letter of commitment

My name is Changchun. When I was eight years old, my mother was seriously ill. However, because she had no money to buy medicine, her condition did not improve and even worsened.In desperation, Dad found Ren Yazi to come to the door and sold me into the Mu Mansion as a servant girl. Although I don't understand why Dad did this, I blame him!

When I arrived at the Mu Mansion, I saw a lot of people with my status, but since I was the only one among us who was close to the age of the first lady in the Mu Mansion, the manager arranged me to serve the lady beside her.

The only thing I know about this young lady who I want to serve for the rest of my life is that she is one year younger than me, so I am very nervous, afraid that she will be a difficult person to get along with. It was not until I saw her that the hanging stone in my heart fell to the ground. Yes, she is small, like a delicate doll, so lovable, but unfortunately, my thoughts like this did not last long.

She often gets into trouble and asks me to take the blame for her and get punished for her, but sometimes she is bullied by other older maids in the mansion. She always gave me some of her strange gadgets, and she would tell me the stories she heard from the teacher, but because she was always naughty, the teacher changed and changed, So the stories I listened to never ended and then started a new story

In the situation of loving and hating her, in the blink of an eye, many years have passed.

I thought I was going to spend my whole life like this, but the appearance of a person made me see new hope.

He is the new teacher in the house - Shen Qingshu.This is also the first man who can make me show my affection.The first time I saw him was in Zhaowenyuan. He was studying at that time. Later he found me, but he didn’t blame me for disturbing him. Instead, he smiled at me and gave me kindness. Greetings from him, no one has ever treated me like this before, his smile is like a scorching sun breaking through the clouds after a spring rain, shining into my gloomy heart, and his words are like a ray of summer breeze blowing away the haze in my heart , That's when I knew that my heart had fallen.

Later, because the lady sneaked out of the house, he was also criticized, but for this reason, the lady did not realize her mistake and still felt that the responsibility was on the husband. I refuted her a little angrily, and the lady was surprised by my words. Dissatisfied, dismissed me, but since that night I have had other ideas, I don't want to be a maid anymore, I've had enough!

The next day, the lady seemed to have forgotten what happened last night, and invited me to study together. I hated her for being like this, but I was very happy to see my husband again.

The husband assigned us the task of painting, and I admired a painting in the house, but it was terrible and not in shape at all. Even so, he still encouraged me, how could there be such a gentle man in the world.Afterwards, he punished her because the young lady always went her own way, but the young lady refused to obey him, and even said that she wanted to resign him. I hated the way the young lady put on the airs of the young lady at every turn, but he didn't give in because of it. Still calm, looking at his appearance, my heart became a little more firm.

Later, when the hall was closed, I sent him lunch, but it took him a long time to open the door. I looked suspiciously into the room, but fortunately there was nothing, but what made me sad was that he seemed to be He didn't welcome my abrupt visit, didn't want to say anything to me, and even asked me to go out quickly when I said I was going to leave. I gritted my teeth unwillingly, thinking that I was too impatient.

When I went back to the west courtyard, I saw Ah Zhuang walking back and forth in the stone pavilion as if he was waiting for someone, so I went to ask him, and found out that he was waiting for me, and even gave me a pair of earrings. I knew he liked me, but How can a man as low and rude as him compare to a gentle and gentle gentleman, but I still took the earrings.

Later, the lady fell ill, and everyone in the house was very anxious, and so was the husband. It was the first time I saw such a tough attitude from the husband, just to take a look at the lady.However, he just glanced at the young lady and left without doing anything else.

Afterwards, the lady woke up and asked me to go down to prepare food, but when I returned to the house, the husband came at some time and was reciting for the lady. Seeing this scene, I felt very uncomfortable. Not only that, he also specially Went out of the house to buy snacks for the young lady. He was a little flustered by the appearance of Xiaohe and me, and left in a hurry before we could say anything else. I can't refute this, it's just that my heart is very messed up, so I decided to express my feelings to my husband.

After four days of careful care by Xiaohe and I, the lady's illness is no longer serious, which allowed me to spare time to find my husband.I expressed my heart to my husband but was rejected by him. I felt that my heart was covered with a layer of frost, which was terribly cold.

Goodbye to him, Miss Tong went to the stone pavilion on the west side courtyard to play fish and happened to meet him and also came out to enjoy fish. When he saw me, maybe because of embarrassment, he didn't dare to look directly at me, but kept talking to Miss.Then the young lady was out of control, and suddenly wanted to fly a kite, and had to make a kite by herself. After they were all done, because there were too many bamboos planted in Zhaowen Garden, it was not suitable for kite flying.

The lady proposed to go to the suburbs, and the husband agreed. When I arrived in the suburbs, I felt a little better after being depressed for several days, but it seemed that God just didn't want me to have a good time, and an accident happened.Miss's kite string was broken, and the kite got stuck on the tree. Miss used lightness kung fu to climb up the tree to get it, but my husband was worried about it. I comforted him a few words, but after a while, I heard Miss scream and fell down the tree. The husband went to pick it up quickly, but he was still thrown to the ground by the lady. Looking at this scene, I felt that the spark that was still flickering in my heart was also extinguished.

Reluctantly, I went over to lift the lady up from him, and observed the facial expressions of the two of them without being noticed. I saw that the lady's face was already flushed from shyness, while he was A look that the danger is over, thank God.It turns out that, as Xiao He said, she is a joke...

In the days that followed, I stopped going to study with the lady, I didn't want to see them being intimate (not), it would only make me uncomfortable.I began to hate Miss, and began to think that she was so bad. Could it be that just because she is the master, everything must be hers?

no no!I must let her experience what it feels like to lose, and I will also let her suffer as much as I do now!