What are you still stubborn about...
Maybe it's my cowardice!If An Sijin just doesn't love herself anymore, then he can stay by An Sijin's side, waiting for the man to wake up, and wait for the man to speak love words to him again.But he couldn't do it. When An Sijin decided to marry a wife, he still stayed by An Sijin's side with a humble status as nothing.He also has his pride, his self-esteem... for the one he loves, maybe sometimes these are nothing, but if he no longer loves, pride can build that thick wall of heart, in exchange for a complete heart .
"Mr. An, you are back!"
"Um"
"Have you seen Mr. Ou again recently?"
"Ou Mo? He didn't come back?"
"Oh~Mr. Ou came back several times. He just left after a while. He also handed over the house, but I didn't see him come back to live in it. Someone asked me to buy a house these days, and I want to return the money to Mr. Ou. Sell the house."
"sold?"
"Yes, my son wants to pick me up to live with him. No one lives in this house, so I want to sell it."
"How much"
"what?"
"I'll buy it, double the price"
"That's it~ okay then"
When An Sijin heard that the landlady was going to sell the apartment where he and Ou Mo had lived, a wave of resistance surged in his heart.Without even thinking about it, I opened my mouth and bought the house.
Opening the door, An Sijin looked around at everything in the room, it was spotless, apparently someone often came back to clean it.Some fragments of the past kept flashing in An Sijin's mind again, and there was that inexplicable pain in his heart.
He seemed to see Ou Mo lazily lying on the sofa, Ou Mo who was cheating on himself, and Ou Mo who was busy in the kitchen... But after he came to his senses, these were all illusory bubbles.An Sijin was the only one in the quiet living room.A strong sense of loss came to my heart, and my heart was empty, An Sijin's hand touched her chest unconsciously.How can the missing corner be filled?
"Little Lord"
"Where's Omo?"
"Mr. Ou is at his parents' house"
"Well, let's go down"
"Yes"
An Sijin walked into the bedroom and carefully looked at everything in the room, not letting go of any corner.Seeing the SpongeBob pajamas in the bedside table, An Sijin couldn't help reaching out to touch it.That's what Omo bought for him~
When he wore it for the first time, he just thought it was weird, but Ou Mo laughed so hard that tears came out.That little stupid look ╰(*︶`*)╯, he just made do with it and never changed it again.
Ou Mo - these two words became more and more clear in An Sijin's mind.Sudden heart palpitations, An Sijin grabbed her chest and sat down on the bed.Whenever he thought of the past with Ou Mo, he would feel palpitations.Especially after Ou Mo left, this feeling was even stronger.An Sijin didn't care about it before, until the medical sage told him.This is the result of his awakening, his instinct and the lingering poison of Juexin Gu.Damn it!
An Sijin closed her eyes and lay on the bed for a while before she calmed down.
Chapter 39
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When she opened her eyes, there was a touch of firmness in An Sijin's eyes.
"Ou Mo... Ou Mo..." Muttering these two words softly, An Sijin fell asleep. She didn't know what she dreamed of, and the corner of An Sijin's mouth, which had always had only one line, curled into an arc.
"Knock knock..."
"Come here, Xiao An?"
"aunt"
"Xiao An, aren't you and Ou Mo?"
"Auntie, I'm sorry, I can't explain to you right now, please let me see Ou Mo first?"
"Xiaomo, he's still in the room, he probably hasn't woken up yet. Since he came back, he's been in a daze. Sigh~ Forget it, you can settle your own affairs."
Ou Mo heard An Sijin's voice in a daze, but after thinking about it, he must have hallucinated.How could An Sijin be here at this time?
"Omo"
Why does my mother's voice sound so much like An Sijin's?
"Baby"
No, why would mom call herself baby?He opened his eyelids with great effort, why does he also look like An Sijin?
I must have read it wrong, miss is really not a good thing, he has hallucinations.Hallucination... hallucination, sleep...sleep, turning over, Ou Mo fell asleep with his back facing An Sijin.
Seeing Ou Mo's upturned little butt facing her, An Sijin had no choice but to go to bed and hug him up.Holding Ou Mo's heart seems to have found the missing corner.
Only then did An Sijin realize that she had always hated physical contact, and had never disliked Ou Mo touching herself, and she was just not used to it at first.Even the kiss before Ou Mo left, he didn't feel disgusted, but was angry at Ou Mo's crazily venting.
Ou Mo felt that the place where his hands touched was not right, why not?Because it was warm, how could the bed be hot?
He opened his eyes, An Sijin!He is really here!Shouldn't he be getting married in the clan?Struggling to get out of An Sijin's arms, what are you doing here even when you're about to get married!Are you trying to make me sad!But the hands on her body couldn't be shaken off, and Ou Mo became angry immediately.
"open"
"Don't let it go"
"Hmph~ what are you doing here? Preparing for your wedding away from home"
"Omo, I..."
"What are you, get out"
"Do not"
"You! Let go"
"Don't let it go"
"An Sijin, you bastard"
Like an angry little beast, Ou Mo bit An Sijin's shoulder, and An Sijin hugged her tightly, allowing Omo's teeth to bite into the skin.Feeling the taste of rust in his mouth, Ou Mo calmed down a bit, but there was a deep sadness in such a peaceful atmosphere.
"An Sijin, why? Why do you want to come back?"
