Brother, why is he like this?

Shen Lingyuan had a dream.

In the dream, it was vaguely when he was a child, a magnificent fire cloud was burning at the end of the sky, and he was practicing sword on Cangxiao Peak before dusk.Not far away, the master with a blurred face stood under a pine tree and looked at him. It was the first appearance he remembered.

He heard the sound of the senior brothers laughing and playing, the young man dropped the sword in his hand, ran over to hug the master's leg and acted like a baby, saying that he wanted to go out and play with the senior brothers.

He didn't hear the master speak for a long time, he looked up suspiciously.It just so happened that the last ray of sunlight disappeared, and in the darkness that fell unexpectedly, Shen Lingyuan saw the indifference and alienation on the face of the master that he had never seen before.A heartless voice seemed to come from all directions: "You are a member of the demon clan, you do not belong here, go back to the demon realm, and never come back."

The brothers, uncles, uncles, and many other sects who were playing elsewhere just now stood behind the master, all looking at him expressionlessly, repeating in their mouths: "Never come back... never come back ..."

Shen Lingyuan took two steps back in fear, then turned and ran.The wind blew fiercely by my ears, and the land under my feet changed from an ice field to a wasteland. The land was completely red, and purple thunder and lightning continued to roar in the hazy sky.

He stopped slowly.A child who looked exactly like him was standing under the lightning, with blood all over his body, he didn't know whether it was his own or someone else's, and there were piles of corpses under his feet.

The child's scarlet vertical pupils stared at him full of hatred, and his voice was cold: "Why did you leave me here alone? It's all your fault, they all died because of you."

The ground was cracked inch by inch, and icy sea water gushed out of the cracks and flowed over his insteps.I don't know when heavy snow fell, and an indescribable cold swept over him, as if his heart was frozen.

Shen Lingyuan shivered in the cold wind, desperately said over and over again: "It's my fault, I'm sorry...I'm sorry."

In the silence, someone held his hand.That palm just wrapped his whole hand in it, the palm was extremely hot and ironed, and the cold that penetrated into the bone marrow was dispelled.Shen Lingyuan looked up to see who that person was, but was hugged.

There was a faint light on the man's body, and the warm spiritual flow passed along the overlapping limbs of the two.The man kissed him lightly on the top of his hair, and whispered in his ear: "Senior brother, I like you."

In an instant, the world was spinning.

With these words, he fell into darkness.

A strange feeling was transmitted along the spiritual flow, overflowing in Shen Lingyuan's heart, and he sank little by little.

……

When she could feel the outside world, before Shen Lingyuan opened her eyes, she heard Xin Yan yelling: "It's moving! It's moving!... Brother, you're awake!"

Shen Lingyuan opened his eyes, as if he was not fully awake yet, his eyes were a little dazed.

Xinyan's voice suddenly became softer, and she said cautiously: "Brother, why are you crying? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Shen Lingyuan touched the corner of his eye with his fingers, and felt a cold wet mark.

Did he actually cry?

Shen Lingyuan said: "No problem."

The voice was indescribably hoarse.

Xinyan hurriedly served a cup of hot tea.

After a cup of tea, consciousness has returned.Shen Lingyuan looked around and saw familiar decorations, so he raised his eyes to Xin Yan and asked, "How did I get back?"

Xin Yan, who was originally full of excitement and joy, was stunned for a moment, tongue-tied for a while, and had to say: "Ye Tan rescued you back."

Shen Lingyuan frowned and said, "How did he pass the boundary wall?"

Xinyan said sullenly: "He has transformed into a god, and the boundary wall was broken by him."

Shen Lingyuan was not very surprised by this matter, he just remained silent for a while, and then asked: "What about others now?"

Xinyan looked at his expression, and carefully persuaded: "Brother, you just woke up, don't worry about it so much, take a good rest and take care of your body first."

Shen Lingyuan was unmoved, stared at him and asked again: "I asked you where else?"

Xinyan couldn't help it, so he had to say: "Ye Tan is a little exhausted trying to save you, and is currently retreating."

Shen Lingyuan's heart skipped a beat, and he grabbed Xin Yan's arm and said in a low voice, "Say clearly, what's going on."

Xinyan was taken aback, and quickly comforted Shen Lingyuan: "Brother, don't be excited! I heard from Elder Qingxiao that Ye Tan consumed part of his soul in order to wake up your soul. It's okay, really, retreat and adjust your breath It'll be fine for a while."

Shen Lingyuan was stunned for a moment.

It turned out that those dreams were real.

