Rebirth just wants to be a spare tire

Chu Zeyu didn't speak any more, responding to all changes with the same attitude.She silently waited for Xia Xiyan's next words.

Xia Xiyan thinks she is a very gentle and considerate girl, especially when it comes to matters related to Chu Zeyu, she is even more cautious.

She was very considerate and didn't ask any more questions. She had a lot of Chu Zeyu's tragic experiences in her mind, and when she looked at Chu Zeyu again, she couldn't help but feel pity.

Compared with men, women are a softer existence.When soft meets soft, sometimes some wonderful chemical reactions happen.

For Chu Zeyu, it was different.

When she saw Xia Xiyan's eyes, she was startled.

Such soft, innocent eyes are too beautiful, so beautiful that she wants to imprison Xia Xiyan, so that there is only one person left in her eyes.

Desires arose, obsessions became stronger, and the demons rushed towards her, almost devouring her.

Her hand hanging by her side trembled slightly, not because of anything else, but just because of excitement.

Chu Zeyu looked at Xia Xiyan's eyes gradually darkened, she looked away calmly, the blue blood vessels on her neck protruded due to the force.

The distracting thoughts in her heart were suppressed, and they attacked her with stronger force in the next second, destroying her will all the time, like weeds with vigorous vitality, tenacious and tenacious, never giving up any chance of survival.

Chu Zeyu concealed it very well. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with it. Others would not notice it at all. If Xia Xiyan was not very sensitive to the surrounding atmosphere, she would not have noticed it either.

Xia Xiyan keenly felt that Chu Zeyu's breathing had changed.From the uniform breathing just now, it becomes irregular in length and rhythm.

Xia Xiyan thought that what she said just now brought back sad memories for Chu Zeyu, and she felt a little apologetic.With a sense of comfort, her fingers slid down Chu Zeyu's smooth arm until she touched her hand.

Xia Xiyan squeezed her fingers into Chu Zeyu's, intertwining them.

She once heard from her roommate that this way of holding hands is very warm and healing, so she hopes that this can ease Chu Zeyu's emotions.

But she didn't know another thing.Because she was absent-minded at the time, she didn't listen to the whole sentence, and only heard the second half of the sentence.The first half of that sentence discusses the relationship between lovers.

Chu Zeyu miraculously calmed down.

All the arrogant and domineering distracting thoughts just now faded away, hiding in an invisible dark place.The demonic energy that was rampant in Chu Zeyu's body before had to calm down, quietly waiting for the next opportunity.

As long as Chu Zeyu's obsessions are not satisfied and let go, they will never give up attacking her heart until they completely occupy her.

Chu Zeyu's hand was very cold, so he could feel the warmth of Xia Xiyan's hand even more.

She knew very well in her heart that such intimacy was tantamount to drinking doves to quench her thirst, and Xia Xiyan's influence on her still existed.When encountering similar things next time, those distracting thoughts in my mind will still pop up. =, even the reaction will be stronger than this time.It's just that at this moment, she willfully doesn't think so much, and enjoys the rare moment of peace now.

Chu Zeyu calmed down, and her breath gradually became stable.

Xia Xiyan was very satisfied with this, and chuckled in her heart: It turns out that senior sister likes this way of comforting, so tell me earlier!

Chu Zeyu regained her composure, and Xia Xiyan felt relieved.

She casually looked at the quiet street, thinking in her heart: if the demon energy can develop at an astonishing speed in the senior sister's body, then the senior sister must have an unspeakable obsession hidden deep in her heart, and it is difficult to let go.Only such a strong obsession can support the speed of progress of the magic energy.

Based on the three questions Chu Zeyu asked her last time, she made a bold guess.

The first question is about feelings, and the second and third questions are about trust.Combining these three questions together, a complete judgment gradually formed in Xia Xiyan's mind.

Probably Chu Zeyu was cheated emotionally. Considering the first question Chu Zeyu asked (about whether he likes her), the person who hurt Chu Zeyu was probably also a girl.The image of a scumbag became clear.

Xia Xiyan's expression became a little angry.Which blind woman dared to deceive her senior sister!

Seeing her changing face, Chu Zeyu probably guessed that it was related to him, but she didn't ask aloud.She believed that she would figure out what Xia Xiyan was thinking soon.With Xia Xiyan's character, she will make some moves soon.

After all, Xia Xiyan really cared about her.

This recognition made Chu Zeyu very comfortable, far better than any time before.

Chu Zeyu became happy, and said goodbye to Xia Xiyan with a smile.

After Xia Xiyan watched her go in, she opened the door of her room and walked in.

Her shoulders slumped, and she casually threw her schoolbag onto the seat. Recalling Chu Zeyu's smile, she felt an indescribable sense of accomplishment.

She sighed loudly, "Ah!"

Zhou Cijing was playing a game of eating chicken. She looked nervously at the red footprints that appeared on the small map, and was about to have a fight, but was startled by Xia Xiyan's sigh.

Just when she was distracted, she was killed by the enemy emerging from the left.

Zhou Cijing took off the earphones and shouted loudly: "Smelly Xia Xiyan, what are you shouting? I was killed by you."

Wang Wenxi also put down his hand of scanning Taobao, poked his head out, thinking what Xia Xiyan was going to say.

Xia Xiyan's eyes were curved, and she seemed to be in a very good mood.She purposely prolonged her voice, and said slowly: "I suddenly discovered today..."

Both Wang Wenxi and Zhou Cijing pricked up their ears, ready to accept the shocking secret.

Xia Xiyan slowly completed the second half of the sentence.

"I'm such an angel ah ah ah ah ah!"