"I'm sorry baby"
"You don't love me anymore, what's the use of being sorry? Can a word of sorry get back my lost heart?"
"An Sijin, you go... Please don't stay here, I managed to hide you in my heart..."
"Yes, you go...you go, I don't want to see your indifferent eyes, I don't want to face the fact that you don't love me!"
"An Sijin, it's really hard to forget loving you... so hard... can you go away, I won't feel so bad if I don't see you again... um..."
"Honey, I'm sorry...sorry...don't do this"
"An Sijin, I'm so uncomfortable, really uncomfortable..."
Not wanting to hear Ou Mo say those heartbroken words to herself, An Sijin sealed it with a kiss and blocked Ou Mo's mouth.As if this is the only way to make up for the panic in his heart, such Ou Mo really made An Sijin at a loss.
The hearts of the two who had been separated for a long time finally found a close interface, and their lips and tongues were desperately entwined, fiery and extremely lingering.An Sijin didn't stop until Ou Mo stopped crying.
asshole!Why do you use this trick every time!Don't think that I will forgive you!Ou Mo forcibly suppressed the sweetness burning in his heart.
There were still some water stains on Ou Mo's red and swollen lips, which made An Sijin peck lightly on Ou Mo's lips again.
"Omo, I'm sorry, I love you"
At this moment, An Sijin has fully understood that the strange feeling that only arises towards Ou Mo is love.
Ou Mo froze there, tears falling down uncontrollably.He thought that he and An Sijin could only miss it like that in this life, and he would never hear that word from An Sijin's mouth again.
"Jin, I...do you know what you're talking about?"
Lifting her tearful eyes, she looked sadly but firmly at An Sijin.
"I know, I've never had a moment like this"
Seeing the deep affection in An Sijin's eyes, with his own figure in his eyes, Ou Mo's dead heart regained vitality.
At this moment, it seemed like a dream, hugging each other tightly, and hearing An Sijin's steady and powerful heartbeat in his ears, Ou Mo really felt that An Sijin had really returned to her side.
Chapter 40
forty chapters
"Are you saying that you have fallen into the Gu of forgetting love?"
"Well, Desperate Gu"
Ou Mo's brain is confused, what's all this?Seeing Ou Mo's confused look, An Sijin explained.
"Severing human love, heartless and cold-hearted, although I have you in my memory, but the poison has confused my memory and blocked the memories related to love."
"Then your poison is cured?"
"It's almost there, but the locked memory hasn't been retrieved yet"
"Then you still dare to come to me? Aren't you afraid that I will take advantage of you?"
"you will not"
"What if I would?"
"I believe in you, I can feel at ease with you by my side"
At this moment, all of Ou Mo's uneasiness and grievances disappeared without a trace.
There is no forgiveness in love, because the depth of love is tolerance.hatred?At that time, he never resented An Sijin.It is impossible to talk about whose fault it is, so how can we forgive?
Therefore, he never blamed An Sijin from the beginning to the end, even though his heart ached, but An Sijin's current trust made his grievance disappear.
An Sijin gambled everything to believe in herself when she didn't even know it.Such trust, apart from love, Ou Mo doesn't know what else can support such trust.
Unspeakable sourness choked in his throat, Ou Mo couldn't say anything, hugged An Sijin tightly, and buried his head in An Sijin's arms.
Nothing can soothe two ups and downs than hugging each other tightly at this moment.what is love?I don't know, I just know that letting go of your hand, my heart will hurt.
An Sijin didn't speak again, just quietly enjoying the warmth of this moment.Embracing and sleeping together, simple happiness can fill the empty heart more...
Opening the door gently, Miao Qing quietly left the room after seeing the two hugging each other on the bed.Sigh~ It's nice to be young, to stand up to hardships...
After a sound sleep, Ou Mo got up from An Sijin's arms and stretched on the bed.As soon as Ou Mo moved, An Sijin woke up.He didn't speak, just looked straight at Ou Mo.
"Look at me for what?"
"Baby looks good"
Unable to stand An Sijin's scorching gaze, Ou Mo blushed and turned her head, why is her man even more shameless? !
"Ou Mo, Xiaoan, are you up? When you get up, pack up and go out to eat."
"Well, here we come"
At the dinner table, seeing An Sijin pampering her son with food, Miao Qing knew that the two had reconciled as before.She didn't mention the previous things again, and it's inconvenient for her to say anything about the young things, as long as her son has a sense of proportion.
Ou Mo is very worried recently, why worry?Because my man has become very clingy, I follow him when I buy groceries, follow him in the shower, and follow him when I go to the toilet!
In the first few days, Ou Mo still felt that sticking together was very sweet.But after a long time, Ou Mo felt that he was trapped by a net called An Sijin, and he had no personal space at all.
"Ah... ah..." Ou Mo scratched his hair in agitation.
"Can you stop following me!"
"cannot"
"I just went to the bathroom"
"Together"
Uh... Can he say that he can't urinate with An Sijin?He also knew that under the man's indifferent appearance was a heart that was afraid of losing.Obviously, it was me who lost her lover before, but the one who was even more disturbed was the awakened An Sijin.
Alas~ Sighing, Ouma pulled An Sijin's head down and kissed it, the tip of her tongue touched, and the numbness spread all over her body.
Since An Sijin returned to the south, the two have not had any intimate behavior.This made An Sijin very uneasy, thinking that Ou Mo had a grudge against him and didn't want to touch him by herself.And An Sijin felt guilty towards Ou Mo, even if she wanted to, she would not want to wrong Ou Mo.
