dead fiancée returns

Shen Shuning stood where he was, staring blankly at the opposite side, his mind was blank.

When the green light came on, a girl in a white dress stood opposite, holding a bouquet of white roses in her arms, with a scarlet diamond ring on her finger, standing there quietly, looking at him, and his Pei Nian in front of him.

People around her came and went, but no one noticed her existence.

In the slowly swaying figure, even Pei Nian who was walking down the stairs became blurred, and there was a buzzing sound next to his ears, disturbing all his thoughts.

His line of sight, his mind, and all his thoughts are not so much blank and chaotic as that only the person opposite is left.

The sky didn't know when the clouds and fog started to form, and it began to rain heavily. The girl holding the rose flower stood under the green light and stared deeply at him without blinking her eyes.

Ding sound.

The 1 of the green light turns to 0, and then turns from 0 to the red light.

The stagnant traffic crossed the road, and when a certain black car drove past, the people on the opposite side had disappeared.

Shen Shuning woke up in panic, he raised his foot to chase after him, but the moment he was about to step into the traffic flow, he was grabbed by the corner of his clothes by the person behind him.

He subconsciously turned around and saw Pei Nian, who was pulling him very lightly, with an inexplicable way to persuade him to stay. After a short hesitation, Shen Shuning broke away from Pei Nian's hand and ran straight into the traffic.

Horns, brakes, curses.

Shen Shuning ran to the opposite side, turned around and tried to find the person he saw from the dense crowd, but he couldn't find anyone.As if it was just his hallucination just now, as if that person never existed.

The world was spinning, he supported his knees and gasped for breath, his heart was beating wildly, as if it was about to jump out of his throat.

No, it's impossible, he clearly saw it, he clearly saw it.

Shen Shuning curled up in pain, feeling that a certain suppressed emotion in his body was trying to break out of the cage, and it was difficult to even breathe.

At that moment, he was extremely sure that he saw her. It was really not like an illusion. She seemed to be real, a reality that was hard to describe in words.

And it is precisely because he has experienced countless false hers that he knows what the real her looks like.

Shen Shuning raised his eyes to look.

The tall building leaned as if it was about to collapse on him at any time, he only took one look and then closed his eyes.

However, opening the eyes is panic, closing the eyes is a quagmire.

He was sinking into the mud that he couldn't break free, sinking in little by little.

Pei Nian looked at the opposite young man who was bending over with a painful expression, and raised his hand that had been freed just now.

His smile disappeared slowly, his eyelashes trembled, and the lowered pupils were extraordinarily cold. This kind of coldness made people feel a dark panic. Of course, when Shen Shuning looked up anxiously, her face looked He naturally showed the corresponding worry and sadness on his face, and slowly lowered his hand, and forced a smile, which was like a natural knee-jerk reaction.

For him.

When the green light came on again, Pei Nian walked up to Shen Shuning with the crowd, bent down, and squatted in front of Shen Shuning, with slender willow eyebrows, and asked in a gentle voice, "A'Ning, what's wrong with you?"

Pei Nian's voice was like a long rope, it held him who was immersed in the mud, and let Shen Shuning slowly break free from the painful and weird state just now.

He should have been panicked, Shen Shuning thought.

just like before--

Then when he broke free from that state, he was extremely calm, his heart was still beating terribly, his blood was still icy cold, and his whole physiology showed that he was in a not-so-good and abnormal state, But his psychology is like...a pool of stagnant water.

After all, he's used to it.

Shen Shuning thought.

It has been many years, and he has been accustomed to such things invisibly.

He was supported by Pei Nian to stand up.

"Are you ok?"

Shen Shuning closed her eyes: "Not too good..."

His soul was pulled out of his body, and he looked at himself with calm eyes and pale face. He was skillfully showing a panicked expression, and explained to his fiancee: "I just saw you... standing here."

What should I say next?Can we cope with it?How can I make her believe it?

He stretched out his hand, hugged Pei Nian tightly, and murmured to himself: "Stand here and tell me that you are fake, let me go and find you."

"You grabbed me, but changed into another look, I thought you were really here, and ran over—"

His tone was filled with deep self-blame, and even his expression was blank and tangled, and he couldn't find any mistakes, "Sorry, Nian Nian, I didn't know what I was doing just now... You are clearly in his By your side, I want to chase an illusory shadow, and I even broke away from your hand."

He played his best acting skills, cleverly rounding out those suspicious details. Of course, it depends on whether Pei Nian chooses to believe it or not.