Wang Wenxi did not refute, she just closed the bed curtain with a "shua", expressing her refusal to discuss this topic with Xia Xiyan.

Zhou Cijing was going to be more direct, she gave Xia Xiyan a "bah" fiercely, and replied angrily: "Yes yes yes, you are an angel, the shit in the sky."

Xia Xiyan ignored her and walked into the bathroom humming an out-of-tune tune.

Zhou Cijing pursed her lips, put on her earphones again, and went to complain to Chen Ziyang about Xia Xiyan's narcissism.

Xia Xiyan doesn't care what they think, she is full of confidence now.Since I have cured Chu Zeyu so well, isn't the little devilish energy within reach?

In the last life, Xia Xiyan hardly encountered any obstacles in her state of mind, and practiced smoothly all the way to the Mahayana stage, and was rarely troubled by inner demons.So she only has a little understanding of the demons, definitely not much.

If she knew more, she would know that Chu Zeyu's two strong mood swings were not ordinary fluctuations.Being able to lure out the inner demons, trigger fluctuations in the demonic energy and calm down the demonic energy is definitely not something that an irrelevant person can do.

Xia Xiyan closed her eyes under the shower, letting the water flow down her forehead and over every inch of her skin.

Under the washing of the water, her brain became clear.

Chu Zeyu's obsession is obviously related to feelings. Although the world of comprehension is full of magical powers, it is more reserved when it comes to emotions. There are not as many solutions to emotional problems as there are in this world.

If she had to use magic to solve it, she knew a few ways to close her emotions.But if this is the case...Xia Xiyan thought about it and vetoed it again.

She cannot dictate other people's emotions at will.Even if the purpose of departure is for the good of the senior sister.

Xia Xiyan made up her mind to solve it with modern methods.She casually wiped the water from her hair, wore short-sleeved shorts, came out of the bathroom refreshed, went to bed, leaned half on the pillow, and began to search for a way to let go of her obsession.

As soon as Xia Xiyan typed half of the sentence, many entries popped up below.She was thoughtful, it seems that there are many people who are so confused.

She clicked on a relatively similar question, and a lot of search results popped up in an instant, with all kinds of answers.

Some people say that the best way to forget someone is to start the next relationship.Someone down there sprayed him as being irresponsible to the parties in the next relationship.

Xia Xiyan thought about how Chu Zeyu was holding another boy's arm, and immediately denied this answer.She frowned, and slid this piece on top in displeasure, secretly complaining: What kind of stupid answer is this?

The next one is about getting drunk, drinking crazy, crying out, and venting negative emotions.

Xia Xiyan tried to imagine that Chu Zeyu was drunk, her hair was disheveled, and she looked like a drunken maniac, shaking her head like a rattle.

No good no, this is not good either.

Another person said, turn your attention to work, fill up all your time, and let yourself have no spare time to think about that person.

Xia Xiyan thinks this is a good way, but the actual effect is mediocre.

Chu Zeyu was already so busy, and she rarely had free time, and she never revealed anything she couldn't let go of during the conversation, but Xia Xiyan was startled by the speed at which the demon energy developed.

This shows that Chu Zeyu must be pretending to have something in his heart, but he doesn't say anything, and it's all stuffy in his heart.

Xia Xiyan continued to scroll down. Someone used Buddhist words to persuade the questioner to let go.

Some words seem to be half-understood, but Xia Xiyan thinks there is some truth after carefully tasting them.

There are seven sufferings in life, and one of them is that you cannot get what you want.

How do obsessions arise?Usually it's because you can't ask for it.You can't get what you want, and you can't let it go.

Xia Xiyan thought about it, Chu Zeyu should be like this.

Being deceived and let down by others makes me feel unwilling and hard to let go, but there is no way to relieve the negative emotions in my heart.As time goes by, the obsession intensifies, giving birth to inner demons.

She read on.

In Buddhism, obsession is divided into "emotional persistence" and "law enforcement".It is the obsession, confusion and persistence mentioned in Buddhism.Emotional attachment is the attachment of feelings, which is the easiest to create sinful karma, hurt others, and may not be self-interested.

The point of view of Buddhism actually has some similarities with comprehension.Isn’t the creation of sinful karma mentioned here the same as being possessed by demons?

Xia Xiyan regained her spirits, saw the hope of a solution, and couldn't wait to continue reading.

If you can use some Buddhist viewpoints to guide Chu Zeyu out of this obsession, that would be fine.

"The emotion and love spoken of by beings of the six realms all have one principle: nature consciousness is uncertain. Emotion is uncertain, and love is uncertain..."

The following words roughly mean that love and love in the world are uncertain, you may love you today, but you may not love you tomorrow.Only the love of Buddha is fixed, eternal and unchanging, facing all living beings.

Xia Xiyan was still thinking, but her hands were quick, and she shared this article with Chu Zeyu in no time.

After five or six seconds, she withdrew the message again.

What if Chu Zeyu read this article and felt that people in the world were uneasy and hypocritical, and thought she was the same, what should I do?Isn't this cheating yourself?

No, no, it's not appropriate to post like this!

It took Chu Zeyu a while to see this system prompt.She asked curiously, "What did you withdraw?"

Xia Xiyan: "I just want to ask you, do you have time on weekends..."

Chu Zeyu: "What?"

Xia Xiyan: "Drink together?"

Chu Zeyu: "?"

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Xia Xiyan: I found a good way to appease my senior sister! ! !

Everyone: what method?

Xia Xiyan: Use your body to comfort her!

Everyone: ...? ? ?

Chu Zeyu applauded silently.

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