The body that hadn't vented for a long time couldn't bear to be teased at all, just a kiss evoked fiery enthusiasm.An Sijin's hands were free on Ou Mo's body, and Ou Mo was not to be outdone.The two floated and sank in the sea of desire unrestrainedly, burning with gushing enthusiasm.
Perhaps the fit of the body at this time can make up for the vacancy in the heart...
Ou Mo didn't know how to appease An Sijin's uneasiness, so he could only find something else to divert An Sijin's energy, even if it cost him being unable to sleep for a long time...
Sure enough, this method worked, after Ou Mo went to the bathroom, An Sijin finally stopped following him.And what about An Sijin, who is full of pain?Baby took the initiative to make out with him last night, and he also understood that the previous anxiety was unnecessary, so he was relieved.Thinking of the passionate little lover last night
"What about other than that?"
"and also?"
An Sijin's head twitched, and the memory of the injury in his mind was as blurred as if covered with a veil.
At this time, An Sijin's reaction made several people present feel that something was wrong.The young master remembers Madam, but why is there such an attitude?The previous tenderness was no longer there, and Madam seemed to treat him no differently from others.
what on earth is it?If it is amnesia, the young master still remembers Ou Mo?
"Fourteen, go and call the doctor"
As An Feng spoke, he felt An Sijin's pulse, probably because of the unknown poison.Looking up at Ou Mo who walked out of the ward sadly, Madam is suffering...
"Elder Wind"
"Young Master seems to have forgotten Madam, but it's not like he has lost his memory. He still remembers Madam, but his attitude towards Madam is different from before."
The doctor stepped forward to check An Sijin's body, and then used An's secret technique to check it again.
"There seems to be residual poison in the young master's body, but I didn't see what kind of poison it was. But the knife that was pulled out from the young master before had the poison of the evil race, so it can be guessed that it was the poison of the evil race."
"Then it will be troublesome, this poison seems to have sealed the young master's emotions, madam will inevitably suffer..."
"Elder, this time I may have to invite my master to come out of the mountain to cure the young master's poison. These years, the master has traveled all over the world to find a way to cure the poison. I think it should have achieved results. A few days ago, he sent me a letter saying the next The moon will be Hui nationality."
"Elder Medical Saint is coming back? That's great."
"Then I'll send a message to Master to let him come back as soon as possible."
"go"
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Ou Mo knew that An Sijin was fine and went back to the bamboo house alone. The past was vivid in his memory, but the person who loved him so much and treated him tenderly was gone...
what do I do?An Sijin, don't you love me anymore... Ou Mo curled up on the bed in the bamboo house, supporting herself by recalling the sweet past between the two of them.If not, he really didn't know if he would be crazy.
An Sijin said that he is the only person she loves in her life...
An Sijin said that you can spend my money as you like, as long as you are happy...
An Sijin said who dares to hurt you, I will let him die without a place to bury him...
An Sijin also said that he can only love him in this life...
An Sijin... An Sijin...
Ou Mo locked her body tightly and buried her in the quilt. The quilt still smelled of An Sijin, and she shrank into the familiar bed, as if An Sijin's embrace made him feel at ease and warm. The only thing left is the remaining temperature...
There was the sound of sobbing in the suffocating air, Ying Qi stood outside the room, sighed and left.Young master, please recover quickly, Madam is really distressing...
"How is Madam?" Fourteen Seeing Shadow Seven hurried out of the bamboo house and asked.
With a trace of sadness on Ying Qiping's expressionless face, she shook her head lightly, turned and left.well……
The next morning, An Sijin's body had almost recovered, and she began to deal with the matter at hand.Evil Cham!Hmph, An Sijin sneered, for daring to put his mind on An's, he would have to pay a heavy price for his actions.An Sijin still remembers that he was injured to save Ou Mo, but he knows that he saved Ou Mo in order to repay his kindness.An Sijin ignored that he was a cold person, how could he save others with gratitude.
"Madam, let's have something to eat"
Ou Mo has been staying in the room since he came back yesterday, and the water and rice have not been touched.Ying Qi was very worried and had no choice but to enter the room to wake up Ou Mo.
"Thank you, I can't eat it"
"Can……"
"How is An Sijin?"
"My lord is fine, I'm dealing with business now"
"Then... did he ask me?"
"This……"
"Forget it, I know. He has already forgotten me..."
"The young master was just poisoned by Gu poison..."
"Will poisoning forget the one you love so much! Forget it, let's not talk about it. Go out and leave me alone." Ou Mo interrupted Ying Qi's unfinished words.
"Yes"
Seeing Ou Mo getting emotional, Ying Qi had no choice but to turn around and leave.
In the next few days, An Sijin was busy with the things in hand, and Ou Mo stayed in the bamboo house and couldn't come out.Two lovers who were once close to each other are like strangers.No one has broken into the other's life.
"Young master, madam, he..."
"Madam? When will I come Madam?" An Sijin stopped what she was doing and looked at An Feng.
It seems that the young master has really forgotten his feelings for his wife, what is the young master's temper, it is useless to talk about things he doesn't believe in, the only thing is for the young master to understand.
In fact, An Sijin has also noticed in the past few days that his subordinates will always mention Ou Mo in front of him intentionally or unintentionally.He was a little puzzled, wasn't he the one who saved himself?Why are the subordinates so concerned.I have never seen my subordinates so enthusiastic before.