This is a kind of self-consciousness, consciously telling Shen Shuning that if this matter is not resolved, something he doesn't want to see may happen.

His nerves were tense, waiting for Pei Nian's reply.

After a long time, Pei Nian raised his hand, hugged him gently, and asked softly, "Then are you well now?"

Shen Shuning took a deep breath, and slowly let go of her, but he did not break away from her embrace. He showed a forced smile, and said gently: "It's all over..."

"It's probably because I'm sick again. I'll find some time when I go back...Ask Dr. Zhao...it will be fine, Niannian...don't worry..."

He spoke vaguely, then took the initiative to hold Pei Nian's hand, and when the green light was on, he held Pei Nian and walked back, and said softly, "Nian Nian, let's go back."

Pei Nian stood behind him, holding one hand by him, and followed him back.

He pursed his red lips, raised his other hand, and moved his hat.

Say yes softly.

He slept for a long time.

I can't remember how long I've been asleep.

Suddenly one day, he woke up from hunger and smelled the food.

Seductive, sweet, not dirty, but full of negative emotions of the soul.

He opened his eyes and saw a young man with a pale face and dark and gloomy eyes in the basement. He picked it up hesitantly, his expression was no different from the food he had seen before, maybe there was some difference, that is, he showed such a There is a special sense of beauty when looking at her face, as fragile as fine porcelain.

He read his memory and learned what he wanted.

His fiancée died, he wanted his fiancée back, he wanted... to be a normal person.

So he tempted him to summon, wanting to devour this delicious soul, and once again fell into a deep sleep with a full stomach.

In the void, he observes his food.

He looks weak...very pitiful...just reach out and pinch him lightly, and he can die in pain.

But such a weak creature has another mark of existence left on its body.

He should have collected his own reward the moment he fulfilled his wish and ate his soul.

But when she was hugged tightly by him, she dismissed the idea.

Let's stay with this weak and poor creature for a while, he thought.

He can still endure such hunger if he is not in a hurry.

He began to learn from the people in his memory, doing what the people in his memory would do, and out of a certain idea, he showed his differences.

He absorbs the thinking of different people and enriches his knowledge of acting. He indulges in such dramas, as if he has really become his fiancée.

Weak, harmless, deeply in love with his fiancée.

【You should take him into the abyss. 】

[Eat his soul and make him become one with you, so that he will never look at existence other than you. 】

[You have already made a contract, and there are no rules that will punish you. 】

"You should have said this the first time I saw him." Pei Nian curled up on the sofa, watching TV with his knees folded.

In the TV series, Bai Yueguang, whom the male protagonist had been waiting for, finally came back. He abandoned the similar substitute female protagonist. Under the frame of Bai Yueguang, he misunderstood the female protagonist and left the female protagonist in the cold.

Pei Nian knew the ending.

In the ending, the male protagonist will wake up, who will he love, who will he choose to embrace, and the female protagonist as a stand-in will truly replace his white moonlight, achieving the ending of HE.

Such an ending is the driving force for him to watch these boring TV series.

He watched the boring TV series, thinking that maybe time could go back to the time when he saw Shen Shuning for the first time, and he might choose to do this.

Eat him, bring him to the world that belongs to him, create a kingdom that belongs to them, no one disturbs him, only him and his soul depend on each other in endless darkness.

They are one, and no one can separate them.

But now...it's too late.

【why? 】

The voice in the ear asked.

With a click, Pei Nian looked sideways, and Shen Shuning, who was wearing pajamas, came out of the bathroom. He came to his side, bent over to hug him, kissed his forehead, and softly called out a name that did not belong to him , "Niannian—"

Joy, jumping, and satisfied emotions enveloped him in an instant.

It's hard to describe this kind of happiness, under the control of this kind of emotion, he doesn't want to do anything, he just wants to stay quietly by Shen Shuning's side, it doesn't matter how long he stays.

So he raised his head and showed a gentle and sweet smile, "Ah Ning, let's watch TV together."

Shen Shuning sat down, he took advantage of the situation and leaned up, rubbing contentedly.

At the moment of being rubbed by Pei Nian, Shen Shuning's fingers trembled. The fiancée who rubbed against him was undoubtedly weak and slender, but Shen Shuning had the creepy feeling of being rubbed by a giant in the deep sea.

He forced himself to ignore this feeling and watched boring TV with her.

It's really boring, with no distinctive male and female protagonists, a messy plot, and exaggerated acting skills.

In Tao Yang's words, even if he played in person, he performed better than them.

