letter of commitment

The seasons change, and winter has come in a blink of an eye, but unlike previous years, this year's Fengdu City has the first snowfall for the first time.

In the year of auspicious snow, on this snowy day when the people of the whole country entrusted their beautiful long-cherished wishes, Shen Qingshu's body was transported back to the capital by the brothers surnamed Zhong, and buried with Mu Chu.

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The snow was so strange and violent that the number of people who came to the temple to offer incense and pray for blessings did not decrease. There were still a few or two pilgrims walking around the temple until dusk, but Zhao Jinlu finally had time to watch this rare snow scene at the Pavilion in the middle of the lake.

Cold?She didn't think that no matter how the cold wind raged, it was not as cold as that person's bones.She thought that she had really forgotten the love that only exists in the secular world during the past few years in the temple.In recent days, she has only started to go out to receive vulgar visitors from all over the world, but she has learned shocking news from the discussion of pilgrims offering incense in the temple. Under her calm expression, the beads she was twisting in her hands scattered inexplicably All of a sudden, she was shocked, and repeatedly asked the Buddha to forgive her mistakes.

What happened afterwards?Later, while repenting to the Buddha, she shed tears and searched for the scattered Buddhist beads. People who didn't know the truth thought it was because of the power of the strong. How could the small beads be found somewhere in this huge temple?At the moment, I feel wronged and cry sadly.Only the host on the side saw the Daosheng Amitabha Buddha, and he didn't let go of the world.

The tea on the fire was already boiling hot, and the white smoke from the spout passed through her brain along with the past. It has been many years since they sat facing each other in this lake pavilion and drank tea together. .

I remember that person came with a sad face but pretended nothing happened, she specially made astringent tea, but the person didn't realize that the tea was bitter and hard to drink, and she even pretended to be profound to enlighten her. Thinking about it now, Zhao Jinlu It seems to understand, how the bitterness of this tea can compare to the bitterness in that person's heart when he was forgotten by his loved one.

Looking at the calm lake surface, Zhao Jinlu sighed, picked up the teacup, and poured all the tea on the fire to extinguish the sparks.

A selfish person, thanks to her praying in front of the Buddha day and night for that person to be safe and happy, but she left without a sound, and has grown up in skills, so there is only a skeleton left to miss her , The farewell that day has become the farewell of today, heaven and earth, yin and yang are separated, this is good, let her worry about it, she and others, ah, are flying together with ghosts.

The next day, the snow still did not abate. Zhao Jinlu returned to the vulgarity after a long mental struggle.The abbot didn't do much to persuade her to stay, and watched her disappear into the wind and snow alone.

He retreated in the temple and didn't care about world affairs. Only after he came out did he realize that in just a few years, the world outside was full of bureaucrats, and the people complained.

How is the father?After so many years of no contact, how could he see the Qingyue Dynasty under his rule in decline? In order to find out the answer, Zhao Jinlu decided to go to the palace.The place where she was born and raised in the past was still the same, she hesitated for a while, lowered her hood and asked the guard of the palace gate, but the guard's words gave her another heavy blow.

"The first emperor died two years ago."

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Ha...Walking on the deserted street, Zhao Jinlu breathed repeatedly, abruptly holding back the tears that were about to well up in her eyes. At least in the later conversation, she learned that her mother was still alive, and the criticism was nothing but the Three Emperors After succeeding to the throne, he was fatuous and unreasonable, and the great land and mountains established by his father were ruined by him little by little.She couldn't do anything other than mourn her father's spirit in heaven, and she stopped before realizing that she had left the city.

She adjusted her mentality, since she was out of the city, she should visit her old friends.

According to her memory, the destination was no longer what she remembered. Someone should have been taking care of it all the time. The new cuts on the branches indicated that someone had just trimmed it, and the inscriptions on the stele were also freshly painted.

Envy, envy from the bottom of my heart, even if you are buried, there are still people who always miss you.But the person who took care of this seemed to be very careless, Zhao Jinlu smiled relievedly, and wiped off the snow stains on the stele for the two of them, she found a clean place to sit down, and began to tell her all these years After all kinds of enlightenment, the truth she finally realized was that she was deceiving herself and others.

Shen Qingshu, Shen Qingshu, Shen Qingshu... She kept shouting this name in her heart, with bitterness on the corner of her mouth.

"Shen Qingshu..." You didn't like to respond to me when I talked to you before I was alive, and now I can't hear your response even more.

If you are still there, knowing that I can't let go of you like this, I should say that I am stubborn, but I don't regret it, if I do it all over again, I will let you die or live, and I will never return you to Mu Chu.

Afterwards, she came here often, occasionally meeting Ling Luoqian and Sun Qingling with their children to clean up the venue, and once a few people met each other, Ling Luoqian knew everything about her and didn't bother too much, so he sent someone to the mountain A wooden house was built under her feet for her to live in, and she asked with a smile: "Could it be that you regard me as a tomb guard?"

Later, she confirmed this identity by herself, ran more frequently, and finally stopped letting Ling Luoqian and the others run back and forth, and took over the burden of taking care of the cemetery.

In the beginning of spring, thanks to her care, she found small green shoots sprouting from the soil beside the stone tablet of the two men, so she had another task to take care of the green shoot so that it could break through the soil and grow completely. Just when she was full of joy guessing what this green bud would be or whether it would produce flowers and bear fruit day and night, and the finished product was just a weed that could be seen all over the mountains and plains, she chuckled and looked up at the little flower buds clustered on the upper branches, she It seems that I saw it again.

Shen Qingshu sat leaning against the peach tree, holding the scroll in his right hand, every frown and smile touched her heartstrings.

Shen Qingshu, if the theory of the Six Paths of Reincarnation is true, then you walk slowly, in the next life, I want to meet you first.