After An Sijin was sent for treatment that day, Elder Yi went back to his clan. Only after receiving news from An Feng today did he know that such a big change had happened.After hastily dealing with the affairs of the clan, he rushed to An's.
"Smooth"
"Grandpa" saw all the grievances of grandpa Ou Mo poured out, sobbing in Lao Yi's arms.
Alas, the child suffered.I didn't expect Xiao An to become like this, after all, An Sijin's love for Ou Mo is obvious to all.How could this child be hurt so deeply.
"Xiao Mo, has Xiao An visited you these two days?"
Ou Mo froze, then shook her head lightly.
"Then have you gone to him?"
"No... I dare not, I'm afraid to see him no longer have my eyes." In the past, Ou Mo liked men's eyes the most, because those eyes gradually became his own, full of tenderness.But now, calmly, he is just an insignificant person...
"Just hide like this? Let Xiao An forget you forever? Are you willing?"
Forget about myself forever... Ou Mo felt a chill in her heart.Seeing Ou Mo like this, although Elder Yi couldn't bear it, but if he didn't wake him up, the two children would really be doomed.
"Before I met you, Xiao An was also so cold. Since you can make him fall in love with you once, why can't you let him fall in love with you a second time. All of us can see how special Xiao An is to you"
"Fall in love with me again?"
Once again... falling in love with... Ou Mo seemed to see the light, yes!If An Sijin can fall in love with herself once, she can fall in love with herself a second time!give up?go!He doesn't want to make his 24-filial good man cheap for others!
"I see, thank you grandpa." Ou Mo finally showed his first smile these days.After wiping away her tears, Ou Mo got up and went to find An Sijin, but she didn't eat much for a few days and her body was a little weak.Standing up suddenly, a flower in front of my eyes is about to fall down.Elder Yi hurriedly hugged him to prevent Ou Mo from having a close contact with the earth.
"Don't worry, if you want to find Xiaoan, you have to eat, and your body needs to recover."
"Oh, then I'll eat first"
"Ying Qi, bring the food in." Ying Qi walked in and took a look, and sure enough, the old man had a way.
After rekindling his confidence, Ou Mo started a plan to make An Sijin fall in love with him again.After tidying herself up, Ou Mo went to the kitchen to cook some An Sijin's favorite dishes before going to the main hall to find An Sijin.
"Xiao An"
"Grandpa"
"How is your body recovering?"
"never mind"
"That's good, Xie Zhan, what are you going to do with it?"
"There is no whereabouts of him yet, the shadow guards are searching"
"It's good that you have a sense of proportion, Xie Zhan is insidious and cunning, you should be careful"
"I know, thank you grandpa"
"Grandpa, you..."
An Sijin vaguely felt that Mr. Yi might be here because of Ou Mo, but Grandpa didn't mention it at all.An Sijin was a little puzzled, and Yi Lao didn't intend to say anything, but only left a sentence: You will know some things if you feel them with your heart.Turned around and left the hall.
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After a while, there was a sound of footsteps in the hall.An Sijin looked up and saw Ou Mo coming in with food.It seems to be thinner and haggard than the previous few days.Seeing Ou Mo like this, An Sijin couldn't help but feel irritated, and the tone of her words was not very good.
"What are you doing here?"
Ou Mo's heart throbbed, and she repeatedly told herself in her heart that it's okay, take your time... Only then did she pluck up the courage to walk towards An Sijin.
"brought you some food"
An Sijin didn't speak, but frowned, how could Ou Mo be a guest, how could he do what a servant does?Later, I will explain to An Feng An Lei.
"These are what you like to eat, move your chopsticks"
For some reason, he reached out to take the chopsticks from Ou Mo's hand by a strange coincidence, as if he had done this many times, it was natural.It's just some ordinary home-cooked dishes, but an inexplicable sense of familiarity lingers in An Sijin's heart.
"You did it?"
"Um"
"Don't be so troublesome..."
"I love to cook" especially for people I love...
Interrupting An Sijin's polite words, Ou Mo sat down to eat sullenly.For a while, the two were relatively silent.Looking at this familiar scene, Ou Mo was aroused with hope, and the sullenness in his heart dissipated a little.
“We used to sit and eat like this”
"Um"
"Remember?"
"Remember"
Sure enough, those memories are still there, only love is missing...
“We used to sleep together at night”
"Remember"
"Remember? What else?" The tone was a little eager.
"What else? It's okay for two big men to sleep in the same bed. Why do you ask?"
An Sijin's overly serious and slightly puzzled eyes hurt Ou Mo.Obviously, An Sijin has forgotten the fact that she hates being touched by others, so how could she accept sharing the same bed with others?
"Then what did I say?"
Ou Mo is not reconciled, not reconciled to An Sijin bringing the memories of the past but only omitting the past of the intimate contact between the two...
"Ok?"
"It's nothing, I'm leaving first." Ou Mo left the main hall in a little embarrassment.
Sigh~ My heart hurts, classmate Ou Mo got hurt again, woo (┯_┯)...
Ou Mo really wanted to pounce on An Sijin and take a bite, how could she forget to love herself!But after all, he didn't dare, he was afraid of seeing An Sijin's disgusted eyes; if he didn't leave again, he was afraid that if he did something impulsively, the relationship between An Sijin and him would really be over...
