[Comprehensive] Healing facial paralysis

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Zhang Jingsi looked at the paper smeared with ink, and put down the brush in his hand expressionlessly, feeling a little irritable.

He stood up and walked to the porch, sat by the wooden pillars and quietly looked at the courtyard, only to find that the environment he had lived in for so many years had suddenly become cold, and the reason was only because there was one person missing.

The more lonely a person is, the more he should stay away from the crowd.

It's not that you can't integrate into other people's world, nor is it that you're afraid of crowds, it's just that once a lonely person is accompanied by someone, once he experiences a warm feeling, and once someone breaks the barrier of loneliness, he will never be his former self again.

Just like a drug addict, he is greedily attached to the pleasure it brings and gradually becomes addicted.

And once the person who gave the warmth disappeared, even if you think it's just a change back to the time when that person hadn't appeared before, the essence is different.

Because I have experienced the feeling of being accompanied by someone, and when I became alone again, I felt that the familiar environment became cold and suffocating.

Just like him now.

A habit is easy to form, but not so easy to break.

After so long, he still habitually looks behind when dealing with family affairs, but there is no longer that figure lying on the tatami and reading a book.

He didn't know why he accepted the other party's existence and got used to the other party's breath in only about half a month.Now that Ayakawa disappeared, he really couldn't adapt.

Zhang Jingsi almost couldn't remember what his previous life was like, because he didn't care, so he didn't take it to heart, so he couldn't remember it clearly.Every day, things like accepting tasks, finding monsters, and eliminating monsters are repeated, and the whole world seems as monotonous as black and white.

He suddenly remembered the scene when Ayakawa looked at him and told him to stay temporarily, maybe it was because the other party's breath was too gentle, or the other party's eyes were too pure, which made him let go of wanting to use the other party thought.I feel that it would be a heinous thing to deceive or threaten to coerce the person in front of me.

Chick... He actually had such an idea.

Use what can be used, and discard what is useless.Even if others disagree or resent, this is what he has always done.

Ayakawa is a very quiet person, and spends most of his time reading books aside.The two of them seldom spoke, but unexpectedly they didn't feel awkward, forming a different kind of tacit understanding.

Occasionally, he could still see Ayakawa's eyes suddenly light up when he found his favorite food, and he could also see the other party lying lazily and basking in the sun on the porch, just like a cat.

Zhang Jingsi liked this kind of time very much, which made him soften unconsciously.

Gentle people will warm your world.

He suddenly thought of this sentence, indeed because of Ayakawa, he has experienced a lot, and even the original black and white world has been brightened by him.

Zhang Jingsi raised his hand and touched his right eye. There was no longer the charm that had been hanging there before, but the person who wanted to see this scene disappeared.

Even if Ayagawa disappeared in front of him, Shiba Shizuka didn't think Ayagawa was dead.

Even the corpse disappeared out of thin air like that without leaving any traces. If he was not a demon extermination master and deeply knew that Ayakawa was a human being, he would definitely have misunderstood the other party as a monster.

Sometimes Chang wondered if he hadn't simply agreed to the other party to go with him back then, but had used a tough attitude to send Ayakawa back to the previous town, wouldn't it be what it is now.

But this is just his thinking, everything has happened is a fact.

Zhang Jingsi is not a person who regrets his decision, he just has a pity.The only person who told him that he is not a bad guy, he is the other party's friend, will not appear in front of him again.

The word 'friend' is very unfamiliar to Zhang Jingsi. He once thought that he would never have anyone to be his friend in his life, but he met him, and then lost it in just half a month.

There are not many demon-killing families, and Natori Zhou Yi is considered to be someone of his age and has outstanding talents.They are old friends, but not friends.

Because the concept and world view of monsters are different, it is impossible to reach the same concept, and there is no way to agree with each other.It is naturally impossible for two people walking on different paths to become friends, and it is only to the extent of nodding each time they meet.

For some reason, Shiba Jingji suddenly wanted to visit the town that Ayakawa brought before.Thinking this way, he also acted.

Thinking about it carefully, he doesn't know much about Ayakawa's affairs, just like he didn't know until the end that Ayakawa's ability can't be used on himself.He couldn't find out about Ayakawa's past, nor could he find out who he had contacted before other than this town. The other party seemed to have suddenly appeared in this world.

A blank past, and a future that is now blank.

Zhang Jingsi was walking on the country road with an oiled paper umbrella, and the various little monsters he met along the way were not in the mood to do anything.

Perhaps it was the subtle influence of Ayagawa, or it might be because the monster of the Chang clan that troubled them was finally wiped out. I can't say I like it, but I don't hate it like I used to.