Ye Tan did integrate the primordial spirit into his body, so the strange emotions he felt at that time came from Ye Tan.

Those secret joys and sourness are self-repressed and unsearchable;

Those disorders, ecstasies, madness, loneliness like sickness;

The night after the countless empty days, and the day after the sleepless night.

So... is it true that Ye Tan said "My heart pleases you"?

Shen Lingyuan suddenly recalled the scene when he met Ye Tan who was haunted by demons in the ancient mirror. At that time, he thought Ye Tan was just unconscious. Now that he thought about it, when Ye Tan kissed him, he called him senior brother, and his eyes were full of infatuation. Meaning, how could it be explained by the phrase "unconsciousness".

Where do these affections come from?

Maybe it's from the years of getting along day and night, maybe it's because... when Ye Tan gave him the soul crossing, he kissed Ye Tan.

A layer of cold sweat broke out on Shen Lingyuan's back.

Looking at Shen Lingyuan's expression, Xinyan couldn't help being curious, and hesitantly asked a question that had been tormenting him for a long time: "Senior brother...do you like Ye Tan?"

"What?!" Shen Lingyuan sternly reprimanded with a guilty conscience: "What nonsense are you talking about? I don't like it!"

Xin Yan was very happy when he was reprimanded, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "I'll just say, why does senior brother like Ye Tan."

Shen Lingyuan nodded, then looked at Xinyan suspiciously: "Why do you ask that?"

Xin Yan seemed to be strangled by the neck for a while, her face was flushed, and she stammered after a long time: "I just...just ask."

Shen Lingyuan naturally didn't believe it, but he didn't know what he thought of, so he didn't dare to ask any more questions.

The two were relatively silent for a while, Xin Yan said with a dry smile: "Brother, rest first, I will report to the suzerain and Elder Qingxiao that you are awake."

Said turning around to leave.

Shen Lingyuan stopped him: "Wait a minute."

Xin Yan turned to look at him.

Shen Lingyuan's face was tangled, and he asked in a low voice: "Ye Tan...where is he retreating?"

Xinyan's eyes slowly widened.

……

Ye Tan is retreating at Qingxiao Peak.

His primordial spirit was severely depleted, so the lingering demon took advantage of his illness to kill him, and took the opportunity to counterattack frantically.

People with inner demons should calm down and cultivate their nature, and avoid mental turmoil.It happened that half of his soul was on Shen Lingyuan's body, and Shen Lingyuan's every move was clearly transmitted to him.

And his every move involved Ye Tan's mind.

It has been several days since Ye Tan awakened Shen Lingyuan's primordial spirit. During this period, although Shen Lingyuan did not wake up, he has been unconsciously absorbing the mixed spiritual flow in his body. Ye Tan has been waiting for the moment when he wakes up.

Finally woke up today, Ye Tan has been floating lightly like a rootless duckweed, now he has finally stepped on the ground.

As soon as Shen Lingyuan woke up, she asked about Ye Tan's situation, which made Ye Tan feel a little joy in his heart.

He thought carefully, does this mean that he is the most important one in senior brother's heart?

Either way is fine.

But the next sentence of "I don't like it" terribly poked Ye Tan's heart, causing him to spit out a mouthful of blood, and there was a roar in his head.

So he missed what Shen Lingyuan said later.

It's not that he never thought about this kind of result, but under the countless cold-blooded and ruthless self-discipline and suppression, he also had a little secret expectation.

What if, what if the senior brother also has feelings for him?

Now this fragile expectation has not yet sprouted, but it has encountered a once-in-a-century frost, and it has been completely silent.

The heart demon who was watching from the side had already transformed into Shen Lingyuan's appearance and entangled him.

This time Ye Tan did not let the demons mess around, he closed his eyes, turned his spiritual power into a sharp blade, and slashed at it mercilessly.

In the past, Ye Tan indulged or ignored the inner demon who turned into Shen Lingyuan, but never made a move.The heart demon was caught off guard and stabbed, "Shen Lingyuan" distorted his face, and gritted his teeth in disbelief: "How dare you hurt me?!"

Ye Tan's expression was indifferent, and his tone was cold: "Didn't you hear? He said he didn't like it."

He sighed: "You are still not him."

Following these words, more spiritual blades were formed, attacking the demons directly.The blue and white spirit blade passed through the heart demon over and over again, and the heart demon dispersed into a red mist, and then gathered again into the appearance of Shen Lingyuan, jumping and saying: "You are crazy! I am also a part of you, if you kill me, you will die too! "

Ye Tan opened his eyes and said indifferently, "I'm already dead."

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