The next day, Ou Mo went to see An Sijin again as if nothing had happened.In the following days, Ou Mo looked like he was inseparable from An Sijin.Wherever An Sijin went, he would follow him, just like how they were in love before.Ou Mo regained his smile, and Pidianer Pidianer followed An Sijin.It's just that the happy appearance made everyone more worried, because they knew how lonely and sad Ou Mo was hiding under such an appearance.
An Sijin didn't care much about the little tails behind her.Ou Mo just stayed by his side silently without disturbing him, so he let him go.An Sijin even thought it was good to follow her during the day and leave consciously at night.It's just that at night, I always feel empty in my arms. Could it be that I have developed a habit of sleeping with Ou Mo before?He didn't care much about this feeling.After all, there was only one bed in Ou Mo's house before, so it's normal for the two of them to sleep together for a long time and get used to it.
Is it just really so?
Sometimes, Ou Mo would quietly look at herself with that kind of sad and painful eyes.Every time at this time, An Sijin couldn't help but feel irritated, and couldn't help asking Ou Mo to leave.Ou Mo just smiled bitterly at An Sijin and left.However, Ou Mo's departure did not calm his heart, but made him more restless.It wasn't until Ou Mo appeared in front of him again the next day that his heart could be at peace.
Ou Mo thought, although An Sijin sometimes let herself leave impatiently, she didn't say anything when she went back the next day.As long as he is always by An Sijin's side, one day An Sijin will fall in love with him again.It's just that Ou Mo didn't expect that accidents always happen unexpectedly.This morning, when Ou Mo went to the main hall, he didn't see An Sijin. Usually, everyone was there at this time.
"Ying Qi, where is your young master?"
"Young master, he..."
Seeing Ying Qi hesitating, Ou Mo instinctively felt that something had happened, and couldn't stop feeling flustered.
"Where is An Sijin? Tell me quickly!"
"The young master is in the chamber"
After Ying Qi finished speaking bravely, Ou Mo ran towards the meeting hall.
"Young master, do you really want to get engaged?"
"According to An's clan rules, shouldn't that be the case?"
The An family has a patriarchal rule, if the person in charge of the An family does not find a lover after he achieves immortality, he will choose a wife from each clan.
"But what about Mr. Ou?"
"Ou Mo? What does it matter to him? Besides, marrying a wife is just to follow the patriarchal rules, and I don't care who I marry."
As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the meeting room was kicked open.
"An Sijin, do you want to marry a wife?"
"Um"
"what about me?"
When Ou Mo came in, Elder An closed the door and retreated.
"You? Does my marriage have anything to do with you?"
"Is it related? Heh... labor and management will tell you whether it is related now"
"Let me tell you, we kissed and slept, do you think it's related?"
"An Sijin, you bastard... bastard"
Ou Mo cried and rushed forward and kissed An Sijin's lips viciously, as if she wanted to vent all her emotions into this kiss.Even with his eyes closed, Ou Mo could feel An Sijin's piercing gaze condensing on his face.Ou Mo covered An Sijin's eyes and stopped, not wanting to see that the once tender eyes were full of heartlessness and indifference.
"Don't challenge my limits"
An Sijin's angry words rang in his ears, Ou Mo froze and walked away from An Sijin, looked up at An Sijin and turned around.
"An Sijin, do you still remember that we made a life-and-death contract..."
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An Sijin, I love you, but I can't hold on anymore, you really hurt people like this...
An Sijin, I really lost you...
Just can you give me back my love?It doesn't matter to you anymore, does it?
Anyway, let it all end like this...
An Sijin, goodbye...
An Sijin was still thinking about when he made a life-and-death pact with Ou Mo, and he didn't come back to his senses until Ou Mo's footsteps became more and more blurred.Ou Mo left, his back was so lonely, seeing the increasingly blurred figure, An Sijin panicked.He wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything after all. He just faintly felt that there was an inexplicable emotional fluctuation deep in his heart.Caressing her own face, Ou Mo's tears still remained on it, the tears that had not lost their temperature scalded An Sijin's heart aching.Rubbing her temples, shaking off these unclear emotions, An Sijin strode back to the main hall.
"Elder Feng, how do you cancel the life and death contract?"
"Ma'am, why are you bothering?"
"He doesn't love me anymore, I set him free"
"Alas... the blood sacrifice to An's ancestors at the full moon is required to cancel the life and death contract"
"Oh, it's only the beginning of the month...I'll go back to the south first, and let Ying Qi come to me when the moon is full next month."
"Madam, you"
"Stop talking, I've already decided."
"Oh... Fourteen sent his wife back to the south"
"Yes"
An Sijin is very irritable these days, and this irritability is related to Ou Mo's departure.But he didn't know why he was upset because of Ou Mo's departure.In his mind's perception, apart from saving himself, Ou Mo can be said to be an insignificant person.But he couldn't see the person who was always by his side, his heart became more and more irritable, and his mood became more and more unstable.
If it is said that An Sijin still can't realize that something is wrong with him at this moment, he is not worthy to be the young master of the An family.Every night, his hands would automatically hug his side, forming a gesture of embracing someone.If it's just that he's not used to Ou Mo not sleeping with him anymore, after such a long time, he should have changed a long time ago.But the empty embrace was empty even with the human heart; thinking of Ou Mo's resolute back when he left, his heart still throbbed... Moreover, he found himself thinking about one thing - missing, every time this At that time, his mind was full of Ou Mo.Even some unfamiliar but familiar scenes flashed through.