He originally thought that he would hate monsters even more, but after the words Ayakawa said in his ear before flashed through his mind, he suddenly lost the desire to do anything.

Needless to say, he himself can feel that he has become different.And this kind of change may be what Ayakawa has always wanted to see.

Speaking of which, it was in this town when he and Ayakawa met for the first time.At that time, he was just curious about Natori always taking away all the demon-killing tasks in this town, so he came to have a look.

Once the seeds of curiosity are planted, they will grow into towering trees.

It's the first time I met, because I met two boys who can see monsters in this town in one day, so I'm more interested.

When they met again, he directly arrested Ayakawa and Natsume who was with him, knowing that they were acting to help youkai.

Later, when I saw Ayakawa holding the sword in his hand fiercely, I suddenly wanted to have the idea of ​​​​wanting him to go to Changyimen.That's why he secretly sent Shikigami to observe later, but he didn't expect to discover Ayakawa's ability.

At that time, I thought that it would be a pity to use such abilities on monsters, so I used some means to bring Ayagawa to the main family.

Then he gave up the idea of ​​using Ayakawa in a very short period of time, which made him feel a little unbelievable.

Then when the big monster attacked, the first thing he thought of was the safety of Ayakawa.He thought, maybe he also regarded Ayakawa as an important existence long ago, so he came up with such an idea.

Zhang Jingsi stopped in his tracks, leaned back his umbrella, and raised his head slightly to look at the opposite yard. The word 'Ayagawa' was clearly written on the door plate.

Ever since Ayakawa stayed with him, he hadn't come back to the house here. He thought he would see the dusty place here, but he didn't expect to see the picture of the little monsters helping to tidy up here.

Chang Jingsi watched quietly outside the door without making a sound, and suddenly the image of Ayakawa standing among them smiling and getting along with these monsters appeared in his mind.

Thinking about it, Dechang bowed his head and smiled softly, then turned and walked away without stopping.

"that……"

Dechang stopped in his tracks and looked back at the monster who had followed him for a while.

"Are you a friend of Master Ayagawa? I can smell Master Ayagawa's scent on you." The little monster shook his ears as he spoke, with a blush on his face, and took out a leaf-wrapped bag from behind. In front of the scene where the things were handed over, "That... please help me to hand this over to Master Ayagawa, thank you for his previous help."

After the little monster took the things in front of him, he bowed and ran away quickly.

At this time, a figure came towards him, and Zhang Jingsi stopped and looked over.The person on the opposite side was also taken aback by what he saw, and walked towards this side.

"It's really rare that I can see you here."

Chang Jingsi looked at the person opposite and raised his eyebrows: "Don't be so guarded, Natori. I didn't intend to do anything this time, so you can rest assured."

"That's really rude," Natori Yiyi straightened his hat on his head. Hearing Ma Jingji say this, he saw in his heart that his vigilance had relaxed a lot.

Although the relationship between them is not very good, he knows that Zhang Jingsi has always been a person who will not deceive others with words.If he really wants to do something, he will let him guess by himself, and then he will be very busy.

"Wait... Mama, your eyes..." Natori supported his forehead, and when he raised his eyes, he found that the charm on the eyes of Jingji Ma, who was opposite him, had been taken off, and he was a little surprised.

"That..." Zhang Jingsi lifted the hair covering his right eye with his hands, touched his eyes and cheeks, "It's no longer needed."

Natori froze for a moment, then reacted and said with a smile: "That's really congratulations, that's great."

The field didn't reply. To be honest, after killing the monster that had been threatening the field, he should be happy and feel relaxed.But now I don't feel any joy like that at all, I just relax suddenly, but I don't have a goal.

They are old acquaintances, so they naturally know that the monsters are staring at the eyes of the Patriarch of the Chang family. Now that they hear the news, they are really happy for the field.

Natori can feel that the atmosphere around Ma is much gentler now, and he also saw the interaction between Ma and the little monster just now, but Jingji Ma didn't expect that he didn't do anything to the little monster.

He looked at Chang Dao, who was thinking about something, and his eyes flickered: "Speaking of which, it has been rumored in the circle recently that you have become different from before, and now it seems to be true."

"Probably... It's just that someone told me to treat those little monsters better."

"Huh? Is that so?" Natori raised his eyebrows while looking at Ma, "It seems that the other party is a very important person to you."

"Is it important..." Zhang Jingsi repeated in a low voice, a smile slowly rose from the corner of his mouth, "He is my friend."

After finishing speaking, he didn't look at Natori who was really in a daze, and walked away slowly with an umbrella.

Zhang Jingsi raised his hand and touched his forehead, and it seemed that Ayakawa's last blessing sounded in his ears.

The other party called his name and said, I hope you will have no worries in the future.