letter of commitment

38.

"Let go of her! You vixen!"

Mu Chu quickly stepped forward and pulled away the bewildered maid, and the maid let go, Shen Qingshu lost his support, and hit the bed with a muffled sound.

"gentlemen!"

When Mu Chu heard this muffled sound, his heart tightened, and he leaned over to caress Shen Qingshu's pale face, but withdrew his hand due to the heat.

Zhong Qiao had already sent the maid out, and by the way told Mu Chu the general situation, and followed him out.

Shen Qingshu was not conscious, but occasionally he would cry out in his dreams. Mu Chu counted the time, and she would wipe Shen Qingshu's body every hour. She was tense all night because the person on the bed had been in a coma for a whole day. Although the body temperature is a little lower than in the morning, it is likely to rise again at night, so Mu Chu can't close her eyes to rest, and has to observe Shen Qingshu all the time. Moreover, she is worried that she may just close her eyes for a while, and then open them again. Shen Qingshu will be lost.

This night, she spent in fear.

The next day, when the medical officer came for a follow-up visit, Shen Qingshu's body temperature had already dropped a lot, but to completely drop it, he had to take medicine.

Mu Chu went to decoct the medicine himself, but Shen Qingshu couldn't drink the medicine. In order to let her drink it, Mu Chu also tasted a lot of bitterness. Later, he found that this feeding method was effective, so Mu Chu endured it. Still got the benefit.

Although he was in a coma, the medical officer said that he needed to eat, otherwise his body would be empty, and no matter how effective the medicine was, it would be useless.

It's just that Shen Qingshu couldn't swallow anything at all, and Mu Chu often wanted to cry anxiously when he saw something stuck in his mouth, but after the medical officer told her to feed liquid food, this situation never happened again.

A few days later, under Mu Chu's careful care, Shen Qingshu's condition began to improve, but he was still in a coma, and Mu Chu hadn't closed his eyes for several nights, and finally couldn't stand it any longer, so he took a nap beside the bed , Xu was really tired and fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Shen Qingshu opened his heavy eyes and looked up dimly. She had a dream, a very long dream.

But now her mind was blank, she was just very thirsty, and tried her best to get up, but because she was too weak, she lay down halfway down again, and made a lot of noise, waking Mu Chu up.

Mu Chu got up, almost without a break for thinking, and threw himself on the person on the bed. Shen Qingshu was puzzled, because she was stunned by this sudden appearance and Mu Chu's sudden appearance.

Mu Chu lay on her body, and his hanging heart was able to let go, but it was bitter and hard to provoke. He thought that it would be a long time before she woke up, or that she wouldn't wake up...

"I thought, sir, you're going to sleep like this for the rest of your life..."

Hot and humid tears soaked into the skin through the fabric, making Shen Qingshu wake up.

She wanted Mu Chu to get up, because Mu Chu's pressure on her chest made her feel very stuffy, but Mu Chu's body was trembling, and she couldn't bear it anymore.

He raised his hand and gently patted Mu Chu's back to help calm her down. He forgot the thirst in his throat and said softly, "How long have I been asleep?"

"It's been a long time..."

"How long is it?"

"do not know……"

Mu Chu really didn't know. In short, it was too long and difficult for her. If Shen Qingshu didn't wake up, she would probably guard her forever like this.

After being quiet for a long while, Mu Chu got up from Shen Qingshu.

After wiping away the tears, Mu Chu smiled and said, "Sir, are you hungry now?"

Shen Qingshu shook his head: "I'm a little thirsty."

Mu Chu was going to pour water for her, but the water in the kettle was cold, so Mu Chu wanted to heat it up, but Shen Qingshu didn't want her to go out.

In fact, Zhong Qiao has been guarding the door for a long time. When Shen Qingshu just woke up, he also heard the movement. He thought about entering the room, but he felt that the two of them must have a lot to talk about, so he decided to guard it silently. This would be a conscious move. Went to the kitchen to boil hot water.

"come here."

Because of her weakness, Shen Qingshu's voice was like a thin thread, she turned her head to look at Mu Chu, the moonlight was very bright tonight, and could shine into the room through the window, even if she didn't light the lamp, she could still see everything in the room clearly, including her.

When Mu Chu heard the call, he walked briskly back to the bed like a kitten. In the moonlight, Shen Qingshu could see the haggard look on Mu Chu's face.

Although Shen Qingshu was wondering why Mu Chu appeared here, he didn't ask because of this, and fell into silence.

In normal times, Mu Chu would definitely pester her to ask what happened. After all, it's nothing to call someone over and not say anything.

But this time Mu Chu was exceptionally quiet, Shen Qingshu didn't speak, she just stood there until Zhong Qiao boiled hot water and knocked on the door before moving.

Mu Chu helped Shen Qingshu sit up, watched her finish drinking the water, and asked her to lie down and rest quickly, but Shen Qingshu had been lying down for many days, and when he woke up, he didn't feel sleepy at all, so she refused. up.

She wanted Mu Chu to go back to rest, but after asking, she found out that Mu Chu has been guarding her these days, and it seems that the county government has not arranged a room for her. Unexpectedly, she was full of sleep, but it was suffering. she.

Shen Qingshu moved a little inside. "Come and sleep, but don't get too close, it won't be good if the wind and cold pass over you."

This is undoubtedly a small surprise for Mu Chu, but as for keeping a distance, I'm sorry I can't do it.

After lying down, she hugged Shen Qingshu and burrowed into his arms. Unexpectedly, there was still flesh on this man's body, and his bones were so tight that Mu Chu felt a dull pain in his heart.

"I'm not saying..."

"Then let me take care of the wind and cold, and then the husband will take care of me."

Mu Chu seemed to be joking, but she never let go. She knew that Shen Qingshu was doing it for her own good, but Shen Qingshu didn't know how much she yearned for the warmth and peace of mind in her arms. Everything was for her own good. It seems to be the reason to push yourself away.

"Sir, what is our relationship?"

Mu Chu thought that Shen Qingshu could tell the answer right away, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't.

As if he understood something, as Shen Qingshu wished, he let go of this embrace, turned around, and said nothing.

If the previous bitterness and tears were due to sudden joy, then this time, it was because of sourness. If Shen Qingshu asked such a question, Mu Chuding would answer without hesitation and tell her in the affirmative.

Now this is really bad...

There was something between Mu Chu and Shen Qingshu's hearts, but she didn't know what it was.

Mu Chu knew that he didn't know Shen Qingshu at all, and he didn't want to. He only relied on the hazy feeling in his heart at first, wanting to get close to her, and after discovering her secret, he saw through himself and accepted her. It's not love, it's more like fear of losing someone you can rely on.

This can be regarded as a reason to convince herself to make herself feel better, Mu Chu can only think so, she opened her eyes, watching the moonlight come in and sprinkle on the ground, it was so quiet that people would mistakenly think that she had fallen asleep, Shen Qingshu stared at the back of her head as well. After reading it for a long time, I settled down on the answer.

She has always had the answer, and even simulated this situation, but when it really happened, her brain still got stuck. Would it be too perfunctory to say it quickly?It's better to think about it before saying it. This is what Shen Qingshu thought, and Mu Chu didn't know.

Without any warning, Shen Qingshu stuck it up, pulled Mu Chu into his arms from behind, interlocked his slender fingers, rested his chin on her shoulder, and pressed against her side face, waiting for her to react, He muttered in a sleepy voice:

"Muchu, you are my student."

……

"It's also my lover."