"Young Master" An Feng interrupted An Sijin's meditation, "The elder medical sage has returned to his family"
"Please come over"
"Yes"
A few days ago, when the young master asked him to find a medical saint, he understood: the young master must have noticed something wrong with him.After the medical sage checked An Sijin's whole body, he said:
"Young master, you have the most poisonous poison of the evil clan ~ the remnant poison of Juexin Gu"
"Desperate Gu?"
"Exactly, if you are poisoned by this poison, you will be ruthless and cold-hearted, and no matter how deep your love is, it will be easily erased."
No wonder the young master is so indifferent to his wife, An Feng understands it.
It turned out that I really loved Ou Mo deeply, and it turned out that those inexplicable emotions were also because of love.But what have I done!Thinking of Ou Mo often smiling bitterly at herself, An Sijin's heart throbbed again.Forgetting what I love, I actually hurt Ou Mo so deeply...
"However, it seems that the young master has escaped the control of some Gu poison in the past two days."
No wonder my heart hurts when I think of Ou Mo, and it's no wonder I feel restless when I don't see Ou Mo.Omo, Omo... sorry, wait for me...
Close your eyes to hide the emotion in your eyes.
"How to cure this poison?"
"My subordinates have been researching the evil race's Gu poison in the past few years, but there are some methods, it's just..."
"Say"
"These methods are somewhat dangerous. Although they won't harm lives, they must suffer, and the effect is not very good. It takes many years and many months of treatment to completely clear the poison."
"Choose the fastest"
"This……"
"Go down and get ready"
Omo, wait for me!
Now that she knows that Ou Mo is her beloved lover, An Sijin will not let such a self hurt Ou Mo again.The affairs of the clan were handed over to An Feng and An Lei, and An Sijin went to the bamboo house to start the detoxification treatment.The bamboo house was where Ou Mo lived before, and every plant and tree in it had not been touched.Living in the bamboo house, it seems that Ou Mo is by his side, and occasionally I can recall some intimate pasts with Ou Mo in my mind.
These days, as the poison in his body was cleared away, more and more times about Ou Mo and his past flashed in his mind.It's just that I can't fully recall it, and the memory is also vague.
"My lord, the poison in your body has existed for a long time. It has blocked the brain nerves, so your memory cannot be fully restored. Maybe you need an opportunity to stimulate the memory"
"Opportunity?"
"I think you can go to meet Mr. Ou, or find a feeling in a familiar place"
Come to think of it, Ou Mo has been gone for more than half a month.I don't know if I'm doing well, maybe I can find the answer I want when I go back to the south...
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Ou Mo went home for half a month, except to eat and sleep, never mentioning An Sijin, as if his life had not changed.He has never met An Sijin before, he is still that lazy nerd.Both Papa Ou and Miao Qing could tell that Ou Mo was in a bad mood, and An Sijin didn't show up during this time.Miao Qing knew that something was wrong between the two children.On the second night after Ou Mo came back, Miao Qing got up to go to the bathroom and passed Ou Mo's bedroom when she heard her son crying.
"Son, tell mom, did An Sijin betray you?"
"Mom... An Sijin doesn't love me anymore..."
"How could this be?"
She could see how much An Sijin cherished her son, and Ou Mo said that An Sijin didn't love him anymore.Miao Qing really doesn't believe it?I thought it was Ou Mo talking again.
"real……"
Ou Mohong told Miao Qing what happened some time ago.Miao Qing never thought that the bloody drama in the TV series would happen to her son.
"Mom, I didn't believe it at first. But without love, I'm just an insignificant person to An Sijin. He still wants to marry a wife, I...I can't hold on anymore...why...why don't you love me anymore ..."
Miao Qing held her son in her arms and softly comforted her, and she didn't leave until Ou Mo fell asleep.Feelings are her own business, even if she loves her son, there is nothing she can do.An Sijin and her son were originally enviable lovers, but it's a pity that their fate ended like this...
Since returning from the An clan, Ou Mo has returned to live with his parents.The former apartment carried too many memories, and Ou Mo didn't dare to stay there for a while.I'm afraid that in the room without An Sijin, loneliness and longing will torture him out of shape.
It's just that he still stubbornly pays the monthly rent, and he knows that he should cut off all affairs related to An Sijin.But he... After all, he was reluctant, and he didn't want others to step in there and disturb the slightest thing there.ridiculous!What are you still stubborn about...
Maybe it's my cowardice!If An Sijin just doesn't love herself anymore, then he can stay by An Sijin's side, waiting for the man to wake up, and wait for the man to speak love words to him again.But he couldn't do it. When An Sijin decided to marry a wife, he still stayed by An Sijin's side with a humble status as nothing.He also has his pride, his self-esteem... for the one he loves, maybe sometimes these are nothing, but if he no longer loves, pride can build that thick wall of heart, in exchange for a complete heart .
"Mr. An, you are back!"
"Um"
"Have you seen Mr. Ou again recently?"
"Ou Mo? He didn't come back?"
"Oh~Mr. Ou came back several times. He just left after a while. He also handed over the house, but I didn't see him come back to live in it. Someone asked me to buy a house these days, and I want to return the money to Mr. Ou. Sell the house."
"sold?"