Seeing him yawn, slowly, he closed his eyes and leaned against the sofa with his head tilted to one side.

Pei Nian turned his head and saw his closed eyes. He stared at him for a while, then gently and cautiously leaned on his shoulder again, as hard as a feather. His eyes were still watching the TV. .

He is capturing him.

He is also capturing him.

He is willing to immerse himself in the illusion that He gives.

And so is He.

It would be great if it could be like this all the time.

Pei Nian who was leaning on Shen Shuning's shoulder thought casually.

He is by Shen Shuning's side, being a docile, obedient and clingy fiancee. When Shen Shuning grows old and dies, He will capture Shen Shuning's soul again, return to the void, and fall into an endless sleep in satisfaction, and no one will wake him up again.

together forever.

Just thinking about these few words, His satisfaction can thicken to become juice.

When Shen Shuning woke up, it was already the morning of the next day, Pei Nian had already gone downstairs to make breakfast, he took his medicine after washing up, thought of some things yesterday, and called Zhao Xiwei.

"Is there a serious hallucination?"

"Yes……"

"Have you seen another fiancée of yours?"

"Um……"

On the other end of the phone, Zhao Xiwei's tone was still extremely gentle, "Then Mr. Shen, can you recount the scene for me?"

Shen Shuning walked outside the balcony and repeated what happened during the day yesterday.

The air was filled with silence, and he rubbed his drowsy forehead, waiting for Dr. Zhao's reply.

After he finished speaking, Zhao Xiwei was quiet for a while, and then slowly said: "Generally speaking, the root of patients' fantasies is still in themselves, Mr. Shen, you may not trust your fiancée very much, and have a suspicious attitude towards her. "

"Your insecurity is reflected in your hallucinations, you seem to think she is dangerous, your fiancée makes you uneasy."

Ah, maybe.

Shen Shuning whispered to herself.

He knew very well that although he had told himself and Tao Yang countless times that she was Pei Nian, there was always a seed of doubt planted in his heart. Growth spread.

no...or maybe...

Zhao Xiwei's voice interrupted his next thoughts.

"I heard Mr. Tao talk about you and your fiancée before. After she came back, she may have changed a lot from before."

"Well... people are subject to change. No one can stay in the same state without changing. This is a very normal behavior. It may be this behavior that makes you have distrust and doubts about your fiancée."

Makes sense and sounds like a trustworthy analysis.

"Why don't Mr. Shen pay more attention to your fiancée recently?" Zhao Xiwei put forward a friendly suggestion, "Maybe in this process, you can continue to discover yourself, heal yourself, know your illness, and understand your heart."

His voice was like a spring breeze, exuding strong persuasive power. Shen Shuning leaned against the window and replied in a low voice: "I will, thank you Doctor Zhao for your help."

Zhao Xiwei smiled on the phone: "You are my patient, and it is what I should do to take responsibility for you. How about this, Mr. Shen, I am currently abroad and I can't come back for the time being, but I will come back to attend Mr. Tao's meeting in five days. Birthday party, at Mr. Tao's birthday party, we can meet and chat for a while, and by the way, I will bring some small instruments to treat Mr. Shen's brain nerves, what do you think?"

Shen Shuning: "Then trouble Dr. Zhao."

Zhao Xiwei: "No trouble, you are Mr. Tao's friend and also my friend."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Shuning took a deep breath.

He rubbed his eyebrows again, turned and went downstairs.

Downstairs, the fiancée has already prepared breakfast. She looks busy without worry, but happy like a carefree bird.

Shen Shuning looked at her back and didn't move for a long time.

Pei Nian turned around and saw him, and smiled with his eyes bent, "It's time for breakfast, Aning."

During this day, she made breakfast, replaced the damaged protective film on the flowers in the yard, and then read a book for a while. While she was reading, Shen Shuning entered the studio, and when she came out again, it was already night.

He found a notebook, and began to observe his fiancée as Dr. Zhao said.

In the middle of the night, he hesitated for a while in the studio, and put down his pen.

【December 12th, Niannian looked... normal. She cooked breakfast, lunch and dinner. It was a bit hard. She read a book for a while, and now she is watching an idol drama in the living room.Hmm... She also took care of the flowers in the garden, today's weather is very cold, the temperature is close to zero, I seem to have been made into a waste by Nian Nian...]

After writing this, he froze for a moment.

Indeed, unknowingly, his life has been almost controlled by Nian Nian, he is like a kept pet.

"It can't be like this..."

He muttered to himself.