"Yes, my son wants to pick me up to live with him. No one lives in this house, so I want to sell it."
"How much"
"what?"
"I'll buy it, double the price"
"That's it~ okay then"
When An Sijin heard that the landlady was going to sell the apartment where he and Ou Mo had lived, a wave of resistance surged in his heart.Without even thinking about it, I opened my mouth and bought the house.
Opening the door, An Sijin looked around at everything in the room, it was spotless, apparently someone often came back to clean it.Some fragments of the past kept flashing in An Sijin's mind again, and there was that inexplicable pain in his heart.
He seemed to see Ou Mo lazily lying on the sofa, Ou Mo who was cheating on himself, and Ou Mo who was busy in the kitchen... But after he came to his senses, these were all illusory bubbles.An Sijin was the only one in the quiet living room.A strong sense of loss came to my heart, and my heart was empty, An Sijin's hand touched her chest unconsciously.How can the missing corner be filled?
"Little Lord"
"Where's Omo?"
"Mr. Ou is at his parents' house"
"Well, let's go down"
"Yes"
An Sijin walked into the bedroom and carefully looked at everything in the room, not letting go of any corner.Seeing the SpongeBob pajamas in the bedside table, An Sijin couldn't help reaching out to touch it.That's what Omo bought for him~
When he wore it for the first time, he just thought it was weird, but Ou Mo laughed so hard that tears came out.That little stupid look ╰(*︶`*)╯, he just made do with it and never changed it again.
Ou Mo - these two words became more and more clear in An Sijin's mind.Sudden heart palpitations, An Sijin grabbed her chest and sat down on the bed.Whenever he thought of the past with Ou Mo, he would feel palpitations.Especially after Ou Mo left, this feeling was even stronger.An Sijin didn't care about it before, until the medical sage told him.This is the result of his awakening, his instinct and the lingering poison of Juexin Gu.Damn it!
An Sijin closed her eyes and lay on the bed for a while before she calmed down.
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When she opened her eyes, there was a touch of firmness in An Sijin's eyes.
"Ou Mo... Ou Mo..." Muttering these two words softly, An Sijin fell asleep. She didn't know what she dreamed of, and the corner of An Sijin's mouth, which had always had only one line, curled into an arc.
"Knock knock..."
"Come here, Xiao An?"
"aunt"
"Xiao An, aren't you and Ou Mo?"
"Auntie, I'm sorry, I can't explain to you right now, please let me see Ou Mo first?"
"Xiaomo, he's still in the room, he probably hasn't woken up yet. Since he came back, he's been in a daze. Sigh~ Forget it, you can settle your own affairs."
Ou Mo heard An Sijin's voice in a daze, but after thinking about it, he must have hallucinated.How could An Sijin be here at this time?
"Omo"
Why does my mother's voice sound so much like An Sijin's?
"Baby"
No, why would mom call herself baby?He opened his eyelids with great effort, why does he also look like An Sijin?
I must have read it wrong, miss is really not a good thing, he has hallucinations.Hallucination... hallucination, sleep...sleep, turning over, Ou Mo fell asleep with his back facing An Sijin.
Seeing Ou Mo's upturned little butt facing her, An Sijin had no choice but to go to bed and hug him up.Holding Ou Mo's heart seems to have found the missing corner.
Only then did An Sijin realize that she had always hated physical contact, and had never disliked Ou Mo touching herself, and she was just not used to it at first.Even the kiss before Ou Mo left, he didn't feel disgusted, but was angry at Ou Mo's crazily venting.
Ou Mo felt that the place where his hands touched was not right, why not?Because it was warm, how could the bed be hot?
He opened his eyes, An Sijin!He is really here!Shouldn't he be getting married in the clan?Struggling to get out of An Sijin's arms, what are you doing here even when you're about to get married!Are you trying to make me sad!But the hands on her body couldn't be shaken off, and Ou Mo became angry immediately.
"open"
"Don't let it go"
"Hmph~ what are you doing here? Preparing for your wedding away from home"
"Omo, I..."
"What are you, get out"
"Do not"
"You! Let go"
"Don't let it go"
"An Sijin, you bastard"
Like an angry little beast, Ou Mo bit An Sijin's shoulder, and An Sijin hugged her tightly, allowing Omo's teeth to bite into the skin.Feeling the taste of rust in his mouth, Ou Mo calmed down a bit, but there was a deep sadness in such a peaceful atmosphere.
"An Sijin, why? Why do you want to come back?"
"I'm sorry baby"
"You don't love me anymore, what's the use of being sorry? Can a word of sorry get back my lost heart?"
"An Sijin, you go... Please don't stay here, I managed to hide you in my heart..."
"Yes, you go...you go, I don't want to see your indifferent eyes, I don't want to face the fact that you don't love me!"
"An Sijin, it's really hard to forget loving you... so hard... can you go away, I won't feel so bad if I don't see you again... um..."
"Honey, I'm sorry...sorry...don't do this"
"An Sijin, I'm so uncomfortable, really uncomfortable..."
Not wanting to hear Ou Mo say those heartbroken words to herself, An Sijin sealed it with a kiss and blocked Ou Mo's mouth.As if this is the only way to make up for the panic in his heart, such Ou Mo really made An Sijin at a loss.
The hearts of the two who had been separated for a long time finally found a close interface, and their lips and tongues were desperately entwined, fiery and extremely lingering.An Sijin didn't stop until Ou Mo stopped crying.
asshole!Why do you use this trick every time!Don't think that I will forgive you!Ou Mo forcibly suppressed the sweetness burning in his heart.
There were still some water stains on Ou Mo's red and swollen lips, which made An Sijin peck lightly on Ou Mo's lips again.
"Omo, I'm sorry, I love you"
At this moment, An Sijin has fully understood that the strange feeling that only arises towards Ou Mo is love.
Ou Mo froze there, tears falling down uncontrollably.He thought that he and An Sijin could only miss it like that in this life, and he would never hear that word from An Sijin's mouth again.
"Jin, I...do you know what you're talking about?"
Lifting her tearful eyes, she looked sadly but firmly at An Sijin.
"I know, I've never had a moment like this"
Seeing the deep affection in An Sijin's eyes, with his own figure in his eyes, Ou Mo's dead heart regained vitality.
At this moment, it seemed like a dream, hugging each other tightly, and hearing An Sijin's steady and powerful heartbeat in his ears, Ou Mo really felt that An Sijin had really returned to her side.
Chapter 40
forty chapters
"Are you saying that you have fallen into the Gu of forgetting love?"
"Well, Desperate Gu"
Ou Mo's brain is confused, what's all this?Seeing Ou Mo's confused look, An Sijin explained.
"Severing human love, heartless and cold-hearted, although I have you in my memory, but the poison has confused my memory and blocked the memories related to love."
"Then your poison is cured?"
"It's almost there, but the locked memory hasn't been retrieved yet"
"Then you still dare to come to me? Aren't you afraid that I will take advantage of you?"
"you will not"
"What if I would?"
"I believe in you, I can feel at ease with you by my side"
At this moment, all of Ou Mo's uneasiness and grievances disappeared without a trace.
There is no forgiveness in love, because the depth of love is tolerance.hatred?At that time, he never resented An Sijin.It is impossible to talk about whose fault it is, so how can we forgive?
Therefore, he never blamed An Sijin from the beginning to the end, even though his heart ached, but An Sijin's current trust made his grievance disappear.
An Sijin gambled everything to believe in herself when she didn't even know it.Such trust, apart from love, Ou Mo doesn't know what else can support such trust.
Unspeakable sourness choked in his throat, Ou Mo couldn't say anything, hugged An Sijin tightly, and buried his head in An Sijin's arms.
Nothing can soothe two ups and downs than hugging each other tightly at this moment.what is love?I don't know, I just know that letting go of your hand, my heart will hurt.
An Sijin didn't speak again, just quietly enjoying the warmth of this moment.Embracing and sleeping together, simple happiness can fill the empty heart more...
Opening the door gently, Miao Qing quietly left the room after seeing the two hugging each other on the bed.Sigh~ It's nice to be young, to stand up to hardships...
After a sound sleep, Ou Mo got up from An Sijin's arms and stretched on the bed.As soon as Ou Mo moved, An Sijin woke up.He didn't speak, just looked straight at Ou Mo.
"Look at me for what?"
"Baby looks good"
Unable to stand An Sijin's scorching gaze, Ou Mo blushed and turned her head, why is her man even more shameless? !
"Ou Mo, Xiaoan, are you up? When you get up, pack up and go out to eat."
"Well, here we come"
At the dinner table, seeing An Sijin pampering her son with food, Miao Qing knew that the two had reconciled as before.She didn't mention the previous things again, and it's inconvenient for her to say anything about the young things, as long as her son has a sense of proportion.
Ou Mo is very worried recently, why worry?Because my man has become very clingy, I follow him when I buy groceries, follow him in the shower, and follow him when I go to the toilet!
In the first few days, Ou Mo still felt that sticking together was very sweet.But after a long time, Ou Mo felt that he was trapped by a net called An Sijin, and he had no personal space at all.
"Ah... ah..." Ou Mo scratched his hair in agitation.
"Can you stop following me!"
"cannot"
"I just went to the bathroom"
"Together"
Uh... Can he say that he can't urinate with An Sijin?He also knew that under the man's indifferent appearance was a heart that was afraid of losing.Obviously, it was me who lost her lover before, but the one who was even more disturbed was the awakened An Sijin.
Alas~ Sighing, Ouma pulled An Sijin's head down and kissed it, the tip of her tongue touched, and the numbness spread all over her body.
Since An Sijin returned to the south, the two have not had any intimate behavior.This made An Sijin very uneasy, thinking that Ou Mo had a grudge against him and didn't want to touch him by herself.And An Sijin felt guilty towards Ou Mo, even if she wanted to, she would not want to wrong Ou Mo.
The body that hadn't vented for a long time couldn't bear to be teased at all, just a kiss evoked fiery enthusiasm.An Sijin's hands were free on Ou Mo's body, and Ou Mo was not to be outdone.The two floated and sank in the sea of desire unrestrainedly, burning with gushing enthusiasm.
Perhaps the fit of the body at this time can make up for the vacancy in the heart...
Ou Mo didn't know how to appease An Sijin's uneasiness, so he could only find something else to divert An Sijin's energy, even if it cost him being unable to sleep for a long time...
Sure enough, this method worked, after Ou Mo went to the bathroom, An Sijin finally stopped following him.And what about An Sijin, who is full of pain?Baby took the initiative to make out with him last night, and he also understood that the previous anxiety was unnecessary, so he was relieved.Thinking of the passionate little lover last night
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